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Author has written 43 stories for Romance, Life, Love, Young Adult, and General. i'm only fucking human. i can't help but make fucking mistakes. you want a sorry anyways, don't you? | |||||
1. half past sevenWe're each over it, but 'it' is different for both of us.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Published: 2-15-11 - Complete2. and insincerity is my parachute reviewsBecause landing without a mattress to cushion your fall hurts.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-21-11 - Complete3. stand steadfast reviewsLet's join forces — we're stronger than their illusions.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-12-11 - Complete4. cussing ain't a cure reviewsAnd unfortunately enough, they can more or less call us that — all of those mean words. / for you.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-10-11 - Complete5. delete means forever reviewsSo this is it. I'm not going to look back, because this is all for the best. / for whoever needs it.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 301 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-6-11 - Complete6. fists on the screen reviewsBecause I can't open my mouth, I fly my fingers across the keyboard. It's my kind of therapy.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-4-11 - Complete7. go find yourself and then come back reviewsShe looks my way, and I feel like bowing down, because why would she waste time on me, pray tell? / rated for language.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-4-11 - Complete8. contradicting the world you painted blue reviewsShe lies a little white lie, because she's sinned enough already.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-4-11 - Complete9. just about a mile away reviewsyou could be reaching out, you know; but you're afraid that if you reach out, it'll be their hand. — storypoemFiction: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 331 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-29-10 - Complete10. identity crisis reviewsBecause you're losing it, surrounded by everyone else and trying so hard to keep your own. — storypoemFiction: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 359 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-16-10 - Complete11. and it's something like love reviewsbecause it's all painted out in questions now.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 454 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-13-10 - Complete12. watch from the sidelines reviewsso go ahead, my friend, stand back and watch from the sidelines. — storypoemletter.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-1-10 - Complete13. imaginary cage reviewsyou've got me shouting, begging, dreaming for the key to this madeup cage.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-1-10 - Complete14. sunny side down reviewsyou walk in, wearing black again, and I start to wonder if you think you can hide forever.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-29-10 - Complete15. paper cut outs reviewsBecause it's war and she hates it all, from the announcements on the too-small television to the bombs staining the orphanage that had always been her home black.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,467 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-25-10 - Complete16. might as well be hell reviewsbut for now, I just find my place in the hell we call love.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-25-10 - Complete17. nonexistent stars reviewsbecause in some out of the ordinary way, you remind me of myself.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-17-10 - Complete18. lukewarm reviewsmaybe your eyes are only lukewarm, but that's enough for me.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-15-10 - Complete19. it's just like you all over again reviewsit's just like the bad remake of the movie you never liked in the first place, only worse.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-12-10 - Complete20. to fall in love reviewsmaybe you were sent from heaven, but you might as well be from hell.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-10-10 - Complete21. almost home, almost hurting reviewsBecause I find a place where I can just breathe and love through my torn words and broken promises.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 297 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-6-10 - Complete22. the technicolor girls smile reviewsshe's painted technicolor, but yet, she lives in gray.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-1-10 - Complete23. only human reviewsIt's hilarious how they fall for the smiles, but not how they expect the smiles to never fade.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9-28-10 - Complete24. maybe someday reviewsbecause love — oh, whatever the hell it is — is so beautiful, but so out of reach.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-15-10 - Complete25. fairytale dreams reviewsyour words rise up and rip my concrete defenses into pieces and — help? anybody?Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9-15-10 - Complete26. blueblue eyes reviewshe has blueblue eyes and he has me stuck in this hell they call love.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-14-10 - Complete27. almost blue reviewsbut those ice blue eyes are starting to blend in with all the bland background, until they aren't really blue anymore.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-7-10 - Complete28. stereotypical reviewsbut my heart isn't red like those giants hearts up there, it's purple.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-7-10 - Complete29. family matters reviewsin which I abhor my family and hate living.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-6-10 - Complete30. bittersweet reviewsthey started as cussing and yelling and ended as wishing and loving.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-6-10 - Complete31. state of heart reviewsit's all a blur. and i try to stand, but my legs don't feel like they're even there, and is this even real? or is my broken heart making all of this up, just like it did before you made it crack?Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-1-10 - Complete32. embracing the rain reviewsAnd if fairytale endings existed in real life, I probably wouldn't be out in the rain singing with the thunder and lightning.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-29-10 - Complete33. hello again reviewsI introduce myself with an all too bright smile, and skip away with an all too happy manner, and I'm half wishing that when I say "hello again," you might see all the hidden tears.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-29-10 - Complete34. forgetting the unforgettable reviewsIt always seemed impossible, implausible - but I'm forgetting the unforgettable. I'm forgetting you.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-21-10 - Complete35. kissing the sky reviewsAnd I find myself wishing that I could use the wings strapped to my back that never worked, so I could soar with the birds and finally kiss the sky.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-21-10 - Complete36. evanescent me reviewsall I want to do is scream at them, because I'm going through so much pain, so why are they laughing!Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-26-10 - Complete37. picking off scabs reviewsI know you don't care, I really do, but I still love you, and I hate myself for it, and really, I'm just picking at the scab, aren't I?Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-26-10 - Complete38. point of no return reviewsEverything is blackblackblack, and I think I might be gone, but I can't be, because my eyes are still open, and what is happening to me?Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-26-10 - Complete39. screams that kill silence reviewsI see breaking hearts and the color of blood and - oh god, the silence ringing through my ears is overwhelming, and then I hear screams, and the silence lies beside me, dead, because those screams - my screams - killed it.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-25-10 - Complete40. what your eyes see reviewsyou see daydreams and poems and drawings and songs, and you see laughs floating in the air, but has it ever occurred to you that all those things aren't really me?Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-25-10 - Complete41. Trapped Laughter » reviewsBecause when you've been broken the way she's been, healing isn't really an option. But — could he change that? / discont.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 4,135 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 7-14-10 - Published: 6-6-1042. Corner of My Eye, Corner of My Heart reviewsThe stench of the city surrounds me, but somehow, I don't smell it. All of my senses are enveloped by jade eyes.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-14-1043. surrounded reviewsHere I am. Surrounded by grief, consumed by lies, and scared of laughter.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-1-10 - Complete
