To Tiefling: Never review for me again
My pen name has been changed, I was originally known as Zombie Ferox.
Bei Nacht im Dorf der Wächter rief: Elfe! Ein ganz kleines Elfchen im Walde schlief wohl um die Elfe! Und meint, es rief ihm aus dem Tal bei seinem Namen die Nachtigall, oder Silpelit hätt' ihm gerufen. Reibt sich der Elf' die Augen aus, begibt sich vor sein Schneckenhaus und ist als wie ein trunken Mann, sein Schläflein war nicht voll getan, und humpelt also tippe tapp durch's Haselholz in's Tal hinab, schlupft an der Mauer hin so dicht, da sitzt der Glühwurm Licht an Licht. Was sind das helle Fensterlein? Da drin wird eine Hochzeit sein: die Kleinen sitzen bei'm Mahle, und treiben's in dem Saale. Da guck' ich wohl ein wenig 'nein!« Pfui, stößt den Kopf an harten Stein! Elfe, gelt, du hast genug? Gukuk!
~Elfenlied- Eduard Mörike~
Metallica: Eye of the beholder
Do You See What I See?
Truth Is an Offense
You Silence for Your Confidence
Do You Hear What I Hear?
Doors Are Slamming Shut
Limit Your Imagination, Keep You Where They must
Do You Feel What I Feel?
Bittering Distress
Who Decides What You Express?
Do You Take What I Take?
Endurance Is the Word
Moving Back Instead of Forward Seems to Me Absurd
Doesn't Matter What You See
Or into it What You Read
You Can Do it Your Own Way
If It's Done Just How I Say
Independence Limited
Freedom of Choice
Choice Is Made for You My Friend
Freedom of Speech
Speech Is Words That They Will Bend
Freedom with Their Exception
Do You Fear What I Fear?
Living Properly
Truths to You Are Lies to Me
Do You Choose What I Choose?
More Alternatives
Energy Derives from Both the plus and Negative
Do You Need What I Need?
Boundaries Overthrown
Look Inside to Each His Own
Do You Trust What I Trust?
Me, Myself and I
Penetrate the Smoke Screen I See Through the Selfish Lie
Doesn't Matter What You See
Or into it What You Read
You Can Do it Your Own Way
If It's Done Just How I Say
Independence Limited
Freedom of Choice
Choice Is Made for You My Friend
Freedom of Speech
Speech Is Words That They Will Bend
Freedom with Their Exception
Do You Know What I Know?
Your Money And Your Wealth
Your Silence Just to Hear Your Self
Do You Want What I Want?
Desire Not a Thing
I Hunger after Independence Lengthen Freedom's Ring
Doesn't Matter What You See
Or into it What You Read
You Can Do it Your Own Way
If It's Done Just How I Say
Independence Limited
Freedom of Choice
Choice Is Made for You My Friend
Freedom of Speech
Speech Is Words That They Will Bend
Freedom no longer frees you
Doesn't Matter What You See
Or into it What You Read
You Can Do it Your Own Way
If It's Done Just How I Say
((This is how I feel about censorship.))
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
(Copy and paste this if you believe homophobia is wrong)
Her name was Auroura
She was only five
This is what happened
When she was alive
Her dad was a drunk
Her mom was an addict
Her parents kept her
Locked in an attic
Her only friend
was a little toy bear
It was old and worn out
And had patches of hair
She always talked to it
When no one's around
She lays there and hugs it
Not a peep of sound
Until her parents
unlock the door
Some more and more pain
She'll have to endore
A bruise on her leg
A scar on her face
Why would she be
In such a horrible place?
But she grabs her bear
And softly crys
She loves her parents
But they want her to die
She sits in the corner
Quiet but thinking,
"God, why? Why is
My life always sinking?"
Such a bad life
For a sad little kid
She'd get beaten and beaten
For anything she did
Then one night
Her mom came home high
The poor child was hit and slapped
As hours went by
Then her mom suddenly
Grabbed for a blade
It was sharp and pointy
One that she made
She thrusted the blade
Right in her chest,
"You deserve to die
You worthless pest!"
The mom walked out
Leaving the girl slowly dying
She grabbed her bear
And again started crying
Police showed up
At the small house
They quickly barged in
Everything was as quiet as a mouse
One officer slowly
Opened a door
To find the sad little girl
Lying on the floor
It must have been bad
To go through so much harm
But at least she died
With her best friend in her arms
(If you hate child abuse then repost this on your profile.)
Favorite novels/Short stories/dramas/poems
Crooked Tree- Robert C. Wilson
Massive- Julia Belle
Battle Royale- Koushun Takami
Anasi Boys- Neil Gaiman
To Kill a mocking bird- Harper Lee
I know why the caged bird sings- Dr. Maya Angelou
The house on mango street- Sandra Cisneros
Johnny got his gun- Dalton Trumbo
A clockwork orange- Anthony Burgess
The Catcher in the rye- J.D Salinger
The Night Listener- Armistead Maupin
Heart of darkness- Joseph Conrad
Lolita- Vladimir Nobokov
Watership Down- Richard Adams
Flowers in the Attic- V. C Andrews
Lord of the flies- William Golding
Moon / The fog- James Herbert
The Stars my destination- Alfred Bester
Their eyes were watching God- Zora Neale Hurston
The Metamorphosis- Franz Kafka
Edgar and Ellen (series)- Charles Ogden
Fahrenheit 451- Ray Bradbury
A child called ‘it’ / The lost boy / A man named Dave- Dave Pelzer
So far from the bamboo grove- Yoko Kawashima Watkins
Enchanted Boy- Richard McMullen
American Psycho- Bret Eston Ellis
Sybil- Flora Rheta Schreiber
Crash- J.G Ballard
Dream Boy- Jim Grimsley
Frankenstein/ The Last Man- Mary Shelly
Dracula- Bram Stoker
Blade Runner/A Scanner Darkly- Phillip K Dick
The Outsiders- S.E Hinton
The Divine Comedy- Dante
The Giver- Lois Lowry (my favorite book in third grade)
Requiem for a dream- Hubert Selby Jr.
The Count of Monte Crisco- Alexander Dumas
The Crucible- Arthur Miller
The red badge of courage- Stephen Crane
The Very proper Gander- James Thurber
Leviathan- Thomas Hobbes
The Birds- Daphne du Maurier
The Virgin Suicides- Jeffrey Eugenides
The Grapes of wrath/ Of mice and men- John Steinbeck
Crow song- Margaret Atwood
As I lay Dying- William Faulkner
Candide- Voltaire
The Lottery- Shirley Jackson
33 Snowfish- Adam Rapp
Paradise Lost- John Milton
Faust- Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
The Rime of the Ancient mariner- Samuel Taylor Coleridge (also a bitchin' song from Iron Maiden off of Powerslave)
The Exorcist- William Peter Blatty
Walden- Henry David Thoreau
Hogg- Samuel R Delany (NOT for the faint of heart!)
The Color purple- Alice Walker
The Rebellion of the magical rabbits- Ariel Dorfman
The Heart Is Deceitful Above All Things / Sarah- JT Leroy
Anything by Kurt Vonnegut, (my personal favorite nonetheless is Slaughterhouse Five)
Anything by Edgar Allen Poe
Anything by H.P Lovecraft
Anything by Ernst Hemmingway
Anything by Mark Twain
Anything by Charles Dickens
Anything by William Shakespeare
Anything by Stephan King, (I think every aspiring horror writer should give him a blowjob)
Anything by George Orwell (I would have loved to have met him...may he rest in peace)
Anything by Torey Hayden, (I cannot put her books down, they're just so beautiful...)
Anything by Elie Wiseal (He is a genius, he is my literary hero)
((Oh, in case you are wondering, I have read each of these fine works at least three times, I'm not just talking out my ass))
Genres: horror, drama, splatter, action/adventure, fantasy, sci-fi, cyberpunk, Victorian Gothic, slam poetry, political intrigue/thriller
Hobbies: Reading/writing/drawing/painting (I very rarely watch television,) research projects environmental/political science, studying mythology (I’m particularly fond of Egyptian, Oriental, and Norse), theology, astronomy, astrology, Egyptology, runes, psychology, and philosophy
Gender: Female
Sexual Oreintation: Bi-sexual (go to hell if you don"t like it!)
Things I HATE
Senseless violence, war (not those who fight in it, I have the utmost respect for war veterans, just the act of war disgusts me), ignorance, misogyny, rape, abuse of every kind, homophobia, racism, sexism, classism, maltreatment of the environment, pollution, pedophilia, anti-Semitism, slavery, the abuse and exploitation of the mentally ill or handicapped. Censorship, The discount of same-sex couples in domestic abuse cases, bestiality, the abuse of animals, NAMBLA, everyone affiliated with NAMBLA, the wordNAMBLA, anyone who likes NAMBLA eh, you get it...
Things I LIKE
Reading/writing/drawing/painting, fine art, music (nothing is more awsome than driving fast down a highway with some Judas Priest blaring out the speakers), exercise, spending time with family, movies, a good book, being outside in nature, nature itself, seclusion, peaceful solitude, candles, meditation, graveyards, animals, that warm fuzzy feeling I get from a hard-days work, going to Church, comics, cartoons, moonlight, stars, anime, manga, splatter movies (not Saw, those movies sucks), horror movies
Influences in literature:Sandra Cisneros, Mary Shelly, Kurt Vonnegut, Phillip K Dick, Elie Wiseal, H.P Lovecraft, George Orwell, John Steinbeck, Stephen King, James Herbert
Style:In my writing except from me a lot of graphic violence and brutal gore, blood, physiological violence, depression, abuse, rape, drug usage and a higher vocabulary than most, also a merger of genres and for real-world and life problems to be weaved into high-fantasy and sci-fi stories. And when I say gore, I am dead serious. My stories have gotten me booted off seven websites, I am insane and the subject matter I use is very explicit.
Music: Thrasher, hair, glam, stoner, speed and power metal, also alternative, New wave and industrial music, I also love classical and classic rock; I also dig old-timely Bluegrass (y’know like David Alan Coe)
Bands
Metallica, Trivium, Otep, Slayer, KoRn, Motley Crue, Skindred, Dio, Alice Copper, Ozzy, Dragon force, Black Sabbath, Poison, Monster Magnet, Pink Floyd, Iced Earth, Arch Enemy, Kittie, Kiss, Judas Priest, Thrice, Goblin, The Doors, Lacuna Coil, 3 inches of Blood, GWAR, Blue Oyster Cult, Cellador. Radiohead, Skid Row, Rammstein, Psychostick, White/Rob Zombie, Ministry, Warlock, Cage, The Cranberries, Danzig, Death, Godsmack, Static-X, King Diamond/ Merciful Fate, Breaking Benjamin, Submersed, Twisted Sister, Nightwish, Dream Theater, Rush, Electric Wizard, Accept, The Sword, Ted Nugent, Deep Purple. Iron Maiden, Over Kill, Blind Guardian, Demons and Wizards, Metalium, Red hot chili peppers, The Prodigy, Alchemist, Tears for Fears, The Gathering, Disturbed, Night Ranger, Ratt, Primal Fear, Fate’s Warning, Helloween, Journey, Amon Amarth, Fight, AC/DC, Pantera. Type 0 Negative, A perfect circle, Rebel meets Rebel, Guns and Roses, The Scorpions, Diamond Head, Moterhead, Queen, Coal Chamber, Lordi, Wolf, Def Leopard, Bon Jovi, Cinderella, The Grateful Dead, Joan Jett, Testament, Hammer fall, Saxon, Bolt thrower, Manowar, Nevermore, Hellstar, Billy Idol, Icarus witch, The Cure, Grace Slick, Led Zeppelin, Deathklok (yeah I know their in a cartoon...) .
Contacts
My e-mail: Crooked-spoons@hotmail.com
My other e-mail: golgothab@yahoo.com
Stories
Dead flies: STOP YOUR BITCHING ABOUT CONTENT! THE STORY IS ONLY GOING TO GET WORSE!
I am also known as Cannibal Lawn Gnome and have several stories on Fanfiction.net
Map mange ou sans sel (voodoo Curse)
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