Indefinite
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since: 03-15-09, id: 658539, Profile Updated: 07-17-11
country: USA
Author has written 54 stories for Life, Love, Young Adult, Friendship, and Humor.

eighteen. brown hair, black eyes.


1. laughlaughsneer reviews
so i couldn't handle. handle, it. and so i didn't, couldn't even try. so i sat in my room. so i criedcriedcried. but i still do love you.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-1-10 - Complete
2. thank you reviews
i really don't know how i'd manage without you.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-1-10 - Complete
3. get away now
please. please don't make this harder for me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Published: 1-1-10 - Complete
4. c a n y o u s e e
please do. i want to hear what you ..have to say? that's not right. -i want to feel what you see, love- that is all.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Published: 1-1-10 - Complete
5. i want you reviews
i need to stop this. i n e e d to stop this. i am not trying hard enough. you just- you just fool me. you fool me into thinking we have all the time in the world, and then i'm breaking our hearts. and i know it. and i just want to be with you. you. you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 549 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-1-10 - Complete
6. Him Alone reviews
and she whispers in his ear. and she presses her lips to his forhead. she knows he is really sleeping, but maybe she can give him sweet dreams. and she is too tough, too beautiful. he loves her.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-1-10 - Complete
7. Heart reviews
fluffy, fluffy, thats how it came out. just like my little stuffed animal piglet when i thought i had lost it in the hotel sheets in san diego. and just like then, i'm so happy it went through.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-1-10 - Complete
8. maybe i'll be beautiful
la la lala, i am here, and there, and happy and sad, energetic. but you see me. you saw me. you captured it. and it's nice to see how i could be.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Published: 1-1-10 - Complete
9. stars
what if it really never did happen? what if you really weren't there? but i don't believe that. and belief is everything right? /even believing in you? believing in me?/
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Published: 11-20-09 - Complete
10. She Gave Up
..."This made things harder. But she had begun realizing, or maybe she had known from the beginning, that there was no such existence as a simple thing in this world. There was always a complication."... for a writing contest about the summer.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 939 - Published: 11-5-09 - Complete
11. of course reviews
really tempted to name this life. truthful. but typical, is that a good/bad thing. i wouldn't be sure. and, the thing is more than hating being unsure, i'm finding i hate to be promised and believing in such promises and then to fall.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-25-09 - Complete
12. visa reviews
it could be a credit card; it could be your life /these are not connected/ .it shouldn't be like this. it's a unassuming, four-letter word.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-24-09 - Complete
13. the one reviews
see, it's not that i love you. i would never give myself the chance, seeing how hot-commodity you are. for a reason too, your smile, your laugh, the way you talk. and listen. see, this is where i get in trouble. but i've made a decision. \for the moment/
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-15-09
14. to see, to realize reviews
i suppose it's different now, knowing? now what i do. but i still wish for it, and yes your eyes do grant me every once in a while, but now i'm still, desperately, at times, trying to figure out how to keep them. but i'm probably never to find out anyway.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-11-09 - Complete
15. bittersweet reviews
yes, yes, i know, that word may be repeated too many times here, but.. it's perfect. i know too much of a good thing, isn't, and this is perfect unlike so many things of the us we were but, listening to the song, i see that that was our beauty.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-29-09 - Complete
16. I Married The Friend reviews
if you think i regret it. at all. you would be dead wrong. because i don't. maybe you fantasizers wouldn't understand, wouldn't get me, even though i used to be the same way. i haven't given up anything. just found what i need.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-18-09 - Complete
17. i'll be there reviews
is what you said to me. and it still gives me shivers to this day. it was just, maybe how you said it? or, no, the fact that it was you, saying it to me. saying those 3 words that had never been uttered in my direction, made me feel,. wanted to be found..
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-11-09 - Complete
18. blush reviews
i am.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 20 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-8-09 - Complete
19. you don't care? reviews
i know that's not true. i know that's not true. i have proof. ...i just never thought to document it, never thought that there'd be a chance that i'd never see it again. but that's not.. it just can't happen. you, are amazing. i believe you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-4-09 - Complete
20. It Was a Meaning reviews
would you even remember me, if you saw me? would i? referring to myself of course. there would be no way of mistaking you. the thing is... you might still mean something to me. you were, as always, a beautiful thing.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 341 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-22-09 - Complete
21. You Were Meant For Me reviews
is just a title of a beautiful song. who knows whether there's any truth whatsoever in the sentiment. maybe i could hope that, that was the reason i was still here. still here in your dead, hopeless arms. still there...hoping for.. meaning. i guess
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-22-09
22. That reviews
it's been a while. in many ways. but i'm still here, trying, trying. it's about pain. it's about strength. it's... about numb. i remember it from so many places, so many times, and the feeling of... want.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-22-09
23. Forever, hopeless reviews
it's weird how i really do sometimes. sometimes it'll just strike me down, and i'll begin to see everything i'll never do. and this... ache. claws up from my chest, and i don't understand it. why now? when i'm so confused about everything already.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 297 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-22-09 - Complete
24. so gone reviews
it wanted it, so bad. i believe i even thought, "come on, now, please... don't.. you just, can't let me down... i need you. " you did. you did come back later though, in better spirits. too bad i couldn't feel anymore.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-17-09 - Complete
25. i am destruction reviews
you'd think i'd be cold. black steel. that i just wouldn't care about the pain i cause. you would be wrong. what if i can't control.. -anything. do you still hate me?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-17-09 - Complete
26. Do I? reviews
it's back. maybe just for tonight? maybe it's already going away? either way i sank. even if it was for a couple of moments, -it's back. i hate you for it.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-7-09 - Complete
27. Liars reviews
i hate liars
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-16-09 - Complete
28. Poems of the Past » reviews
A collection of poems about how I may, or may not feel anymore, but like too much to not post.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-2-09 - Published: 4-9-09
29. ACHOOEY, ACHOOEY reviews
a funny little piece on sneezing and it's causalities i wrote a while back...
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-1-09 - Complete
30. With reviews
with what you think
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-1-09 - Complete
31. That Cold Stone reviews
has she been broken?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-1-09 - Complete
32. I'm Too Emotional reviews
really, i am. maybe i shouldn't take things so.. seriously?.. no, that is not the word. to heart. yes. that is it. if i didn't, there would be less hurt. maybe. maybe not. i've always been this way, so i wouldn't know.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-1-09
33. Dinner's Ready reviews
It's amazing how pain can repeat itself, so unrelentingly.. It's amazing how I wrote this a year ago, and I still can feel the exact same way sometimes...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-1-09 - Complete
34. They Actually feel reviews
surprise. shock. disbelief. and maybe a little hope. Those were my feeling when I found out the depth of their feelings. It was different than anything I'd ever known, but maybe there was a reason for that...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-24-09 - Complete
35. I'll Miss Her reviews
I just don't know. I'm scared really. Who knew tomorrow could be so.. uncertain. I always liked the prospect of a new day, but now... now I'm dreading it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 467 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-23-09 - Complete
36. Candy Bar reviews
Now I can't even eat it! Why must Life be so cruel? I was looking forward to it, but of course not, Life just had to throw THAT at me!
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-22-09 - Complete
37. thought didn't know reviews
was it? i guess i'll never know now.. i wish i had been a little more brave; you were, after all just a stranger, me, just a girl over a guy she thought she used to, but didn't really, love...but.. was it? could he be?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 379 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-21-09 - Complete
38. If You Knew reviews
Is it so hard to understand? I just want life. I just want to live. while i can.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-20-09 - Complete
39. Wine reviews
-"I knock the bottle of wine of the counter./It falls./crashes./Fragmenting all across the floor."...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-18-09 - Complete
40. Sjednocení reviews
*the documentation of wandering thoughts in History.. a pointless read
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-17-09
41. i did i fell reviews
...What comes from combining a window, and an attempt to use all forms of the 'f-bomb' possible...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-17-09 - Complete
42. Innocent Blue Eyes reviews
She loves him. She knew she would from the second she saw the pink little plus." *oneshot*
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 373 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-11-09 - Complete
43. I Don't Hate You reviews
..."i know i'm childish/for wanting to throw up every time i hear your name"...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-9-09 - Complete
44. Miles Back To reviews
the smallest things..
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-9-09 - Complete
45. That's Just Me reviews
really. honestly. not going to find a worthy descpriton in this pathectically puny description box!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-9-09 - Complete
46. Grilled Chicken Sandwiches reviews
...'it hurts too much./or maybe it doesn't/i wouldn't know'...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-9-09 - Complete
47. The Most Cliched Question of All reviews
...I shouldn't, , , , , I do..."
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-7-09 - Complete
48. Marriage Sucks reviews
really. "..an air plane flight/so full of turbulence..." "...why is it that/love/is only Official,/When it has a Name and a Certificate?..."
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-7-09
49. Will I Ever reviews
Just another ponderage.. this time about love..."Something so life-altering/And different/ And…. Scary /Must be a bad thing"...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-5-09 - Complete
50. In the breath of a Another Moment reviews
..."Never answered. Always forgotten."... About Everything. About Me. About Life. About Confused. About Nothing. What this poem is about, I have honestly no idea.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-4-09 - Complete
51. The Solution reviews
It's all you can do.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-28-09 - Complete
52. Some Girls reviews
The one thing we all have in common...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-28-09 - Complete
53. I Hear Her reviews
..."I'm no angel. But at least I'm honest with myself"...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-18-09 - Complete
54. Is it wrong? reviews
..."Is it wrong to feel nothing when my mother cries?"..
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-18-09 - Complete