i write.

because i need to.

if you don't understand that.

it's ok.

but i, at the moment, have no desire to explain.

if i could explain myself in one word, it would be HYPOCRIT.

if i could explain myself in two words, they would be HUMDRUM. ECCENTRIC.

if i could explain myself in three words, they would be DESIRE. GRASP. SUCCEED.

if i could explain myself in four words, they might just be CLOSE EYES OPEN MIND.

and i simply choose to end there because four is my lucky number.

damai. sayang. musik.

namastaya.

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1. may 3rd, 2008: suicide note

THIS IS NOT A REAL SUICIDE NOTE--just tolet you know. Think of it from somebody else's shoes. It may make a little more sense.

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-30-08 - Published: 5-30-08

2. may 1st, 2008: did you know?

I honestly have no clue what this is about..no clue whatsoever....

Complete - Humor - Fiction Rated: K - English - Humor/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-30-08 - Published: 5-30-08

3. may 15th, 2008: a system of overkill

Oh wow; i was unbelievably angry when i wrote this at many aspects of the schoolday--both social and acadmeic--and you can definitely tell by my blunt vocabulary. Eek. I tend to do that sometimes..

Complete - School - Fiction Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-30-08 - Published: 5-30-08

4. march 5th, 2008: mhmm mhmm i know huh!

I made up words. And it was probably one of quite few of my poems that i wrote in a good, humorous mood. It was quite fun to write.

Complete - Humor - Fiction Rated: K - English - Humor/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-30-08 - Published: 5-30-08

5. march 11th, 2008 : parody reviews

It's a re-make of the nursery rhyme "bah bah black sheep". What can I say? I was bored!

Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Crime/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-30-08 - Published: 5-30-08

6. january 30th, 2008: selfrighteous terrorism

Here's some more of my opinion on the hypocracy of America.

Complete - Politics - Fiction Rated: M - English - General/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-30-08 - Published: 5-30-08

7. january 28th, 2008: selfish grattitude

I don't neccessarily like this poem, but I wrote it when I wrote it, and I plan to keep it that way. I don't really like to edit most of my poems because I like to look back and see progress. They are my lifestory. That you just can't edit.

Complete - Politics - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-28-08 - Published: 5-28-08

8. february 21st, 2008: reform

It's time to change. And you are the only one who can make it happen.

Complete - Work - Fiction Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-28-08 - Published: 5-28-08

9. february 4th, 2008: democracy

America is brainwashed period . Human beings are easily toyed with.. by other human beings. I'm simply trying to look for how to make it apparent to all those whom are ignorant.

Complete - Politics - Fiction Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-28-08 - Published: 5-28-08

10. april 30th, 2008: Groan for you've grown

It's about adolscence. It's about how much i long to be a child again; how i would give up anything to be naive once again. On the other hand, i never had felt that i ever had enough time to enjoy my childhood..

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-28-08 - Published: 5-28-08

11. april 29th, 2008: photogenic

eating disorders. the whole package.

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-28-08 - Published: 5-28-08

12. april 24th, 2008: uh um eh eeh ja

THIS is how i feel the majority of the time. I really am smart. You just can't tell because i'm so overwhelmed all of the time that i am VERY slow when it comes to processing things.

Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-28-08 - Published: 5-28-08

13. april 20th, 2008: preach it

It is meant to be a song... with no chorus. That's simply how i write my songs the majority of the time. I'm fed up with "religion". I guess this poem partially explains why--but only partially.

Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-28-08 - Published: 5-28-08

14. april 16th, 2008: they

it's a tiny little story with a couple messages. it's sad. it's true. it's society. it's the way the american government works.

Complete - Politics - Fiction Rated: T - English - Mystery/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-28-08 - Published: 5-28-08

15. april 15th, 2008: chicken pie

Oh just a bunch of randomness i suppose! Make what you will out of it.

General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-28-08 - Published: 5-28-08