|The NeverEnding Nightmare|
Author has written 94 stories for General, Life, Love, Friendship, Young Adult, and General.
Name: Stephanie Carter
Pen Names: The NeverEnding Nightmare and The Angel Without Wings, both on fictionpress
Eye color: Blue/Grey/Green
Hair Color: Blonde
My writing: Most of my writing is from a time when I was going through a lot of depression and pain; writing became my only way of expression and through it I've overcome a lot of problems. My poems means a lot to me so I really hope people enjoy them but at the same time, if they don't then oh well, the only opinion that really matters is mine right? Regardless though I appreciate reviews and thank anyone who has added something of mine as a favorite, reviewed, or PM'ed me to say they liked my writing, I truly appreciate it guys!
Some stuff about me:I love books and can read for hours and hours. I tend to obsess and worry a lot (or so I'm told) and I'm a major perfectionist. I love music, especially the kinds I can relate to in some way. I daydream all the time. It doesn't take much to bring me to tears but it takes a lot to make me actually cry. I'm a hopeless romantic and I don't even think my closest friends realize that. I do care about things even though I often seem unorganized. I do not, however, like that so much is expected of me. If you give me sugar or caffeine you'll end up regretting it. I hate when people, especially men, treat me like an object and don't have respect for me -- I'm an intelligent person not a screw toy. I analyze the hell out of everything and have trouble keeping up with my own thoughts sometimes. I wish people could see who I really am. I feel that I'm stronger then people think. I compare myself to everybody and I'm usually disappointed by what I come up with. I feel that I worry about other people a lot more then they worry about me and I'm secretly disappointed when people don't remember something important to me but would never actually tell them that. I'm hurt very easily but am good at hiding it. I love to be alone more then I like being with people but at the same time I can get along with pretty much anyone I meet. I try really hard to help others but I usually refuse others' help. I act like I don't care about things but in reality, I think I'm more passionate and real then most people I know. I tend to be a rock for others but I never open up about myself (which is part of the reason why I started writing, so I could share my thoughts and feelings). I'm a former cutter (a year and a month cut free!!) and I've attempted suicide in the past. My hope is that those that are struggling with similar issues can read about the things I've been through and am going through and can find the strength to get through it. Recovery is a long hard road but its worth it; Nobody deserves to live in that
Contact me: I'm a friendly person so PM me if you want me to look at your poems or stories; doesn't matter what it is, I'll read anything. Or if you just want a none-judgmental person to talk with, I'm always around! My main email address isfeel free to email anytime.
2/26/13: Like my new facebook page to help spread self-harm and suicide awareness and invite your friends! Show your support for those who have struggled and survived! Together we can do our part to prevent suicide and self-injury!
Quotes I love and live by:
Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why we call it the present.
Don't waste your time on a guy who isn't willing to waste his on you.
Nothing improves the memory more then trying to forget.
Life will go on its own way no matter how hard you try to change it. So save your energy and see where you end up.
Everyone has got a Prince Charming. Mine just took a wrong turn, got lost, and is too stubborn to ask for directions.
There are no shortcuts to anywhere worth going.
When a girl is quiet, a million things are going through her head.
Never give up on something you cant go a day without thinking about.
Love is the cruelest form of affection and the sweetest form of torture.
Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be there option.
Love me or hate me, I promise it wont make or break me.
You would rather watch me drown then get your hands wet.
Not all scars show, not all wounds heal, sometimes you dont always know, the pain someone truly feels.
I dont need you to point out my flaws, trust me, I know them better then you ever could.
Sick of crying, tired of trying, yeah, I'm smiling, but inside I'm dying.
Behind this fake smile is something you'll never understand.
Have confidence, not ego. Search for love, not lust. Be classy, not trashy.
I’m tough, ambitious, and I know exactly what I want. If that makes me a bitch, okay.
I’m mistaken for a flirt when I’m friendly. I’m mistaken for a bitch when I’m blunt. I’m mistaken for sad when I’m alone. I’m mistaken for shy when I’m quiet. Quit assuming and get to know me.
"A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step." - From the quote by Chinese philosopher Laozi
"One original thought is worth a thousand mindless quotings" - Diogenes of Sinope
"I don't mind living in a man's world as long as I can be a woman in it." - Marilyn Monroe
"Until you find something worth dying for, your not really living" - Australian/American singer Rebecca St. James
"Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night." -Edgar Allan Poe
"Wisdom outweighs any wealth." -Sophocles
"Mistakes are a part of being human. Appreciate your mistakes for what they are: precious life lessons that can only be learned the hard way. Unless it's a fatal mistake, which, at least, others can learn from." -Al Franken
"I’m the one who’s got to die when it’s time for me to die, so let me live my life the way I want to." Jimi Hendrix
"It is our choices that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities." - J. K. Rowling
Don’t listen to Stereotypes!!
I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic
Look at the scars on her arms and wrists,
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