Emily Rai
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since: 11-21-08, id: 640231, Profile Updated: 01-07-12
country: USA
Author has written 13 stories for General, Romance, Life, Friendship, General, and Love.

NAME: Emily Rai

AGE: 17

GRADE: 11th

Umm I have brown hair. It's usually pretty amazing but sometimes it's stupid like if I air dry it and don't do anything with it but otherwise its really soft and pretty. I'm 6 foot 1inch and I play Volley Ball and enjoy reading and writing in my free time but that's a rare thing between homework, band, band lessons, family time, my college prep program and trying to find a job but I make it work.

My number one pet peeve is posers. Especially posers that pretend that their depressed and cut themselves for fun and show off their scars to every one they can. I personally find it offensive because I actually was depressed for a long time and I did dabble with cutting myself and it seemed to help but I never ever showed anyone the marks and if somebody did see them I lied to them about what happened. So if you're out there pretending to be depressed to get attention just stop and think about the pain that real depression causes because as generic as it may sound it hurts worse than anything I have ever had the displeasure of being sick with. It makes you see nothing but failure and when you feel like a failure you don't want to get up and do what you need to and it wears away at you so think about that the next time you grab some sort of blade so you can cut yourself when you don't even feel depressed at all I want you to think about the millions of people out there every day fighting depression and see if you still want to pretend your in so much pain that you've only ever felt a fraction of.

Sorry about the rant but that kind of thing really bugs me and I have a blog entry about it so if you'd like to read more about my personal experience I can send you a link or put it up on here some time just let me know.

Well I think I'm done for now thanks for reading oh and don't forget to review:D

Love always,

Emily Rai


1. If you loved me
love is always enough, except when its not.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Published: 3-11-12 - Complete
2. Life Sucks and then you die
So this is a suicide note for an alternate version of my character Jasper. Regular Jasper grew up hated by EVERYONE until he met this kid named Parasite and they fell in love alternate Jasper didn't have that and thus this was born.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 637 - Published: 3-11-12 - Complete
3. MLK
Inspired by Martin Luther King Jr's "Letter from Burmingham Jail" there's a line that says "Justice too long delayed is justice denied" this is another poem about my dearist Abby whom I will never stop being friends with even if I never see her again
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Published: 11-2-11
4. ADF
Once we were the best of friends, but now they've taken you away... I love you Abby even after all these years!
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Published: 11-2-11 - Complete
5. Abigail are you a Fairytale
when time passes can you really be sure if somebody is real? A/N: Abigail aka Abby was my best friend when we were little some bad things happened and she had to move away I haven't seen her in fifteen years...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Published: 11-2-11 - Complete
6. Daddy
I would be undead, living on for forever never aging, watching everyone I love die. And even as I realized this I knew at the very same time that I would have no choice, no chance to refuse. This creature had singled me out because it was my destiny
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,259 - Published: 8-16-11
7. Pain
Kind of a follow up to Always about my now ex-friend...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Published: 3-11-11 - Complete
8. Dark
Umm again idk and it's prolly crap but oh well read it if you want I can't make you and idk how to summarize poems...
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Published: 3-11-11 - Complete
9. Hush
Umm idk you know me and my randomness it's prolly crap but I enjoy posting stuff and I'm rating it M to be safe even though it's prolly only T just sayin...
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Published: 3-11-11 - Complete
10. Always
Poem I wrote about my friend and her boyfriend
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Published: 2-19-10 - Complete
11. Gave Revelations reviews
Rule number one don't let anyone close so they can't hurt you; Rule number two never show your emotions to anyone else are things Erik Starling has learned to live by...
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,551 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-17-10 - Complete
12. Afraid reviews
Yay another crappy poem by Emily Rai! Read it or don't it doesn't matter as I've said before I suck at poetry
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-7-09
13. Don't Forget reviews
Um...well I'm not sure how to describe it just read it...or don't i know it's crap so feel free to ignore it...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-6-09 - Complete