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Author has written 45 stories for General, Haiku, and Biography. Welcome to here. Where freedom is imprisonment and not free at all - something cheap to buy. Where everything spins down straight into your veins - from a plastic tube where God resides. Never the moment to look Death with fear in your eyes, or a moment to step back and look at the people who are your sugar coated enemies, and not your friends. I don't need you, and you don't need me. This is a metropolis insane asylum, where kids don't grow up, and the old that escaped that fate are considered weak. Where junkies are scum, but their dealers are praised. Whores live it big, and couldn't give a shit about anything. Don't you fucking dare to tell me 'how it is', because I know 'how it is' all too well - and you don't. Welcome to a place where sinners thrive, and the holy die. Where expectations are high, yet never fulfilled. Dreams run wild, but never really come true, and are lost within the anti-sobriety haze. Where once you go wrong, it's no guarantee you'll ever come back. Where there is no such thing as innocence. Drugs, sex, guns, violence are your local black market advertisments. I am the victim, and so are you. And here is where all lines to the most unreachable mental places begin to fade. Perfection is scribbled out of every dictionary, and tainted truth litters your brain. This is the place where you wrap yourself up in yourself - because everybody else is dead on the inside. They don't matter. You don't matter. I don't matter - I'm your worst enemy. I can bend you so you can't bend back, and turn your life inside out. I can take world, turn it upside down. Don't console, come near me - I'm no angel, or demon - I am truly human. I know what life is: TRASH, just like you. Don't worry, baby, I can still love you, as long as we're both going to hell and share a few needles. Except your head will be shoved so far up Satan's ass, you dumb fuckin two-faced bitch or bastard, you won't know I'm even there. Welcome to here. "I dunno, cause it's green." "But it was purple." "Then it was purple." "But why would it be purple." "Uh... Cause... I dunno..." "It was a dandelion." "Then it was yellow, man." "But it was purple." "But you said it might've been green." "It was purple." "I think I get it." "But it was purple. But it was green but it wasnt green but is it really yellow?" "Now I'm so confused again." "No, you're just extremely stoned." "That too... But so are you." --Wes and Dommiel, 2.10.04; A Lethal Dose of Idiocy | |||||||
1. Grocery Shopping » reviews[autobiography; not suitable for children] Welcome to here. Where everything spins down straight into your veins - from a plastic tube where God resides... Where everything is lost inside an anti-sobriety horizon.Biography - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,534 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-15-04 - Published: 12-12-032. Needles reviewsAnd ode to one of mankind's most loved and hated creations: The syringe.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-12-03 - Published: 12-12-033. Never Change reviewsBasically about me, my habits, and my emotional disputes with myself. Please read, it'll mean a lot.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 9-7-02 - Published: 9-7-024. My Mistakes reviewsIt's about the people I know (aimed towards a girl I know particularly) who constantly shove my past mistakes in my face and make me feel bad. Please R&RGeneral - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-27-02 - Published: 8-27-025. Bother reviewsWritten [sadly] in the P.O.V. of my mother - veru cruel and angsty. The lighthearted may be slightly disturbed by this. Reviews are highly appreciated.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 647 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-24-02 - Published: 8-24-026. Repulsive reviewsGeneral look at the society of young, teenage girls who seem to find 'love' in the horribly absolute wrong places.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-23-02 - Published: 8-23-027. Loneliness reviewsA haiku based on the feeling of being unloved and overlooked by the one you love most.Haiku - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-21-02 - Published: 8-21-028. And You Were Never There reviewsThis is dedicated to my father. The father that didn't care. The father that was simply *never* there. Please R&R, it would mean a lot.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-21-02 - Published: 8-21-029. What Is It reviewsA poem contemplating pain, life, and how death seems to be so final and complete in the everyday life of me.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-19-02 - Published: 8-19-0210. Silver Shine reviewsIt's based on the moon, and I guess you can call the poem "softy morbid". Please R/R.Haiku - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-14-02 - Published: 8-14-0211. Too Much Pain reviewsDedicated to my cousin who succeeded in taking his own life a couple years back with the long and hard process of slicing his wrists and bleeding to death.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 433 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-8-02 - Published: 8-8-0212. Hey Mom reviewsDedicated to my mom, though she'll never read it. It's not loving, its pretty horrible on her part. Pretty long, points out all the things that are wrong.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 440 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 8-4-02 - Published: 8-4-0213. Necrophilia reviewsTitle explains it all. It's a haiku for the topic of necrophilia. Nothing explicit, just a general thing, and no, I'm not writing this out of experiance.Haiku - Fiction Rated: K - English - Horror/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 8-4-02 - Published: 8-4-0214. Within the Eyes of the Abuser reviewsMy feelings, and what I think when I'm under the influence of drugs, sadly. If you do read this, the drugs of order are: heroin, MDMA (ecstasy), speed/meth, cocaine, opium, and LSD. It's more of a 'frantic' poem.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 270 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 8-4-02 - Published: 8-4-0215. I Hated You reviewsDedicated to my friend Dommiel, and it represents the denial I held for everything he did for me to keep me alive somehow.General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-3-02 - Published: 8-3-0216. Marble Casket reviewsMy idealistic death. It's basically in my point of view, while I'm looking down at my dead body, and what I want felt as I was dying. It's in the point of view of my spirit. There we go.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-3-02 - Published: 8-3-0217. Withered reviewsWritten in my 'numb perspective' of life and some of my personal situations. The sensitive may find this slightly depressive. Please read and review.General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-4-02 - Published: 6-4-0218. Reflection reviewsI wrote this poem last night, and I don't seem to remember even picking up a pen. However, it describes what I see of myself in a mirror and how I feel about the reflection.General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-28-02 - Published: 5-28-0219. Inspiration reviewsA poem of the everyday concepts that push me to keep writing of how I feel, and keep me writing about the situations that hurt.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-26-02 - Published: 5-26-0220. Lucifer reviewsA haiku dedicated to the fallen angel who most know and speak of.Haiku - Fiction Rated: K - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-23-02 - Published: 5-23-0221. Bells in Heaven reviewsDon't let the title fool you. It's not at all anything good of the concept of Heaven. It also takes the idealism of Angels and twists it around.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-23-02 - Published: 5-23-0222. Forever in Pain reviewsWritten by a friend of mine [Dommiel] for me [Obyzouth], very heartfelt an pretty long.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 543 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-21-02 - Published: 5-21-0223. Cocaine reviewsHaiku upon the addictive stimulant drug.Haiku - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-19-02 - Published: 5-19-0224. Kissing You Goodbye reviews[By Astaroth] Again, it was written to me. It's a long poem, dramatic with a hint of slight sadism.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 531 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-19-02 - Published: 5-19-0225. Death reviewsA haiku on the concept of death. My first haiku - so be gentle if you flame.Haiku - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-19-02 - Published: 5-19-0226. Softly Singing, Hear the Bells Ring reviewsWritten in the memory of my friend Lahatiel - depressing themes. I quoted a [incomplete] poem from my friend at the beginning. R&RGeneral - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-18-02 - Published: 5-18-0227. You Damned My Soul reviewsWritten for my creative writing class, and deals with the idealism of 'horrific love'.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-18-02 - Published: 5-18-0228. Bleeding Hearts reviewsGraceful, romantic drama that includes using flowers. It's not as mushy as it seems though. Please R&RGeneral - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-18-02 - Published: 5-18-0229. Blank Faces reviewsTwisted poetry. The basic message deals with the concepts of labeling, society, and people who think they're original. R&RGeneral - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-18-02 - Published: 5-18-0230. Suicide Liar reviewsThis is a piece for a girl I know of, who uses the theme of suicide for attention. Please read and review.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-18-02 - Published: 5-18-0231. Beauty reviewsA poem written by an ex-lover of mine for me, in referal to me. Rated for sadism, hinted physical abuse, emotional abuse, etc.. Not to be read by he light of heart.General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-29-02 - Published: 4-29-0232. Heroin Intake reviewsBased on one of my drug addictions: the dependency of heroin, and the hell that follows in the intake. Please read and review.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 270 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 4-14-02 - Published: 4-14-0233. Borderline reviewsA poem based on a personality disorder/mental illness I was diagnosd with, obviously Borderline disorder. Read it with an open mind, please. Reviews are appreciated.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 4-2-02 - Published: 4-2-0234. God Is Dead reviewsNot suggested for really dedicated Christians of Catholics. If you're open minded to a 'different' perspective in a poetry form, go for it. Centered around Angels and Demons mainly.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 3-2-02 - Published: 3-2-0235. Save the Children reviewsA poem to look at what children put up with these days, and what we can do for their future.General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-14-02 - Published: 1-14-0236. When Your World Was Blown Away reviewsThis is a rather lengthly poem dedicated to a long gone friend of mine everybody called 'Chaos'. Vivid thoughts and memories run the whole thing.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 413 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-21-01 - Published: 12-21-0137. Shallow Wounds reviews100% pure angst and drama.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-8-01 - Published: 11-8-0138. Empty Mind of Barbiturate Dreams reviewsA poem about what you might see while under the influance of barbiturate depressants when your eyes are closed. Reviews would be nice.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-6-01 - Published: 11-6-0139. So You See reviewsDepressing and quite dark. Open mindedness would help when you read this.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-28-01 - Published: 10-28-0140. I'm Done Dealing With You reviewsI would like reviews because maybe I'm being too harsh in this. I'm not typically this angry or stressed, but when I am, this is the outcome. Especially when it's a person who made me this mad.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 266 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-2-01 - Published: 10-2-0141. My Savior, My Admirer reviewsDark yet sweet in the same. Read it for yourself. I wrote this when I was in a fluffy-but not fluffy mood.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-2-01 - Published: 10-2-0142. Lost Soul, Broken Heart, Sleepless Nights reviewsAs sappy as the title may sound, it's 9 times out of 10 not sap at all. As a matter of fact, this is more strange than sappyGeneral - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-30-01 - Published: 9-30-0143. Insecure, Disposable reviewsInsecurity and disposibility is a feeling I think we can all relate to. Some just feel it more than others. R&R please.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-30-01 - Published: 9-30-0144. You and Me reviewsWhere as the title sounds cheery, don't be fooled. This quite disturbing in its own way.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 9-29-01 - Published: 9-29-0145. I'll See You When The Sun Sets reviewsI made this as graceful as possible. Angsty, with the hints of drama. It's relatively short. R&R please.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 9-25-01 - Published: 9-25-01
