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Author has written 128 stories for General, Horror, Haiku, General, Humor, Young Adult, Life, Love, Essay, Friendship, Song, Supernatural, Mythology, War, Humor, Romance, Family, Fantasy, Politics, Fable, Work, Nature, and Religion. Hi. I'm Premeditated Chaos, or PMC. PMC is fine, the whole thing's a mouthful anyway. There's a story to the name, but I'm afraid I don't remember it. My short stories are an eclectic mix, from graphic horror to tragic romance. Honestly, what I write depends on my mood. People with weak stomachs should really avoid anything of mine rated R (or M, or whatever it is now), the ratings are there for good reason. My poetry is often about lost love, simply because it's easy to write about. I do my best to provide a variety and avoid the cliche. My haiku sets are uploaded five at a time forsimple convenience, and are rarely related. Above all, I strive to avoid the cliche of typical teenage writers. Angst is bad for you. Emo is emotional poison. And for Fate's sake, poetry is not your inner monologue. Have some sense of art. (If I can eliminate the line breaks and condense it into a journal entry, it ISN'T poetry!) I'm not a cutter. I'm not a serial killer. I don't believe in god, but I believe in anger. I don't live out my stories, my stories live through me. Yes, I'm in every story I write, but not necessarily where you might think. Yes, I put people I know into my stories. If you are one of those people and you don't like it...I don't care. My poetry is often based on people too, and if you're clever and you know me well, you can usually work out who. (Here's a hint - it's usually in the title, and I'm fascinated with word games and puns.) My favorite poetic form is the sestina, and angeline verse, which I invented. (Prime examples of angeline being These City Lights Burn; Janine, the Doomed; andFade to Black.) I don't usually read stuff on my own, but if you ask me in your review I will. Don't expect a rose garden. If your work sucks, I'm not going to pretend it's Shakespeare. I'm not going to be mean, but I did warn you. My personal favorite stories of mine are A Nocturne in the Key of Creep (That one's Ali's fault) and Of Jade and Witch Hazel (That one's Ray's fault). My favorite poetry is One Year, Two Months, and Three Somedays and 10 Beautiful Words. Read 'em. Review 'em. "What you fear is your desire." - J. Rzeznik | |||||||||
1. A Matter of Faith reviewsA sestina about losing one faith and finding another.Religion - Fiction Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 331 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-9-06 - Published: 6-9-062. Country SongI have no idea why I wrote this - I hate country music. But this is what spilled from my pen, so here it is.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-9-06 - Published: 6-9-063. In the State of DenmarkBecause I can't just let go.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-9-06 - Published: 6-9-064. Candle Dancers reviewsA comment on a generation that lives to die.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-8-06 - Published: 6-8-065. 11:40:20 SargassoThere is something incredibly creepy about the idea of the Sargasso Sea, a heaving mass of seaweed, and the possibility of becoming trapped in it, nowhere to go.Nature - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-18-06 - Published: 4-18-066. StoriesIncredibly short thought on stories.General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-18-06 - Published: 4-18-067. Smooth as Silk reviewsWould you not gently fear a creature with a silken noose in his hand, sized for your neck?Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-18-06 - Published: 4-18-068. The Golden Lovers reviewsNot my best work, remotely. But I felt it deserved to be uploaded. Please critique this. It's a poetic dialogue between two former lovers.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-27-06 - Published: 2-27-069. Desire reviewsA short story about the consequences of desire.Romance - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 405 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-27-06 - Published: 2-27-0610. Echo reviewsI wonder what it would feel like, to live, always hunting a dream.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-12-06 - Published: 2-12-0611. A Boy Named Disaster reviewsOn my love, a boy named disasterLove - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-23-06 - Published: 1-23-0612. The Kiss reviewsOn the first time we kissedLove - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-23-06 - Published: 1-23-0613. 10 Beautiful Words reviewsA sestina about the mind and nature of a killerLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 335 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-13-06 - Published: 1-13-0614. Melancholia reviewsA series of images that say melancholy to me.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-9-06 - Published: 1-9-0615. Apology, Belated reviewsIt's not really my best work, but I felt it had to be said. Spenserian sonnet, for the curious.Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-9-06 - Published: 1-9-0616. Wonderland reviewsA tragedy in one hundred words, inspired by a scene I passed in the hall one dayYoung Adult - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 12-15-05 - Published: 12-15-0517. Cutterbunny, Part II reviewsI dreamed of scars: my love, he lives them.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-10-05 - Published: 12-10-0518. Camaro, Circa 1969 reviewsI have a thing for classic cars, and it was this beast that sparked that loveGeneral - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-9-05 - Published: 12-9-0519. Silent Promises: A Sestina reviewsMy first sestina. I think I did fairly well. It's about my love. (A sestina, by the by, is an obscure poetic form in which the last words of every line repeat and recombine in a set pattern)Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 333 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-9-05 - Published: 12-9-0520. It Doesn't Follow, But It DidEverything said no, and I, being contrary, said yes, and I'm glad I did.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-16-05 - Published: 11-16-0521. Cutterbunny reviewsI don't cut myself. Never have, never will. But I dreamed I did, and this is what I dreamed.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 11-16-05 - Published: 11-16-0522. Pompeii reviews[I suppose this is where this belongs...we need a Historical Poetry division] My take on PompeiiNature - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-4-05 - Published: 11-4-0523. In His Eyes reviewsI looked into my maker's eyes and turned away, unfulfilled.Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 11-4-05 - Published: 11-4-0524. These City Lights Burn reviewsAs I listened to a song by Sigur Rós, a passing muse greeted me with this.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-4-05 - Published: 11-4-0525. Immature With Childish Tendencies reviewsBecause maybe being mature isn't what everyone likes to pretend it is...and if it is, I want to be a kid foreverLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 11-4-05 - Published: 11-4-0526. My People » reviewsThese are my people: this is their truth through my eyesEssay - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 5 - Words: 797 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 10-18-05 - Published: 6-20-0527. The Real Fight is Inside reviewsBecause the real fight is always with yourself.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-18-05 - Published: 10-18-0528. Gaia's Journey to Zen Completionism reviewsAbout nature. And not about nature.Nature - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-18-05 - Published: 10-18-0529. Janine, The Doomed reviewsAnother Creep story, this time involving a different little beastie. In a poetic form I call Angeline.Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-18-05 - Published: 10-18-0530. The Bedside of the Death of LifeI ran through a woman's headlights at work one day, gave her a good shock, and thought...why wasn't she awake?Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-0531. Soul and ChainI am bound fast by soul and chain, though never would you call me discontentLove - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-0532. PurityOn the purity of a love I am priveleged to knowLove - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-12-05 - Published: 9-12-0533. Fade to Black reviewsThis is me watching two sets of parallel events unfold, two sets of friendships slowly dissolveFriendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-12-05 - Published: 9-12-0534. Suspended RhythmOn missing someone I loveLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-5-05 - Published: 9-5-0535. Nihilism Narcissism and Negativism reviewsI am the beast that screams when you take the thorn out its paw, the child who hates you for taking her to the doctor. I need help and I will not - cannot - take it. So help me god.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-15-05 - Published: 8-15-0536. The Virgin's Suicide reviewsThis isn't actually about suicide; it's about pain. The title seemed appropriate to me, however.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-5-05 - Published: 8-5-0537. Work Ethics reviewsI'm a pump monkey at the local Chevron. Everyone gets the same little speech when they pull up, and these both happened in the same day.Work - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-1-05 - Published: 8-1-0538. Paranoia Two Point Oh reviewsNifty experiment on a new style of rhyme. It's about...well, paranoia.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-27-05 - Published: 7-27-0539. The Tarnished Knight reviewsThe beast and the child rescue a knight, but at what price for his mind and their friendship?Fable - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,300 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-12-05 - Published: 7-12-0540. The SnakeThing reviewsA child teaches a beast a lesson about winning, cheating, and victory.Fable - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 552 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-5-05 - Published: 7-5-0541. Desire's Creature reviewsWhat I most desire.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-20-05 - Published: 6-20-0542. Boundless reviewsI disbelieve in razor blades, but who am I to deny his vice? No. Change does not come on request, but from within.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-1-05 - Published: 6-1-0543. Darksweet Agony reviewsA meditation on the darkly sweet wonders of desire.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-31-05 - Published: 5-31-0544. The New Messiah reviewsHis voice shook his country, his death made him a saint.Politics - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-26-05 - Published: 5-26-0545. Of Spice and Silence reviewsOn the silence that forms when two people are together and content.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-26-05 - Published: 5-26-0546. Red Hat SocietyI met this woman at the gas station where I work: a ray of purple light amidst the cold of the Vancouver rain.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-26-05 - Published: 5-26-0547. Reflections on the MirrorI looked into the mirror, and this is what I saw.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-24-05 - Published: 5-24-0548. Snapshots of You reviewsThe things I most remember, good and bad, about this boy I love.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-18-05 - Published: 5-18-0549. Avro ArrowA reflection on the Avro Arrow, a Canadian project ten years in the making, shut down due to soaring costs. But that isn't the tragedy. The planes, the factories, and every single blueprint were all destroyed due to foreign pressure. That's the tragedy.Politics - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-18-05 - Published: 5-18-0550. Lord of the DanceA reflection on the savage dance in the novel The Lord of the Flies.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-10-05 - Published: 5-10-0551. The Oldest Profession reviewsShe could have been my best friend, my sister, my worst enemy. But she's spending her life dancing on the corner to a chemical rythm. This is a real moment, I watched it happen.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-6-05 - Published: 5-6-0552. The Library That Burned Into Forever reviewsThere are a thousand closed books in this ever-burning library, few of which I am privileged to read. It is of little consequence; I am content to read the titles and wonder at their mystery.Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-4-05 - Published: 5-4-0553. On The State of Romance in Germany reviews"Ich liebe dich," he said, more beautiful than I've ever heard, and this poem fell from my pen in response.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-28-05 - Published: 4-28-0554. A Nocturne in the Key of Creep reviewsA jealous little boy sets a nightmare on his brother, only to find that it isn't his toy at all.Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,479 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-26-05 - Published: 4-26-0555. Smallish reviewsOn feeling like one shouldn't towards someone that I didn't.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-10-05 - Published: 4-10-0556. Texas Hold'em reviewsNot altogether deep or world-shattering, but I quite like it. I'm just reflecting about all the things I might have done. Not melodramatically, don't worry. Just curiously.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-8-05 - Published: 4-8-0557. The Panther reviewsThis is about a month old now, and it's finally been uploaded. It's about a boy, and about confusion. The people who know who, know who, and those that don't...my apologies.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-8-05 - Published: 4-8-0558. Osiris reviews[Part of the Masterpiece series] The artist reflects on the nature of man and the nature of art - is he not a god in his own right, creating and destroying at a whim? And yet again - what are the boundaries of art?Horror - Fiction Rated: M - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,155 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-8-05 - Published: 4-8-0559. A Work of Great Metaphor and Depth reviewsTo be honest, none of it's a metaphor. It's all true - relatively, at least. Take a peek. I've been told it's like reading a painting.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-8-05 - Published: 4-8-0560. Joey The Creep reviewsA tale told in Seuss' rhyme about a nightmare who wanted to love, not scare.Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 633 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-8-05 - Published: 4-8-0561. Roxanne reviewsA short revenge story written to a tango beat. Less about the story than the music, really.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 783 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-19-05 - Published: 3-19-0562. One Year, Two Months, Three Somedays reviewsThe subject of this poem isn't so important as the imagery, but for the curious, it's about lost love.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-19-05 - Published: 3-19-0563. Tribal Notions reviewsI've always been a wanderer, until one day I found my tribeLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 11-5-04 - Published: 11-5-0464. Paradigm Shift reviewsSort of whimsical poem about how my boyfriend makes me feel. Not sappy, just true.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-5-04 - Published: 11-5-0465. Nary A Care reviewsKnocked off in about five minutes near the end of class as I meditated on a few friendsFriendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-5-04 - Published: 11-5-0466. Infected Perception reviewsMy cry to Temptation, Deception, and Betrayal; spirits that haunt me even in my dreamsLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-5-04 - Published: 11-5-0467. Tibetian Prayer Flag reviewsWe had to make Tibetian-style prayer flags for class one day, and since I can't draw, I wrote this poem on mineLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-5-04 - Published: 11-5-0468. Eulogy reviewsAnother argument fuels another poem. My last words, if I could, to my mother.Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-5-04 - Published: 11-5-0469. Familiarity Breeds ContemptI had a strangely vivid dream last night, about a boy I swear I've never seen. But it felt like he loved me...here's my take.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-4-04 - Published: 11-4-0470. Princess reviewsThis is me being melodramatic about an argument me and my mom had; even so, I like itLife - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-28-04 - Published: 9-28-0471. Last Lost Lucky Lot reviewsFor the one with the lost eyes and the broken wingsLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-28-04 - Published: 9-28-0472. Ave Maria reviewsDedicated to someone who made me who I amHaiku - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-28-04 - Published: 9-28-0473. Sex and DiamondsOf black silk beauty and diamonds...a story in haiku.Haiku - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-28-04 - Published: 9-28-0474. I Spy reviewsA tale of fate and muses and finding love in a crowd of thousandsRomance - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,325 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-28-04 - Published: 9-28-0475. Go, he insisted reviewsFlash fiction in 100 words done at 4 am after I dreamed of this story. It's a story of facing fear.General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-28-04 - Published: 9-28-0476. Acronymical reviewsA re-polished poetic fragment...lost love, as per the usual. But I like this one. It's at least clever in its cliche.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-11-04 - Published: 9-11-0477. Fallen DreamStar 1:51 reviewsIt was very late one night when this struck me out of nowhere, hence the title. Interpret as you like; I can't settle on what it means. The best I can decide on is that its simply a song of desire.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 8-23-04 - Published: 8-23-0478. Monopoly, Risk, and the Game of Life reviewsMy parting thoughts for a pirate. We played each other, but it was a game no one could win.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-23-04 - Published: 8-23-0479. Rhinestones reviewsI thought he was a precious gem, those eyes akin to topaz. I didn't see past what I wanted him to be, from behind my jaded eyes. And now we both are rhinestones, falsely precious.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-22-04 - Published: 7-22-0480. Of Jade and Witch Hazel reviewsIt was at the carnival they met and parted, beneath the neon glow and the silver moon. And it was in a song of jade and witch hazel that they found their places.Romance - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,935 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-22-04 - Published: 7-22-0481. Tratiorous Raindrops reviews[Rated for suicide] Above all things hope, and second mercy. If hope is gone, does that make death fair mercy?Romance - Fiction Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,679 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 7-22-04 - Published: 7-22-0482. Something Terribly Serious reviewsYou have to read it. I can't really summarize without giving it away. (However: if you're one of those angsty whiny poets and you have no sense of humor, don't read it.)Humor - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-22-04 - Published: 6-22-0483. Selfishness reviewsWhat's more selfish - a quick poem that means nothing that the masses will love, or a work dear to your heart that no one but you understands?General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-15-04 - Published: 6-15-0484. Colorblind reviewsA friend of mine is colorblind, but hasn't been so all his life. I always wondered how he remembered color, but he could never explain.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-15-04 - Published: 6-15-0485. I Remember reviewsSometimes, memories come back when you least expect them. A little remembering of my ex.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-15-04 - Published: 6-15-0486. Carnival[My interpreration of a dream my friend had] Dancing on Passion's butterfly wings, high above earthbound Fear, we played at the carnivalLife - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-1-04 - Published: 6-1-0487. Dishonorable Discharge reviewsStep, step, slash; war's endless dance. Soldiers mill about and hope to die, lest they survive and be not heroesWar - Fiction Rated: T - English - Adventure/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-31-04 - Published: 5-31-0488. Music Box Ballet reviewsThe tragic story of a music box ballerina left to dance all aloneLove - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-31-04 - Published: 5-31-0489. Truth reviewsA retelling of an ancient myth about a man who searches for Truth and finds her.Mythology - Fiction Rated: K - English - Adventure/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 837 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 5-31-04 - Published: 5-31-0490. Haiku: Love, Sex, Loneliness » reviewsHaiku about love, sex, and loneliness [4 sets]Haiku - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 301 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 4-26-04 - Published: 12-10-0391. Center Stage reviewsAll the world's a stage. Are you part of the mob of extras, or are you the starring role in your own life?Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-26-04 - Published: 4-26-0492. I Was A Teenage Faerie reviewsNobody believed in me, they kept puppet strings on my wings and wouldn't let me fly. So I broke free and danced above them.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 4-20-04 - Published: 4-20-0493. Haiku: Beautiful Moments » reviews[Three sets] Haiku on beauty in life, of things that take your breath awayHaiku - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 3 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 4-18-04 - Published: 11-19-0394. The Rogue reviewsIt took only a song for my rogue to steal my heart away, and he took it with him when he left.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-10-04 - Published: 4-10-0495. Breaking The Habit reviews[In continuity with As He Turned Away. Can stand alone. Cutting references] A butterfly beating its wings in China can make hurricanes in America. The touch of a friend can cause infinite ripples in life.Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 634 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-24-04 - Published: 3-24-0496. Haiku: Seeing Red » reviewsHaiku of the conflicts inside that threaten to tear me apart [2 sets now]Haiku - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 3-1-04 - Published: 12-10-0397. And Down Will Come Baby reviewsWould a toy, overloved, take on life? Or is it fear that gives the doll its spirit?Supernatural - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Suspense/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 929 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-12-04 - Published: 2-12-0498. UndoneScars are souvenirs you never lose...some things can never be finished, they must be left undone.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-11-04 - Published: 2-11-0499. Long Dead Holidays reviewsDarkly metaphorical poem about holidays today. They're lost, the meaning of them put to death by materialism.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-1-04 - Published: 2-1-04100. Silver Wings of Wind reviewsA young boy seeks the life an old man left behind, neither aware of the other. Death calls for the man, and chalky wings protect the boy.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 741 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-29-04 - Published: 1-29-04101. As He Turned Away reviewsThere are times when you should run, and there are times when you stay. A boy learned the difference and realized he was not alone.Young Adult - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 552 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-19-04 - Published: 1-19-04102. Amateur reviewsThe amateur artist discovers his talent for a gruesome kind of sculpture [Something of a prequel to Masterpiece, but can also stand alone]Horror - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 495 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-14-04 - Published: 1-14-04103. Voodoo Doll reviewsLike a voodoo doll, the hurt I took I'd pass on to others, until I saw what I was.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-10-04 - Published: 1-10-04104. Subtlety reviews(PG for slight cutting references. Just making sure) I'm not a cutter, but there are subtler ways for me to destroy myselfLife - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-7-04 - Published: 1-7-04105. A Fine Wine Of Blood and Tears reviewsA toast to my friends, who are quite often not.Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-7-04 - Published: 1-7-04106. Who Are YouOld(ish) poem on a rather painful breakup. Hopefully not too cheesy, I tried to avoid that.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-2-04 - Published: 1-2-04107. Dark Corners reviewsLongish patterned poem on a few of the lesser aspects of myselfLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-2-04 - Published: 1-2-04108. The Depraved Truce of World War One reviewsA half-serious, half-humorous rant about the Christmas Truce of WWI . ==Removed, reasons inside==Essay - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-25-03 - Published: 12-25-03109. A ParaWhat? reviewsA short and rather ridiculous essay on paradoxes. Mainly an exercise in wordplay and punning.Essay - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 317 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 12-23-03 - Published: 12-23-03110. Masterpiece reviewsWhat, exactly, are the limits of art? Is human flesh a canvas to be explored? Could a human body ever be...a masterpiece? (Warning: Very graphic.)Horror - Fiction Rated: M - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 836 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 12-10-03 - Published: 12-10-03111. Velveteen Rabbit reviewsShort one in metaphor about a friend who reminds me of a broken plush toyLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-25-03 - Published: 11-25-03112. Ripped At The Seams reviewsLife is a dream, a song, a flight. So be, scream, fly.General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-24-03 - Published: 11-24-03113. Haiku: Pain, Injustice, and War reviewsHaiku on the darker parts of the human conditionHaiku - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-19-03 - Published: 11-19-03114. Frozen In Time reviews"There are moments you want to freeze in time and hold forever." "I don't like blood, like life, it's messy." "Oh, that I could have your peace."Horror - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 684 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-9-03 - Published: 11-9-03115. Knowing, Wanting, Feeling reviewsKnowing and wanting can't stop feeling...the heart rules itself.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-9-03 - Published: 11-9-03116. Essentials reviewsWhat are you, when you strip away the outside layers? Are you a story, a picture? I am a song.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-9-03 - Published: 11-9-03117. Detach reviewsLife hurts when you try not to care, but you have to anyway.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-18-03 - Published: 10-18-03118. A Paradox Or Two reviewsWritten of a friend who I wanted to be like, some months ago.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 10-17-03 - Published: 10-17-03119. Tenderly Afflicted reviewsA fiery heart diluted by a rainy life...a soul as empty as a drained bottle...a numbness that cuts too deep: the end of a tender affliction.Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 516 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 10-17-03 - Published: 10-17-03120. Shattered Reflections reviews"You are my reflection, now shattered, and you must not be allowed to feel my mistakes."Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 521 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-16-03 - Published: 10-16-03121. BlingBling reviewsHip-hop style parody of Swing, Swing by the All-American RejectsHumor - Fiction Rated: K - English - Parody/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-6-03 - Published: 7-6-03122. World Without End, AmenWhat would you do if you found out your home, your city, was the proposed strike point for a bomb? Would you panic and run? Or would you stay and die?General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 448 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-4-03 - Published: 4-4-03123. My Best Friend reviewsA short haiku written for English class, please R&RHaiku - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 3-14-03 - Published: 3-14-03124. Slice reviewsA girl confused by her own actions is losing her mind...why? The doubt is killing her...(Tad bit graphic.)Horror - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 812 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 10-7-02 - Published: 10-7-02125. Freaks Accident reviewsRunning is all he knows...from life, from hate, from everything...Horror - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 727 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 9-30-02 - Published: 9-30-02126. Silver Moon and Charcoal Sky reviewsA delicate painting by an unknown master, some hidden god...but is the painting complete?Horror - Fiction Rated: T - English - Suspense/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 342 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-5-02 - Published: 5-5-02127. My December reviewsThis is not horror in the traditional sense of blood and gore, rather it is a story of insanity on a cold December nightHorror - Fiction Rated: T - English - Suspense/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,405 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-5-02 - Published: 5-5-02128. Dragons Strike and Angels Touch reviewsA poem I thought of. R&R please...I got the title from a story I read, so it ISN'T mine, but the poem is.General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 11-10-01 - Published: 11-10-01