Well, to start off, the parrot you see is my baby cuckatoo Leyla in her 'Mini Travelling Cage' :) isn't she cute??
And DAD if you're reading this, you had BETTER have my permission!
Anyway...
I like writing romance stories and sad/contemplative poems. I seriously suggest you read 'I want', 'Stop', 'Isn't it?' and 'No' if you're looking for intense emotions in your soul.
Also, if you're looking for a reply to your opinion of my poem/story, an answer to a question, or heck, even small talk, you can review if you want.
I'm a die-hard stubborn and opposites-attract couple fan- something about those pairings just make me addicted :) My account on fanfition is My-name-is-foxglove.
Name(s): Mesrure Onal (the second) but people I know call me Meso or Fox or Foxxy. Make fun of my real name and I'll severely tell you off or smack your arm if you're someone I know (cough- BUSRA- cough, cough-). And my sorry excuses for classmates also like to call me 'Turkish Google' -.- Ha-Ha.
Gender: I'm female if you haven't already guessed.
Age: Age doesn't matter when you're writing.
Personality:
Well, apparently I'm kind, motherly and influential. I have no idea why though, I personally think I'm a stubborn, too-smart-to-be-normal, hothead. I love animals, even snakes (and I love to wave at the komodo dragon in London Zoo). I like an occasional scuffle/play fight every once in awhile and am, unfortunately, impossible to stop when I get started on an argument- it's this horrible habit I've gotten from my lawyer Grandad, I REFUSE to be proven wrong by any person and can keep on listing (LOGICAL) reasons to convince someone until my throat is sore or they yeild and beg me to please shut up -grins-
I don't like parks much because all that empty space seems unnatural to me somehow, I LOVE woods and mountains.
Favourite colours: All of them really, except pink and purple- something just seems off about them to me.
Favourite music: Stuff by Linkin park, Nickelback, Backstreet Boys, The Fray, Kelly Clarkson, Simple Plan... I like lyrics that have emotional meanings to them and don't like slow drawn-out songs much
Things I LOVE: My parents, my writing skills, my friends, everyone else in the world, my fav. anime, books, manga and music and my cuckatoo. Not necessarily in that order.
Things I HATE: Jerks, over-used/over-dramatic plots, undeserved sad endings and jokes about rape and death. I'm serious about the last one, my long temper gets amazingly short when people joke about serious things like that. If something like that happened to you or a close friend of yours I doubt it would seem funny.
My Quotes
"Y'know, when you're depressed you're like a time bomb waiting to go off; and I can understand wanting to hurt yourself, but what about hurting the people around you? Ever think about your effect on them? I know you're hurt and alot of people hurt you with the things they did, but you can end up being just like them- and I can too. I don't know about you- but I don't want to explode near people."
Me talking about depression with a friend in the dumps.
"The people you hurt are the people who will never forget you; but tell me honestly, is that how you want to be remembered?"
A statement in History Class
"I love kids because a child's smile makes everything look beautiful."
Explanation for never shouting at children.
"There are people who forgive you for every little thing you do to hurt them. They forgive you for harsh words, bruised skin, crushed hopes. Even if they don't say it they forgive you- and they never stop loving you. These people are horribly under-appreciated and abused. These people are our Mothers."
A written quote from me.
"Y'know the best thing about being a writer? You can get your characters to do and say what you can't."
Just something I said to Mom
"Sorry is so hard to say when you're angry and so easy to say when you're not- but that's usually when it's too late. So either damn your pride or damn your friendship!"
-When trying to make two friends make up.
"You can lecture all you want about how we shouldn't lie or do bad things, but at the end of the day you can never convince me anyone in this classroom is innocent.”
Me talking back to my teacher in a discussion.
"When you're alone and in pain you think you're suffering...The people who are really suffering are the people you pushed away."
Me
"Call me Messy Meso one more time and this book will find its way to your head!"
"Messy Me-"
WHAP!!
"Owwww!"
"Damn, I missed."
-.-;; Would 'I was in a bad mood' be a good excuse?
"There's no such thing as freedom, no such thing as family and no such thing as truth. All we know are conclusions approved by the higher-ups."
Me in Philosophy
"I'm a spit fire when I get to debates of opinion, I'll admit to that. But the reason I argue with my friends is because I want to believe they'll argue back. Because how can I be friends with someone if I don't know them and their opinions?"
Me
"You're not scary when you're angry."
"That's because you've never seen me angry; you've only seen me shouting. When I'm angry, I change. Every word I speak is curt and meant to hurt you. Every smile I have is fake. Every action I do is robotic. And I can feel something hard, cold and frightening trying to take me over. I'm scared of myself when I'm angry, because I'm not always sure I can stop it."
"...That's--that's scary."
"You have no idea."
Me and a friend
Other People's Quotes
"Writers are liars my dear, surely you know that by now?"
Neil Gaiman
"Fairy tales do not tell children that dragons exist. Children already know that dragons exist. Fairy tales tell children that dragons can be killed."
G.K. Chesterton
"Anger is just a cowardly extension of sadness. It's a lot easier to be angry at someone than it is to tell them you're hurt."
Tom Gate
"If you do not express your own original ideas, if you do not listen to your own being, then you will have betrayed yourself."
Rollo May
"You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel."
Istyd on thinkexist.com
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."
Maya Angelou
"Sometimes you put up walls not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down."
lizzie15635 at thinkexist.com
"For reasons even I can't figure out, you're my best friend...and I'd rather not outlive you."
Unknown
"Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad."
Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
"A poet is a nightingale, who sits in darkness and sings to cheer its own solitude with sweet sounds."
Percy Bysshe Shelley
"If there were no last minutes nothing would get done."
Unknown
“If at first you don’t succeed, destroy all evidence of trying.”
Unknown
"Never doubt that a small group of committed people can change the world. Indeed, it is the only thing that ever has."
Margaret Mead
"The right to do something does not mean doing it is right."
William Safire
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