Hi you guys can call me scars. I'm not gonna say my real name, purely because I don't want my friends to find this. I am fourteen and I have self harmed before, I'm just full of contradictions.
I was always the sister who said she was never going to be like her older sister, that she would never cut, never purge, because she was so happy. I was innocent and naive and highschool broke me oh so well. Innocence really was bliss because now I'm everything i never wanted to be.
Your eyes say you love but your lips say hate?
I've got secrets, and they bury me deep. And you'll never know. And isn't that great.
One cut, two cut, three cut, four.
Come on love, its just one more.
Five cut, six cut, seven cut, eight.
Oh what a mess this will create.
Oh but your such a gorgeous mess, aren't you dear.
But you broke me, now i can't feel anything.
I don't want to love you, because when you leave me, I'll be in pieces all over again.
You deserve much better then me.I love my family but I hate being around them. I have the most amazing friends a girl could have but I take them for granted and I dont deserve them.
favorite song lyrics.
I didn't ask for my own life but I'll take itcloser 360
It's me. I'm a freak. Thanks for loving me. cos your Doing it perfectly. what do you want from me?
Two of my favorite songs.
Concrete angel.
White horse. Taylor swift.
I hope you like my story's, if there depressed or trigger stuff then I'm sorry, this is how i let it all out.
Sincerely, Scars