ME = blue haired pixie with a strange love of non-mushy but sometimes cliched romance stories.

NOTE i am not a romantic despite my love of reading it but i do like the hate/love stories and the fallen for my best friend/brother's best friend. that would be because iv done each of those myself at some time or another.. in real life

In a nutshell, I'm more of a cynical romantic.

9th JUNE 2009

Just thought I'd stick this into here. I know I've been highly neglective of posting Fallen but I will get round to it. I've had a tough year: GCSE's amongst a fabulous array of social problems and health problems. Just NAG ME about it. It will work because I hate letting people down.

I am more of a reader than a writer.. (as you can see by the large section on 'Favourite Stories' below) although writing is growing on me. I find it very difficult to express myself with words, which is why when i was younger i had my own language, but for me writing is an attempt to get something out of my system so the rant that is below might find itself as a story one day. When that chapter of my life is finished. Its actually in progress the writing thing though.. a bit different to Fallen thats already posted here but I like to have my stories prewritten before posting, that way I know they will be finished.. Nothing worse than a story left unfinished especially if its good and has got a following.. just ends up with lots of disappointed readers.

Yes here goes the story of my life.. my best friend is in love with me (actually both of them - my best friend being a guy and my other best friend being a lesbian) and i think im in love with him too but big problem, the first time we got together i was too scared about this change from friends to more and i ended it.

Consequently, he took a six-month-long huff on me and i had a fling with his best guy friend.

Then we started talking again and i realised that i really liked him in more of a friends way and so after eventually plucking up the courage to tell him we get together .. again.

But it turns out his cool older-brother turned asshole and after deceiving his family that he had been to rehab and had cured his drug addiction, it turns out that he had bankrupted their family business from his complete failure in the drug dealing business-he couldnt bear to sell a load of the drugs and was instead addicted to not one drug but six different drugs including all your favourites cocaine, heroin, ecstacy, marijuana, LCD and some other expensive Asian drug. So they had to move back to Germany where the rest of their family lives. And it sucks.. big time.

And that was the extremely edited version not involving the other relationships i had in that time, my betrayal of my best friend's best guy friend, and my extreme partying habits, leading me to have my drink spiked more than my fair share of times and me to have a reputation for never having my tongue in my own mouth. Yeah and there is much more.. but i think im going to stop now before i give myself all away.

NOTE with regards to my story i am going to continue it.. and i have it already completely written. I'll post a bit at the end of it all explaining why this happens.. its actually part of the story now that i come to think of it.

The chapters in Fallen are very short, well apart from the first one. Shouldn't take you long to read it so dont be put off by the large numbers of chapters - I'd look at the word count instead.

if you want more info dont hesitate to ask.. about anything cause im actually an easily approachable person who loves to yabber away to complete strangers..

Peace for now. XD

Sian

(sx)

yeah and im not american.. im from northern ireland.. argumentably part of Ireland and part of the UK.

PS. Dont be offended if i removed your story from my favourites. Its not because i dont like it, its because its not finished. I've devised a new method for myself to only favourite stories that i like and are finished.