| A.C. Dittmar |
Author has written 75 stories for Life, Humor, Love, Haiku, Nature, Fantasy, Religion, Fantasy, Romance, Family, General, Horror, Song, War, and Friendship. Name: A.C. Dittmar Age: 19 Gender: Female Why I Came to Fiction Press: I wanted more people to read my works. For critique, for enjoyment. It doesn't matter much to me. I want to find people who think like I do, and help them see how different we are. What I Write: Usually poetry. Mostly angst and romance. Sometimes I'll go off on religion. What I write is raw, but is usually not something I have experienced. I'm empathetic, and my mind moves faster than I dare to comprehend. I over think and the idea becomes sensationalized to its worst and greatest of moments. I just pick which one I want to write about, and make myself feel what is appropriate for the writing. Any Stories To Speak Of: I write short stories. Usually fantasy. Sometimes truth. Almost never about myself. I'm working on novels. www.myspace.com/maxwell_synn www.bluegreengrey.deviantart.com http://www.fanfiction.net/u/401178/ | |||||||
1. Color Me reviewsColor me fantastic, loathsome, unclean, magical, surprised...color me what you'd color yourself before you place any labels.Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-9-08 - Complete2. Black Leather reviewsMy best friend, Ian, left us on August 19, 2008. He gave me something in the hopes that I would always be there for him. He didn't need to take such a precaution. I'll always be there for him. Even though he's moved away.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 390 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-22-08 - Complete3. What War? reviewsA refrain that forces you to ask yourself, "What war am I fighting?"Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete4. What I've Written About You reviewsThis is free-form that is an escalated situation I'm dealing with. Have you ever grown apart from someone you thought you'd always love? The truth hurts. It hurts so much I cannot tell it to you...Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 497 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete5. Splintering Like GlassIt's all just an appearance. That's all it always is...Partially, though only for tune and how it flows, inspired by the song "I Drilled a Wire Through My Cheek" by Blue October I claim no ownership.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete6. Salty Love reviewsIt is most definitely NOT what you think, but is written to seem that way until the last line. Be very afraid of what your sick little heads will think up. I claim no ownership of what that last line entails.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete7. I'm Left Here GrinningAnd I Know it's Not Pretty reviewsFree-form about growing apart in a relationship. Written with the thought "if I can't know anythign about them, then they have no right to know anything about me..."Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 300 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete8. Go On and BleedInside you've a monster to feed...go on and bleed...go on and bleed..." I've long forgotten the tune of this song, sadly. Originally written for a bookmark.Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete9. Cleavland is BurningWritten while I was driving through Cleavland, Ohio. It just felt like the city WANTED me to get out and take it all in. Inspired by a picture I took of the sunset through the rear window. It looks like an explosion.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete10. Broken Thoughts On You and IFree-form about not being able to move on while the other person obviously has. Also about how much it kills to be happy for them.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete11. After Last WednesdayFree-form about losing the one you love, and a promise that they broke. It was inspired by a picture of a black tree that screamed "Wednesday" in my head. Very old.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete12. A Metal Coffin and an Unfeeling Escort reviewsA story about a car crash that the narrator witnesses. Quite gory. A good ending if you look at it right.Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 696 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete13. To Write a Love PoemA friend of mine once said, "Writing a love poem is the easiest thing in the world"...I beg to differ. Must be read with a semblance of sarcasm.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete14. SwallowThis is free-form poetry that helps to define what I think about people who try and force religion down others' throats. Warning: Please do NOT preach toward me. I have my own thoughts on the matter, and you're welcome to state your in a polite manner.Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 374 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete15. Smiling in Your SleepA sweet, little, romantic piece about watching the person you love sleep.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete16. ReturnDid you know that, at one point in the womb, the human fetus has a tail?Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete17. Not a Defineable HeartAlso not the poem you'd initially think it to be. My heart's not in my chest. Where's yours?Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Humor/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete18. My Closest Companion?Written about still loving your ex, but keeping a safe distance so as not to hurt them. Fixates gradually near the end to a different person to love.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 398 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete19. I Shudder at Your RecognitionWhat people hate most is resemblance. They hate being reminded of themselves. The narrator in this changes into a beast, but it's basically the same thing as coming out of closet for anything. Very deep, each stanza means several things.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 384 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete20. Four Steps to AcceptanceWhy do lovers have to lie?" I hate being the last thing he cried over...full title is "Four Steps to Acceptance In Remembrance of What Used to Be Us "Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete21. Filthy Fucking HurtAbout trying to find solace and dragging everyone down with you in the meantime. Inspired by the song "Hurt" by Nine Inch Nails and could go along with the tune I claim no ownership.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete22. Fictional Forever reviewsBecause there's no such thing as forever..." Everyone has something worth living for. Every. Single. Person. Contains past suicide. Set at a funeral. Written from a father's point of view.Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete23. Em Sounds a Lot Like I'mEmpathetic"..."I'm pathetic"...get it? Written about the blessing and curse that is being empathetic. Only three stanzas with a slight refrain.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete24. Cold Lips reviewsYay for making out with dead people! Wait...this is a very imaginative piece written from the point of view of a corpse. It's a necrophiliac poem, but it's not mature.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete25. ClaustrophobiaJust a silly poem I wrote to get the creative juices flowing.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete26. Avenged Sevenfold!A dear friend of mine said that she'd like to lose her virginity with Avenged Sevenfold playing in the background. I think that might hurt a little bit...This was written mostly as a joke. I claim no ownership of the band Avenged Sevenfold.Poetry: Humor - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete27. A Moment of My Brother's TimeThis was written when my bog brother moved out of state and I missed him terribly. I'm the only one who's actually ALWAYS been there for him, no matter what stupid thing he's done.Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete28. Karxakk's Data IThe first chapter in my mini-stories involving Karxakk pronounced car-zack the Administrator of a server on an MMORPG. Geeky, I know.Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,119 - Published: 7-5-0829. Dancing Around the TruthA short story involving my main character in my comics and alter ego; Maxwell Synn the British punk rocker. This one is about him loving to dance and then getting caught by his fiance, Audryanna Celeste soon-to-be Synn.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,419 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete30. Not Such a Monster as YouA short story about a husky beast in medieval times. It's main theme is closed-mindedness and how different people could be the best ones to change the world. Will have a slightly changed novel with chapters being posted eventually.Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 943 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete31. Your FaultIt's your fault that I'm happy in my suffering...Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete32. Why I'm Not Religious reviewsA poem about several of the reasons I'm not really all that religious and like to stay away from those topics of discussion.Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Horror/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete33. Unrealization of Closed EyesA semi-rhyming refrain about human nature and closed-mindedness.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete34. Put Yesterday's in a BasketcaseAnother one about schizophrenia.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 491 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete35. Punk reviewsA cinquain about punk being more than just a life style or style of clothing and music.Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete36. Move Over Garden DaisiesThe title is relevant to this refrain. It's a poem about Death.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Humor/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete37. Misinterpreted VolunteerMaybe those teens that everyone shuns because of their hair and clothing aren't so bad after all?Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete38. MemorableWhen you hold a pistol wrong, it'll leave burns on your knuckles...maybe you're better off forgetting about the wrongs perpetrated against you?Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete39. Good, Old SportThe title can mean several different things in this poem.Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete40. For PrestonMy younger uncle, Preston, had to witness the marriage of two of the people he loved the most fall apart. This is for him.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete41. Enveloping Earth reviewsAnother Haiku.Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete42. Cold As StoneAnother Tanka.Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete43. An Ode to Devout Religion reviewsA girl broke my best friends heart AGAIN over religion. This is for her.Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete44. A Schizo Contemplation reviewsA poem about being schizophrenic.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete45. 5 AM Song reviewsDon't read it if you don't have a sense of humor. I don't like being woken up. Especially at five in the morning.Poetry: Humor - Rated: T - English - Humor/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete46. Why You Mean So Much reviewsJust a fairly corny love poem written for my fiance.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete47. We Don't Need Sex reviewsAbout being so close that sex doesn't matter. Sex isn't needed to make you happy or feel loved when you're that close.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete48. The Nightingale's Fiendish TuneA metaphorical poem about being cheated on.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete49. The Luciferian's Prayer reviewsI researched Luciferianism, which is that Lucifer was cast down for showing freedom of will and is NOT evil. Written from that perspective. Take a look at other religions. They're a lot of fun.Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete50. Poignant Essay reviewsAnother one about abuse, although this one is based on child abuse and needing to tell someone. It could be happy or sad, depending on how you take meaning from the ending.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete51. Mum's the Word on Mum's DayAnother one about the abuse my mother used to suffer through, or, rather, about the mental scars her children still carry.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete52. Lonely DepressionA mood poem I wrote awhile ago about my fiance when we couldn't be together very often.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete53. Last Will From Pandora's Box reviewsIt's a long one about the things that were unleashed from Pandora's Box in the old myth, and what they mean to life...and death.Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 345 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete54. Intelligent, Antennaed LordA Tanka about an ant.Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete55. IllA short poem about insanity and how it has an intriguing allure.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete56. I Just Don't Get ItWho cares about what I don't understand? All I need to know is that I love you.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete57. Help Wanted Prefferably NudeAbout me trying to get a job and being so uncomfortable because the potential employers didn't want to accept me for who I am.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete58. Bird WatchingA haiku about a bird watching, not about humans looking at the feathered things.Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete59. Better Than HeavenTo 'I love you', do reply. Or you'll always be in pain..."Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 445 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete60. A Love CinquainIt is exactly as the title states.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete61. When the Clock Actually Stops reviewsWritten from the male perspective. A man dies and sees his life flashing before his eyes, most of it revolving around courting and marrying the woman he loved, having children together, then she dies. And he dies happy because he'll be with her.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete62. The Memory I Hate reviewsAbout breaking up and breaking down.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete63. The JanitorIt's about a janitor remembering the times he'd had as a student in the halls he now cleans. A nostalgic poem.Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete64. Poets Are ImmortalIf someone remembers you, or something you did, then you can never die. Hey bro...I always told you we'd live forever.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete65. My Bitter Point of View reviewsWe all do things that we wish we hadn't, and in our own childishness, we force these things far from our recollection, storing them in the nooks and crannies that our woeful minds produce only to remember them at the worst of moments.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 326 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete66. Maxwell Synn The Voice in My HeadI DO have a voice in my head named Maxwell Synn. He's not evil in the least. This is the result of the both of us contemplating what it would be like if Max were like other split personalities.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 364 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete67. Ma's Impressionable Child reviewsIt helps define my thoughts on living your own life and accepting life for the things it throws at you. Advice isn't always the best route to take.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete68. Last WordsThey were words of love but you shunned them all...opting, instead, for solitude..." I will always love you. No matter what.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete69. I'm Asking You to Dance reviewsMore or less written about having to take the chances at love that life gives you.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete70. I Can Still Call You Beautiful reviewsWrote this for two friends who had gotten together after the longest time of pining. It was originally written from a male perspective, but applies to both.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete71. Hateful Script reviewsThis was the first poem I ever REALLY wrote. It's about how humans can't change human nature. It started off as a poem written when someone was insulting my brother just because of how he dressed and what music he liked to listen to.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete72. Doesn't Know He's Perfect reviewsI wrote this when I was dating the man who is STILL my best friend. I hated listening to him beat himself up and say things like he's "no good to anyone". I hadn't written a romantic poem before this one. Needless to say, he felt a whole lot better.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 397 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete73. Do I Have To? reviewsThis was actually not written from a romantic perspective. It was, more or less, me writing what I do to my friends; force them to be happy. It could be taken quite romantically, though.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete74. Creamy Little NibblesThis is a poem I wrote about my rat, Merrick, stealing some ice cream from my lip when I was holding him.Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete75. Can't Do Anything reviewsThis is a poem I wrote when my mother was in an abusive relationship and I REALLY couldn't do anything about it. I've never wanted to kill myself over it. It's just that situations escalate dramatically in my mind.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 663 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-5-08 - Complete