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Someday I'll Be Loved
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since: 06-05-08, id: 615273, Profile edited: 11-10-08
country: Hong Kong

Happiness is that cup of hot chocolate on a cold day
Happiness is that feel sunshine on your bare skin in winter
Happiness is that soft touch of comfort when you're down
Happiness is that fleeting moment when you pause just to
breathe
Happiness is that gentle breeze through your hair, so different to AC
Happiness is when you know the world is isn't fucking perfect
But it damn well feels that way


Spread the evil disease of depression! Contaminate whatever innocence is left in the world! Annoy annoyingly perky cheerful over optimistic enthusiastic people!

The Path of Life: Birth, toddler-hood (cute evil), childhood (bullying?), kid (maniac learning stage, dance, sport etc), teenager (brooooooding), study for GCSEs, take GCSEs, study for IB, take IB, do university applications, get into university (hopefully..), study in university, graduate university, find a job (again, hopefully), work for the next 50 years, get married somewhere along, grow old, skin yellows and sag, hair-line retreats, hair falls out, teeth fall out, go half blind, half deaf, half alive, die

What a dreary life, and people wonder why I want to be a dolphin? They only live for twenty or so years, swimming happily about everyday like a carefree idiot, perform once a while, eat five meals a day, have their personal trainer (maid) and vet (treats!), get taken care of like babies do but their whole life, when they die, the whole city mourns. I'll be okay as a Panda or Koala too.. anything but human (and insects which are soooo disgusting...)

Let us all suffer together so that no one will ever be alone. Let us support the medical industry of antidepressants.


When life give you lemons you can either:
a) make lemonade with it and sell it for "charity", recommended since we all need money, I for example am constantly broke so a little extra cash won't hurt
b) squeeze the juice in some unfortunate soul's eyes and laugh till you roll on the floor with tears streaming down your face smilar to that poor unfortunate soul
c) wait till it rots and throw it at that one teacher who's head you want to stuff down the toilet but cannot since you would have to haul his/her fat arse into a cubicle which is pretty darn impossible, no offense to not-very-thin people, it's was just a convenient diss on my part so for gods sake, chill


- I enjoy being a teenager, I can be happy, moody, bitchy, sometimes all within 5 minutes but nobody would give a damn.

- I think happiness is generally in your childhoold, that short period in life when you don't think the world is complete and utter shit. Interpret shit on your own.

- I am now a high school senior, I feel so old, but so young too.

- I'm a cynical and clueless. My friends think I'm soft on the inside, rough around th edges. I don't care what anybody else thinks.

- I love to laugh, I hate my laugh. I want to make people laugh, I love people who make people laugh.

- I appreciate sarcasm, most people I fall for are assholes.

- Sometimes I'm so high I can't stop laughing. Sometimes I'm so down, it's all I could do to just lie down. My friends think I'm funny, my family thinks I'm bitchy.

- I love the idea of love, but I do not believe in it. I am not romantic. I suck at poetry, so much that I damn near failed my literature coursework despite my A in English and Chinese and Spanish.

- I love to read. I can never list the 10 books I would bring if I would be stranted on a deserted island. I'd much rather bring my iPhone, watch movies, go on fictionpress, text people, all at once.

- I love writing, but I hate writing. I have an overactive imagination, strange ideas appear in my head randomly, but I have no way to write them down the way I imagined it to be.

- I'm a lazy overachiever. I procrastinate, but I want the best marks, I hate working, I want to be top of the class.

- When I work, things either don't go anywhere or get way out of hand because I do way more than is healthy.

- I very easy to talk to, I listen well to people, people find it impossible to follow my train of thought.

- I know the world doesn't revolve around me. Yet I can't bring myself to give a damn about what happens outside of my world. Call me bitchy if you want, I'd be lying if I said I know what true hunger, loneliness, sadness is compared with the millions of people out there, I will never fully understand what they go through and hopefully I never will.

- I stay away from poor countries, yes I avoid the truth. The truth is shit. What I cannot see, I do not have to face.

- Most people are afraid of death, I'm afraid of dying. I loathe to feel pain, something so beautiful and terrible. I do not wish to die, I do not wish to live. The best solution is never to be born but that is out of my reach.

- The meaning of life is to find happiness, otherwise there is no point in living, when all you do is suffer then die, so why not just end it a bit earlier if you're so miserable? Because you fear death. So the only alternative is to live happily, tomorrow be damned.

- As hypocritical as it sounds after that last point, I plan to kill myself if I cannot get into a good university, if I have to be just another ordinary human living an ordinary life, I'd much rather die.

- No I'm not melodramatic, except when I'm very hyper. Right now I'm drinking Snapple, so you decide what my mood is at the moment.


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