| Jessi Aurora |
Author has written 18 stories for Fantasy, Love, Fantasy, Family, Life, Politics, and Haiku. I am who i am, there's no one that can change that. I'm the only person who can decide what i wan't, what i need and who to be. My greatest desire is to be desired. I feel sometimes, like i'm drowning in a world that doesn't exist. I'm only sleeping. I'm in a coma waiting patiently to exist again, to wake up. I hang onto the idea that I'm living in a false world that I've created in my own mind. Because perception is made by the mind, in some cases worlds can to. Any moment now i will close my eyes and wake up. Wake up in a place that feels like sunshine. But i don't. Because this is what is real. My mind argues but my senses digest, this is me. this is who I want to be. I'm 18, and Sometimes i need to pee so badly that my toes feel warm. I way 145 pound on my bad days and 135 on my good days. I hate to hurt people, and saying no is hard.I try and try to stand, but i almost always fall back down. I can speak french (a little bit). I play practical jokes. my Grandmother is an addict. My mother is an addict, I'm an addict. My dad is awesome. And my sisters are my world. I haven't seen my little sister Luna in five years. It kills me. I'm a lover who can't tell lies. In fact... I fall way to easy. My only weakness is in my heart. I am a Rhinlander, with a Greaves heart, and I'm proud of that. Just ask. I assure a perfect answer. Je t'aime NOTICE!: I will be posting a new series shortly. I'm sorry for the delay when concerning Crossing The Lines. I should have a new chapter for you soon ;) | |||||||
1. top of my headwritten spontaneouslyPoetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Published: 5-17-132. out of Glass eyes »My struggle with heart break. My weeknesses in love, and all my torment. The fact that i can't get through a week without a glimps into my past. Walk with me as I walk into adult hood, from a childhood i never got to have.Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Humor - Chapters: 7 - Words: 7,592 - Updated: 5-7-13 - Published: 10-24-123. spring time snow day reviewshaiku I wrote in the middle of spring during a snow storm. IN MARCH...Poetry: Haiku - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-26-13 - Complete4. Envision meto open my mind is to open my eyesPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Published: 2-13-135. Tie dyeliveing in colorPoetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Published: 2-4-13 - Complete6. can't make up you'r mindExpert poem from Out Of Glass Eyes. Please read, review, and share.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Published: 1-28-13 - Complete7. Fallen Angel reviewsprety much says it all in the title. A poem from my "Out Of Glass Eyes". Read reveiw, add and read more of my stuff please.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-28-13 - Complete8. were did it goa love that seems to play apearing acts.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Published: 12-5-129. War and loveVERRY free styled, lots of hidden meaning. I wrote this during world hystory, before the election. It's sorta random, some pieces are random. somethings are mediforical, and have nothing to do with politics.Poetry: Politics - Rated: M - English - Humor/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 356 - Published: 11-8-12 - Complete10. Finnaly sayAnd now the grand Finnaly, you'll now hear what i sayPoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Published: 10-29-1211. Fluctuating Incanity?there are many meanings behind this poem. perhaps you might find them yourself.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Published: 10-25-12 - Complete12. fault reviewsshort lil poem about your's trulyPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-23-1213. tick tick tock reviewsyour time is sliping threw my finger tipsPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-12-12 - Complete14. Open the box reviewslook inside you to find who you arePoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-8-12 - Complete15. ClaudiaTraped between life and death. Claudia wobbles between her son, and the ever present depression she suffers. Reads like song lyrics or a rap.Poetry: Family - Rated: M - English - Family/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Published: 10-4-12 - Complete16. No SeNcE reviewsdose this poem have a meaning at all? if it dose could you tell me what the hell it is?Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-2-12 - Complete17. The wordsI wen't through a bad break up last semester. It inspired this.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Published: 10-1-12 - Complete18. crossing the lines » reviewsGarrett leaves his small home town in north carolina, looking to find something more than what he grew up with. He ends up mixing with the supernatural world, a place that has been waiting for him in the dark, since the begining of time. Gruesome details of a life he never lived begin to scratch thier way into his thoughts. He watches, as the 3rd world war begins to unwind.Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Supernatural - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,270 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-13-11 - Published: 1-1-10