What am I? I'm a warrior of God, letting His light shine from within to show the world His grace and love. I'm a strong girl who keeps herself together most of the time, and loves, even when she shouldn't. I'm a forgiver, but I mess up a lot. I can feel way too much, all the time. "When I feel, I feel greatly," seems to be one of my favorite sayings. I dream of this boy with black eyes, is that too personal? He was in my dreams since I was in seventh grade.

I have a big, amazing, lovely, wonderful, close church family at Fellowship UMC, and I love them all so much. Even from day one, they came up to me and welcomed (Well... Most of them.) me. It's truly a place where God is. I'm thinking of going into religion. Possibly teaching theology instead of psychology. You think that's a good idea? I've always loved religion, and I'm really active in my church.

I'm eccentric, big time so. I believe in true love and love at first sight (What girl doesn't?). I'm bipolar, OCD, and now, according to Beasley, I have ADHD ( :P ). I keep my room in an organized mess, and its walls are painted dark red and it shows off my eccentric traits. A dream catcher, a peace flag, awards, jewelry, and soon to be added posters from Broadway!

I love Broadway. It's probably my most favourite genre at the moment, but I love Meat Loaf, Prince, Billy Joel, Queen, and then into the more recent stuff, I really like MCR, Envy On The Coast, Muse, and the rest of that type of stuff. I'm eclectic, just as much as eccentric. I'm really weird.

Oh, and to add to my church family, I have great friends. They're just as weird, but I love them. I taught them Time Warp ( :D ). I have like three Ryan's in that group. How do we tell them apart? Kacey's Ryan, Curly Ryan, and then just Ryan. It's pretty fun. We're just as much like a family. Next year, we're taking over one of the tables in the cafeteria, because we just keep growing.

I was in a really deep depression for years, and dealt with a bunch of things that someone at my age just shouldn't have dealt with, but I got through it, and God has finally taken these things, and He's helping me cope and help others. I can't really remember those years, only flashes, but that's nothing new. I have the worst memory, and hearing.

I write... A bunch. I had like, four or five novels on my old computer, but it crashed. Now, I keep everything on my Google Docs. ( :D ) It won't go away if I keep it there. Oh, and I love reading, like any normal writer should. I'm not too into big sci-fi, but I like some of it. I love Anne Rice. She's like, my hero. I'm gonna start looking for more religious books to read. You know, aside from the Bible. I love Bible study, though. I write a lot of things with a ton of emotion, because that's what makes good writing. Emotion.

I want to change the world with God at my side, and hopefully my church. I know we can make a change, make it something so great. There isn't anything wrong with that! It will be hard, but this world needs changing, and we all need to realize it.