UPDATE: I'm BACK, Engaged and Got some new ideas to bring to the table just not sure when the day will come but just know that i am here.

Who's to say I have a boring life... well it is boring but doesn't mean you have to agree on it i mean come on who made you judge of my life...

Also, you review me, I will review you..

I am Random, sarcastic, crazy, schizophrenic, weird, whacked, insane, but I am not psycho, I am cuckcoo but not normal. (Really is anyone considered Normal??) I am a Freak, a Loner, Outgoing, Class Clown, Teachers Pet, that has nothing better to do than school and write weird poems. If you have ever gone bridge jumping while cars are going by, or biked so fast through town without stopping at stop lights or signs, or done the imaginary rope acrossed the road trick with your friends, or made a water bottle rocket using an airhose, and or a bomb using the works and Aluminum foil. You're pretty close to being as crazy as me. But the question is...

"I've got a new low all 52 cards in a row I see now that I won't let go, I won't let go! But who am I? A cold shoulder left to cry. It feels bad well so do I, ya so do I... Middle Class Rut - No Name No Color, New Low."

Wait... Did you see that, I mean... Did you see that Squirel? because people say i have A.D.D. but ... Oh look that squirel is back... What was I saying?

"Ready yourself for the end, Ready yourself cause you can not pretend. Ready yourself for the leave for the grave. The Destroyer surrounds and you can not defend...Project 86 - Picket Fence Cartel, Destroyer."

Hello my name is Brat Harvis, or at least my pen name is... The name is Brok and I am 19, and really my style is this. I like to give hope in times when it seems like there is little. My writings spread light surrounded by darkness, by giving the haunting truth to those who will recieve.

I have had a rough start in life, won't go into detail for fear of certain people, but I found a strength to help me through. It comes from God, Friends, and Music. Music is my addiction, just like friends, family and God i'd die without them. I like extreme sports so when I am not writing, drawing etc. you might find me killing the streets on my BMX bike. Currently seeking reviews on my writings, I need to know what I need to change.

I am the oldest of 7 halfsiblings split between two completely opposite parents, luckily I was the only one born between them... Life is hard as people say, I have made it, sure with some mistakes, but I am still alive, That's what matters. My life as I say revolves around God, Family and Friends, especially for those who have inspired me to write. I also would like to thank the great MC for teaching me the basics of Literature, and the highlights to a good writing.

Also I might add I use my writings to help those who are in pain, of a past so terrible, whether they were abused, used, mistreated, whatever. I know what it feels like, I have been both victim and villian. I hate it, but to all who know this there is a way through it, it doesn't come in a lil clear pouch filled with white powder, or in a bottle masked by a paper bag, or in an orange bottle with a white cap. no it comes from the Creator... As I scream it till my throat is raw!!

"Who do I belong to? Not Earth, Not World, Not Evil, Not Mortals, Not Wretches, Not Horrors. Who do I belong to? Unchanging, Unbreaking, Unfailing, Creator, Immortal, Eternal..." Project 86 - Picket Fence Cartel, To Sand We Return.

Books I Have read:

It's All Downhill From Here - Andrew "Macabre" Schwab

Fame is Infamy - Andrew "Macabre" Schwab

Save Me from Myself - Brian "Head" Welch

Got the Life - Fieldy

Burn - Ted Dekker

Thr3e - Ted Dekker

Saint - Ted Dekker

Skin - Ted Dekker

Boneman's Daughters - Ted Dekker

Adam - Ted Dekker

Sinner - Ted Dekker

Blink - Ted Dekker

Immanuels' Veins - Ted Dekker

Animal Farm - George Orwell

Music I like:

Project 86, In This Moment, Deadmau5, The Bloody Beetroots, Skrillex, KoЯn, Static-X, Metallica, Benny Benassi, Middle Class Rut, Dead Poetic, Linkin Park, Three Days Grace, Neon Horse, S.O.A.D., Spoken, Daft Punk, John Reuben, Manafest, Chevelle, Avenged Sevenfold and a bunch of others...

Words I like to use:

Hillairyous (pronouced as spelled) Deffinition something beyond funny, or even something funny for the moment, coolio deffinition beyond cool or something sweet just happend so you'd say coolio to reply, schweet deffinition I just won the jackpot schweet ok not really but there is an example, fother mucker...a really nice but yet annoying person, also an alternative to saying the reverse...

Movies I like:

Inception, The Bourne Trilogy, Italian Job, \/ for Vendetta, The Dark Knight, I am Legend, Cloverfield, Red, any Adam Sandler and more

Beverages I like:

Rockstar, Venom, Monster Nitrous, NOS, Coffee, Grey Goose...

Hobbies I Enjoy:

Chilling with Friends, Nazi Zombies, Bmx, Art, Music, Reading, Writing, Sports, Video Games, Computers, Woodworking, Sound Effects, Youth Group, Acting, Being Crazy etc. too many to list.

"Let the Guilt Go, Let the Guilt Go, Let the Guilt Go, Let the Guilt GO! I tell you one thing which leads to another thing, then I backtrack which leads to her feelings, Then my brain spins up, apart and everything. When this happens I can't break through... KoЯn-Korn III: Remember Who You Are, Let the Guilt Go."

"You hate us cuz we'll never go away, we're like some sort of fungus we're growing everyday. And our knuckles are a dragging, I guess that leaves to say, our message isn't stopping. Till you drag us all away... Project 86 - Drawing Black Lines, Stein's Theme."

"I'm infected with you, pull the plug already. Tell me before I go you're infected with me... Demon Hunter- Demon Hunter, Infected."