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since: 07-05-01, id: 89369
Author has written 68 stories for General, Song, General, Life, Love, and Essay.
Age:17
Sex: female..err..i'm pretty sure..
Live: Seattle
Ethnicity: chinese
Height: 5"9ish or 5"10ish
Bits: Likes writing and drawing/reading.Moshing, Raving,eating...^_-,cutting,and I sleep alot.
Status:All by myself...::sings::
Music scene: rock/punk,techno/trance,alternative,metal,Indierock,grunge, emo:
Distillers, Sissy Bar, Sugarcult,Ani Difranco, Jill Sobule, Bif Naked,Bikini Kill,Abreaction, Dressy Bessy,Go Sailor,Jack Off Jill,Modest Mouse,Placebo, Saetia, Blood Brothers, Letters to Cleo,Linkin Park,Pretty Girls make Graves, Coheed & Cambria,Deathcab For Cutie,Lennon Murphy,The Locusts,Yeah Yeah Yeahs,Dashboard Confessional,Student Rick,My Ruin, Switchblade Symphony,The Missing, Nirvana and alotta more... ^-^

FAV QUOTES:
~there is no reality. merely perception.

~Live hard. Die young. Leave a pretty corpse.

~They call it suicide, I call it liberation.~

~"What is a poet? A poet is an unhappy being whose heart is torn by secret sufferings but his lips are so strangely formed that, when the sighs and cries escape him, it sounds like beautiful music" ~(Fran Healy)

I'm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone
But I have a light
The day is done
But I'm having fun
I think I'm dumb
or maybe just happy
Think I'm just happy
my heart is broke
But I have some glue
help me inhale
And mend it with you
We'll float around
And hang out on clouds
Then we'll come down
And I have a hangover...Have a hangover
Skin the sun
Fall asleep
Wish away
The soul is cheap
Lesson learnedd
Wish me luck
Soothe the burn
Wake me up -DUMB (Nirvana)

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1. Makings
Mostly a scatter of an unedited mess of memories and thoughts tonight. well... i see some light. So, i guess from this early morning?The deep hurt in her eyes. The last time i saw her. i'm sorry.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-19-07 - Published: 5-19-07
2. The Flavors of a Lover reviews
My essay subject was on the senses and to follow it up with a full detailed story that stood out to us most about this sense. I chose taste. The tastes of my lover to be exact.Every memory of her set in flavors known only by me. Rated M just incase.
Complete - Essay - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 732 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-19-07 - Published: 5-19-07
3. Transition reviews
thoughts now that i am much older since i've started posting my stuff up. Looks like my style has not improved much. But hey, its free storage for my writings.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-27-07 - Published: 4-27-07
4. Slur reviews
You've always been, what we always were...
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-4-05 - Published: 12-4-05
5. Sacrifice reviews
what it means to sacrifice all you have, to find yourself.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-28-05 - Published: 4-28-05
6. Understand reviews
interpret it how you want.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-6-05 - Published: 2-6-05
7. I Still Do reviews
wistful poem about what once was, & what everything have been. true love is the one you'll never keep...
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-31-05 - Published: 1-31-05
8. Used To Say reviews
i still want to die old with you.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-2-04 - Published: 11-2-04
9. Rag Doll reviews
was it meant to end like this? was it all that i was to you? the consequences of falling in love forever..
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-25-04 - Published: 9-25-04
10. Fae reviews
from care free love to our last day. R&R please =)
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-21-04 - Published: 8-21-04
11. What Do I Do? reviews
betrayed once... to take it once more? maybe not...
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-2-04 - Published: 7-2-04
12. Euphoria
"Mistress wields velvet, I’m yours to keep..." sub/dom relationship also refering to drugs...
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-2-04 - Published: 7-2-04
13. My Finishing Line reviews
drug and alcahol reference. how i describe living life to the fullest and basically my rebel side.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-2-04 - Published: 7-2-04
14. Flying Solo reviews
so many worries and questions. so many regrets. tonight we choose.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-7-04 - Published: 6-7-04
15. Weakness reviews
havent written much in a while... this is about how strong love is, but how weak it makes you.
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-7-04 - Published: 6-7-04
16. Bitter Love reviews
ah, just in time for V-day. how weak love makes you, but it makes you strong at the same time. please R&R
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-13-04 - Published: 2-13-04
17. ForgetMeNots reviews
just something i whipped up randomly in the middle of my finals exam. A bit metaphorical. about love and the distance between.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 430 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-12-04 - Published: 2-12-04
18. Crimson Act reviews
..."turbulent waves of crimson,each wave a year.sweet 16 waves,and a thousand unshed tears." touches suicide in a metaphorical way
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-28-04 - Published: 1-28-04
19. Perfect Touch reviews
Slow, subtle, rhyming, and gentle poem on the beauty in making love. Symbolic and mild.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-4-04 - Published: 1-4-04
20. Narcotic reviews
suicide, drugs, and gaining inner completeness in a different way.
Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-25-03 - Published: 12-25-03
21. Wound reviews
basically about cutting and the feelings leading up to it. pretty short.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-25-03 - Published: 12-25-03
22. Emotional Suicide
A bit of a resemblence to my "Melancholy Romance" with the body decaying but the spirit still devoted.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-12-03 - Published: 12-12-03
23. This Time Around reviews
suicidal theme.suggestion of drugs. Goes with my collection of "I'd Die For You" poems. True subject.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-20-03 - Published: 11-20-03
24. Melancholy Romance reviews
Love comes in different forms.This form, bitter and cynical yet equally strong until the last breath." I'll hurt you,if you hurt me.thats the way, love should be..."
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-20-03 - Published: 11-20-03
25. Now and Then reviews
Dashboard Confessional feel to it. what it feels to be in love now. Innocence and immortality.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-26-03 - Published: 10-26-03
26. Ballad For One reviews
Can anybody guess what/where i'm talkin about?
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-22-03 - Published: 7-22-03
27. Right Here Right Now reviews
Have you ever wanted to go Home, but not know where "home" is? the step followin this poem just landed me some ER time instead of finding the answer. =P ...pricks..
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-4-03 - Published: 7-4-03
28. Incomplete Completion reviews
hmm...a "screw the world" poem with abit of an street punk attitude. Another basic suicide theme.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-4-03 - Published: 7-4-03
29. Still Here reviews
Okay this is another poem on my clinical depression period. its a question at the end so read and reply pwease.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-4-03 - Published: 7-4-03
30. Tortured
its just another one of my depressive poems.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-29-03 - Published: 6-29-03
31. Who Am I? reviews
Here is one i just wrote as I am going into my bipolar stage & out of Clinical depression.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-29-03 - Published: 6-29-03
32. Taking Back reviews
song i even put a tune to and is tihnkin 'bout playing for this months 'battle of the bands' in my school.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-4-03 - Published: 3-4-03
33. Little Girl reviews
poem bout me.Contains suicide & is really creepy."Little girl bleed/watch her laugh..."Like beginnin of dat My Ruin song lol R&R
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-29-02 - Published: 10-29-02
34. You Love Me?? reviews
uhh...its sortof goes wit an alternative musik flow...Just sometihng i had 2 get out of my already insane head.Its about being confused on whether its really"over" or not,if it was really U dat didnt want to let go.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-30-02 - Published: 8-30-02
35. The Promise...
::sigh::i havent written in awhile...i feel empty ryte now...heres my latest poem.I think its pretty good.Luv hurts...but u cant be complete witout it...
Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-30-02 - Published: 8-30-02
36. Pink Sheep reviews
LoLz... making fun of everyone... dont read if u'll feel offended.Sorry
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Humor/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 378 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-29-02 - Published: 8-29-02
37. A Shared Heart. reviews
haha i duno where this came from...I noticed not alot of ppl show their support and true feelings about homosexuality so here's my lil weird poem. lolz. RAINBOW PRIDE!! warning:sorta weirdness
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-6-02 - Published: 6-6-02
38. Whats What reviews
umm.....scarey sucidal words. my world and the demons inide.Beware.
General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-20-02 - Published: 5-20-02
39. I... reviews
This was something I found yesterday on my comp. I forgot all about it.It was a poem I wrote for my gf but never gave it to her...
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-19-02 - Published: 5-19-02
40. Bi Bi Bye reviews
lolz just a lil parody of N*sync's "BYE BYE BYE".tiny bit dissing straight ppl. homosexual themes. weird/ insane
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Humor/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-19-02 - Published: 5-19-02
41. Let Yo Know
sort of like a song.About giving up on life and last goodbyes
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-19-02 - Published: 5-19-02
42. May I Have This Dance? reviews
a poem...yep yep.......READ!! R&R will be useful
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 338 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-26-02 - Published: 4-26-02
43. Giving In
doopity doop..."Don't know how much it takes,just to stop remembering you.." Pwease R&R
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-4-02 - Published: 3-4-02
44. Far Away
*sigh* I've been feelings depressed alot lately... it seems me and J are slipping away...and the worst part is i cant do anything about it...now i'm just waiting of her to give up on me like everybody else did...
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-22-02 - Published: 2-22-02
45. How It Was Before reviews
Iono wat i waz thinking... I guess I was in one of those weird mushy moods. Its basically about loving someone still and how everything brings back a memory of how it was before. R&R
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-18-02 - Published: 2-18-02
46. I Cant... reviews
Okey dis poem dun rhyme.Da first one in a while.Its the pain i always feel realizing i have someone,but at the same tyme i cant have them. So faraway... R&R
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-2-02 - Published: 2-2-02
47. First Date. reviews
Hahahahaha!!i dun kno wat got into meeh.Dis ish funny... I just hope dis stuff dun REALLY happen when i go on mah first date...dat would sukk.Da beginning waz all good until i got to da middle and mah funny bone started reminding me it was dere.PLEASE R&R
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-24-02 - Published: 1-24-02
48. Once A Time. reviews
umm...i dun kno wat dis ish.its one of mah older ones.Now i look bakk and it seems lyke all mah older poems r waaay betta den mah newer ones.R&R dis poem ish about holding on.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-23-02 - Published: 1-23-02
49. Proud To Say You're Mine reviews
Heh heh,a somewat mo explicit lil poem i wrote fo mah gf,J. Dun worry,its not DAT explicit, just enough details but with shyness and innocents.I put PG13 incase even though i dun think its dat necessary.Sorta sugary and kyoote in a way. R&R pwease.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 270 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-19-02 - Published: 1-19-02
50. Yesterday, Today, and maybe...Tomorrow reviews
Its another pointlessly sweet and warm poem by me. R&R would be appreciated. Thankies.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-12-02 - Published: 1-12-02
51. Unchained Melody » reviews
Here is my first short story.Yay for me! It have gurl/gurl love so be warned, hence the rating. This is really based on my life...up head theres darkness,suicidal thoughts,racism,and alot of other stuff. Please R&R
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,670 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-4-02 - Published: 1-1-02
52. Still That Person? reviews
I dun kno wat to tihnk anymore... is this how it's goin to end? Tell me, are u giving up? will I be standing against society alone once more? Tell me.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 442 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-31-01 - Published: 12-31-01
53. Questions reviews
"when we meet in the future,Will it be just as strangers would?" so many silent questions, I'm afraid to hear the answers...
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-31-01 - Published: 12-31-01
54. A Letter Of Goodbyes reviews
I reposted this one becuz I went bak and read it and I went....UGH. Dere was a few things I moved around. Dats all.Personally, I tihnk dis ish one of mah best poems so far.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,012 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-31-01 - Published: 12-31-01
55. Devotions & Regrets
The poem isn't as bad as the title sounds.Actually da poem ish sorta sappy and mushy.Now I kno y ppl in love in da movies act so corny -_-'
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-30-01 - Published: 12-30-01
56. A Place Where We Belong reviews
The poem about a forbidden love.A forbidden love that I'm going through and my feelings of it.Not sappy or anything.Sorta dramatic and as usual,angsty.I love you J,Always and Forever.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-29-01 - Published: 12-29-01
57. How's It Gonna Be
"How's it gonna be, without u here in my arms.How's it gonna be, not being able to see u,when I open my eyes..." yea, another song 4 mah gf.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-29-01 - Published: 11-29-01
58. Baby, If You'll Still Have Me... reviews
Dis is a poem 4mah sweet angel. I put all mah thoughts and heart into dis so please be nyce in ur reviews.Dese r da things I long 2 say 2 her...But imma scared to tell her...
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 11-15-01 - Published: 11-15-01
59. First Kiss.
mmm..I guess it kan be a song or a poem. u decide.Of course all mah poetry and songs have a meaning 2 me. Dis 1 is about a present I long 2 give 2 mah gf...mah very first kiss...
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-15-01 - Published: 11-15-01
60. Dance With Me reviews
Dis ish another song which I wrote for mah gf.When I first met her, both of us were depressed of our lives and sexuality. We both had no one dat would understand.Dis is da song I wrote to tell her I'm here for her.Dat I'll be dat person who will care.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-8-01 - Published: 9-8-01
61. The Rains Heart. reviews
Dis ish another song/poem by meh.I am now alot more....human.....since mah gurl came into mah life. She's mah inspiration.I'm gettin soft... O_o; Please R&R.
Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-25-01 - Published: 8-25-01
62. Forbidden Piece of Heaven. reviews
I'm puttin dis special poem up so the world(well most anyways) can see how I feel now dat I finally found someone. This one I wrote specially for my Gf.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-24-01 - Published: 8-24-01
63. A Life On Mute. reviews
Here is another poem/song thingy I wrote. I dont really like it but it shows what my daily life and emotions r like. Please R&R
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 275 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 8-23-01 - Published: 8-23-01
64. GUILT AS CHARGED. reviews
PG-13 incase. This poem I wrote is how I felt and how I was treated the first and last time I will ever reveal my deep secret.R&R
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-26-01 - Published: 7-26-01
65. Darkness. reviews
Okay I was in a suicidal mood when I wrote this. Pretty dark poem.Kinda stupid if you have a twisted sense of humor. R&R.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 7-23-01 - Published: 7-23-01
66. A Second Gift. reviews
A sad little poem I wrote dedicated to my friend that is now gone from this world and to others who lost someone special.R&R
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-22-01 - Published: 7-22-01
67. Winter Memories. reviews
Okay another angsty poem from yours truly. Mfriend read it and said now I ruined Christmas for her. LOL. sorry for all u eager flamers out there but I didn't go against anything in the poem.Please read it.It's one of my best ones.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-22-01 - Published: 7-22-01
68. Best Friends reviews
I've really out did myself this time. WOW! WHAT A ORIGIONAL TITTLE!!..*ahem* okay I'm a bit sarcastic right now...This poem is for every single one of my best friends and the ones I'll be meeting in the future. You all know who you are.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-11-01 - Published: 7-11-01
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