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Author has written 113 stories for Young Adult, Nature, Life, Religion, General, General, Haiku, Romance, Family, Love, Essay, Friendship, School, and Politics. I'm not writing on this account anymore. These are from when I was twelve-fifteen. | |||||
1. All The Same reviewsIn a moment, I've decided that I'm done feeling and hurting and healing. I've decided that I'd rather be totally numb than cut myself.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-17-10 - Complete2. untruths reviewsSeeping into my ming and melting my brain, all these lies are toxic.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 17 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-7-09 - Complete3. Talking reviewsYour words, choking me like so much smoke from lipstick-stained cigarettes, spew from your mouth far too quickly.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-7-09 - Complete4. I'm Begging You reviewsI'm begging you to hush, just be quiet, stop fussing. Please. Shhh.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-5-09 - Complete5. Haiku Are Easy reviewsHaiku came up at a family function and I said haiku are easy and was challenged to come up with one on the the spot, this is the result.Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-26-09 - Complete6. Sprawl reviewsWhenever I go into the suburbs it feels weird to me; the sprawl and the sameness and the feeling that I'm about to vomit.Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-26-09 - Complete7. igiveup reviewsA little angsty bit I wrote one day.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-26-09 - Complete8. Happy Birthday reviewsI'm fifteen but still so stupid, waiting the keyword; old. Kind of drabble ish .Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-15-09 - Complete9. Consumed reviewsWhat my friends would call obsession, my approach towards school rises from necessity. I can't very well get a B, can I?Poetry: School - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-7-09 - Complete10. Wishes For Now reviewsI panic a bit too much. My heart races too fast. I need silence, just for a moment, quiet in my head at last.Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-7-09 - Complete11. Health Care FinallyThe oft-mentioned proposed health care bill has passed 220-215 in The House! This is a happy occasion! Just a little random poem about it.Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Published: 11-7-09 - Complete12. Gone reviewsI wrote this for a friend who left two months ago. This is about the exact moment when I realized he was gone.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-4-09 - Complete13. The Beast reviewsScared, shaky, sick, unsure, I try to hold on, staying one step ahead of The Beast.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-4-09 - Complete14. Call It Crimson reviewsCall it crimson, scarlet, sanguine/name them cuts, marks, scars, slices" all the words mean just the same thing, really.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-4-09 - Complete15. Mind Spill » reviewsThis is a collection of short poems I wrote on oneword. I was given a word and sixty seconds, the results being these "mind spills," usually reflecting whatever I was thinking at that time. Some of it's angsty, some is happy, and some is just weird.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 40 - Words: 4,927 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 9-30-09 - Published: 5-31-0916. Night reviewsThis is nothing more than a short reflection on my thoughts at night.Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-25-09 - Complete17. Soothing reviewsIt's soothing to know I have a way to feel okay; that's a really comforting fact. I just wish that I didn't need anything sharp to feel like that.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-24-09 - Complete18. Mourning reviewsA girl I went to school with recently lost her mother. The community out pour was phenomenal, this girl's Facebook wall was covered, and everyone kept saying R.I.P. This is a reflection on who society deals with death, and how it's really kind of twisted.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-24-09 - Complete19. KindergartenThis is a free-verse poem which has my memories of kindergarten, for the most part.Poetry: School - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 289 - Published: 8-24-09 - Complete20. Child reviewsA poem I wrote about how sometimes I feel like I'm a great child and how I sometimes hear I'm not. "my parents never deserved me;/they are always so confused."Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-22-09 - Complete21. Making LemonadeI'm tired of life handing me all these lemons where did they all come from, I ask and I'm so tired of making lemonade.Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Published: 8-21-09 - Complete22. Father reviewsThis is poem I wrote when I was perhaps excessively angry and angsty.Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-20-09 - Complete23. Vinyl reviewsA haiku about records, and how they are kind of just special, the way they sound.Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-16-09 - Complete24. VerminStalking in the night, he kills them. The VERMIN. They deserve it, really.Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Crime/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Published: 8-16-09 - Complete25. This Place reviewsThis place I'm in is scary, but I can't leave because it's soft. It's too fuzzy to see clearly, but it's not so cold anymore. It's blinding me, but it's finally bright. It hurts, this place, but I need to be here; there is no choice.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-11-09 - Complete26. Gray reviewsMy world is filled with shades of gray, and it's really confusing. I bothers me too, because even if I make it lighter or darker, it will still be gray.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-11-09 - Complete27. Ecstatic reviewsI really feel ecstatic. The mood lift was dramatic. It's kind of automatic, and even if it;s problematic, I really truly feel ecstatic.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-11-09 - Complete28. ANGST reviewsAngst is hard to describe; it's gray and it's cold and it's rough and a bit metallic. It's actually pretty mediocre, if you think about it.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-11-09 - Complete29. You're Gonna Do GreatWritten about a close friend of mine who just moved. It's about how while I really wish he could stay, and I'm sad he's leaving, I know he'll be really happy where he's moving, and I know he's gonna end up great no matter what.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Published: 8-11-09 - Complete30. Kind Of Scary Really reviewsIt's kind of scary okay, pretty terrifying how this happened, and this habit and how I can't stop cutting. It's putting me on edge how I've lost control of it, that doesn't usually happen to me.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-9-09 - Complete31. Things Written reviewsIt's hard to describe the things written, but I'm thinking the word evil is close?Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-9-09 - Complete32. So EasilyIt's amazing, and sorta really excellent how pain can just be released.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13 - Published: 8-9-09 - Complete33. Homicide Is Wrong But Fun When They Deserve It reviewsA homicidal musing I had. It's easier to pretend to like someone after you've killed them in your head. "The knife I remove,/satisfied by the damage,/and take to your neck;/enjoy your last breath." Mature obviously because homicide is illegal and immoral.Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Humor/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-7-09 - Complete34. I Know A Girl reviewsA free verse poem about someone I know, who happens to be pregnant and eighteen. Pretty much about what I feel her future child might be forced to deal with. Kinda Pro-Choice ish . "I know a girl,/some call her crazy Connie,/but she was more than that."Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-7-09 - Complete35. Options reviewsAll these "options" for coping...I don't now why but they don't work. You say I have many options, but I see only two; cutting, and not coping. I have a feeling neither of these things are what you had in mind.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-7-09 - Complete36. Reality Comes CrashingI want so very little,/I need so very much./I am longing for a razor;/that coldly comforting touch ... Then reality comes crashing./arms begin to lose their flawless white,/marred with red rivers,/as I bleed into the night." A poem I wrote last year...Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Published: 8-5-09 - Complete37. To Jacob reviewsThis is a "what if," a possible way I could tell someone I cut if I ever chose to do so, written in the form of a letter. "Please don't freak out when you read this, because if you freak out then I'll freak out as well."Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 969 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-3-09 - Complete38. Mom reviewsYou are angry and difficult, and that's why I hate so much calling you "mom."Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-2-09 - Complete39. American DreamThe American Dream: perfect streets and perfect lawns and big houses and lots of stuff and perfect people who own lots of stuff.Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Published: 8-2-09 - Complete40. Suicide reviewsSuicide is a morbid fascination of mine. Not in an I-am-going-to-kill-myself sort of way, but similar to some people's interests in model cars or dollhouses.Poetry: Haiku - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-2-09 - Complete41. I Know It's Bad reviewsI know what I'm doing is bad, and I think I'm fully aware of the possible implications. I just don't care about that at this moment.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-1-09 - Complete42. SplendidI wrote this when I was in an unnaturally happy mood. "Even if in the head/it's slightly sick,/God, it's absolutely splendid."Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Published: 8-1-09 - Complete43. Bottle of Happy reviewsThis is a poem I wrote pretty late at night when I was in a very weird, but strangely happy, mood. "I opened up a big bottle of Happy today./Included was a jar of Calm,/a flask of Grounded,/and a vial of Sane."Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-1-09 - Complete44. PointBlank reviews-SUICIDE- "He knew of course on some level that this sort of thinking was sick; he just wasn't going to put any effort into caring. It was a happy occasion. This is why, as he aimed the gun point-blank at his brain, his thoughts were those of pure joy."Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 410 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-24-0945. I Can't Remember reviewsI can't remember what I was thinking that made me do that, what made me hurt her. And. I. Am. So. Sorry.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-20-09 - Complete46. Outside The Lines reviewsRemember cutting outside the lines? Before you cared about the shapes you made or who you were pleasing? When all that mattered was you and those tiny child-sized scissors and anything you wanted to make?Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-20-09 - Complete47. Neurotic reviewsNEUROTIC? Me? NEVER. I mean, I can be skittish, high-strung, unstable, or just plain crazy. But never neurotic... Perhaps just a bit?Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-20-09 - Complete48. It Will Be Okay reviewsI promise you, that one day soon everything will get better, and you will be okay.Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-16-09 - Complete49. Into Oblivion reviewsHe began looking down, hoping to find a path he could fall from where he wouldn't hit anybody's car. It'd be rude, after all." This is a oneshot about a faceless boy, or rather his death. This contains suicide and could be triggering for some.Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 424 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-13-09 - Complete50. My Friends Are The Best reviewsI love my friends, I really do. They are the loving family I never had, and i don't know what I would do without them. In my mind at least, they are the best ever."My friends, however,/ and I say this with the utmost confidence /are the superlative best."Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-13-09 - Complete51. Sandcastle reviewsThis sandcastle we built together...it's beautiful, really. That's not why I love it, I love it because it is OURS, and it will be OURS when the tide washes it away.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-13-09 - Complete52. Phantom Cuts reviewsA reflection on my thoughts since I've stopped cutting, how I still don't feel cured, just like I've paused. Time hasn't helped me stop self-harming, just made it more agonizing. This has a graphic description of self-injury, which could be triggering.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 675 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-12-09 - Complete53. So Marvelous reviewsSo marvelous, this sensation. I have a hard time describing it, but I know it is absolutely glorious, this warm fuzzy pain. There's a Danish word for it; hygge. That's it, hygge. This references self-injury, if you could be triggered please do not read itPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-8-09 - Complete54. Yahtzee!As I was playing a game of Yahtzee with one of my best friends, I realized that I had been lying to him without meaning to pretty much since I'd met him.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 377 - Published: 7-8-09 - Complete55. Ritualistic reviewsSome things become rituals before you realise it; mornings, evenings, mealtimes, alone times. I guess this has become a ritual in it's own right for me... -This references self-injury, please do not read it if you feel it could be triggering.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-7-09 - Complete56. Other Than Gashes reviewsOther than gashes/from occasional slashes...there is nothing the matter at all." I'm fine if you forget all the scars, slices, stitches, really. -This references self-injury, so I ask that if you could be triggered that you not read this.-Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-7-09 - Complete57. Arms reviewsArms, once flawless, are now marred in every way imaginable, mutilated and dilapidated; it's ugly and obscene. -Suggests self-injury.-Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-7-09 - Complete58. To Chase My Pain Away reviewsChase my pain away, please. Maim me, mutilate me, injure harm and hurt me. Just stop the pain. References self-harm, so if you could be triggered I ask you not read this.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-7-09 - Complete59. Lorem Ipsum reviewsLorem ipsum dolor sit amet..." You're speaking to me, and I'm deaf to your words. I hear every bit, but you sound silent...Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-6-09 - Complete60. Sounds Of Hate reviewsSounds Of Hate: The Ethics Of White Supremacist Music is a research paper on, you guessed it, White Supremacist music.Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,491 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-5-09 - Complete61. Black HoleI'm being swallowed in by this growing black hole, and I don't know why. I don't know how these truths turned into lies or how the lies began to consume me so painfully. All I know is now that I'm in this place, I'm trapped here forever.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Published: 6-30-09 - Complete62. Sick reviewsSick...oh I'm *beyond* sick, and I wish you knew, and I'm sorry I haven't told you that.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-25-09 - Complete63. World's Weight reviewsYou know when everything seems to be dependent on you, how that makes you so sure you'll fail? Well maybe that's just me; maybe it's not. Either way, it's...disconcerting.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-14-09 - Complete64. GoodnightThis is a short little reflection on night time.Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Published: 5-31-0965. Save MeThere's suffocating and loneliness and helplessness and haplessness and sadness. I honestly don't now what I was thinking when I wrote this; I was definitely feeling quite angst-ridden or something.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Published: 5-31-09 - Complete66. Teen Drama, Too Much » reviewsThese are a few poems I wrote for a school assignment. They are supposed to be in the style of the author a a book we had just read, using the perspectives of the characters. This is the result. You shall have brownie points if you can guess the book.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-15-09 - Published: 5-14-0967. Forgot You Maybe reviewsThe mass of bodies seething, surrounding me, and all I can think of is the one person who isn't here.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-12-09 - Complete68. Kaleidoscope reviewsThis is a bit of a metaphorical picture I had in my head of this tiny toy, it's written as a pantoum. This is something I've been writing about in many different ways; the meanings tend to shift.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-12-09 - Complete69. Flesh storm reviewsThe world is ending, in a smouldering pile of flesh.Poetry: Haiku - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-12-09 - Complete70. Expanding Nothing reviewsOn the sidelines, I feel I'm erasing failure with blades.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-11-09 - Complete71. Extrapolate reviewsA poem written about a dark time when I had to be this person's sunshine.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-11-09 - Complete72. Letter Not SentThis is a letter I wrote to someone I know with no intention of sending it. It's basically about the few months she and I were friends, the dissolution of that relationship, an explanation of her actions and mine, and an offer to get her help.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 563 - Published: 5-11-09 - Complete73. Skanky Whore, You're a reviewsYou are a dirty, whore, you skank. Really, and I mean this nicely.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-14-09 - Complete74. Something Wrong With Me reviewsThere must be something wrong with me, you asked me why I couldn't be normal. Maybe your love is killing me, I just wish that it could be untrue.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-5-09 - Complete75. Ballerina reviewsAnd the words are like bullets, dancing as they cause my pain and scar me, and it reminds me of a child that can't balance very well. A little poem I wrote for English.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-25-09 - Complete76. The World Chasing You reviewsSometime the world is chases you, your dreams, your hopes, your fears, and your life. What can you do?Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-24-09 - Complete77. A Body Treatise reviewsIt's not that I don't have a life story, it's only that it's been cut into skin instead of written on paper.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-20-09 - Complete78. A Family reviewsI love it when we yell and glare and tell each other "I hate you," I really do. I love it when we scream and fight, but hide our internal conflicts. I love my family.Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-16-09 - Complete79. Hope ChestWhen you're the box everyone locks their secrets in and asks for help from, who helps you, who makes sure that you aren't dragged down? Nobody, apparently, and it destroys you.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Published: 1-16-09 - Complete80. All For You reviewsI'm not myself at all anymore, because I've changed so much for you. All I want is to please you, and I cannot seem to. -oneshot-Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-15-09 - Complete81. As Earth Fades reviewsThese are the things that kill our society, like an atomic bomb, they can't be stopped, only regretted.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Sci-Fi/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-6-09 - Complete82. Bridge reviewsSometimes it just gets old, being the peacemaker and the shoulder to cry on for everyone, but it's not like you can stop.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-4-09 - Complete83. Past Inspiration reviewsOld thoughts and new words fill my mind...Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-4-09 - Complete84. Without The Stars reviewsWithout the stars/Where would we rest/Without the scars/From the hole in your chestPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-4-09 - Complete85. Rooftop reviewsOn this rooftop, I stand, with two choices, and no time.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-4-09 - Complete86. Alina reviewsAlina means alone, and perhaps that's always been my parent's intent. I wouldn't know, I don't see them anymore, if I tried, they would call what I do evil, not respecting my body. But Cassius is so much stronger than me.Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 555 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-4-0987. Paint a Picture reviewsPictures are worth a thousand words and what I cannot say I write and what I cannot spell I write in blood. Warning: TRIGGERINGPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-31-08 - Complete88. Paper reviewsLate at night writing in a new journal and I guess I wrote this. About writing and words, what they all mean to me.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-31-08 - Complete89. Storm's Eye reviewsIt had been seven months since I had cut myself and I thought I was free, but was just the eye of the storm passing over me. I wasn't free all, I was just on a longer chain. Warning:self-injury, TRIGGERINGPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 508 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-21-08 - Complete90. Stronger reviewsPain is weakness leaving the body, right?Poetry: Haiku - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-17-08 - Complete91. Reach reviewsWhat do we reach for these days?Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-17-08 - Complete92. Use Me reviewsEven if I hate you, I will never stop loving you.Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7-15-08 - Complete93. Vampire's Song reviewsA vampire sings its victim into death.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-15-08 - Complete94. Smile reviewsA sick, twisted poem about smiling. I had an image in my mind that I wanted to preserve, and this was the result.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 7-13-08 - Complete95. Crushing Fear » reviewsAdelaide has a deathwish. Adrian is a vampire who helps end her depression and feelings of powerlessness. They both have more secrets then they let on. Warning: T is for TRIGGERING self-injury, self-harm, suicide.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 7,843 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 7-8-08 - Published: 6-4-0896. Stare reviewsOne-shot: Everywhere I go, I can never escape the constant stares of everyone. Cutting into my heart, they never stop. T is for Triggering.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete97. Please reviewsThis is simply how I felt when I was writing this piece. T for Triggering...not pretty and far from happy.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete98. The World Passes By reviewsThis is a poem, you guessed it, about how the world passes by and people all to often fail notice.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 6-29-08 - Complete99. Darling Don't You Know reviewsThis is about when someone leaves your life. Interpret it as you wish.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6-29-08 - Complete100. Tell Me reviewsTell me all your secrets...Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-29-08 - Complete101. Asking Questions reviewsAsking questions/Seeking answers/Fill my eyes with lies/Where is the truth?" A very random poem following the pantoum format...Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-29-08 - Complete102. Out Of My Head reviewsEleven words to express how I feel about someone who I just can't get out of my head.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-27-08 - Complete103. Squirm reviewsI love watching you/As you squirm frome the mere thought/Of the thing I do...Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-27-08 - Complete104. I Want To Believe reviewsI want to believe in a god. Believing in a god means that you think you know for a fact that everything will turn out okay. I just can't though.Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-27-08 - Complete105. Was It Worth It? reviewsThis is a true story of a friend of mine. His girlfriend left him and he still does his best to help her. Warning:teen pregnancy and implications of abortion and sex.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 320 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-26-08 - Complete106. This Is Me reviewsEmpty broken angry wicked dirty used, this is me.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-26-08 - Complete107. Seventh Heaven reviewsI call it my seventh heaven, some call it bliss. Others call it elation or rapture. To some it is pure ecstasy. And it never stops. And you never stop. And that is the danger.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-25-08 - Complete108. Make Your Own Way reviewsA short and sweet poem walking through life. "Always struggling/Often alone/Sometimes followed/Rarely with help/Never among friends"Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-25-08 - Complete109. My Little Eraser reviewsA freeverse poem that I wrote for school. My teacher liked it though she told me that it was a very cynical view of erasers so I decided to post it instead of writing actual new material. If you feel like it, reviews are always loved. Peace out.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 6-25-08 - Complete110. Always Fighting reviewsThis is about how life is sometimes not so great, but things will get better. Read and review. Peace out.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-22-08 - Complete111. Keeping Distances reviewsThis is a kinda emo-ish poem about perception, fear, and surprise keeping distances. Read and review please. Peace out.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-22-08 - Complete112. Winter Dies reviewsPoem I wrote for english class. If you cannot tell, it is a metaphor for spring. Read and Review. Peace out.Poetry: Nature - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-22-08 - Complete113. Pain reviewsOne-shot. It's kinda emo becasue that is how I felt when I wrote it. Don't like it, don't read it. Loosely related to my story Crushing Fear. Reviews make me happy and inspire me to keep writing.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 633 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 6-22-08 - Complete
