| theycallmetalljake |
Author has written 171 stories for Song, Life, General, and General. I can't edit. I can't spell. I you continue and read anything I've written, you will understand. (I usually write around the time of midnight, so I consider these flaws acceptable) Feels like forever when there's no way out We talk about yesterday like we learned from our mistakes Am I perfect enough for your eyes to behold? And I can't remember ever feeling so much pain Hit me... you can't hurt me She lives in a house with a wall around the fence It's like I'm there to be ignored I didn't know I'd held my breath Lips as red as the blood that drips from her arms A few brief words about myself Name: TJ Age: between 12 and 20 Gender: Female Life is too short to care about what other people think Favorite books: Chaos Walking, Gemma Doyle, Gone, Harry Potter, Hold Stil, Hate List, Song of the Lioness, The Book Thief, If I Stay, Blue is for Nightmares, Warrior Cats, Malice, Maze Runner, Speak, Wintergirls, House Rules, Tenth Circle, Revolution, Requiem for a Dream, Last Exit to Brooklyn... That's it I think Favorite bands/musicians/composers: Clint Mansell, Beethoven, W.A. Mozart, Evanescence, Within Temptation, Trapt, Breaking Benjamin, Papa Roach, Elis, Sirenia, The Birthday Massacre, Three Days Grace, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Jack off Jill, Lacuna Coil, Delain, Nightwish, Tarja, Flyleaf, 30 Seconds to Mars, Eluveitie, Seether, Plumb, Helen Jane Long, Yiruma, All That Remains, The Pretty Reckless, Kate Voegele, Bullet for My Valentine, Avenge Sevenfold, We Are the Fallen, Rise Against, Faure, Evarose, Blacklisted Me, Scarling, Nine Inch Nails, Theatre of Tragedy, Kidneytheives, Phoenix/Nebulin I am the best procrastinator EVER and I love reading Harry Potter fanfiction Probably the only 15-year-old who can't use markers without marking on her fingers... Am I the only one that thinks it's weird that there's a BIOGRAPHY section under FICTION? 24 things to do in an elevator! | |||||
1. Breathe Underwater reviewsEach day I live here it feels a little less like home/And the more people that surround me I feel more alonePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 326 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-11-13 - Complete2. Promised Land reviewsAnd when you get there let me know if it's fine/But all I'll remember is that it could have been minePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 355 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-13-13 - Complete3. Haunted reviewsIf you think I'm haunted/Just take a look around/No one here lets anything go/And we are all just ghosts tied to the groundPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-23-13 - Complete4. Black reviewsHalf of my face covered by dark/You can still see the blackness on both sides of my heartPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 352 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-10-13 - Complete5. Imperfect Hate reviewsYou will never be like me and I will never be like you/With your perfect, curly hair, your eyes of ocean bluePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-8-13 - Complete6. Violent Hearts reviewsDon't talk about my mistakes, or try pushing me until I bleed/But I know your heart's only prosthetic and people are just machinesPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 350 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-24-12 - Complete7. Beauty reviewsThey are beautiful to me.Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-30-12 - Complete8. In This Life reviewsBut people break people and people break hearts/And no matter what you do the world will tear you apartPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 389 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-26-12 - Complete9. Broken Fantasies reviewsAnd when I find the things I'm meant to see/I'll give you everything that's left of mePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 322 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-24-12 - Complete10. Nightmare No MoreDarkness is all that welcomes me home/And that familiar feeling that feels like alonePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Published: 9-17-12 - Complete11. Rest In Peace reviewsMusings of a vampire.Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-17-12 - Complete12. Sometimes reviewsI hope you know/I won't let goPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 319 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-26-12 - Complete13. Criticize reviewsI'm made of more than paper wilting in the rain/I'm more than a damaged spirit who always feels afraid/I know you think I've given up/But to remember what we're fighting for we have to feel the painPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 397 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-4-12 - Complete14. Sell Your HeartStill a part of me refuses to let go/But I feel this pain on the inside, doesn't it show?Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 380 - Published: 7-30-12 - Complete15. 1318 W Revelation Road reviewsWhy did any of us ever think perfection was ever ever ours to attain? 'Cause we know all of us are far from it. Truth is, ever since you walked out on me five years I ago, I knew I'd do anything for you if you walked back in. Even kill. Rated for language and minor violenceFiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,577 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-22-12 - Complete16. Drawing Scars reviewsToday was gonna be different/But I'm just getting more lost/So instead I'll cut my fingertips/On the thorns of roses that I broughtPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 373 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-14-12 - Complete17. Angel DustWe have to face the flames where our fates could turn/But hell can be dark if the fires don't burnPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Published: 6-21-12 - Complete18. Alive reviewsI could work this to my advantage/And take the lights away/Or I could just speak really loud/And hope some god will hear me prayPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 406 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-17-12 - Complete19. OddsThe odds are against me, probability is down/Memories surround me and ghosts are all aroundPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 400 - Published: 6-13-12 - Complete20. Bulletproof reviewsThere's not enough rain to wash away the lies/The clouds from my mind or the tears from my eyesPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 398 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-3-12 - Complete21. Scum reviewsBroken bones won't stop holding her down/So pour water until she finally drownsPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 346 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-26-1222. Smile reviewsI'm looking for emptiness to hide myself inside/Something I never seem to find/To heal the void inside my heart/And to rest my broken mindPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 397 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-26-12 - Complete23. Flyaway reviewsI'll blame you forever if that's what it takes/'Cause everyone but you is supposed to make mistakesPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 363 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-25-12 - Complete24. I Won't reviewsPromises better left unkept/Some thoughts better left unthought/Secrets better left unsaid/Feelings better left to rotPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 375 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-18-12 - Complete25. Waste reviewsAnd I think I used to love you /But please don't ask me whyPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 302 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-13-12 - Complete26. Dreams of the Other Side reviewsYou had a house of paper that crumpled in rain/And just like your dreams, was washed down the drainPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 363 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-12-12 - Complete27. Come and Go reviewsJust wait a second, I've got so much to prove/All this agony, I made it for youPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 435 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-3-12 - Complete28. Unmistakeable reviewsReal life takes more than imagination and real life was never fair/Real life took more than fighting but it was easier when I had you therePoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 393 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-2-12 - Complete29. Intertwine reviewsDo I ever even cross your mind?/Or do thoughts of me just pass you by?Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-1-12 - Complete30. City of Light reviewsIf we make it through the day we can make it through the night/And if we emerge from the darkness, we can make it through the fightPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 466 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-29-12 - Complete31. Believe in Love reviewsFor Dr. Nonsense, because she's still here.Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 382 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-27-12 - Complete32. Precision reviewsShattered windows line the streets with the broken promises we were all so eager to believe.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-26-12 - Complete33. Not The Only One reviewsI'll never be the only one/Who sat inside her room/Dreaming dreams of suicide/'Cause there's nothing else to doPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 348 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-26-12 - Complete34. Someplace I Don't BelongWaking up, choking on the nightmare/Suffocating on the screams/'Cause all this madness around me/Can't be what it seemsPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 407 - Published: 4-21-12 - Complete35. Dead on the InsideDoesn't say what she feels, she'd rather bleed/'Cause when you're dead on the inside it's harder to breathePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Published: 4-21-12 - Complete36. Evil EnchantressI just killed another man tonight... a ballad I wrote for English classPoetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Published: 4-18-12 - Complete37. MartyrA father mourning his sonPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Published: 4-15-12 - Complete38. MemoriesWhen I close my eyes and darkness awaits/The memories of my mistakesPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Published: 4-8-12 - Complete39. In the Dark reviewsI know no matter what I do you'll hate me/No matter what I say you'll do what you'll do/But if you push to hard you'll break me/'Cause I am fragile just like youPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 361 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-3-12 - Complete40. Even When I'm Gone reviewsYour hands are wet and stained with red/From beating men until they bledPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-1-12 - Complete41. Unbound reviewsI'll never forget the sound of the words that cut me into two/The mirror shows my broken face smashed to black and bluePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 402 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-30-12 - Complete42. Just Like Last TimeAnd maybe like last time/We'll cross paths again/And maybe we'll say/'There goes that person that used to be my friend'Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 301 - Published: 3-30-12 - Complete43. Ghosts of the Future"Sometimes I just don't know what I'm going to do, James. I hate it here. I hate walking the halls at school and I hate the way they all judge me. Sometimes it hurts to be alive."Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 737 - Published: 3-30-12 - Complete44. AsphyxiatedThe things we love bringing us down/My head above the water as everyone drownsPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Published: 3-28-12 - Complete45. DreamsIt's the middle of the night every time.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 338 - Published: 3-9-12 - Complete46. FakeBut I tried so hard to be real.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 892 - Published: 3-6-12 - Complete47. In Your HeadBut I'm just lost and you've gone mad/From something you never got to havePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Published: 3-3-12 - Complete48. CircleI guess it backfired... or maybe I was too stupid to realize it worked.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 342 - Published: 2-28-12 - Complete49. Trapped In SandI keep telling myself it could be worse until the words don't hurtPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 355 - Published: 2-27-12 - Complete50. WrongI never wanted it to be this way, I swear. But I guess if that was really true, I wouldn't here would I, and things wouldn't be like this. Who am I kidding? Things are right where I always wanted them.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 711 - Published: 2-22-12 - Complete51. On the WallPretending not to care is bad, and betrayal could be worse/You're just ignorant enough to think no one was hurtPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Published: 2-20-12 - Complete52. DarknessWhen I blink my eyes, nothing changes, and every time it scares me. I don't remember anything.Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 379 - Published: 2-19-12 - Complete53. RoomAt the hand of mercy justice is blind/Burn on the altar and lay down to sleep/I've never lost, not like this before/And take it from me, the loss cuts deepPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 363 - Published: 2-15-12 - Complete54. DeceiverSo don't say you know what I'm thinking/I may have left from the start/Looked away and never look back/If I had known I'd only end up with scarsPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 342 - Published: 2-13-12 - Complete55. Faith is BlindI tell Him that even though faith is blind, it can sill find it's way.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 394 - Published: 2-10-12 - Complete56. FacelessIt's raining. It's never a good day when it starts with rain.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 578 - Published: 2-8-12 - Complete57. HopelessWhat was I worth then, why did I stay?/How could I stay for you, when you were in my wayPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Published: 2-5-12 - Complete58. BurnI keep fighting and I don't know why/Now it's hard to face the facts/And I can't see the face of my savior these days/'Cause someone burned it all to blackPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 416 - Published: 2-4-12 - Complete59. Grey reviewsTrying to make it all make sense/And she feels like her life's a war/Spitting lies and stories/Til you don't want to sleep anymorePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 333 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-3-12 - Complete60. FollowerBeating like an ocean/Unyielding is your heart/Like the darkness inside your core/Our futures both look darkPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 336 - Published: 1-30-12 - Complete61. Me, Myself, and a KnifeI'll blame you when I should be blaming mePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Published: 1-28-12 - Complete62. Stained With Love reviewsAnd I can only hope you can forget/The ones with guns trying to get their fill/'Cause even though I try real hard/I know I never willPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 395 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-23-1263. Laundry reviewsI can't wash the blood from my handsPoetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-22-12 - Complete64. Bitter reviewsThis one's for you for not believing in mePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-21-12 - Complete65. BrokenYou can try but you can't hide/The angry pain you keep insidePoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Published: 1-17-12 - Complete66. BlackbirdOnce I held I knife, and I held it in my chest/And tugged so hard to take it out there wasn't any hope leftPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 427 - Published: 1-1-12 - Complete67. Mess reviewsWhen the stakes are high it's easy to steal/But there's a man behind the counter who tells you how to feelPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 449 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-12-11 - Complete68. UndecidedUndecided unknown unwanted/And cruelly hauntedPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Published: 11-26-1169. When I Open My EyesTell me tales of evil thoughts/And I'll share with you the ones that I broughtPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 440 - Published: 11-22-11 - Complete70. forgiveforgetAll I said was all a lie, and it's not over yet/I'm glad enough you can forgive/Is it too much to ask to forget?Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 442 - Published: 11-19-11 - Complete71. Disappear reviewsYou've made such chaos/Should I be afraid/Lies and knives scattered everywhere/What a mess you've madePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-16-11 - Complete72. Illusions reviewsSelf-inflicted as predicted/Illusions right within my grasp/I'm loosing sight of what could be/As you try to fix mePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-13-11 - Complete73. Situation reviewsWhen this ends we know you'll do it all again/Do you think I'll wait for you then?Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 453 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-8-11 - Complete74. Pressure reviewsI can't escape impending infectionPoetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-2-11 - Complete75. Silence reviewsAnd as we walk it's so silent/Keeping all my words at bay/Silence so unbearable/'Cause there's so much more to sayPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 485 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-19-11 - Complete76. Ever AfterAnd I wonder where I belong/Caught between the things I did right/And everything else that's wrongPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Updated: 9-10-11 - Published: 3-29-11 - Complete77. All My Ghosts reviewsAll the dreams that I have killed/Are ghost that haunt me/And after all I've done/This is what I've become/My defenseless lies/Disguise my demise/There's no use in crying/It's to late to save you this timePoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 361 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-10-11 - Published: 3-31-1178. Remembrance reviewsIt feels like the end of the world/And my walls are closing in/Is it real, or am I dreaming again/But maybe I'm just insane... short and oldPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-10-11 - Complete79. The PastAlways looking back /Running into walls/But I'm stronger than you thought/Stronger than any wall/You thought you could break downPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Published: 9-10-11 - Complete80. Straight For My Heart'Til the moment I lit a match in the dark/I saw you smiling, going straight for my heart...Flowers on my grave people leave there to die/Tears fresh on my face when you look me in the eyePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 422 - Published: 9-9-11 - Complete81. Come Take Me HomeDid it cross your mind before I started to die/That you could salvage me before you left me behind?Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 503 - Published: 9-2-11 - Complete82. Better AloneAnd in the depths of my despair when you looked me in the eye/Tore my hard shell down to pieces when you tried to say goodbyePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 363 - Published: 8-28-11 - Complete83. Broken Glass BoardwalkWalk the path of my broken past/'Cause each day I live could be my last/Breaking pieces every stride/And I'm the last survivor/'Cause no one else thought they had to liePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 356 - Published: 8-21-11 - Complete84. UmbrellaYour waiting for the sunrise/To dry away your tears/I'm praying that the rain will drench me/To wash away my painPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 334 - Published: 8-18-11 - Complete85. The Star That ShinesGood for nothing/Since the good broke bad/Break me 'cause you can't save me/And you were all I ever hadPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 275 - Published: 8-16-11 - Complete86. ForeverIn the light, as cold as icePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Published: 8-13-11 - Complete87. On Demand reviewsHow it is now/How it always will be/What it was before/And that almost killed mePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-12-11 - Complete88. ShortLivedHollow skies scatter my life/And empty lies that keep me alive/Fate hanging in the balance/And faith hanging on the linePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Published: 8-11-11 - Complete89. You Know I'll Win reviewsDon't try to stop, what you can't prevent/Look for the truth like you know where it went/Cause when push comes to shove/And hate comes to love/You know I'll winPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 384 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-23-11 - Published: 3-6-11 - Complete90. Untouchable reviewsShards of mirror cut my skin/As I smash it with my fistPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-23-11 - Complete91. Suffocate Me reviewsAnd when you think of me/Am I ever more than memories/Turn your back on everyone/That tried to make this realPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-23-11 - Complete92. My Dreams Die Tonight reviewsI don't believe in love/Not in fighting/None of it can be right /When I see everyone dyingPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 384 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-20-11 - Complete93. Nothing But RemorseCan't you see I'm trying/To keep it all together/Can't you understand/That things could be betterPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Published: 7-20-11 - Complete94. Oblivion reviewsAnd so I cried/But you would've too/If you knew the hell/I put myself throughPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 348 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-19-11 - Complete95. Like An ArrowSo many hopes were broken in two/And my dreams were set aside/My ignorance leaves me hoping /For a chance to still get out alivePoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 300 - Published: 7-16-11 - Complete96. Something More Than NothingFollowing the path/That leads me astray/Fighting through the mist /As I try to find my wayPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Published: 7-12-11 - Complete97. This Time reviewsI took a look at the life that I once had/And realized it was wrong/So hit me with your worst intentions/And try to tear me downPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 384 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-9-11 - Complete98. I Thought I Was LostI can feel the frost/Killing me slow/I thought I was lost/But now I don't knowPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Published: 7-4-11 - Complete99. Now I can DieAt first it was me/Fighting for life/But then it was you/Preaching your lies/Face to face/With nothing but time/That used to be/Nothing but minePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 402 - Published: 7-4-11 - Complete100. All Over Me reviewsI will remember/Summers long and winters so cold/It was all I had and all I had knownPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 348 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-29-11 - Complete101. If Dreams Came True'Cause just beneath the surface/This life is yours /Beneath it all /You control my worldPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Published: 6-29-11 - Complete102. Gone ThroughoutBut I just wanna dream again/I just wanna breathe/I wanna live my life again/I just wanna leavePoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Published: 6-26-11 - Complete103. NightmaresIf I fall I'll loose it all/And if I loose I'll die/Watching every step I take/From the corner of your eyePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Published: 6-25-11 - Complete104. Until It Fell Apart reviewsIt used to fit together/Until it fell apart/Tumbled down on top of me/And shut me in the darkPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-20-11105. Do You Remember Me reviewsDo you remember me?/From before/I know I knew you/Before this warPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-14-11 - Complete106. Someone She Once Knew reviewsShallow breaths and stinging tears/On a lumpy bed in a tattered room/Cowering from all her fears/And praying to whoever, no one hearsPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 353 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-12-11 - Complete107. This Is Over reviewsMiles away from normal/In the middle of the night/Dragged from all my morals/In the fight to make this rightPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-12-11108. Haunting MeNot a fallen angel/Melting in my hell/Just a piece of mind/But all is just as wellPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Published: 6-8-11 - Complete109. Forsaken reviewsAnd in the end/You know we'll all be dead/Not forsaken by your love/But by you insteadPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 346 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-7-11 - Complete110. Pieces reviewsBut now I think/And it's all I can do/But I try not think/Of what you put me throughPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-4-11 - Complete111. For Who I Am Inside reviewsI know you're lost/But it's not just you/Frozen by frost/I can't cut throughPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-2-11 - Complete112. The Darkness of Mine reviewsBroken, fractured, manufactured/After it all, I emerge battered/Don't pretend it ever matteredPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 548 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-31-11 - Complete113. Somewhere Between Sugarcane and Cyanide reviewsSomewhere after love and before the hate/Around the time of hopeless heartbreak /Somewhere over the hills and inside my head/Next to the words I only wish I saidPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 457 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-30-11 - Complete114. Trying To Make it ThroughI'm lost in all that surrounds me/Constricted by hatred that bound me/And I can feel you all around me/Trying to make it throughPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Published: 5-30-11 - Complete115. Can't You See reviewsIf I get trapped here I'll spend my whole life here/I'll see you come, see you go, see you live and die here/I see my grave in the cemetery/And I know you're here to burry mePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 591 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-27-11 - Complete116. Where Will You Go reviewsWalk the line of the war inside me/Because I know the enemy'll find me/And now I'm on my wayPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 334 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-22-11 - Complete117. My Separate Way reviewsI never thought I'd have to go/And never thought I'd leave you behind/And now that I've finally left/I won't be coming back this timePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 384 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-20-11 - Complete118. My Time to Go reviewsAbusive, obtrusive, unwanted and cruel/I hate you, and I won't wait for you/When it's my time to goPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-16-11 - Complete119. Dead of MidnightWith the shine of the moon/In a sunlit room/And a breath of salvation/When it all comes downPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Published: 5-16-11 - Complete120. All Because of You reviewsAnd all because of you/I can't hear the voices/That take me where I should be/'Cause when you scream you drown/The words that come form me/And all because of you/I haven't cried in so long/'Cause when I'm sad I'm so numbPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 518 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-10-11121. This Can't Be RightI never feared what I never saw/Til I ended up face to face with you/But the darkness has no answers/You can't tell me what to do/Look up to the light/But look back down when the time is rightPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 335 - Published: 5-8-11 - Complete122. Fall Into the Abyss reviewsAnd if I fall/Through the abyss/Passing through the void/When life goes amissPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-5-11 - Complete123. Ashes reviewsBurry the ashes of tomorrow/In the sadness of today/'Cause we can only wish/To turn things 'round somedayPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 323 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-1-11 - Complete124. Pretend Not to Know reviewsThe piece of me you'll never find/Is hiding deep within my mind/Wishing that my faith would break/Telling me your love is fakePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 337 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-29-11 - Complete125. It's Breaking Me Up reviewsIt's ripping me in two and drowning me in grief/What good is my trust without your belief?Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 366 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-27-11 - Complete126. CrashIf you gave me the truth/Would it make things right/And if I take back the lies/Would you get out alivePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Published: 4-25-11 - Complete127. Light Up The SkyIf there's no one beside you/When the rain begins to fall/And you think no one's behind you/Just take a look around/If no one has faith in you/Breathe to remember you're alive/And when you're enclosedby darkness/Light up the sky with your sparking eyesPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 355 - Published: 4-22-11 - Complete128. And What Does That Make Me reviewsSometimes through all the madness/I'm consumed by all the blackness/Halfway in the tunnel of my life/Through all the mayhem /I loose who I amPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 379 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-19-11 - Complete129. You're Not Welcome HereNo matter how far you go/You'll never be near/And remember me this/You're not welcome herePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 323 - Published: 4-19-11 - Complete130. Mash Up reviewsFilled with so much hatred/Because you know that's all I'm made of/And all I wanted was filled with tears/And all I had was chased by fears/So when you're searching for forgiveness/You will be looking right herePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-18-11131. All You WantAll you want is life to believe in/Incognito to weave within you/And here we are waiting for the road/The lonely one I walk alone/To come to a definite end /All you want are your actions commended/What you don't know is that the time has endedPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 627 - Published: 4-17-11 - Complete132. Another Day reviewsDon't forget when the truth ran free/Lies that surround us/Make it so hard to believePoetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 351 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-17-11 - Complete133. I Don't Need YouI don't wanna believe you/'Cause I don't think I need youPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Published: 4-16-11 - Complete134. Home reviewsTear my tears apart/But what had you aimed for when you missed my heart/And shot my lungs instead?/Held down by my feet of lead/And I can't make it homePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 506 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-16-11 - Complete135. Don't ForgetTake me, twist my mind/Tighten the solid bonds that tied/You Inspect me, dissect me/Just don't forget to resurrect me/All you bring to me is trouble/Tear me apart like a child's puzzlePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Published: 4-14-11 - Complete136. Nothing We Know reviewsAttempting not to fall awry/And trying so hard no to cry/Your penetrating cries and morbid, sick smile/Won't get out of my mind for a while/And as the bombs hit the ground/Nothing we know can save us nowPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 533 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-13-11 - Complete137. TonightJust take the fall/And promise me this/Come when I call/Be there with me/Look from long off/Wasting all my time/I'm picking up shards/That fell like a house of cardsPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 341 - Published: 4-12-11 - Complete138. What It Takes To Live reviewsTake me as I am /Or watch me as I go/And you're all alone/Here I wait/I stand before you/Trying so hard to ignore youPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 300 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-11-11 - Complete139. Last reviewsAnd then when I let you fall over/You'll be the last to die/And when everyone tells the truth/You'll be the first to liePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 462 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-9-11 - Complete140. Don't Walk AwayWhere does the evil in this corrupt world hide/Are you never afraid it's still alive?/Lurking in the corner of an old forgotten room/In the heart of a fetus, growing in a wombPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Published: 4-9-11 - Complete141. Your Mound of Desperation reviewsOnly when I stop to think about it/Can I get myself out of it/It's when it kicks me to the ground/I can see desperation pile in a moundPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-8-11 - Complete142. It's Things Like These reviewsIt's as constant as the changing weather/Predicable like a falling feather/Foreseen like the end of the world/Crashing down as disaster unfurlsPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-7-11 - Complete143. Each Minute reviewsIm lost in a fairytale of a life that can't be/I'm downing in a nightmare of a terror I can't see/I reach out for your cold hands as they slip away from me/And now I can't breathePoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 350 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-6-11 - Complete144. Broken Angel reviewsI was the one who believed/But you were the one who deceived/We'll all and up dead in the end/And I'll be waiting for you my friend/And as the ashes turn to ice/You know that I was right/You know its to late to turn around/As your body crashes tothe grounPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 429 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-6-11 - Complete145. It's Too Late To Turn Around reviewsCause the darkness is coming/And I have my soul on the line/In the chaos my words are drowning/And now there's no more timePoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 354 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-4-11 - Complete146. Anything From MeYesterday you would lie/And deny and Id believe/But now I see the truth and/Im sorry but I gotta leave/In some time I hope you'll see/That nothing so good's ever meant to be/But now its time /That I move on /And I hope you didnt rely upon/Anything from mePoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 389 - Published: 4-3-11 - Complete147. Worlds CollideThey way the light hits your eyes/Makes me wanna feel alright/Don't use me like a piece of bait/I can't see from all the world's hate/Undecided, misguide/Worlds collide and breakPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 379 - Published: 4-2-11 - Complete148. Lost reviewsHere we are/And I tell you I'm through/And once again/It's all because of youPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 422 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-2-11 - Complete149. The EndThere's nothing I would rather do /Than waste my time here with you/I'm going up in flames/With you and all your selfish mind games/Your fictitious statistics/Your denial and lies/I know/You let it die/But I don't care about you anymorePoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 409 - Published: 4-2-11 - Complete150. I'm Going So Far DownOver and over and time again/Sometimes I wish you'd let me in/'Cause my sweet lies lie in your beliefs/To know'd be a relief/Over and over and time again/Wish I knew what I had to do/Don't wanna do it but you know I have to /And I'm going so far downPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 421 - Published: 4-1-11 - Complete151. The Void reviewsHeaven's broken/Shattered and fallen/Don't look now/Destiny's callin'/Race the dream/Fight the battle/Shake the world/And feel it rattle/I'm running out of time/Living dark lies/Far too close to feel the/Vast empty void/Of all our lives destroyedPoetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-29-11 - Complete152. Of the Seams of my Life that Seem to be FakeThe seams of my life/So delicately sewn/You live a life/Meant to be my own/Falling apart/Falling forever/See me now /See me never...Once upon a nighttime/Darkness lasted a lifetime/Buy paper by the ream/And write my little heart outPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 294 - Published: 3-20-11153. Embrace DisasterThrow out the fear/Keep dreams near/Embrace disaster/Just run fasterPoetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Published: 3-8-11154. Remind Me WhyRemind me why/I tried not to see/Tried to run away with my whole life in front of me/Lies open words unspoken/Shattered heart – already broken/Remind me why/I hate my horizon/Gotta run away, my fears are arisin gPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Published: 3-7-11 - Complete155. Live to DieIt's all or nothing/I live to die/Odd to awake/Realize life is a lie/Always see/You have it your way/But I live to die/Another dayPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Published: 3-6-11 - Complete156. Die TryingWe used to laugh like there was no tomorrow/The memory's not the cause of sorrow/The pain's just too much to bear/Even after life's wear and tear ... I fall apart/No one cares/If I die in the dark/You won't be therePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 417 - Published: 2-28-11 - Complete157. Ready To Fail reviewsRain falls/Take me away/As the sky falls/In my way/ Ready to fail /I'm ready to fail/Ready to fight/Ready to kill/To die,/TonightPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-25-11 - Complete158. Until We Meet AgainJudgement clouded by happy lies/Never in life being satisfied/Faiths of love never ratified/My cries so piercing you nearly diePoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Published: 2-24-11 - Complete159. Never Letting GoIn the brightest hours/Hatred devours/The more I see, I know/That this life is oursPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Published: 2-19-11 - Complete160. Halfway MineBreak through the surface/We've got nothing but time/Lies – Are they still worth it?/This world is halfway minePoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Published: 2-18-11 - Complete161. If reviewsDon't turn away from the light/God knows what lies in the dark/To live we gotta fight on/Tell me will you sit/Beside me if/The world comes to an end/If...Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-18-11 - Complete162. Hold Still reviewsDrawing my last breath/Erase the memories/Just not the deathPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-14-11 - Complete163. There's No Winning reviewsIn her eyes/The look says come hither/But then her gaze withers/As her eyes pass over him... A sad song of lost love...Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-13-11 - Complete164. The Devil's Not RealAm I the only one /That has those days they wish they could forget/Who looks for luck and gratitude/But there's not any more leftPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Published: 2-10-11 - Complete165. They Speak of AbductionPrompt: A woman who believes the aliens are coming to abduct her child... I imagine floorboards creaking/Of abduction/They are speaking/No, son/Don't go peeking/Just stay in your roomPoetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Published: 2-10-11 - Complete166. Let There Be Life reviewsVision going black/Never coming back/Living life so cold/Don't do what I'm told/Am I alone yet?Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-9-11 - Complete167. Die YoungI wanna be a hero/I wanna wield my gun/I wanna die strong in battle/I wanna die young...Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Published: 2-8-11 - Complete168. In My MindLife's a lie/Lies don't die/Death is real/But has no appeal truly ramdom...Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Published: 2-8-11 - Complete169. Six Feet reviewsYour so cold/Your judgement clouded by lack of faith/Or is it mine?/By lack of gracePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-8-11 - Complete170. You Thought You Knew MeI can't come back / A dead flame reignited / Do I want to live? / I can't hide itPoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Published: 2-8-11 - Complete171. Not My Life reviewsWho's gonna save me / when I'm not ready to die / Who's gonna tell me I'm fine / When I know it's a liePoetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 476 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-8-11