My alias on here is wreckless.and.jealous (Yes, to all those Taking Back Sunday Fans; those phrases were adapted from 'Cute without the 'E'". Before you ask yourself; No, I am not emo. Give me a chance will you?) but in real life I go by the nickname CJ. To all of you people who or baffled or dazzled by my deranged my mind. I thank you for making me feel loved, but one might not thank you for making me a big head. Though, I really have not much of an ego anyway. Don't worry about it.
It is true. I'm a girl (surprise surprise) and I just so happen to be a teenager. I'm already a cliche on fictionpress. Don't blame me, blame my father for the X chromosone. Actually, on second thought I like being a girl, so thank him.
Several despcritions of me have been:
"Barbie" - Because I always have a vacant expression. Funnily enough though, I don't have blonde hair and blue eyes. I'm the normal Brown haired and Brown Eyes. I'm not ditsy either, well atleast I don't think I am.
"American"- Now this is where everybody gets me totally wrong. I am not american. Nothing apart from some of my clothes, my shoes, and my accent are american. I'm kind of a born nomad. I was born in ever-rainy Engand and moved to the Bahamas since the age of 3. I call myself a mixed kid. Why? Well, I'm half Chinese, and half British Isles.
"Artist in Denial"- this is from the courtesy of my very own mother. It is true though. With all honesty, I'm better than a person who can draw a stick-man. Probably worse than Monet, but never the less I can draw. Recently I've come out of my phase, and have decided to draw again.
"A wannabe Emo"- that was once a phase. Embarrassing, but I'm man (or should I say woman?) enough to admit it. In all honesty though, I only ever wanted to be like them because I liked their hair. I've always wanted to sport an anime inspried hairstyle that spikes in all directions. Right now though, I am me. No one else, that's why it's hard to put me in a clique that alot of people have to be forced into. I like the Emo music though, and guys drools. Once again. It's the hair that does it.
"A hopeless Romantic" - Yes.I do have a tough extrior; but catch me watching Moulin Rouge (Or any movie of the likes) and you shall see me welling with tears. I'm a sucker for romance movies. I'm also a sucker for Romance stories on Fictionpress. You wouldn't find me caught dead with a romantic book though. I'm a closet romantic. Shh, just don't tell anyone what you know about me!
"A Lunatic" - That is also a very true statement. If one were to describe in one word, it would definately be 'A Lunatic'. I guess I brought it upon myself though. I mean, with me and my weird compliments (e.x. You have nice eyebrows), long words (I have managed to make myself quotable by saying 'Omnipotent' continuous times for a girl), and using a knife and fork to dissect a mango. Usually people hate to be referred as "A Lunatic" but I find it endearing.
"Posh" - Now this is something I do not like. Just because the school I go to was mentioned in Atonement doesn't mean we're all stuck in flapper dresses with maids at our side dealing with our hair whilst we smoke a pipe. I go to boarding school where we have stable accomadation and cafeteria food. Definately less than speical from the rich and famous lifestyle you see on TV today. I don't take a private plane to go home. So all misconceptions are gone right? Ok. Thank God that's all cleared up!
Now, as a person who LOVES reviews (because it makes me feel loved and everyone should feel loved), if you review me I shall be on cloud nine for a couple of hours. Then I shall drop out of it probably because I find out that some type of homework is due in thirty minutes. I shall then finish the homework. Write up the next chapter and then post it. Whilst I'm at it I will also review you back. I repeat -in a more simple expression- if you review me I will review you back.
That's really all I have to say about myself. Oh, I also like PM's. I like talking, heh. My mom says it's kind of a side effect from being mute as a child.
Thank You to all of you who read my stories.
updates
clock: August 16th , 2008; 2:05 p.m.
noise: "Don't Be So Hard" by theAUDITION
Hi guys.
As you can see I'm not in my usual hyper mood. I'm just here to tell you guys that I'll be off of here for a while. I need to figure out my 'Cheers' story. I don't think I've planned it well enough and by the amounts of reviews I'm getting, I think you fioctionpressers think the same. I need to re-vamp it. I've also lost my interest in 'Cheers' a little and so I need to find my muse again. Wish me luck!
Thank to all my reviewers, LoveIsOld-LoveIsNew, simpleplan13, Aaya, XxInDreamsWeRestxX, Mazze, The Toothpaste Fiend, Koki Enwai, and KH.Lee for reviewing. I don't think I thanked you guys, so I just want to thank you now. I love you all (Though, not in any sexual type of way)
Seee you later.
-wreckless.and.jealous
P.S. I'm still doing reviews, so if you want me to review your stories. Then I will be glad to.
P.P.S. The song below is dedicated to a person I know. To be specific, the girl is actually based in 'Cheers', an I'm happy to say that I've officially been exonerated and vindicated from her. This song is my conclusion of how I feel about her. If this girl ever reads this (which I'm sure she won't): I don't need you or your bitchy comments. It's funny how long it's taken me to realise that and funnily enough I needed my own fictionial characters to show this! So, it wasn't nice to meet you; and I hope life bites you in the ass. Regards, CJ.
'Don't think too hard about it
You never thought I'd get this far
Would get this far without you
Relax, stand back, and watch it happen
I'll wave my goodbyes into the night and say...'
updates
clock: Novemer 17th , 2008; 11:15 p.m.
noise: "Don't Be So Hard" by theAUDITION
Bonjour!
I'm not making this long. I Just wanted to let you guys know that I am a live and have recnetly crawled out of my little hole that I dug a few months ago called 'school'. I'm also afraid to say not much progress has been made on 'Cheers' but I have a one-shot churning it way out any moment now: you can probably expect it on the 6th of December as that's when I come home (YAY!). There's also been a lot of ideas running through my head, and I have officially decided that I'm going to start two new stories, but this doesn't necessarily mean I'm going to be updating at the rate poop comes out of a normal person's butt (-which should be every day, unless if you have diarrhoea or constipation...). Anyway - that's all I really have to say until I get home. Then we can really have fun, muahaha!
I also need to find a beta for my stories, if you guys have any good betas feel free to PM me so I can have the bestest sotries in the whole expanding universe!
Love from,
wreckless.and.jealous
"And if you think i've gone too long
Listen the sky will sing this song
As it burns up all the memories
That flow like water out of me"
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