I seem strangely cynical lately, eh? *sigh* I don't like being in my pessimistic mood. For some reason, when I get pessimistic-ish, I think I get it worst than most. I just see the darkness in things and my face gets this kind of haunted and blank look. I'm not kidding. Right now, I'm balancing on happiness and sadness/anger. It's like heaven, earth, and hell. I'm barely balancing on Earth. If I sway the wrong way, I end up in either heaven or hell. And don't get me wrong people- I'm not suicidal. I think suicide is the coward's way out. For me, I'd fight to the end. Anyway, the main reason I took my pro off is that I don't think anyone really cares/reads about my profile. If you really actually do want to read it, just visit my site and go into the "About me" section. You'll find stuff about me there.
I am a sacrifice.
A human sacrifice.
Not the type of sacrifice
for the Gods.
I am a sacrifice for humanity.
My tears and anger
mean nothing.
For I am a sacrifice.
I am not allowed
to frown or cry.
All I can do
is standby
and smile.
Devoid of emotion.
I am a human sacrifice.
A shell.
An empty shell.
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