| brightest darkness |
Author has written 82 stories for Love, Life, Family, Friendship, Haiku, Romance, General, Nature, Humor, General, Young Adult, and Sci-Fi. Information You May Want To Know. Or Not. It's Really Just Up To You, But It Would Be Lovely If You Cared Enough To Read It: I think fictionpress should have an event every other month or something. Like maybe have february be update every day in february. Or best cover art. Or something like that. Anyways, starting now until...it's done? I'm going to attempt to update every day. I also think that fictionpress should have an author tab, like they do for Stories (Home, Just In) Beta Readers, Forums, Communities, Search...one of those tabs should be an archive of all authors on the site... I'm primarily going to focus my attention on 100 Things I Will Not Do for a while, so there probably won't be any other updates on this site from me. I'm most likely not going to post any new poems, either, not that anyone cares XD (ooooOOH, burn) I'm always looking for constructive criticism, so don't be afraid to be brutal with your corrections. I look forward to them, and actually take the time to consider them when I'm writing the next chapter. Eventually, I'll go back and fix everything I did wrong. Just not any time soon. Anyways, it's nice to know I'll always have something to do. 1o Things About ME: | |||||||
1. 100 Things That Make Me A Nerd » reviewsnerdy story. 1. you're stuck choosing between playing Tetris or watching Doctor who for twenty minutes. 4.you try to use a sonic screwdriver to open everything. 21. You end every conversation, in real life or virtually, with 'Best Wishes' or 'DFTBA.'Fiction: Humor - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,201 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-20-11 - Published: 2-16-112. 100 Things I Will Not Do When I Get Older » reviewsbasically, what the title says. things I will not do, philosophies I will not adopt. all the signatures that are stereotyped with most adults...Fiction: Humor - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,147 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-14-11 - Published: 2-10-113. Flat Out WrongThere's little one can do when faced with the contradictory need to do and not do unanimously. I am always in this incongruous in between stateFiction: Sci-Fi - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Published: 10-7-104. tell metell me what i'm living for.Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Published: 4-20-10 - Complete5. buttoni wish there were a button i could simply press to turn off caring...Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Published: 4-20-10 - Complete6. the fragile capacitylosing capacity to carePoetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Published: 4-20-10 - Complete7. The Bridge reviewsa man who finally over comes the voices in his head, or maybe the voices won... they just guided him... anyways, please r&rFiction: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 448 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-14-09 - Complete8. The Fightyou pulled me in from the edge of oblivion with love vs. hate, love winning... and now i remember... thank you...Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Published: 8-15-09 - Complete9. No One To Save Mewhat do you do when someone practically kills you emotionaly, only to leave you alive but in so much pain you wish you were dead ? does your soul dissappear ? do you write a poem about it ? please r&rPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Published: 8-15-09 - Complete10. The Hardest Quest reviewsa quest... denying fear and embracing courage... slightly long.l.. please r&rPoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 543 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-12-09 - Complete11. Meaningless reviewsmy friend's problem : his words were meaningless... "I love you" is too, apparently...very short...r&r pleasePoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-9-09 - Complete12. Only One reviewsabout the end of a relationship because the other person found someone else. very short. please R&RPoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-9-09 - Complete13. The Third Wheel reviewswrote this after some jerk crashed in on my friends date... slightly corny... very short... r&rPoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-7-09 - Complete14. South Dakota » reviewsWhy couldn't you stop?" He said between huge gasps and pants. "If you were me, would you have stopped," I asked, not managing to talk better than him. "Good point. But still, I had to ask. Considering how far you made me run."Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 8,476 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-24-09 - Published: 6-5-0915. Dirty Handsthere are no clean hands... under the filthy layer... of... greed...Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Published: 6-8-09 - Complete16. Clean Handsdirty hands reaching upward... encrusted with the hope of tomorrow...Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Published: 6-8-09 - Complete17. Liespretenses follow you to the end…Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Published: 6-5-09 - Complete18. WingsWings stained by the fire of hate…Poetry: Nature - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Published: 6-5-09 - Complete19. The Importance Of Ice CreamI'm losing my hope in you, in your ability to understand me. It's the endless arguments, the lack of trust, the friendship we don't have. It tears me apart inside, pulling and ripping, flushing out any feelings of happiness and contentment I once had.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,134 - Published: 6-2-09 - Complete20. WhyWHy have you don't this to me?Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Published: 5-26-09 - Complete21. The NightThe moon is rising/As the day ends, forgiving/People from today.Poetry: Nature - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Published: 5-25-09 - Complete22. Stars and GrassMillions of each, reaching/For each other, down and up/Stars will fall down, grass/Fly away until they/Reach/ a comparison poemPoetry: Nature - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Published: 5-25-09 - Complete23. SilenceCrash down around me and follow me away/With eyes that are bleached to sadness/Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Published: 5-25-09 - Complete24. LostDeep down in the depressions of your mind lie the faults and guilt of others,Taunting you with all of your past and it's mistakes/Taking whatever life you have managed to salvage/Folding in upon the layers of sanity you claim to have.Poetry: Life - Rated: M - Spanish - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Published: 5-25-09 - Complete25. Hope ShattersHope shatters as I stand here/Every word a needle to my soul/You think your words make life all right now?Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Published: 5-24-09 - Complete26. HelpOne of those "What am I" poems... My attempt .Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Published: 5-23-09 - Complete27. DifficultI can't be perfect for you... I am sorry...Poetry: Family - Rated: M - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Published: 5-23-09 - Complete28. GPSWhat happens when a few friends take a trip, and buy a GPS system? Add to that the fact that the GPS is defective and goes crazy on them... *The twislers picture will eventually be posted on my profile*Fiction: Humor - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,022 - Published: 5-22-09 - Complete29. Can't Understand reviewsIt's whistling to me above the wind's bellowing/My problem is simple/I don not know it's language/Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-28-09 - Complete30. FingertipsSoftly dancing across my palm/Leaving behind something unknown/Comforting me in times of despair/Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Published: 4-28-09 - Complete31. Golden ArmsThe sun rises/Embracing you with golden arms/Pushing away the darkness/Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Published: 4-28-09 - Complete32. EndTake my hand and follow me/Walk beside me/Wipe the tears away/Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Published: 4-28-09 - Complete33. The Sun Still Rises and SetsThe sun still rises and sets/Around your slumped figure/Your self has been crushedPoetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Published: 4-28-09 - Complete34. You Are reviewsYou are the disease/Spreading like hate/Through believing minds/Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-27-09 - Complete35. The NightmareI step back/I grasp at the air/We fly away/Running as our feet leave the ground/Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Published: 4-27-09 - Complete36. SoarAs, little bird/open your eyes now/See the world/You can fly above/Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Published: 4-27-09 - Complete37. So Close/The apocalypse of yourself/Alone as you eclipse yourself/Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Published: 4-27-09 - Complete38. Happy EndingHow cliché is a happy ending/That it happens all the time/Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Published: 4-27-09 - Complete39. Frozen In TimeThe earth still moves/You might not be able to/Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Published: 4-27-09 - Complete40. EmptyShows me the masked side/The horror within/ Was called Empty Love, but I think it sounds better as just Empty.Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Published: 4-27-09 - Complete41. Engulfs The WorldThe sunset engulfs the world/Surrounding us completely/Poetry: Nature - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Published: 4-27-09 - Complete42. CloudThe clouds cushion/The eternal fall/Poetry: Nature - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Published: 4-27-09 - Complete43. being »the most cliche obnoxious story about a small town ever.Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,980 - Published: 4-15-0944. Days of NothingWeeks of no belief/Days of nothing.Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Published: 4-12-09 - Complete45. Hold Show Embrace ItEmbrace everything you've every known...Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Published: 4-12-09 - Complete46. Once AgainEmerging from the bottomless/Harbor for hate/Comes the old based worldPoetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Published: 4-12-09 - Complete47. Stoic MomentThe horrendous life you chose for me/Conversely it's hypothetic ideas/Coarse and stark in it's offense/Cold and unyielding in it's love.Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Published: 4-11-09 - Complete48. Come With Me reviewsAs she sits waiting/Watching life revolve around her/as it has always donePoetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-11-09 - Complete49. Sorting ThroughWe are the broken/The string entirely frayed/Sitting on the edge of...foreverPoetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Published: 4-11-09 - Complete50. PallidThe pallid sky shows/The unyielding qualities/Of the oceanPoetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Published: 4-11-09 - Complete51. Vestige Of LifeThe vestige of life/Left a mark one me/Sinking in and taking it's time/Holding me close.Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Published: 4-11-09 - Complete52. Patiently AwaitingMy soul is locked in battle,/The scars are,/And will be eternalPoetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Published: 4-11-09 - Complete53. Feel It ComingI close my eyes,/And let it pull me in,/Holding me so closePoetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Published: 4-11-09 - Complete54. DescentI descend into,/The maddening place,/Where hope is pointless/Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Published: 4-11-09 - Complete55. Belying CasualThe belying words you show them,/The casual way you touch me,/You'd think we were close,Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Published: 4-10-09 - Complete56. We Are All Just The OnesWe are all just the ones doing everything we need...Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Published: 4-10-09 - Complete57. Follow, Find, Hold/Follow me from the pits of despair,/Find something for me,/Hold on to it for me,/ .Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Published: 4-10-09 - Complete58. GuardedGuarded as he walks,/Up to me so tense,/Feelings course though me,/Unnoticed by my preoccupied mindPoetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Published: 4-9-09 - Complete59. Degrade Me WithDegrade me with your soul... your eyes... your heart... no morePoetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Published: 4-9-09 - Complete60. EmanatingThe emanating force of you,/So soft,/And unrelenting,/So wanted,Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Published: 4-9-09 - Complete61. Brevity of Our TimeBrief, we sit together…/Brief, we walk together…/Brief, we talk together…/Brief, we are one…Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Published: 4-9-09 - Complete62. AbdicationThis is all for you, my distance. Is for your sake.Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Published: 4-4-09 - Complete63. FinallyYou could actually see it,/The happiness in his eyes./She watched him go./She had a look of pity for him.Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Published: 4-4-09 - Complete64. sickening tragedya demon…drowning in the tears… of your truly… angel eyes and heart…Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Published: 4-3-09 - Complete65. Peace In The Gardenof happiness… sprouting… a garden… but only anguish grows…Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Published: 4-2-09 - Complete66. Unbalancedthe support is collapsing… unstable… unusable… this isn't happening…Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Published: 4-2-09 - Complete67. Like LoveFighting the hopelessPoetry: Haiku - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12 - Published: 4-2-0968. Remorse Filled Words… losing touch with… good… bad… horrid words tainted my mind…Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Published: 4-2-09 - Complete69. The MoonA little girl and her father are driving along, and he spots the moon. He tells the little girl to look, and she says she wants that "bouncy ball" because she collected bouncy balls.Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Published: 2-25-09 - Complete70. Self Assigned » reviewsThe pain in my shoulder hurt twice as much as it bled, yet still I clutched Amelia closer, careful not to drown her in blood. The three year old didn't seem to notice, but I certainly did. "Matt, when we going home?" "Soon," I said through the pain.Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,383 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-16-09 - Published: 11-10-0871. My Heart reviews/Abash me for my unbidden thoughts/Primed for running into divine cascades of love/Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-16-09 - Complete72. The Paths reviewsI'm willing to take/The chance that changing winds can/Give me and my love The format is the Haiku's 5-7-5 pattern, only multiple stanza's of 5-7-5Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-16-09 - Complete73. I Don't Know 9Watching the Cursor Blink9 reviews/I don't know/ I just watch the cursor blink/ hoping for an idea to strike but/ it doesn't/ so I type back "I don't know"/ used the "9"'s becasue it wont let me put parenthesis in the titlePoetry: Friendship - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-14-08 - Complete74. Series of Life Moments » reviewsa series of Haikus... Some sad and some happy, always life moments. Appreciate reviews. R&RPoetry: Haiku - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 33 - Words: 631 - Reviews: 23 - Updated: 11-4-08 - Published: 10-16-0875. Hope of Return reviews/I am the tidal wave of emotions you feel/When you see him walk away from you./Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-19-0876. Brightest Darkness reviews/Where the darkness feeds the/Bright hopes./It is the brightest darkness./I am forever in the depth of/The brightest darkness./Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-19-0877. The Runaway reviews/The silence seats itself in her heart/She is the silence, the silence is her./Her terror envelopes her/The silence becomes too much to bear./Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-19-08 - Complete78. Contemplating Life » reviewsThe title is slightly decieving... Basically, a rambling poem made by a very bored couple of friends. a whole bunch of foods throw a party sort of... Just read... and possibly review? NOW BECOMING A SERIES OF NONSENSE POEMS.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 5 - Words: 602 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-16-08 - Published: 8-31-0879. Car Barriers reviewsI didn't really know what their real names are, but I called them car barriers. They remind me of peoples' feelings toward each other.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-13-0880. Why Daddy Why reviews/There's daddy again coming towards her with his hand out.../For a second there she feels relief from all doubt…/Then he hits her and she feels life slip away…/Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-4-08 - Complete81. Pain Away reviewsThe title explains it all. pain away, hope, breaking free.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-1-0882. Where is There? reviewsWhere is there? where would it be? I have no clue...Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-31-08 - Complete