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since: 07-12-01, id: 92613
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Author has written 90 stories for General, Love, and Life.

secrets, lies, and sins in masks...suffer me softly is all i ask

i have much to tell yet nothing to say, a contradiction in my own right...simply put...i'm complicated




1. Intrigue Only Goes So Far
This is for my new guy. He's amazing and deserves the best of me. It's terrifying.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-5-08 - Published: 2-5-08
2. Ghosts in Waiting
And so he left...and took that last spark of hope with him. He'll always hold my wounded heart and he'll always haunt me...
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-31-07 - Published: 12-31-07
3. An Ocean Between Amends
What else can I say about him? He's inspired so many poems containing so many feelings...
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-31-07 - Published: 12-31-07
4. Consorting with Disheartedness to Drive Your Devil
I wrote this for Matt. I don't care to cleverly disguise it. It's for him. They usually are for him. He is the death of me.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-11-07 - Published: 5-11-07
5. Peering Past the Past to Find the Old in New
This is a new one for the one who still holds so many pieces of me...
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-5-07 - Published: 1-5-07
6. The Soldier One Letter Short of a Whole Identity
The easiest part of loving someone is waiting. It's the nourishing of that love that becomes the chaos.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-9-06 - Published: 11-9-06
7. Pvt MC
I'm always waiting, only to be disappointed by the outcome.
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-12-06 - Published: 9-29-06
8. Ghosts reviews
I am dedicated and one with them in another world.
Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-29-06 - Published: 9-29-06
9. Break and Release
He knows this is for him.
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - General/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-29-06 - Published: 9-29-06
10. A Prayer to My Beloved Destroyer reviews
despair and love seem to go hand in hand for me...
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-3-06 - Published: 3-3-06
11. Plagues and Pacifiers
this is about loving someone that doesn't know i exist...
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-22-06 - Published: 2-22-06
12. simple sin from my perspective
i love someone..and he wrote a poem here called Simple Sin...this is my reaction to his desires...
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-5-06 - Published: 2-5-06
13. smothered and covered
i have issues that i control, but there is one that destroys everything...
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-5-06 - Published: 2-5-06
14. sicknesssalvation
old habits ease new pains...
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-5-06 - Published: 2-5-06
15. Punisher
I hurt myself hurting him...only to try to heal things moments later
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-30-05 - Published: 11-30-05
16. Promises of Contempt
I don't know why I wrote this...I must have been thinking about my ex...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-30-05 - Published: 11-30-05
17. Priceless reviews
I hurt him because I'm afraid of us...
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-30-05 - Published: 11-30-05
18. In Love and Punishment
ah...to love and lose...all because I'm far too crazt for anyone's good
General - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-27-05 - Published: 10-27-05
19. Kiss Me reviews
i love so deeply...it kills
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-6-05 - Published: 7-6-05
20. Tried and Tribulated reviews
my mind hates me as much as i do
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-6-05 - Published: 7-6-05
21. Image reviews
this is how i see me...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-17-05 - Published: 2-17-05
22. Taunting Questions reviews
always searching...and always shocked at what i find
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-13-05 - Published: 2-13-05
23. Askew Love reviews
i love deeply now...through tainted eyes
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-13-05 - Published: 2-13-05
24. So Lonely reviews
i was bored....
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-13-02 - Published: 2-13-02
25. Forgive Me reviews
im so sick of always trying to be an adult.....im young...let me live...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-13-02 - Published: 2-13-02
26. mommy dearest reviews
im so pissed off at her.....
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-13-02 - Published: 2-13-02
27. Scorned reviews
hell hath no fury...so very true....
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-13-02 - Published: 2-13-02
28. Sickness reviews
im so sick & twisted eh?
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-13-02 - Published: 2-13-02
29. Like I Do reviews
i just write now.....i dont think much about what im writing...i allow everyone esle ta do that for me...peACE
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-13-02 - Published: 2-13-02
30. Vexation reviews
okie...so im a borderline...im sad happy....its hard knowing how i feel....bwahhaha....r&r..
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-29-01 - Published: 9-29-01
31. Times reviews
i say alotta ppl are blind...but then i think...maybe i just feel more than most
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-7-01 - Published: 9-7-01
32. People reviews
im just pissed today......its so hard to say that im the keeper of my fate when im tied back by so many fukkers & i cant seem ta free myslf.......
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 9-3-01 - Published: 9-3-01
33. Demise reviews
this signifies two completely different problems in my sad lil life.....
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-3-01 - Published: 9-3-01
34. Pity reviews
i get so pissed at my "dead" friends sometimes......
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-2-01 - Published: 9-2-01
35. Tranquilize reviews
*sighs*.....i dont want to feel anymore.....
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-1-01 - Published: 9-1-01
36. Defunct reviews
every day of depression is another piece of yourself dead......r&r
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-30-01 - Published: 8-30-01
37. Break reviews
im not into drugs...i kinda was back then....this is more about some people i know....
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-30-01 - Published: 8-30-01
38. Love?? reviews
well....i have serious problems with "love"...yeah...R&R....
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-28-01 - Published: 8-28-01
39. Sleep reviews
i have sleep problems....& weird dreams...so do a coupla my friends...*sighs*
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-28-01 - Published: 8-28-01
40. Mommy reviews
this is a spurt of hate towards my mother...sometimes shits good...sometimes its bad.....but i only write about the bad....so here ya go
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 8-28-01 - Published: 8-28-01
41. Dead Memories
My pip wrote this fer me.....he's so great....
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-28-01 - Published: 8-28-01
42. Dumb Girl reviews
another spurt of anger towards my ma
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-28-01 - Published: 8-28-01
43. Black Roses reviews
this si short....blunt....yet open fer individual perception...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 8-28-01 - Published: 8-28-01
44. Beside You reviews
ummm...justa quickie...teehee
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-28-01 - Published: 8-28-01
45. Born On Fire reviews
I'm just a crazee girl...r&r....
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-28-01 - Published: 8-28-01
46. Color of Pain reviews
*shrugs*....another "thing".....
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 8-28-01 - Published: 8-28-01
47. Dark Eyes reviews
yes....his eyes showed everything....
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-28-01 - Published: 8-28-01
48. Fake reviews
just a lil spurt of writing......
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-28-01 - Published: 8-28-01
49. I Am reviews
yeah well...i hadta write this fer scoo....its kinda good...*shrugs*
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-28-01 - Published: 8-28-01
50. Killing Only Me reviews
lets see.....i have alot of built up pain....
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-28-01 - Published: 8-28-01
51. Looking Glass
i reflect on life alot.....this is just a tiny piece of it.....
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 26 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-28-01 - Published: 8-28-01
52. Secret Place reviews
well.....another one about that bastard
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-28-01 - Published: 8-28-01
53. Ice
short lil thing about a coupla guys i know
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-28-01 - Published: 8-28-01
54. Vampires reviews
just a short lil poem about one of my obsessions.....
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 8-28-01 - Published: 8-28-01
55. Knowing reviews
knowing...& feeling...can sometimes be too much
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-28-01 - Published: 8-28-01
56. Firefly reviews
this kinda sux....cept i really like the last stanza......it seemed like a waste ta just throw it away....*shrugs*
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-28-01 - Published: 8-28-01
57. Answers? reviews
so many poems explain how i feel...here's another dark one....
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 8-28-01 - Published: 8-28-01
58. Unwanted Desire reviews
i wrote this fer Nathan....
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-27-01 - Published: 8-27-01
59. Used reviews
i love this one...this is exactly how i'll always feel.....
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 8-27-01 - Published: 8-27-01
60. Wicked reviews
i seriously am a morbid lil chicka.....but i love it...bwahahah
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 8-27-01 - Published: 8-27-01
61. Scars reviews
i like this one vedy much...*nods*..r&r...or dont...*shrugs*
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-27-01 - Published: 8-27-01
62. False Mending reviews
yes....i wrote this about nathan & me....& sorta fer dan & me....back when "dan & me" still existed
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-27-01 - Published: 8-27-01
63. Irony of Love reviews
this came out during my "dark" period
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-26-01 - Published: 8-26-01
64. Alone Again reviews
ummm...i was listening to Deftones alot....but Dan was the true inspiration.....*sighs*
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 8-26-01 - Published: 8-26-01
65. Porcelain Solestice reviews
this is actually about a girl name tiani who commited suicide...im seeing this through the eyes of my dear friend nathan who grieves over her death...*sighs*...then again...i feel this way about my dan too
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-26-01 - Published: 8-26-01
66. Orgasm of Death reviews
black love...it seems ta be the subject of most of these crazee "poems"
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 8-26-01 - Published: 8-26-01
67. Prey reviews
im obsessed with vampires & such dark things....so yeah.....it all goes hand in hand
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-26-01 - Published: 8-27-01
68. R&R reviews
arrite...i know this is mad corny...but it was just flowing through my head so i hadta write it down.....bwahah
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-26-01 - Published: 8-27-01
69. Claret reviews
this is truly heartfelt...as is most all my work....but this one brings out so much feeling ive never been able to bring out before....R&R please...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-20-01 - Published: 7-20-01
70. Daddy's Little Girl reviews
hmmm...this just came out...ive been watching too much Montel...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-19-01 - Published: 7-19-01
71. DK reviews
i wrote this after he left me...i was able ta write the 3rd verse using his 1st & last name as the 1st letter of each line....it worked out quite easily...& fit nicely....bastard...hopw i do love him...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-18-01 - Published: 7-18-01
72. China Doll reviews
this is newer than most of the other "poems"....i do like it...yes...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-18-01 - Published: 7-18-01
73. Broken reviews
i actually wrote this fer my dear pip...we seem ta go through the same situations...*sighs*...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-18-01 - Published: 7-18-01
74. Need reviews
im not sure what or whom i wrote this about....its nice though...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-18-01 - Published: 7-18-01
75. Over reviews
yet another poem i wrote about him....
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-18-01 - Published: 7-18-01
76. Time reviews
brief version of how i feel about him....
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-18-01 - Published: 7-18-01
77. No One reviews
...just read....
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-18-01 - Published: 7-18-01
78. Down
...another spurt of depression....read on
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-18-01 - Published: 7-18-01
79. Trapped
i feel like this constantly....even through "happiness"...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-17-01 - Published: 7-17-01
80. Light of my Life reviews
I wrote this at work....i was bored...& certain things were on my mind...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-17-01 - Published: 7-17-01
81. Why?? reviews
I started this figuring it would become a song...but i really wasnt into it...made it a "poem" instead...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-17-01 - Published: 7-17-01
82. Plastic Society reviews
i tried ta write a "positive" poem...haha...it backfired...*shrugs*
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-17-01 - Published: 7-17-01
83. Confused reviews
this was the 1st poem i wrote in order ta get some feelings out...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-17-01 - Published: 7-17-01
84. Contradiction reviews
i wrote this cuz someone told me i was a walking contradiction....haha...ppl are dumb...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-17-01 - Published: 7-17-01
85. Modern "Love" reviews
mmm...my friend was in a relationship like this...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-17-01 - Published: 7-17-01
86. She Survived reviews
i dunno why i wrote this...i felt this way a longgg time ago...i still kinda like it though...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-17-01 - Published: 7-17-01
87. Simple Freedom reviews
ummm...i read a poem that inspired this one....someone held me down like this a bit as well...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-17-01 - Published: 7-17-01
88. Society reviews
mmm...yes...they really are like this....
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-17-01 - Published: 7-17-01
89. The Beast Inside reviews
wrote this after coloumbine....& after my scoo got stoopid threats...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-17-01 - Published: 7-17-01
90. Thorns reviews
i was listening to Korn alot....blah
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-17-01 - Published: 7-18-01
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