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Author has written 10 stories for Life, Family, Nature, Love, General, and School. Butterfly Girl was written for closure, but it is a retelling of real life events, that happened in 2009, and a girl of nine called Esme died of Cancer. I cannot remember which day she died. But my heart aches everytime I think of her, and I needed to get it out of my system. I Wonder was written after I had an argument with my Mum, and the reason things aren't OK anymore, and I can't tell her anything and everything because I'm not the same person. I guess you can outgrow your mother's arms. Cry was a quick thing to write because I was inspired by the poem in the summary, which I didn't write, and I wanted to give it my own twist. I hope I succeeded, and I didn't completely fail in my quest for a bit of hardcore love angst. For the Broken Hearted is just me trying to have a bit of empathy for people who do have broken hearts and situations that can't be fixed by a quick 'sorry' and aren't cliche heart breaks. Hidden again was a real-life thing that is still ongoing, as I was born with Spina Bifida Occulta, and my thoughts on how sometimes I wish I didn't understand what was going on around me, and knowing I'm the problem, and this time it's all on me. Self-pitying, yes, but I'm nothing if not flawed and selfish like every other human being on earth. Thanks Dad because Sarcasm helps, and heals, and he deserves it. I Am is about how bad people feel, and negatives that I ponder and think on a daily basis, but never say aloud. There may be a second chapter to this about positive things 'I Am' but until then it shall stay depressing. You Say was written after yet another screaming match with my parents, who seem to want a saint for a daughter. L4W is about every girl in my old class, summed up in one sentence, including myself. Kind of based off the book 'Harriet the Spy' where it's brutally honest, simply because I know none of them will ever read it, and I'm fed up of acting like I like being at the bottom of the popularity scale because I like reading. And we're so different, I wonder how the school ever thought putting us together was a halfway decent idea. BED is about how I feel practically every night as I look in my mirror, inspired by an email my friend Cassie sent me: and now I want to cry because my mums just made me get on the scales, and now fears for my life, because i'm almost obese and her BMI is better than mine. | |||||||
1. BED reviewsFor Cassie. But I look away from the looking glass/Knowing what I wish shan't come to pass/So I abandon those hopes/Those silly little dreams/I go back to B.E.D/And when nobody can hear/I scream and scream and scream. Warning: could trigger for eating disorders, anorexia, bulimia etc.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 324 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-10-13 - Complete2. For the Broken Hearted » reviewsA series of poems inspired by heart break of every kind. T just in case.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 732 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 10-5-12 - Published: 5-11-123. L4WOur classes are changing, we're getting older. A last dedication to my old class; what the hell was God thinking when he put us together?Poetry: School - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Published: 8-6-12 - Complete4. You Say reviews"You say 'Stupid'. I say 'You are'." Dad, what did I do to make you say you love me and then yell again. You say hate's a strong word, but I think that love is a stronger one. And I'm not sure if it applies to you anymore.Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-29-125. I Am »I am- what are you?Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 194 - Updated: 7-17-12 - Published: 7-8-12 - Complete6. Thanks Dad reviews'Frankly, I find your personality quite repellent at times. I do like to be honest.' Thanks Dad. I really needed to hear that. Who cares if it's a T? Not me.Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-1-12 - Complete7. HiddenMy own reflections on having Spina Bifida Occulta, and wishing I didn't know exactly what was going on. T for whatever T is for. Life because nothing else fits.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Published: 6-27-12 - Complete8. Cry reviewsSick of crying/Tired of trying/Yeah I'm smiling/But inside I'm dying... K because everyone cries, no matter your age.Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-10-12 - Complete9. I Wonder reviewsI don't wonder why, and that makes it hurt all the more. What happens when your heart matures, and your mum's arms don't feel like they used to.Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-25-12 - Complete10. Butterfly Girl reviewsSo RIP Esme. RIP. Because I need closure, and I cried while writing this, so I'm hoping I finally have it. Warning: Death by Cancer.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 658 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-25-12 - Complete
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