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Author has written 172 stories for Life, Young Adult, War, Politics, Nature, General, Family, General, Essay, Friendship, Love, Romance, and Biography. i am an ordinary person trying to be unique. all i want to do is change a little part of the world. some of my stuff is old, so bear with me, okay? fanfiction.net http://www.fanfiction.net/~butterfly1415 deviantART http://bella14.deviantart.com/ 4/5-2010 - I will be deleting all of my poems, because I am moving them over to another account here on Fictionpress. It will take a while, and I apologize if it gives you any problems. This account is simply getting too filled with all of my shit, so I'm trying to get things in order. The other account is: www.fictionpress.com/~comeundone Quotes To write is to live forever 'Cause every time you fight, your scars are gonna heal, but they're never gonna go away - No love, Simple Plan But when something happens, you might find out anyway, and then you can begin being who you are, instead of the person the others think you are Every night and every morn, some to misery are born Every morn and every night, some are born to sweet delight Some are born to sweet delight, some are born to endless night I'd rather be alone than pretend to be something I'm not - again Humans are longing for accept, as plants for light; We stretch ourself as long as possible, if we have to Loners aren't people who choose to be alone They're people who are waiting for someone to understand them It doesn't take a lot to break a human Strangers see you before you do We could learn a lot from crayons. Some have weird names, some are dull, some are new, some are pretty, and all are different colors, but they all have to live in the same box Little kids who knows that they're gonna die, isn't afraid of death, because they can't imagine death Little kids who knows that they're gonna die are afraid of being left alone - Kill, Mats Wahl It's better to choose your own doubt, than others faith - Souljourney, Daniel Zimakoff I am not afraid of the darkness, neither the shadows, I am afraid of what might hide in them Not putting up with you because I don't agree, wouldn't that be like punishing you for not turning out like me? - The Same, Only Different by Joanie Twersky in Teen Ink: Written in the Dirt You must be the change that you wish to see in the world - Gandhi Many of the truths the cling to, depends greatly on our point of view - Obi van Kenobi I want to breathe every day - Robert Frost The goal isn't to live forever. The goal is to create something that will - Chuck Palahniuk Everyone smiles with that invisible gun to their head - Chuck Palahniuk All God does is watch us and kills us when we get boring. We must never, ever get boring - Chuck Palahniuk People used what they called a telephone 'cause they hated being close together and they were scared of being alone - Chuck Palahniuk If death meant just leaving the stage long enough to change outfits and come back as a new character..., would you slow down or speed up? - Chuck Palahniuk Your birth is a mistake you will spend your whole life trying to correct - Chuck Palahniuk Did perpetual happiness in the Garden of Eden maybe get so boring that eating the apple was justified? - Chuck Palahniuk The only difference between suicide and martyrdom is the press coverage - Chuck Palahniuk Only through destroying myself can I discover the greater power of my spirit - Chuck Palahniuk What we don't understand, we can make mean anything - Chuck Palahniuk The first step - especially for young people with energy and drive and talent, but no money - the first step to controlling your world is to control your culture, to model and demonstrate the kind of world you demand to live in. To write the books. Make the music. Shoot the films. Paint the art - Chuck Palahniuk Nothing of me is original. I am the combined effort of everyone I've ever known - Chuck Palahniuk People don't want their lives fixed. Nobody wants their problems solved. Their dramas. Their distractions. Their stories resolved. Their messes cleaned up. Because what would they have left? Just the big scary unknown - Chuck Palahniuk Stick and stones may break your bones, but words can hurt like hell - Chuck Palahniuk, Lullaby The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. Because it's only tangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. Stone crumbles, wood rots and people...well, they die. But things as fragile as thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on - Chuck Palahniuk Art never comes from happiness - Chuck Palahniuk | |||||||
1. The Pillow Book of a Fucked Up Mess » reviewswe could be amazing.Fiction: Biography - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 65 - Words: 13,378 - Reviews: 66 - Updated: 9-14-11 - Published: 12-13-092. alice is in wonderland reviewsshe just doesn't know. she has come here to dream. and to chase her dreams. drug use.Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 391 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-6-10 - Complete3. The Pillow Book of a Damned » reviewsand when it all crashes down 'cause it always does i can close my eyes, swallow it with a hopefully convincing smile to you, cross my fingers and hope to forget and pretend that i am fine fine fine.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 102 - Words: 39,251 - Reviews: 59 - Updated: 12-13-09 - Published: 5-12-09 - Complete4. Make Believe reviewsCome join me, love, in this game of make-believe. Let's see how many lies we can make ourselves believe. And that those three little words isn't all an act.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-15-09 - Complete5. Lines reviewsi had lines down my cheeks and puffy eyes and you pulled me with you into the fluorescent light and swallowed my sobs with your tongue.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-15-09 - Complete6. MedsYou have lots of meds, and I hate how I'm constantly worried.Or raher, how I have reason to be worried. I hope that one day, we can throw those meds out, and you'll never need them again.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 307 - Published: 10-3-09 - Complete7. I Don't MindYour eyelashes are black, not golden. Your breath is sickly sweet and your fingers are cold. Your eyes are green, not blue. But you're enough.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Published: 10-3-09 - Complete8. Addicted reviewsWe shared the rushes, and it gave me the same feeling as touching you did. You wouldn't let me touch you. It made you feel alive, you made me feel alive.Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-3-09 - Complete9. Stunning reviewsI'm one of the few people who has seen you ugly. When you showed up at my doorstep with leafs in your hair. I am the only one you touch anymore, and I find that ironic. Even wiht leafs in your hair, you were stunning.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 345 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-3-09 - Complete10. SpecialYou looked ordinary, but I guess everyone does. Everything about you was right. You and me together wouldn't have been acceptable, but I'm sure you could have made it acceptable.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 538 - Published: 10-3-09 - Complete11. NeedRushes were surprisingly good when you wanted to forget. She was scared that she was falling in love, he was scared that she might be the only who'd be able to save him. They were scared that they needed each other.Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 502 - Published: 10-3-09 - Complete12. Unhappy reviewsThe first doctor I meet here looks at me with cold eyes, and I wonder if he's happy, or he just has this job so his mother will be proud, when he'd rather travel the world, or become a magician. Everyone has crazy dreams. Are you happy?Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,173 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-3-09 - Complete13. The Day reviewsThe day my mom discovered my scars, I ran.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-14-09 - Complete14. Skin reviewsI clutched you tighter, just to convince myself that you were real.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-14-09 - Complete15. Waterfalls reviewsYour tears fall like waterfalls down your cheeks, and luckily, you're not the kind of girl to wear make-up, otherwise it would have left proof down your cheeks.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-14-09 - Complete16. Runaway reviewsShe was so fucking tired of it all. But she wouldn't kill herself, selling washing machines and having a few kids shouldn't be the only thing she had accomplished in her life. She wanted to run away.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 723 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-14-09 - Complete17. One NightOne night, and this happened. I just wanted sex. HIV/AIDS.Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Published: 9-13-09 - Complete18. Of You, Of You and Me reviewsI want you, not her. Hinted slash.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-13-09 - Complete19. Us reviewsYou kiss me, your arms curled around my neck like last night, and it's desperate like us. You love me and I can't bring myself to break you. Hinted slash.Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 520 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-13-09 - Complete20. Cherry reviewsHe pushes you against his locker and kisses you, and if not for the principals office down the hall, he would have his hand up your shirt. You always wear lipgloss with cherry taste and I wonder if he can taste it. Femmeslash.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 600 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-13-09 - Complete21. RealityI know that I don't really live in the 'real world', but I live in the world I wish to live in, the better world of the two.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 694 - Published: 8-30-09 - Complete22. Outside reviewsI keep running, and my feet hit the pavement, over and over again. It is too hot, and I am wearing too many clothes. There are too many sounds.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-30-09 - Complete23. Queen reviewsCody's lips are on my neck and you are staring. You're lucky none of your jock friends has discovered you yet. I keep my eyes on you, and you blush. You look fabolous in those jeans. Slash.Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 560 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 8-30-09 - Complete24. Poker Face reviewsWould someone just please turn that damn song off?Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,117 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-30-09 - Complete25. Kiss Me reviewsKiss me, fuck me' I whisper, and his eyes widden. I'm kinda disappointed as I ignore his 'slut' and he walks away.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 683 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-29-09 - Complete26. Jump reviewsCome on, jump' Natalie yelled. I looked down, and saw the waves crashing against the cliffs. How did they expect me to survive that? They had said that if I did this, I would be one of them. I was scared.Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,728 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-29-09 - Complete27. Beautiful Boy reviewsI wouldn't stand being without you, you know that'. He giggled, and pushed me away, playfully. 'You're so sappy'. Slash.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 626 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-29-09 - Complete28. Cold Whore reviewsIt's freezing, and it's not good for business if I have goosebumps and blue lips. The man looks normal, like any other customer.Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 504 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-29-09 - Complete29. Drugs reviewsI needed it, I craved it. I knew there had been a time where I didn't need it, but that time was long gone. I didn't remember how to live without it.Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 447 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-29-09 - Complete30. Aidan, Ethan, Steven, Frank and Joseph reviewsSometimes, my brother is angry. I call him Frank. Sometimes, my brother is perfect. I call him Ethan. Sometimes, my brother is impulsive. I call him Steven. Sometimes, my brother is depressed. I call him Aidan. I'm not sure who Joseph is.Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 591 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-29-09 - Complete31. Black and White reviewsSome laughed at me, behind my back, some didn't even bother to hide it. So, I dressed in white instead.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-29-09 - Complete32. Couples reviewsThere are couples everywhere.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-29-09 - Complete33. Invincible reviewsI pretended to be an asshole; I spread a rumor that I had kicked a guy's ass on my last school, so people wouldn't bother me.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-29-09 - Complete34. First Kiss reviewsShe imagined his hands all over her; on her waist, her cheek, on her back, everywhere, because she couldn't feel them. She wanted something to tell someone when they asked about her first kiss.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 558 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-29-09 - Complete35. Airplanes reviewsI always quite liked watching airplanes and imagining where the people inside were going.Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-29-09 - Complete36. Incapable reviewsI'm incapable of getting turned on, obviously. Asexuality.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-29-09 - Complete37. Flattering reviewsShe knew that all the looks she got was just because she had straightened her hair, dyed it blonde and wore clothes that didn't leave much to the imagination.Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-29-09 - Complete38. Clear reviewsI found you on the bathroom floor. Your dress was riding up, and it showed your white underwear. I pulled it down for you.Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 498 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-29-09 - Complete39. Black reviewsShe always dressed in black, and he found it kinda hot. He asked her out, and she said no. He went home and laid out all of his black clothes. He found he looked bad in black, but wore it to school the next day anyway.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 481 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-29-09 - Complete40. Systematic reviewsSystematic, planned, reseached, they will say. Systematic, researched, planned suicide.Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-11-09 - Complete41. OnceOnce so happy. Once, everything was the colours of the rainbow. Now everything is shades of grey.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Published: 7-11-09 - Complete42. OkayYou tell me that I'll be okay. Just a few years, some practice. But I don't want to be okay.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Published: 7-11-09 - Complete43. Oblivion reviewsClose your eyes, and allow yourself to fall into unconsciousness oblivion.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-11-09 - Complete44. Just Like YesterdayIt feels like yesterday, or the day before. Or last week.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Published: 7-11-09 - Complete45. I Need You So Much CloserI need you so much more underneath my skin.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Published: 7-11-09 - Complete46. How To LiveThe same fake smiles, the same walls and masks.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Published: 7-11-09 - Complete47. His Smile reviewsBeautiful, beautiful, his lips on my skin. Sexual themes.Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-11-09 - Complete48. Get Out Of My HeadTurn your eyes away, no one is getting underneath my skin unless I allow them to.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Published: 7-11-09 - Complete49. DrowningI am alone in this darkness. I can not yell loud enough for anyone to hear.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Published: 7-11-09 - Complete50. Chosen DarknessThe curtains are drawn, allowing no light entrance.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Published: 7-11-09 - Complete51. When Life Met DeathLife met Death, one day on the street. Death could see Life, but Life couldn't see Death. Life knew that Death was there.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Published: 7-11-09 - Complete52. Who You've Become reviewsI saw you, from away. You looked happy.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-11-09 - Complete53. The Smell Of LemonsAn audience. Three syringes. One trapped man. Too late to regret or re-do. Death penalty.Poetry: Politics - Rated: M - English - Angst/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Published: 7-11-09 - Complete54. The Ghost Of MeThis girl, this ghost that follows me around. Is there every time I look in the mirror. She looks at me, confused.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Published: 7-11-09 - Complete55. SmileYou've always told me to smile. 'Look happy' you said.Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Published: 7-11-09 - Complete56. ProtectedSo safe I am, here against your chest.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Published: 7-11-09 - Complete57. Old Lovers reviewsMy grandparents.Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-11-09 - Complete58. NeverendingI don't remember how to breathe. This is never-ending.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Published: 7-11-09 - Complete59. Moment reviewsThe afternoon sun lingers on my body. It's one of those moments you wish could last forever.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-11-09 - Complete60. It Seems reviewsIt seems like years ago I thought of you as my friend.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-11-09 - Complete61. I Miss YouI miss your smile, your laughter. I miss the two of us.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Published: 7-11-09 - Complete62. I Die A Little Every TimeYou reach out your hand, needing help, I die a little.Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Published: 7-11-09 - Complete63. The Usual WordsI wish I could tell you everything, let it all out.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Published: 7-10-09 - Complete64. The Shadows and the DarknessI am not afraid of the shadows. Neither the darkness.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19 - Published: 7-10-09 - Complete65. The Irony Of DestinyWhen you're little, you want to grow up..Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Published: 7-10-09 - Complete66. SecondsI know that it will only be a second..and then he'll be gone.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Published: 7-10-09 - Complete67. Portrait Of My GrandmotherEyes, grown tired and experienced over the years. Hands, grown needing.Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Published: 7-10-09 - Complete68. Please Don't Make Me Cry Tonight reviewsYour eyes saw too much. You asked too much. I made a silent prayer; 'Please don't make me cry tonight'.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-10-09 - Complete69. My WorldThis is where my world begins, and this is where is ends. A world of shattered dreams and laughter.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Published: 7-10-09 - Complete70. Mud On My ShoesWind against my face. Faster, harder, better, longer. Dizziness. Panting. Run.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Published: 7-10-09 - Complete71. Just reviewsJust be there. Just hold me when I'm scared.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-10-09 - Complete72. I'm Sorry reviewsI'm sorry for all the pain I have caused you. I'm sorry for the tears that has ran down your cheeks. I'm sorry that you had to see me like this.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-10-09 - Complete73. Fade To BlackYou were my light, now everything has faded to black.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Published: 7-10-09 - Complete74. Watching Her Fall Apart reviewsWatching her die. I can't stand going there, seeing her like this. My grandmother tell me that 'she needs you', but it's not right. I need her. She was supposed to take care of me, not the other way around.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 659 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-7-09 - Complete75. Imaginary Friend reviewsHe showed up just after dad's funeral. He won't tell me whether he's a ghost, a hallucination or anything third. He just tells me that he's my imaginary friend. But you don't want your friends to go away.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 440 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-7-09 - Complete76. Calories reviewsI was standing in front of the mirror, naked. There was fat in between my fingers. My mom didn't even look at me when I thanked no to the gravy, or cut the fat off the meat. Anorexia.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 850 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-7-09 - Complete77. I See You reviewsI see the long sleeved shirts you like to wear,also in the summer, and I wonder how you can stand the heat. I see how the knife in your drawer looks like the one that's missing from the kitchen. I hear how you cry, when you're supposed to sleep.Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 514 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-7-09 - Complete78. Rainy Days reviewsIt's raining. The rain is making pretty patterns on the windows in the bus. It is one of those days where you wear your thickest wool socks. It's a hot chocolate day. And it was supposed to be summer.Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 393 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-7-09 - Complete79. DerekHe is always there, inside my head. Whispering rude comments in my ear, or maybe, rather, in my head. I call him 'Derek'. It annoys him. Rated M for Derek, swearing and rude comments.Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 619 - Published: 7-7-09 - Complete80. CurvesI like curves, not hard planes. Homosexuality. Minor sexual content.Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Published: 7-7-09 - Complete81. The QueenIt was Katharine, walking through the school gates like she owned the place. Her long hair was waving in the wind behind her, and I couldn't help but notice just how good she looked.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Published: 7-7-09 - Complete82. What Once WasI bring the bottle to my lips, trying to forget what once was. Mentions of alcohol.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Published: 6-27-09 - Complete83. You Have To FeelYou have to feel happy, to feel sad...Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Published: 6-27-09 - Complete84. If You Were Still HereWhat could have been, if you were still here?Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Published: 6-27-09 - Complete85. ImperfectI tried to be perfect, but it's not even worth it.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Published: 6-27-09 - Complete86. Ugly reviewsI am ugly. I look at myself in the mirror and feel disgusted.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-27-09 - Complete87. Trees reviewsNewly cut trees, wounded trees.Poetry: Nature - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-27-09 - Complete88. The MonsterThe fearPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Published: 6-27-09 - Complete89. PretendI'd rather be alonePoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Published: 6-27-09 - Complete90. LonersLoners are not people who choose to be alonePoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 20 - Published: 6-27-09 - Complete91. Forget About ItIt doesn't hurt as much.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11 - Published: 6-27-09 - Complete92. A Twisted Kind of Fairy TaleMy mom used to read me a fairy tale every night before I went to sleep. My mom was too absorbed in her fairy tales. She didn't notice how my father crept into my room at night. Drugs.Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 749 - Published: 5-29-09 - Complete93. AftermathIt had been months since he came home from there. But he could still see it, hear it, every time he closed his eyes. Please read the warning.Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 535 - Published: 5-29-09 - Complete94. Understand reviewsI knew no one could ever understand. No one was me, no one was inside my head. No one had the same background story. Angst.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-29-09 - Complete95. Labels reviewsPeople always tell you not to think about what other think about you. But how can you not? If you don't want to be labeled as a freak and disgusting, you don't run around naked.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 317 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-29-09 - Complete96. LostI know that when you go I will be alone. I already am. But the worst part is that I know that you will be happy. You will be happy, I will be broken. You will be normal, I will be a freak.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 445 - Published: 5-29-09 - Complete97. My sisterI always knew that I could never be as good as my sister. My sister was perfect. Rated M.Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 605 - Published: 5-29-09 - Complete98. No Son Of Mine reviewsI knew I had to tell them at some point. It wouldn't be fair to myself if I had to hide who I was. Homosexuality. Angst. Coming out.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 766 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-29-09 - Complete99. CowardI am a coward. I run away. Angst.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 336 - Published: 5-29-09 - Complete100. A promiseYou know I won't be happy in a long time after you...go". "I know, Nelli, just promise me that won't be unhappy forever". I hard a hard time promising him this, but I took his hand anyway. "I promise".Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 914 - Published: 5-29-09 - Complete101. CharlieIt should just have been a robbery. Now, I wished I could become Charles again. Become innocent again. Crimes.Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 805 - Published: 5-29-09 - Complete102. InvisibleI have always been invisible to them. I get in trouble. My parents yell at me when they discover it, then go back to work. They don't even bother to show up to yell anymore. They just call. M for a reason.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 517 - Published: 5-29-09 - Complete103. ArmyMy brother had a set of toy soldiers. He offered me to join him, but I couldn't stand them. At age ten, I had already realised that the thing that kept my father from coming home were these things. His boys.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 653 - Published: 5-29-09 - Complete104. CigarettesI pulled a box of cigarettes out of my pocket, and took a glance at the park. It was filled with perfect pictures of happiness. Happy families. My family had never been like that. Smoking.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 586 - Published: 5-29-09 - Complete105. Being a teenager suck reviewsWhat? It does. We are supposed to find out what we want to be and who we want to be. No wonder we're so screwed. Rated M for mentions of sex, drugs, smoking and alcohol.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 899 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-18-09 - Complete106. DyingI am afriad of dying. I will honestly admit that. Twisted.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Published: 5-8-09 - Complete107. LiesI know I shouldn't lie. I have known that ever since I was very little. But what if you do it to protect yourself?Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Published: 5-8-09 - Complete108. LonelinessI want to find someone who understands. I want to find someone who doesn't look at me with pity in their eyes when I tell them my story, how I feel, how I've felt. I want to find someone who will nod their head in understanding.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Published: 5-8-09 - Complete109. SafeIt is safe, feeling like this. These emotions are safe. Or at least it feels that way. Dark and angsty.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 373 - Published: 5-8-09 - Complete110. Toy reviewsAm I just a toy to you? A replacement? Nothing? Friendship. Pretty angry. Swearing.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-8-09 - Complete111. So very wrongThis is wrong. Just plain wrong. I was supposed to find a nice girl. Homosexuality. Some swearing.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 309 - Published: 5-8-09 - Complete112. Emmy reviewsI hid the knife inside my closet, between my old summer clothes, where no one would find it. Graphic cutting.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-8-09 - Complete113. ForeverI thought it was going to be me and you forever, but I guess not. Friendship.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 757 - Published: 5-8-09 - Complete114. You reviewsYou said I didn't know how much it hurt you to see me like this.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-27-09 - Complete115. Tries to reach youI try to reach you, you run fasterPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Published: 4-27-09 - Complete116. Wake mePlease wake me up. Inspired by 'Bring me to life' by Evanescence.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Published: 4-27-09 - Complete117. Two worldsTwo worlds, yet onePoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Published: 4-27-09 - Complete118. SnowPure, white, snowPoetry: Nature - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Published: 4-27-09 - Complete119. Only oneYou're the only one I got, but you run awayPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Published: 4-27-09 - Complete120. Imagine Social Phobia reviewsImagine being afraidPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-27-09 - Complete121. FrozenThe world is moving on whitout mePoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Published: 4-27-09 - Complete122. Forbidden reviewsIt's late. No one will know.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-27-09 - Complete123. DownI can't feel anything but this dull feeling of being downPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Published: 4-27-09 - Complete124. ColdCold, cold, painPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Published: 4-27-09 - Complete125. No one will know reviewsNo one will know that she criesPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-27-09 - Complete126. Thin reviewsI just want to be thin. I just want to be accepted.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-27-09 - Complete127. StrandedI'm stranded here. I can't get out.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Published: 4-27-09 - Complete128. LiveLive your life while you canPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Published: 4-27-09 - Complete129. Eating my soulThis fear is eating my soul from the insidePoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Published: 4-3-09 - Complete130. HuntedHe got a hunted look in his eyesPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Published: 4-3-09 - Complete131. Life as a playYour life has turned to a play where you got the lead rolePoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Published: 4-3-09 - Complete132. Like thisI feel like this.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Published: 4-3-09 - Complete133. Pain on the insideSort of a philosophy thingPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11 - Published: 4-3-09 - Complete134. Try to understand reviewsTry to understand how I feel. Inspired by Faint by Linkin ParkPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-3-09 - Complete135. Why?Why me?Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Published: 4-3-09 - Complete136. WorryTo worry about someone shows that you love them.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Published: 4-3-09 - Complete137. StrongWhen I was a kid, I thought the best thing you could say about someone was that they were strongPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Published: 4-3-09 - Complete138. The black hole of misery reviewsWill you catch me when I fall? Down into the black hole of miseryPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-27-09 - Complete139. Speak reviewsYou can not speak of it. Inspired by Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-27-09 - Complete140. Please?Will someone save me? Please?Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Published: 3-27-09 - Complete141. On the insideThe outside and the inside is two very different things.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Published: 3-27-09 - Complete142. Numb reviewsI can't feelPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-27-09 - Complete143. If only reviewsIf only you would help mePoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-27-09 - Complete144. Choices reviewsWhat should you choose when you have the choice between pain and fear?Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-27-09 - Complete145. You don't have toYou don't have to smile just because you're happy.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Published: 3-21-09 - Complete146. Wounds reviewsWhen you get them, they hurt...Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-21-09 - Complete147. TomorrowHow's tomorrow gonna be?Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Published: 3-21-09148. SleepingIn sleep, she looks so peaceful.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Published: 3-21-09 - Complete149. Nightmares?In the night, alone.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Published: 3-21-09 - Complete150. Masks reviewsEverybody wears a mask to protect themself.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-21-09 - Complete151. Life is painLife is nothing more than painPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Published: 3-21-09 - Complete152. It's easier to runIt's so much easier to run. It's so much easier to hide.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Published: 3-21-09 - Complete153. I was numbI was numb, as I held you in my arms. I was numb, until someone came and pulled me awayPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Published: 3-21-09 - Complete154. Deep downDeep down, we're all alikePoetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Published: 3-21-09 - Complete155. Childhood memories reviewsSometimes you need to go back.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-21-09 - Complete156. Routines reviewsMy life has turned into bare routines. So empty. So hollow.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 473 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-21-09 - Complete157. Tear reviewsCongratulations, you broke my heart.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 701 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-18-09 - Complete158. Won't somebody? reviewsWon't somebody save me?Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-11-09 - Complete159. Trapped reviewsI'm trapped here. When will I get out?Poetry: Politics - Rated: T - English - Angst/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-11-09 - Complete160. My safetyWhat would happen if you, my safety, is gone?Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Published: 3-11-09 - Complete161. MirrorEvery time I look in the mirror, I see this girl. Is that really me?Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Published: 3-11-09 - Complete162. DifferentSometimes you get the feeling of being way too different than the others.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Published: 3-9-09 - Complete163. The Girl » reviewsTwo poems about a girl. Contains suicide.Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-8-09164. Sleeping alone in a double side bed reviewsYou left me. I'm alone.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 21 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-8-09 - Complete165. O:12Friendship.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Published: 3-8-09 - Complete166. MemoriesThe memories will never disappear.Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Published: 3-8-09 - Complete167. InnocenceAs a kid, life is much prettier.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Published: 3-8-09 - Complete168. I hate thisI hate this fear, this pain.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Published: 3-8-09 - Complete169. Wrong reviewsI've always been wrong. In some way. I tried to pretend to be right, but apparently I wasn't a good actress. Sort of a story of my life.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 643 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-8-09 - Complete170. Hope, faith and love reviewsShort poem about some of the most important things in life.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-8-09 - Complete171. In the Darkness reviewsIn the darkness you are alone. Poem.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-8-09 - Complete
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