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| BlackRosesFreedom |
Author has written 33 stories for Fantasy, Song, General, Friendship, Religion, Love, Life, Essay, and Young Adult. Hello! Welcome to my profile. My name is Kendal, I am 19 and I'm a writer and a poet, an artist, a musician, and a dancer. Writing is an important part of my expression. I used to write stories but the story I was working on for over a year is now lost on a flashdrive that went missing almost 2 years ago. Since then I've been writing a lot more poetry and creative fictional stories. Please read some of my poetry and review because I would really like to publish a poetry book sometime in the near future. For people who actually look at my profile (which is most likely no one), I am having a really rough time right now. My parents got divorced this past summer 2012 and I went through a really emotional and somewhat abusive relationship with someone that I thought was my friend and turned out to be a real psychopathic jerk. I have been trying so hard to get past everything that has appeared in my life but it has been really hard. A lot of my poetry reflects how I have been feeling and trying to deal and it has also been trying to mask everything and put it into a small little box. I love who I am... I just dont make the best decisions. I am hoping that this year I can make better decisions regarding guys and also try to be a better person all around. I am not someone that is outgoing and friendly, but I care and I am incredibly empathetic to my friends and even people that I dont know. I blend in with the world because being the center of attention makes me nervous. I like to be anonymous but I try to be different. One of these days, people will like that about me and respect it rather than hate it and try to change it. I am a person. I do not need to change for someone because if I change, I will miss the person who will love me for me. Stay strong out there to all those who are anonymous and one day we will stand out. Reviews help me a lot to know that there are people out there that read and have opinions about my writing. I really want to publish my poetry sometime but I would like criticism to know if that would be a good idea. I love everyone who posts on my stories and poems and lets me know that they care about what I have just written. If you have a personal connection, TELL ME. My poetry focuses on trying to elicit emotions from readers that they can relate to. I am also here if you need to talk about something that has happened to you or that you would wish to share. I care about everyone, just like everyone should. Quick note, for most of my poems that I've published recently: the summary is an excerpt from the poem and doesn't necessarily summarize the poem :) Read and Review and I'll try to return the favor. "Love is love, it don't mean a thing. I am spread so thin- I need something to believe in" "One day you'll get sick of saying everything's alright" "I get by in a world with no conscious by shutting it out and being anonymous" | |||||||
1. Eve reviewsTHIS STORY CONTAINS SOME GRAPHIC CONTENT ABOUT SELF-MUTILATION AND SUICIDE. READ AT YOUR OWN WILL. **Contains no characters related to persons living or dead, fictional story for the enjoyment of the readers, RATED M for mature audiences. DO NOT REVIEW WITH NEGATIVITY.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,349 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-5-13 - Complete2. Goodbye reviewsErase all the words and burn all the pictures, your name is written in my heart on the walls that I will paint white. Please read and review 3Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-6-13 - Complete3. Emerald » reviewsVengeful Spirits, powerful vampires, and self-destructive humans. *Not a twilight story line* This concept isn't new. I am taking inspiration from my other story Blood Lust and reworking it into a different plot line. I would really appreciate any reviews or ideas. Thank you :)Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,015 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-23-12 - Published: 12-12-124. Essence reviewsIf essence is greater than existence then why is there a you and a me instead of an us and a we?Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-23-12 - Published: 10-10-12 - Complete5. Teddy BearsShe grasps her teddy bear and holds it close to her chest. It's soft fur comforts her soft skin.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Published: 12-16-12 - Complete6. Sleepless reviewsShe had so much to decide in a time period that seemed impossible. Three choices, an ultimatum, which would affect the fabric of the relationship she had with the person she cared about the most.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,485 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-12-12 - Complete7. Broken CarouselI look in the mirror and lie to myself that the person staring back is me. This is not my body and it is not where I belong.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 576 - Published: 12-5-12 - Complete8. The Sand Girl reviewsFalling, because her life is gone into the sand that holds her.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-25-12 - Complete9. Three Days reviewsClosure passes and light rises. Three days gone and happiness is there again.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 416 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-24-12 - Complete10. The Sea reviewsMy eyes, they wander, looking for familiar faces in the crowded sea.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-17-12 - Complete11. Heart PiecesAnd suddenly, the magic is gone and all that's left is the reality.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Published: 11-4-12 - Complete12. The Degradation of Platos Regimes Depicted in Handlbars by The FlobotsEssay exploring the comparison between Plato's regimes explored in Book VIII of The Republic and Charles Taylor's Ethics of Authenticity to the song Handlebars by The Flobots.Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,138 - Published: 11-2-12 - Complete13. Beautiful Lie reviewsFabricated stories so true yet so false from the lies.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-11-12 - Complete14. Lost Things reviewsDrink that poisoned cup of lies like every other lost soul. You are beautiful but I can't see you anymore.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-7-12 - Complete15. Strange World reviewsPlanetary suns cannot brighten this place wherever this is . It's a lost world, unnoticed by the earth.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-29-12 - Complete16. Admittance reviewsI am nothing. You were my everything, that is my admittance, in which I will drown.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-28-12 - Complete17. All For You Only For You Poems » reviewsI loved you before you loved me. I loved you after you stopped loving me. Now there is nothing left of you except for the words that flood my mind and make me remember everything about you. Here are the poems that are because of you.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 4 - Words: 658 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-28-12 - Published: 1-27-1218. Candlelight reviewsUntil the shadows brave the flame and swallow you up.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-28-12 - Complete19. Control reviewsFor now I have control. But for how much longer?Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-28-12 - Complete20. Siren Song reviewsI watch as she sings you to sleep with her spell and drown you in your own lust. Dont let her steal you away but if you wont let her go, I cant save you.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-24-12 - Complete21. Humanness reviewsHumanity has hatred. But I am not human. I do not exist here. I do not belong here.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-22-12 - Complete22. Blood Lust » reviewsIn a Vampire Kingdom, humans are sold and used as slaves. There are Spirits and Shapeshifters in alliance with the Vampires but not with eachother. *Still developing. Any suggestions?*Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Horror/Fantasy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,175 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 12-1-09 - Published: 8-5-0923. Somnium Libri » reviewsDreams can be the start of everything. But when Rose's dream continues every night, she learns that not all dreams are beautiful for they can turn into nightmares in a second. Dark secrets and a powerful curse keep her bound in a world of good & evil. R&RFiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 42,262 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 9-14-09 - Published: 6-16-0924. Gossip reviewsReally, really short blurb of a poem. :DPoetry: General - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-14-09 - Complete25. True Friend reviewsA poem I wrote in class one day about my friend. Enjoy :DPoetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-14-09 - Complete26. The Mask reviewsWhat really is a smile? Its just a mask on me.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-10-09 - Complete27. Pain reviewsJust another poem... Read and review if you care!Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9-3-09 - Complete28. Meant To Be reviewsBlank verse poem probably written during history or math when I should have been taking notes...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-6-09 - Complete29. Faith reviewsA poem I wrote after a heated discussion about creationism with my atheist friend. Not one of my best but at least it rhymes!Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8-6-09 - Complete30. The Cost of Friendship reviewsSmall, short poem about the darker days of friendship.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-5-09 - Complete31. Depression reviews\Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-4-09 - Complete32. Disappointment reviewsPoem about feeling disappointment.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-4-09 - Complete33. Ever After Again reviewsPretty song that I wrote! I even put it to music.Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-30-09 - Complete
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