| To The Limit |
Author has written 43 stories for Song, General, and Life. I decided my old profile was miserably boring, so here I am changing it. I write dark, gothic songs for the most part, so if you're into that kind of thing, review them for me. Any suggestions for improvement is welcome, so don't hesitate to e-mail me if you want to catch my attention. Also, for those of you out there who ask this, my lyrics are mine and I would appreciate it if they remained mine. In other words, don't take my songs! Oh, and if you're sick of me not posting, e-mail me and yell at me so I get up and start writing again. At the very least, I can pull a song out from the endless list I have and post it... | |||||||
1. Desert Lust reviewsIt's difficult to describe.. I just started writing about the physical embodiment of my emotions, and this is the result.Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11-19-032. Winter In My Dreams reviewsCould also function as song lyrics. A contemplative piece, inspired by dreams of snow...Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11-19-033. Threads of Fate reviewsThese lyrics speak not only of the danger of indifference toward life but the effect one's decisions can have upon his or her lifePoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 4-21-034. Searching For Life reviewsMy thoughts on changes that I've gone through as I've matured.. and yet it doesn't seem I've changed as much as I wanted to.Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 3-6-035. The Price Of Pleasure reviewsA melancholy love song about how opening yourself to another can ultimately hurt both of you.Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 10-27-026. The Oath reviewsThis is my reflection on a time when I lost my restraint and stepped beyond the boundary of friends..Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 9-29-027. Last Apology reviewsI'm back with some new lyrics! This is a song about the fights I had with my friend before I finally figured out that she wasn't worth my time, and I wasn't the one who should be apologizing.Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 7-24-028. My Innocence reviewsThis is a dark song about sexual abuse. I don't know where I got the inspriation, but I started writing and it just came out. I hope none of the readers can relate, but R&R anyway, please.Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 4-20-029. Endless Waltz reviewsMy dance... it won't end the way you expect it to.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 23 - Published: 3-23-0210. Cowardice reviewsMe screaming at myself because I can never stand up to face my fears. I hate my cowardice...Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-25-0211. Buried Alive reviewsThis is about that empty lonely feeling I get sometimes. I just has to spill it out somehow so I started writing. This is what came out.Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 315 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 2-25-0212. Confinement reviewsI wrote this song when I was sick of being held back by everyone around me. I was sick of the criticizm, sick of everything and everyone, and I wrote this... you may like it, you may not, but leave a review for me.Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 2-12-0213. Friendship reviewsI wrote this poem for all my friends... if you read my songs, you'll find this is quite a bit different. So I do have a softer side...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-24-0114. Aftertaste reviewsThis came to while I was thinking about how things could be different if I had made different choices. The "aftertaste" is basically my feelings after I was done thinking... it's hard to describe, just R&R for me.Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 11-22-0115. Disease reviewsI'm not sure how to describe this, but I'll try. It's basically how I see myself as ugly, inside and out, and how my ugliness is like a disease in me.Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 11-6-0116. Place In My Heart reviewsOk, since I've heard more than a few people complain about only posting angst, here is a romance song I pulled out of my notebook. Try not to flame on it too bad, I don't want to lose all my dignity.Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 10-28-0117. Hurricane reviewsThis is a bit of a trip through my head, for those of you who wish to venture into it. It describes my self doubt and always asking myself how I'm going to mess things up next... it's like a hurricane inside my head.Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 338 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 10-28-0118. Change reviewsMy girl wanted me to call this "A Tale of a Loser Duck", and I had to put that in the summary, else she would've gotten mad and all... anyway, this is about how I feel like I need to change to make everyone else feel better and to erase this horrible hatrPoetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 10-18-0119. Just Like You reviewsThis was written at a time when all my stability came out from under me, and for the first time, I didn't know what to do. A lot of problems are described in this, and I'm not sure how to describe.. just read and tell me what you think.Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 9-30-0120. Immature reviewsI write too much angst. This was written after I tried to explain why I am the way I am and they said that I was just immature.Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 9-24-0121. Reflections reviewsLooking back and realizing how I've failed myself and my friends... and if I don't change, I'm going to lose them completely.Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 9-20-0122. Stalling reviewsThis about a fight I had with my best friend, but this time the damage seems permanent. This is a summary of my thoughts during and after the fight.Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 9-18-0123. Bleeding My Soul reviewsThis is about a friend who I love with all my heart, but we don't see eye to eye sometimes. I wrote this after we had fought.Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 319 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 9-14-0124. Puncture Wound reviewsThis is hard to describe. It's basically about how I felt at a time when things were so confused. Just read it and tell me what you think.Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 9-7-0125. Mixed Emotions reviewsThis is was written when I was sick of having conflicting emotions playing with my head.Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 9-3-0126. Alternative reviewsThis was written at a time when I was in a fight with a close friend. I was feeling like a miserable friend, and I wrote this to sum up the guilt and confusion of the fights.Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 9-3-0127. Accept reviewsThis was written at a time when I was feeling insecure and I believed I was inferior to everyone else.Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 9-1-0128. Got To Give reviewsThis was written at a time when I felt like there was no way things could get worse, and I knew that if something didn't give I would by buried by the pressure.Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 8-31-0129. Hopeless reviewsThis is about the hopelessness I felt in the situation I was in and talks about the self loathing I feel.Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-28-0130. Shattered reviewsMy friend was dealing with some insults she had received and then started blaming everything on herself. I tried to help her but it did no good and left me feeling useless and... shattered.Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 8-28-0131. No Trust reviewsThis is about the fights I have with my family. I'm sure there is someone out there who can relate...Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 8-27-0132. Overdose reviewsThis is to all my friends that have tried this. This is no way to leave the world, so don't do it. You'll only hurt those who love you...Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 8-25-0133. Only Path reviewsThis is a conflict I had, and everything fell apart. Lower case is first voice, upper case is second voice.Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 8-25-0134. Shadow reviewsThis is about the relationship between me and one of my best friends. He's a charming person and has so many qualities I wish I had, but I don't and never will. It makes me feel left behind.Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 8-23-0135. Twisted reviewsThis is about someone who used me emotionally and the affect it had on me.Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 8-21-0136. Pity reviewsThis is about how I helped a friend through her problems but she wouldn't help me when I needed her.Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 350 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 8-21-0137. Concentration reviewsA song I wrote about suicide. Please read and review.Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 8-10-0138. Pulling reviewsThis is the first song I ever wrote. It's pretty old, but I'd like some opinions on my earliest songs. Please read and review.Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-10-0139. Internal Bleeding reviewsAn old song I wrote when I was depressed. Please review, and if you like it check out my friend Just Silver. She wrote a song fic for it, so check it out.Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 8-10-0140. Bitter reviewsThis song is about how a close relative of mine called me a worthless brat for no reason and I could never understand. That was four years ago... look what it turned me into. Please read and review and probably flame.Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 8-10-0141. Empathy reviewsA song about taking others pain as your own... it takes its toll in time.Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 375 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 7-26-01