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since	: 11-10-11, id: 809152, Profile Updated: 05-22-13

Author has written 69 stories for Love, Life, Friendship, Romance, Mythology, Young Adult, General, General, Politics, Fantasy, and Essay.

(Previously known as TammyGreen)

Hey.

I live on music and quotes and beds and cameras and writing and wanting and my guitar. I wish I was a lesbian because boys suck, and I wish my hair took bleach better. I wish I wasn't short. I am the self-hating reckless daughter of a cautious, slightly homophobic, very prejudice stereotypical Jewish mother and live to be everything she is not. I might be failing. I am a rebel NOT a hipster, and I will readily debate with you why the hipster sub-culture sucks. I will be wrong. I often am. (Youngest child who's eldest sibling is a perfect genius are often wrong)

The taxes are too damn high. Religion breeds stupidity, but the culture and rituals are fascinating. Gay rights are a GIVEN, not something to be debated. You have the right to do whatever you wish as long as it doesn't breach someone else's rights or harm them in anyways. Nostalgia breeds a culture of retro-mania, and museums should be burned if they are about something less than 50 years old. Library are where ever child should be able to live in. Media focus on freak accident/anomaly's instead of things that happen every day - in Chicago every day, someone is shot - and this is wrong. Everyone is equal. Different but equal. Grammar is debatable, and long sentences, when used right, can be glorious. Tests are not an accurate measure of one's intelligent. Ownership is not romantic. Slut shaming is not okay - sex is okay, and there is power that comes owing that desire and responsibility and someone is not less of person because they have sex. This is an opinion - this is my opinion. I might be wrong. I often am.

I have insomnia and ADD and migraines, a lisp, and two official best friends and about ten more unofficial ones. I want to tell you (whoever you happen to be) everything about myself, absolutely everything, but that would be stupid. Apparently. I talk a lot. Apparently. Please, P.M. me when ever you want, whoever you are, if you need advice, or just want to be close, talk to me whenever - but if I write you out of the blue one day to tell you that I absolutely love your blog and I would really like to buy you a cup of coffee someday to talk about life — don’t say I didn’t warn you.

I am a bitch. I am a bitch because I am outspoken and stubborn and have masculine traits and if that makes me a bitch, so be it. I am not a nice person. I refuse to be a nice person - nice has held me down far too long, and there is no way I will let it stop me anymore. So don't call me nice. Rules bother me. Limits bother me. Stereotypes bother me. Over sharing bothers me, even though I'm doing that at the moment.

I am not as pretentious as I seem. Or maybe I am. Whatever. Sorry.

I have a quote obsession.

"Every atom in your body came from a star that exploded. And, the atoms in your left hand probably came from a different star than your right hand. It really is the most poetic thing I know about physics: You are all stardust. You couldn’t be here if stars hadn’t exploded, because the elements - the carbon, nitrogen, oxygen, iron, all the things that matter for evolution and for life - weren’t created at the beginning of time. They were created in the nuclear furnaces of stars, and the only way for them to get into your body is if those stars were kind enough to explode. So, forget Jesus. The stars died so that you could be here today."

“it doesn't matter if Prince Charles falls off his horse
or that the hummingbird is so seldom
seen
or that we are too senseless to go
insane.
coffee. give us more of that NOTHING
coffee.”

“A long time ago people believed that the world is flat and the moon is made of green cheese. Some still do, to this day. The man on the moon is looking down and laughing.”

“On the late afternoon streets, everyone hurries along, going about their own business.
Who is the person walking in front of you on the rain-drenched sidewalk?
He is covered with an umbrella, and all you can see is a dark coat and the shoes striking the puddles.
And yet this person is the hero of his own life story.
He is the love of someone’s life.
And what he can do may change the world.
Imagine being him for a moment.
And then continue on your own way.”

“I want to take back at least half of the “I love you”s, because I didn’t mean them as much as the other ones. I want to take back the book of artsy photos I gave you, because you didn’t get it and said it was hipster trash. I want to take back what I said about you being an emotional zombie. I want to take back the time I called you “honey” in front of your sister and you looked like I had just shown her pictures of us having sex. I want to take back the wineglass I broke when I was mad, because it was a nice wineglass and the argument would have ended anyway. I want to take back the time we had sex in a rent-a-car, not because I feel bad about the people who got in the car after us, but because it was massively uncomfortable. I want to take back the trust I had while you were away in Austin. I want to take back the time I said you were a genius, because I was being sarcastic and I should have just said you’d hurt my feelings. I want to take back the secrets I told you so I can decide now whether to tell them to you again. I want to take back the piece of me that lies in you, to see if I truly miss it. I want to take back at least half the “I love you”s, because it feels safer that way.”

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1. Hold Steady
-Rated for mentions of drugs and sex- "He's is 20 years old. He is an older brother. And his little sister is exploding."
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 387 - Published: 5-22-13 - Complete

2. Wendy Darling
(She thinks she wished it once; him protected. Or the strength to walk away) -Because he's lost, and she's found, and they are so far apart-
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 930 - Published: 5-22-13 - Complete

3. Village Home Education Center For Home-Schooled Peoples
(It's about you and me and learning, without pressure, without judgement, without doubt. It's about building up without tearing down.) -An Ode to my non-school-
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 868 - Published: 5-22-13 - Complete

4. This Is Homeschooling reviews
What it says on the tin. Homeschooling, in 1396 words.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,396 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-22-13 - Complete

5. Es War Einmal
"Do you believe in Mermaids?"
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 266 - Published: 5-15-13 - Complete

6. how beautiful you are
(You give your heart to this silly, brown haired, brown eyed boy one day.) "The general state of mind goes something like this: Yeah you seem decent right now, but I'm just counting the seconds until you jam that knife you're hiding directly into my heart." -TC
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 666 - Published: 5-8-13 - Complete

7. Cut your hair
he gives her a rose one day
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Published: 5-1-13 - Complete

8. Systematic glass
-the boy who is more washed out and in focus than ever- ("If I can't be beautiful, I want to be invisible." )
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Published: 4-24-13 - Complete

9. Never Ever Ever Land
-We're going back and forth, and back, and forth, and back and forth and back- (Best Friend Love)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Published: 4-17-13 - Complete

10. Something Barrowed
-It's a borrowed love, you and this boy - it's not meant to be any sort of forever
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 649 - Published: 4-17-13 - Complete

11. Iris
-She thinks he yells at her, something like, don't run away, but how can she tell him that it was never running away when she was never there to begin with?-
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 922 - Published: 4-17-13 - Complete

12. Ventricular
-What her heart is made of-
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 386 - Published: 4-17-13 - Complete

13. to tell ----------
-An anonymous collection of thing to say to someone you have nothing to say to- 'So many people know about us. We were never meant to be a secret.' (rated M for swears, rape, and ex-boyfriends)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,278 - Published: 4-16-13 - Complete

14. Upside Down
(one of these things are not like the others) -Part three of Belong Series-
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Published: 4-3-13 - Complete

15. syndrome 461 reviews
-She can't stand it when people call her 'nice'- (the problem with legacy)
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 499 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-3-13 - Complete

16. Insomnia reviews
- Other people use their nights in other ways, but she had no time to dream -
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-2-13 - Complete

17. How to know when you are in love reviews
-And suddenly, they're added to all your dreams. All your plans, your stories, they're there
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,231 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-2-13 - Complete

18. commitmentphobia reviews
they have nothing in common except for this - she likes the way he's always around. (He is an oh-so-perfect-boy and she. is. not.)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 359 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-23-13 - Complete

19. Vertigo
Once upon a time, there was a Queen-who-settled. (A dabble in legacy)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 391 - Published: 3-23-13 - Complete

20. Certain
-A study on Maybe-
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Published: 3-23-13 - Complete

21. Fits and Starts
"It's not about love, can't you tell I'm not in love - in fact I can't stop falling out. I miss that stupid ache" -Fiona Apple
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Published: 3-23-13 - Complete

22. Make Light reviews
Prompt - there's more than one kind of magic, love (Song, Make Light, is by Passion Pit)
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 391 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-19-13 - Complete

23. Dear 2010
(because redemption is so hard to find today) - the struggle to fall for the nice boys; the ones who don't need you
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Published: 3-19-13 - Complete

24. Holocene
(my body hates me but it's okay, because I have the ocean in my vomit) Song, Holocene, by Bon Iver
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Published: 3-19-13

25. it was U
(But how could they have knew that I could never remember you?) - the boy you saw when there was no one else left. Title from the song, & it was U, by How To Dress Well
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Published: 3-19-13 - Complete

26. Do you? reviews
She wears a hat and he tries to steal it and that is their (not) love story - Part 2 of That Was Their Story Series
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 297 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-26-13 - Complete

27. What You Never Told Your Mum reviews
You dye your hair. Blue and red and purple, each curl a different color. You do it so your mother will notice. She dosn't
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 804 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-26-13 - Complete

28. The Time Is Now reviews
(Or, what blatant disrespect really means)
Poetry: Politics - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-26-13 - Complete

29. Denim reviews
Because all that denim won't hold your soul in
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-26-13 - Complete

30. Distance reviews
And it was nice, for a while, fitting in (Part 2 of Belong series)
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 534 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-26-13 - Complete

31. And really, would he even want to see you? reviews
She was stupid and he was mean and that was their love story (Part 1 of That Was Their Story Series)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,301 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-4-13 - Complete

32. Ticket
She pretends to love him
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Published: 12-23-12 - Complete

33. Names
She names her son, they one she never really wanted to have, after him, the boy she never wanted to lose
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 679 - Published: 12-23-12 - Complete

34. Inspiration
They are each others inspiration
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Published: 12-23-12 - Complete

35. Belong reviews
And when all you want is to belong, there's really no way out, is there? (Part 1 of Belong series)
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-23-12 - Complete

36. 2:45 AM
Short story about Insomnia and forgetting
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 471 - Published: 12-23-12 - Complete

37. But he doesn't love her reviews
A story about a close knit friendship - a Watson and Holmes, if you will.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 944 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-20-12 - Complete

38. Magnetic Poetry » reviews
This is what happens when I play Magnetic poetry
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 2 - Words: 425 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-20-12 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

39. Confront
A confrontation between Ex's
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 400 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

40. She removes her makeup viciously reviews
Prompt - to write as many long sentences as possible
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 446 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-5-12

41. Stereotypes reviews
A drabble about stereotypes and who I am
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 336 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

42. The way she survives
In the aftermath, her friends help her survive
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 297 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

43. Sometimes, it's enough
"and if she's honest with herself (heaven forbid), it seems as if their better off."
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

44. She shrugged reviews
Comfort after a harsh breakup
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 810 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

45. Happiness
When a movies playing in the backround but all you can think about is here and now
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 707 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

46. Things to miss about camp
A list poem I wrote after a week of camp withdrawal
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 403 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

47. He looked the same
Two people see each other after a long time
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 472 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

48. Flatmates
A recently divorced man goes to live with a friend
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 753 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

49. but in essence, they're the same
A drabble about two sisters who try to be as different from each other as possible
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 356 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

50. BenandMolly
Prompt - "She was running late, always running late, a failing of hers, she knew it, but then she couldn't find her purse and once she did manage to locate it underneath her blue corduroy jacket on the coat tree in the hall , she couldn't find her keys."
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 830 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

51. Yearbook
"Your name's in my yearbook"
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

52. Nightmare
Prompt - "She is thrashing slightly, sweating and shaking, but defiantly asleep"
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 379 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

53. Married to the music
A short drabble about music, dancing, and beats. Warning- mentions of grinding.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

54. Just friends
"Just friends, some days, not even that"
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

55. Glowstick
A philosophy on glow sticks and life, too
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Humor/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

56. Still crazy after all the years
A story inspired by the song by Paul Simon, this is about old friends
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,100 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

57. Brother and Sister reviews
A drabble about over-protectiveness of brothers, among other things.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,161 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

58. The moment they met
A drabble about unrequited love
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

59. It can't be this easy
And settling, sometimes, is never the best way - when you're the one who loves less
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

60. The brown haired girl is beautiful
A drabble about among other things; meetings, names, and shyness
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 302 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

61. Eye Contact reviews
A poem about unrequited love
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

62. Look, I'm better than him
Prompt for this story was "look, I'm better than him, so please don't leave me "
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

63. Fairytale reviews
A fairy tale about the sun and the moon
Fiction: Mythology - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 494 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

64. He wonders why he didn't tell her
A drabble about a simple lie
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

65. In the beginning reviews
"In the beginning he was just a boy with long hair and big eyes..."
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

66. I wonder what they see in me
A short poem inspired by 'Phenomenal Woman,' by Maya Angelo
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

67. She wasn't running away
A poem about disappearing
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

68. Average among the perfect
A poem about being average among extraordinary people
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete

69. Ugly to beautiful
A small poem about being ugly, than beautiful, than back again
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Published: 6-5-12 - Complete