Formerly known as 'I'm Pretty Handsome Awkward'

I'm Nobody! Who are you?

Are you Nobody too?

Then there's a pair of us--don't tell!

They'd banish us you know.

-Emily Dickinson

Hiyas. You can call me Lucy. Or maybe Lucifer, if you're in the mood. Or Susie, if you're in my American History class. But that's a story for another day.

I'm 15, and I think that age is just a number. Being looked down upon for being young is totally wrong. You can't help how old you are. I'm getting older by the day, and gaining more experience. I discover something new everyday.

So, I'm going to make my profile page of medium length, because I believe that overly long ones are kind of daunting, and short ones don't have enough description. I know this profile probably sucks, but I have no idea how to make it more interesting. Forge on at your own risk!!

Here are just a few of my favorite things:

Old books, new books, a smile from someone unexpected, Nutella, friends who won't let you down, beachballs, my laptop, comfy pj's, laughing without faking it, being in on the secret, Converse, really cool band tees, privacy, books that change my life (if only for a little while), hot chocolate, curling up with a really good book, satisfaction, a really good movie, The Beatles, Pixie Sticks, being alone, pillows, kittens, cute boys, rain, no homework, winter break, Twix, guilty pleasures, lolcats, candy, and snow.

Some things I'm not so fond of:

Tomatoes, annoying boys, awkward silences, doubt, wanting to cry but not being able to, homework, posers, Mary Sues, liars, mean secretaries, embarrassment, not having any friends, and being left out.

I don't like sharing my feelings with other people. Heck, I don't really like talking to other people. If you see me, I'll most likely be smiling, but I can guarantee it isn't how I really feel. I keep my emotions hidden very well.

Here are some things you should know, they have something to do with my "future" stories at least:

I don't believe in happy endings. I just don't. They don't exist. I know you're probably thinking I'm really bitter, but that's what I think. I also believe that love doesn't exist. At all. The people and relationships I've seen are enough to give me proof of that. Love is dead.

Maybe you've gotten a little bit of a glimpse as to what's inside my brain...mainly just randomness and things not even I know about.

I live in St. Louis, home of the Cardinals. I'll always be a fan.

Ma musique:

be prepared for a HECKA long list:

My Chemical Romance, The Used, Nirvana, Avenged Sevenfold, Breaking Benjamin, Three Days Grace, The Killers, The Cure, The Clash, The Beatles, BFMV, Black Tide, Disturbed, Papa Roach, Green Day, Blink-182, Sum 41, The Offspring, System Of A Down, American Hi-Fi, Jimmy Eat World, Rob Zombie, XTC, The White Stripes, AC/DC, Rise Against, Aerosmith, 3 Doors Down, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Coldplay, Weezer, Muse, Spoon, Pearl Jam, R.E.M, Sublime, Queens of the Stone Age, Audioslave, Smashing Pumpkins, A Day To Remember, Aiden, Yellowcard, Saosin, Gogol Bordello, All Time Low, Cash Cash, Cracker, Owl City, Evanescence, The Ramones, The Sex Pistols, The Misfits, Black Flag, Social Distortion, Dead Kennedys, Violent Femmes, Foo Fighters, 30 Seconds To Mars, Cute is What We Aim For, Sugarcult, Hellogoodbye, Modest Mouse, Incubus, Vampire Weekend, Seether, Metallica, The Strokes, Train, Shinedown, Panic at the Disco, Radiohead, Sufjan Stevens, Chevelle, Augustana, Carbon Leaf, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Death Cab for Cutie, All American Rejects, Oasis, AFI, Chiodos, Kings of Leon, Queen, The Rolling Stones, Beck, Jet, Anberlin, Bob Marley, Dave Matthews Band, Elliot Smith, Lykke Li, Kerli, MGMT, Mott The Hoople, Nine Days, Paolo Nutini, The Exit, Jamiroquai, Holding Mercury, Crosby, Stills & Nash, Franz Ferdinand, Pink Floyd, Snow Patrol, U2, The Upright Animals, etc. haha yeah, as you can probably tell, music is most definitely my life.

My favorite Movies:

SWEENEY TODD!!, The Dark Knight, Iron Man, LOTR, HP, SM, POTC, Little Miss Sunshine, I Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry, Tropic Thunder, Tenacious D, Blades of Glory, Harold and Maude, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Edward Scissorhands, Across the Universe, The Princess Bride, Donnie Darko, Say Anything, Cry-Baby, P.s. I Love You, The Breakfast Club, Walk Hard, The Lost Boys, Napoleon Dynamite, Mamma Mia, The Omen, Twilight, Zoolander, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, Moulin Rouge, Spirited Away, 10 Things I Hate About You, Gigi, Baby Mama, It's a Boy Girl Thing, She's All That, Howl's Moving Castle, Hot Fuzz, Shaun of the Dead, Drop Dead Fred, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Pocahontas, Aladdin, Transformers 1 and 2!!, Quarantine!! etc. I like cheesy 80's and 90's teen romcoms. So shoot me.

I've started working on my first story. I'll try and write half of it first, you know, before I start posting. I hope it'll be good.

Thanks for taking the time, yo. I Luvs Ya.

-Lutchka

There's a place in the dark where the animals go
You can take off your skin in the cannibal glow
Juliet loves the beat and the lust it commands
Drop the dagger and lather the blood on your hands, Romeo

-My Chemical Romance

A note to you awesome people who are taking the time to read my profile:

Go check out my fav. stories list. Have you already? Those stories are the best. They are the awesomest. I only put stories on my list if they affected me in some way. Made me laugh, made me cry, or are just awesome. Because those are really the only stories worth reading. So, go read 'em, and don't forget to review. I'm sure the authors would appreciate it.