Name: Helenn

Age: 13

Things I Want to Say About Myself:

Personality-wise, I'd say I'm normal. But hey, I'm probably the only one who views me in that way. If you would ask Claire or Alyssa or any of my friends from school, they'd say that I'm obsessive. And I guess they're right. I obsess over ordinary daily life, I obsess over my current crush, I obsess over love stories, I obsess over anything that would interest anyone for over three seconds. But mostly, I obsess over a specific guy. XD I am a total romance freak; love stories leave me in a swooning heap of mush. So I guess you can rationally conclude that I'm a pretty outwardly emotional girl. I cry all the time, from reading stories, watching sad anime, and from issues in life. But if someone says something that makes me feel sad, two seconds later, they'll see a fat tear rolling down my face.

I'm the kind of girl who can't let go of things easily. I don't like giving up my loved possessions, leaving my favorite places, moving, and giving up on people. It's kind of odd though, I've been so emotionally distant with everything lately that I feel like I'm not really in my life, more of like I'm watching from ten feet above myself. I lost my group of four that I used to be in since sixth grade, and I don't care. I stopped loving the boy I've loved for the past two years and I don't care. Last time I thought I didn't have those sort of feelings for him made me have a huge emotional breakdown, but yesterday (5/6/08) I woke up and I just couldn't remember those feelings anymore.

Maybe I'm just overanalyzing...

And another obvious conclusion that one can make: Love means a lot to me. Even if it's a small crush, I will be absolutely devastated if I find out that the guy I like has a crush on another girl. But fortunately, I'm finally over him.

I love writing; I want to be an author for a living when I grow up. My current stories never seem to get anywhere, I just begin a fantastic introduction and drop it.

Hopefully, I won't do that with my stories

If I don't update for a long time, it's probably because of some occurrence in real life. Emotions VERY MUCH affect my writing.

mhmm, and if I happened to favorite your story, expect a review... I'll find time to review every story I've ever favorited at least once, hopefully within the next two months

Contacting Helenn:

I has a myspace

And if you'd like to add me, PM me.

If you wish to add me, PLEASE message me and let me know who you are.
I can be cynical at times.
and I have an email
Buuuut... if you wanna email meh, please PM on here~

Y!IM? Yeah, it's blacksunflowa@yahoo.com

Blog? I gots one of those too.

However, I set it to private b/c it's kind of personal...

AIM? BLACKsunflowa

I’m the actual black sunflower , but I gotta hand some credit to Lith who gave me the “black” part.
And, if you wonder why EVERYTHING is black sunflower... Umm... lack of creativity? XD

Other Work:

deviantArt? mhmm, I have one.
I'm SilverSleet there.

FanFiction? lol, yeah.
I'm BlackSunflower over there too.

Likes+Interests:

Reading
Writing
Drawing
Laughing
Being Random
Going Outside
Running//Biking
HandStands
Friends+Family

Dislikes:

People who hold no respect for others
Lack of grammar in stories
Inhumane behavior
Insensitivity
Rudeness
Perverts
War

._. Well, that's about all I can think of as of now...

So yeah... I love you peoples~