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deuteriuM Xtreme
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since: 08-08-02, id: 249001, Profile edited: 08-16-08
Author has written 31 stories for Young Adult, Manga, Fantasy, Mythology, Love, Humor, Life, Romance, General, Friendship, and General.

I know my username sounds stupid. (Xtreme! w00t!) But it's been that way ever since I created this account, so I'm just going to stick with it.

I also think I am an idealistic bastard.

In any case, thank you for spending a little time in the spaces of idealism that are most of my stories down there. I'll be happier still if you enjoyed your trips. :)


Poem: 1881

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On reviews and communities:

I appreciate reviews (constructive criticism or otherwise), and I try to both reply to them and review other people's stories as much as I can. Also, because I see writing as a rather personal and private thing, I get somewhat hesitant about interacting with other fellow writers here on FP.com. Many apologies if I appear as an unresponsive lurker or something.

On Manga stories:

For fics which I post under the Manga section, it usually means that they have imagery that resemble more of manga than of live-action - think greyscale tones, panels, pauses and so on. Japanese locations and names are secondary.

On slash and BL:

Fics which I label as 'slash' simply mean that they involve M/M character pairings, regardless of story ratings and the intensity of the characters' relationships. 'BL' (boys' love) implies that there are more sentimental emotions of love between those characters. (Although I am aware that BL usually refers to yaoi in the conventional Japanese context. Many apologies for my choice of terms, but I tend to interpret them too literally.)


Special thanks to all you readers and reviewers, with your encouragement, suggestions and miscellaneous sweet treats. You make me a happy little writer grinning foolishly in front of my computer monitor. :D




1. Beautiful World
In time, we leave behind what we forget - trinkets, plastic, and a perpetual mask over the sky. And only in time will we remember that our world was once wonderful, and it shall always remain that way. A semi-futuristic tale. ‹year 6›
Complete - Manga - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,643 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-8-08 - Published: 8-8-08
2. Consume, Create, Fall Down Dead
This is the strangest cycle of life and rebirth, as told in pencil lines and paper towers.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-24-08 - Published: 7-24-08
3. Thousand Feather Smash reviews
So he can’t do without his beloved feather pillows. Fine. But must I suffer the indignity of shopping for them with him? Must I do that when he doesn’t even know their MOST important purpose? I must enlighten him! ‹M/M slash, fluff and feather overload›
Complete - Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,264 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 7-13-08 - Published: 7-13-08
4. Skywriting reviews
Our summer sky is a dream of hanging ladders, and a tale of rippling seas. There we shall love, and hide, and send secret letters to each other, till the day I see your smile, and you my fallen tears. ‹M/M slash, BL implied›
Complete - Manga - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,590 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 7-5-08 - Published: 7-5-08
5. Dandelion Clocks » reviews
I have a phobia of the wind. He thinks he can blow me away. We shall see, oh yes we shall. Complete! ‹M/M slash, fluff, insanity›
Complete - Humor - Fiction Rated: T - English - Parody/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 19,685 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 6-18-08 - Published: 5-9-08
6. Leaf in the Heart of Autumn reviews
Nothing made him happier than watching the boy, going to and coming out of school every day. And the day he chose to follow the boy would be the day that he recalled his own childhood, and the day that would soon break his heart forever. ‹M/M implied›
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,066 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-10-08 - Published: 6-10-08
7. 1881 reviews
In our world of Venn circles we stand together, sometimes holding hands, sometimes far apart. Perhaps we still are friends. Perhaps no more. ‹BL implied›
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 473 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-31-08 - Published: 5-31-08
8. Ginger reviews
He always saw the boy in the black hooded jacket with the cat's ears and tail. He wished he had never asked him why. A quiet little tale of melancholy love and feline imagery. ‹M/M slash, BL implied›
Complete - Manga - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,551 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 8-17-07 - Published: 8-17-07
9. Shiroi Hana reviews
Always, we ask to be remembered. Yet now I ask of you to forget, so that you can embrace your sky once more, and me the memory of a flower that I never received. A semi-futuristic tale. ‹year 5›
Complete - Manga - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,422 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-8-07 - Published: 8-8-07
10. Nautilus reviews
What do you remember? What do you want to keep by your side? The coast in the past, the city in the now, the unknown in the future. Sun-kissed skin, PlayStations, sleepy afternoons, and the memory of a spiral shell in a rock pool. ‹M/M slash, BL implied›
Complete - Manga - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,531 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-5-07 - Published: 5-5-07
11. A Pocket Full of Love reviews
It probably is all about truth, and not just during Christmas. About what you would rather do, and tell the one you subconsciously cherish all this time. Anyway Christmas itself would be a good excuse. A yuletide short. ‹mild M/M slash, BL›
Complete - Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,323 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-25-06 - Published: 12-25-06
12. The Rhododendron Trail
On hiatus. When a quaint pixie girl stumbles through his bedroom window one moonlit night, Rainer finds himself linking together pieces of both past and present, magic and mundane, in a curious journey around his realm. ‹year 4›
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,120 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-8-06 - Published: 8-8-06
13. Peppermint Dreams reviews
Thirteen year old Jack, still haunted by a rape incident one month past, continues seeking consultation from his psychiatrist, who relieves him of the trauma yet, this time, helps himself to his young patient as well, in one twisted secrecy.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,216 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-11-06 - Published: 7-11-06
14. Checkered Plastic Lunchbox reviews
A disconnected tale from within one room, revolving around two unnamed persons, handmade breakfasts, hidden affections, and the thousand things left unsaid. ‹implied M/M slash, BL›
Complete - Manga - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,343 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-25-06 - Published: 5-25-06
15. The Anteros Complex reviews
Where a love forbidden and untold is revealed, yet lost in a golden masquerade. Where we pretend in song and dance, just so you can give me a chance, even though you won't know it's me. Where we are, at least, until the night dies.. ‹M/M slash, BL›
Complete - Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,686 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-14-06 - Published: 2-14-06
16. Rakuen reviews
A paradise garden that once was. A paradise garden that kindled one delicate relationship - one that began with a mistaken kiss, that ended with a poignant refusal. A paradise garden that never again would be. ‹mild M/M slash, BL›
Complete - Manga - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,249 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 1-11-06 - Published: 1-11-06
17. Fondue reviews
One pot of melted chocolate. One plate of strawberries. Plus your best friend in a bunny costume. How can this potpourri not end up in some sweet indulgence? A high calorie fic. ‹M/M slash›
Complete - Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,773 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 12-25-05 - Published: 12-25-05
18. Trigger Happy Generation reviews
How utterly perplexing that we're growing up in a world of candid moments, captured in filmless cameras and merciless bullets. Smile away.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-2-05 - Published: 12-2-05
19. Midnight Rambles reviews
I sleepwalk a lot. Fortunately, I always manage to get back to bed eventually. Unfortunately, it's HIS bed that I usually end up in. Fortunately, he doesn't mind too much. Unfortunately... ‹M/M slash›
Complete - Humor - Fiction Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,546 - Reviews: 29 - Updated: 11-11-05 - Published: 11-11-05
20. The Giftmaster reviews
Why are so many birthday gifts nowadays store-bought and not self-crafted? A story of handmade cards and paper flowers.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,162 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-9-05 - Published: 10-9-05
21. The Final Rhapsody reviews
Were your gestures to me real, or did I imagine them all? Did you give up your life just to fulfil this selfish little wish of mine? Did you have to? ‹M/M slash, BL implied› ‹year 3›
Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,946 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-8-05 - Published: 8-8-05
22. Eclipsed Yesterdays reviews
Why do you apologise after breaking your promises? Why do you not keep them in the first place? Why do you see only when all is over and gone? A modern reference to the story of Icarus, who this time finds his sanctuary in a shaded star.
Complete - Mythology - Fiction Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,357 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-10-05 - Published: 6-10-05
23. White Silk Ribbon reviews
A long strip of silken material draped itself on my shoulders, and smoothly slid around the back of my neck. In the privacy of a deserted library Mizu discovers the thrills of a secret encounter, close contact, and playing with an unseen fire. ‹M/M slash›
Complete - Manga - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,048 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 12-31-04 - Published: 12-31-04
24. Ace of Spades reviews
His eyes shimmered with an undesired invitation, glowed with an unknown motive. A dark game of bridge reveals hidden desires that run rampant beneath the innocent surface. Requires some knowledge in bridge. ‹M/M slash›
Complete - Manga - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,098 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 10-24-04 - Published: 10-24-04
25. Murmur reviews
Like an intricate chain of broken wind chimes the wings shatter, and he plummets headlong towards the ground far below, along with the shining splinters of night. ‹year 2›
Complete - Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,603 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-8-04 - Published: 8-8-04
26. Shadow of the Crane reviews
The aftermath to Leave. Perhaps you'll never know what it's like to lose a loved one. Especially when she's the first and only one you ever loved. Especially when you have to endure the pain after the departure. ‹year 1›
Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,992 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-8-03 - Published: 8-8-03
27. Mannequin reviews
“Can you move?” he asked, quite innocently. The painted lips did not curl up at the corners, the eyes did not blink in reply. He waited for an answer, and it never came. A story of a boy and a lady in a window.
Complete - Manga - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,504 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 7-30-03 - Published: 7-30-03
28. Bendable Moonlight reviews
I don't believe in guardian angels. I seriously don't. And I can't imagine a girl in strange, long dresses and a bluebird appearing in the dead of the night as one, either...
Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,715 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 1-5-03 - Published: 1-5-03
29. Enjoy the Silence reviews
Winding my way through the maze of reality unseen, unheard, unspoken. The desire to talk finally dies down, and I end up in a world of lies and eternal silence.
Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,819 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 11-5-02 - Published: 11-5-02
30. Spotlight reviews
Once a nobody, now a rising star. Once a somebody, now a total stranger. A tale of fame and the turbulences of childhood love.
Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,812 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 9-9-02 - Published: 9-9-02
31. Leave reviews
The years spent together, from enemies to friends to something more. An outline of a platonic relationship, which ends in eternal departure. ‹year 0›
Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,227 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 8-8-02 - Published: 8-8-02
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