I'm also Just Another Outsider on Fanfiction... so, yeah.

37 Secrets About Yourself
(Be honest no matter what.)

1) Have you ever been asked out?
yes

2) What is your default picture?

a girl...

3) What's your middle name?
Lauren, sadly. (I hate Lauren. She annoys me.)

4) Your current relationship status?
In love with two amazing guys.. one of which supposedly feels the same, but has a boyfriend, and the other is dating one of my best friends, and apparently used to love me. I fucked that up though, by loving the other guy -.- Also have a couple people who like me, but I don't feel the same.

5) Does your crush like you back?
sigh...

6) What is your current mood?
Really.. okay. For once in my life, I feel as though I love myself. It's a great feeling.

7) What color of underwear are you wearing?
not telling you pervs

8) What color shirt are you wearing?

black tank

9) Missing something?

pretty much everything. including the memories of the first half of my life...

10) If you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?
I don't know. A lot of things.

11) If you must be an animal for one day, what would you be?
a wolf

12) Ever had a near death experience?
no

13) Something you do a lot?
read, write, listen to music

14) The song stuck in your head?

Welcome To My Life by Simple Plan (Best. Band. EVER!!!!!)

15) Who did you copy and paste this from?
TheseThingsI'llNeverSay

16) Name someone with the same birthday as YOU?

This kid I used to know, Brandon.

17) When was the last time you cried

Erm.. and hour ago?

18) Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
just my best friends

19) If you could have one super power what would it be?
I apparently already have invisibility., so I'd say the power to fly. That way I can just escape everything.

20) What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Eyes and hair

21) What do you usually order from Starbucks?
coffee?

22) What's your biggest secret?
I have many that you don't need to know

23) Favorite color?
Black and dark purple

24) Do you still watch kiddie shows?

duh

25) What are you?
I AM...
I am a daughter. A sister. A grand-daughter. A niece. A cousin. A friend. I am a partner. A student. A young girl and a grown women. I am confident and scared. Terrified and excited. I am loving and caring and thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly. And careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood. Misguided. And mislead. I am hardworking and determined. But a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray to God and cry my tears. I smile on the outside while I'm dying on the inside. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells. And I walk on fire. I believe in passion. But not true love. I love you and I push you away. I want you but not so close. I am everything and nothing all at once. And all I want is to be loved.

26) Do you speak any other language?

bit of japanese. french, and spanish

27) What's your favorite smell?
the smell of my mother's perfume. I really miss her.

28) Describe your life in one word what would it be?
nothing

29) Have you ever kissed in the rain?
I wish

30) What are you thinking about right now?
stuff... I dunno... lottsa stuff

31) What should you be doing?
studying for final exams? probably

32) Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
everyone

33) Do you like working in the yard?

I don't care

34) If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?

my crush's

35) Do you act differently around the person you like?
Um.. not really. They both make me really happy and feel safe..

36) What is your natural hair color?
bleach blonde... sigh.

37) Who was the last person to make you cry?

I dunno. I was just crying cause I felt like it I think. I just felt so sad, but I didn't know why.

You May Be A Writer If-

1. Every time you hear a song, you think of a new story or one you've already written.

2. You often imagine your books becoming movies.

3. Spell check is your best friend.

4. You give even the smallest of characters a huge background.

5. Every time you read something, you make your own story of the same thing.

6. You'll spend an hour trying to find one word cause you won't dare use a synonym.

7. Not being able to write is like not being able to pee to you... you just can't hold it in for so long.

8. You write so fast, you leave out words in a sentence.

9. Things that are written bad annoy you and make you want to re-write it better.

10. You laugh at jokes you wrote yourself.

11. If your note writing or typing, your fingers are moving constantly.

12. You forget what day it is when your writing.

13. When you have to write some sort of story in class, you get carried away.

14. You would rather die than use words like 'good' or 'nice' and etc.

15. You put off the last chapter of a story simply because you don't want it to end.

16. When on a roll, you will ignore hunger, sleepiness, or the urge to pee until you run out of ideas.

17. If a story, movie, show, etc. finishes without closure, you have a powerful need to write a suitable ending.

18. You like to fidget, tap, or chew on the tip of something when you are trying to come up with a new sentence, paragraph, chapter, or story.

19. You dream about your stories.

20. You dream of new stories.

31. Someone can call your name twenty times without you hearing if you're writing