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A Sensuous Darkness
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since: 11-12-08, id: 638945, Profile Updated: 06-04-09
Author has written 12 stories for General, and General.

How to break free:

Use the 12 step program.

Thoughts to lead you through step 2 (the hardest step):

If you've ever been completely lost or in life threatening danger, and then been guided (by an inner/outer voice or force, by a feeling, by a sense) that sense or force is what they call Jesus. Jesus is the Love, God is the Power. Where does this power/love come from? You must answer this question for yourself. Maybe it is best left as a mystery.

I am Being, God is Beingness. If you believe in Emptiness or Nothingness, Beingness is what exists beyond that (outside the infinity of reality there is nothing. Even nothing, however, is comprised of Beingness. And beingness exists beyond the context of there being something outside it, so you don't have to worry what goes beyond that.)

Think about your imaginary friend as a child. Where did they come from? Did they ever help you through a difficult situation you were unsure of yourself to handle on your own? Young children name and identify the divine through imaginary friends. Your key may be in the stories you whispered to yourself at night.

Give yourself patience, read a book, open your mind, ask questions. What are the biggest mysteries in your life? Have you ever asked what an experience or group of experiences meant? How does experience transform into learning?

If you have ever Just Known something, and that thing you knew was as rock solid as the ground you were on, and that knowledge had the power to transform you and your surroundings, then you have touched God.

Have you ever been consumed by thoughts of violence and suicide? This is the devil-nature eating away at you. The solution to hate is to pray. If you do not believe in praying for something, give a prayer of thanks and gratitude. No harm can ever come from gratitude.

Jesus nature transcends the devil nature. Devil nature consumes the Jesus nature. There is no cosmic battle of wills. Simply transcend, and pray for transcendence.

Prayer is a statement of intention, a contract between yourself and the world around you. Intentional acts have great power.

Take a leap of faith.

Offer something in return for that which you pray for.

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1. Love and Shadows in the Void
I run the streets of Santa Fe by night/ My cosmicon streams a trail of colors as I ride
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-23-09 - Published: 6-23-09
2. Simple Songs for a Death
to my brother
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - General/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-17-09 - Published: 6-17-09
3. The Wastrel
Such a shame to find the universe boring.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 309 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-11-09 - Published: 6-11-09
4. Bulletproof
Bulletproof/ Your flip flops/ Pop/ Against the sidewalk
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,194 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-6-09 - Published: 6-6-09
5. Storyboy: 2 poems
Summaries are hard to write, so I didn't.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-26-09 - Published: 4-26-09
6. The Pedophile's Lover
I brush my fingertips against a cold metal sheet, feeling the burning coldness held there, the heat leaving my fingers.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-26-09 - Published: 4-26-09
7. The Keeper of Worlds
On becoming a step parent
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-6-09 - Published: 4-6-09
8. Wingboy
WARNING: contains references to psychiatric violence. This is the inside of my head. R&R q: anything I started that you wish I'd follow through on? This story is full of dead ends.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - General/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,705 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-6-09 - Published: 4-6-09
9. Narcissus
Poems to Narcissus.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-28-08 - Published: 11-28-08
10. The Breaking of the Silence
Micah Lewis has not spoken or communicated in years. His voice stolen by a family tragedy, he is deemed a mystery as he silently dreams of freedom...
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 21,145 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-16-08 - Published: 11-16-08
11. one Self
would i the whirling/galaxy of dust condense
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-14-08 - Published: 11-14-08
12. like by Shakespeare reviews
i who loved was/a river, running
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-14-08 - Published: 11-14-08
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