30.09.2009.

The new chapter of SWITCH is up! Go read it!

I figured it's time to change this thing...so here goes--

I've been here for almost a year as a writer, quite a while before that as a reader. I've done most of the things people do here--I've read stories, reviewed here and there, wrote stories and then waited impatiently to get reviews--I even made some amazing new friends. I still seem like a god damn know-it-all when I speak(er...write). I'm not. I am, however, a 'big sister type of person', as I said on few occasions to some people,which basically means I'll decide to read a story that has little or close to no reviews on a whim and then review it with almost cruel honesty. Bare with me. It's, believe it or not, for your own good.

English is still not my first language, but I've come a long way and that isn't such a big problem for me any more. That is the reason, though, why it takes forever for me to update. Sometimes I'm just missing words and don't know what would be the best way to say what's on my mind. Another thing about me is that I'm a bloody perfectionist, so I tend to re-write my chapters/stories until I'm completely satisfied. Which usually means they get re-written four-five times, sometimes more. Sigh...I'm trying to get better. Still no cure for perfectionism, though. Honestly, what are those folks in the pharmacy industry doing, taking so long?!

My reviewers still mean the world to me and I still can't stress out just how much their support helps me write. It would be basically impossible and not nearly as fun to write if they weren't with me. So thank you all for taking it from your time to read and review my stories. And I'm not thankful just to them, of course, but also to anyone who's ever alerted or favourited a story of mine, and to those who went even a step further and favourited me as an author altogether. You have no idea what an ego boost that is, seriously. THANK YOU. I hope I managed to express my gratitude well enough in my replies to you guys...

Something that most know, and those that don't know realise after reading my stories is that I'm a girl.

I'm 23 y/o and don't care if you think that I'm too old/too young. I am me, with all the plus and minus sides of my personality, and when you give me a chance, you'll learn to love me. I like telling people my star sign, cause I like the look of slight terror on their faces. They believe what they read so they don't try to see me. But honestly, who in their right mind lets their life be controlled by star signs and all that mumbo jumbo?! I am a Scorpio, btw. Scared yet? No? Good, that means you're one of the smart ones. Be proud, cause there are few.

I am a stalker. Yup, you read it right. A Stalker. When I find a person on here that completely throws me off with their writing, I just go and click that cute PM button and gush at them about how amazing they are. I also encourage others into stalking. So if you're thinking about PM-ing me, feel free to do so. I always reply. Though, I am slightly retarded in the ways of human communication, so you'll probably have to be quite patient with me.

About my stories--cause that's why you came here, right?--if you scroll down, you'll see that I mostly write SLASH. It is otherwise known as Gay Romance, Homoerotic Romance, BoyxBoy, MxM, Yaoi...Whatever suits you. I do write HET, but there is only one story as of now. I am working on a couple of new HET stories, though I have no idea when they'll be published for the reading.

My Genre--I love Supernatural/Fantasy/SF stories and that's what I've been trying to write. Some of those are already published, others are still just a line or two in my notebooks. I do love writing those 'usual' stories set in school/work environment/etc, but those three up there #points at the line above# are my major addictions right now.

Uhh...My stile...I jump around. No, seriously, it depends on the flow of the story. It might be completely written in the 1st person POV/3rd person POV, or those two might switch every few chapters. Basically, I like to experiment. That way I challenge myself and try to learn new stuff... And believe me, I am very well aware there's still a lot for me to learn.

And something else I might need to say is that I am not able to write those sad, realistic stories in which people hurt either others or themselves. At least not in that heart-clenching way I've seen some authors do. I love to read those stories, but that's just something that I can't write. So, basically what I'm saying is that most of my stories are fluff. If that seems too unrealistic for your taste I suggest you don't read my work. I do try to make them as realistic as possible, but sometimes I fail in doing that. If you deem my stories worth your time even after all of this rambling on my part, you'll make me an amazingly happy (wannabe) author!

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And another thing! This might be the most important thing you need to know about my stories!

I write my gay boys the way I've seen/met them in real life. So...that basically means that in my stories there are all kinds of boys. And what that means is that I try really, really hard to actually combine fantasy (cause let's face it--the amount of fluff I write between two horny, teenage boys can only be called that--fantasy) with reality. So, throughout my stories there are skinny, Queen looking boys topping taller, stockier boys who like that very, very much; boys of same stature and same height playing 'rock, paper, scissors' trying to decide who'll be topping who(OH DARN IT ANOTHER PLOT BUNNY ATTACK!!), cause they're both hotheaded, red-blooded males that want to subdue their partner; boys switching their 'positions' throughout the story, and then that 'usual' setting of a smaller boy being topped by a bigger, taller guy... etc. , etc., etc...So, don't come to me crying saying how I'm sick or twisted for liking smaller guys being the dominate in the relationship or that the guy you though was supposed to be the bottom turned out to be top (#cough# BTH #cough# Kyle #cough#). Try reading my stories with an open mind and don't try, for the love of God, to figure out which boy is which after reading a chapter or two. Or paragraph or two. Whatever.

That should be pretty much that...for now...#sweatdrops#

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STORIES 1 (Work.In.Progress):

SWITCH- SLASH!It's a given that boys and girls are different.We all know that.But,how different are they...? Join Taylor,a 17 y/o girl and find out. Wait...A girl? Don't you mean boy...? Ten chapters up so far!

Touch me againa two-chapter het romance.--Published the first chapter. On a sort-of hiatus till further notice.

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STORIES 2 (Complete):

Silly Little Incubus--SLASH One Shot. Written for Freak-of-Spades Monthly Challenge. Cefier the Incubus is roaming the streets of New York city in search of his first mate. What will he do, when he does find him...?

Breaking The HabitSLASH! A one-shot written for russlove. A cliché little story about an emo gay boy and his jock boy bully. With a bit of a twist. Cause I'm just mean like that. :snickers: Please Note: It will be getting an accompanying one-shot of a different name some time in the future.

My Favorite Pet Cat--SLASH One Shot written for Shikokudarkstar. Christian is a rich, gay boy that leaves the comfort of his parents' wealth and in doing so is left completely alone, having only his older sister, Claire, by his side. That changes, however, when she gets him a new furry, four legged friend.

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STORIES 3 (Or also known as plot bunnies running wild):

Taking him down from the pedestal(just a working title)-since writing SWITCH,I thought long and hard about this story and decided to change some elemental points in it,so it won't be up any time soon. I'm not really sure when that'll be either.

A change of heart(again,a working title)-fem slash!I stopped writing it for the benefit of SWITCH,so it's not likely to go up any time soon. Ahhh,I seriously can't juggle two stories at once...

Rotten new worldsci-fi het romance with some heavy issues. Actually, the thing is, I'm still debating with myself if I should switch it to slash...Not much would change...Maybe I'll make a poll some time in the future,who knows?

And I actually have five new ideas- two out of those five are a bit more light-hearted than the three up there,so I might write them first. I'm not so much in the mood for writing depressing/heavy things...wait till my exams start full force. That's whole 'nother story then. Sigh... These stupid plot bunnies are making it so difficult to actually study...

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--Something I forgot to mention--The Updates. I'm a college(university? is there some sort of difference in the USA between those two?) student,so they'll definitely be irregular. Also, refer to the 'English' part of my ramble up there #points upward# to get a better picture about them, 'k?

--On another note-- check out my favourites list for bunch of awesome stories and authors! You won't regret it! You might get the urge to kill me for giving you so many stories to put on your 'to read' list, though #wink#

Not much has changed, has it? Oh well...Enjoy your reading! And -don't forget to REVIEW!

Remember that the reviews are still like antidepressants to me, making me all smiles and giggles and I can't help but want to jump around and around and around...until I get dizzy...:faints from all of the jumping: