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Author has written 146 stories for Life, Religion, General, Family, Humor, Love, Essay, Young Adult, General, and Romance. ouch, it hurt again today i breathe in and out... exhale, inhale teardrop eyes glazing towards the darkest sky fingers crinkling around a plastic fake bench my throat is tight and my heart shaking and as my eyelids fall shut i smile bitterly, imagining that blade and how dramatic it must seem to those unrelated but it's the moment i grasp, this scary recklessness uncaring of the norms, uncaring of myself i am small, and needy those sins, are they ever forgiven? that promise, is it ever really completed? as the days spin, pass, recede into nothing i find that even touching my fingers to the paint won’t make this real the rainbow of watery tears stain the pigment but if I turn my eyes away, maybe this will feel better and in order to lovingly hurt one another we separate, just like that future we planned and someday… we will embrace until it’s suffocating you are so precious to me that it makes me sad. lauryn. 20. artist. college student. daydreamer. admires intelligence. despises ignorance. escaping druggie. searching empathy. the future has not been determined yet | |||||||||||
1. JAHpan reviewsI can't believe this is happening to me.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 378 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-6-09 - Published: 5-6-092. Something SwiftSo I cling to the people around me, go out every night and take long walks, living up all my favorite things so the memories stand clear....Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-6-09 - Published: 5-6-093. WarehouseWorking in a giant warehouse is different than I originally anticipated, I wander down long stretches of tiny paths, slowly doing my mindless labor, getting paid my minimum wage.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-6-09 - Published: 5-6-094. BirdCageAnd your door is perpetually locked from the inside, because your too afraid to leave and deal with all that fucking shit ‘leaving’ entails.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 341 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-6-09 - Published: 5-6-095. Stand SwingingWhen she was around ten years old, she began the strangest ritual which would stick with her for most of her adult life. She would stand swing. Simply put, she would stand instead of sit like you normally do on a swing and do so for long periods of time.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,160 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-6-09 - Published: 5-6-096. Fake Ignorant EverythingShe is brilliant.wonderful.charismatic.loving when not using; but becomes a complete stranger when she is. Distant.foolish.self-destructive.broken.dangerous.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 676 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-14-09 - Published: 2-14-097. Sickly Pathetically Tragic reviewsTo carve on her skin like an open canvas, so high school and immature, but she finds herself engraving deeper and deeper, thinking maybe if more blood shows up that means she’s more alive.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 346 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-14-09 - Published: 2-14-098. Pinkie PromiseAnd all she did was dream endlessly of the future. A poor start admittedly, but admirable.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-14-09 - Published: 2-14-099. Luck OutAccelerate, straight into the right direction.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,608 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-14-09 - Published: 2-14-0910. A Goodbye to Youth reviewsAnd I will grow older and more mature, surrounded by people that I care about, I will remember my whole life after I’ve lived it,and record it.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,343 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-14-09 - Published: 2-14-0911. DedicationEven a chance encounter is preordained.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,128 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-14-09 - Published: 2-14-0912. NonsenseBecause you're the biggest star in your own sky; the messiah, the advocate, and the devil wrapped up in the form of a college student.Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-9-08 - Published: 10-9-0813. RelapseIt's been a while since I've thrown up because of pills, so long in fact that it was oddly nostalgic, in a fucked up sense.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 352 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-16-08 - Published: 9-16-0814. What the Fuck are you thinking?The single moment before you take the drugs, before you let yourself forget all that static and roll back to enjoy your high.Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 486 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-9-08 - Published: 8-9-0815. If I LearnSo, maybe this loss just shows us how idle our promises have become. Our sins, are they ever forgiven?Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-3-08 - Published: 7-3-0816. Stagnant Boy reviewsWhen I first met him you'd find him in the library spouting psychosomatic bullshit. I figured if he didn't do this he'd be sobbing. But, for a little while he smelled like ink and paper and hope.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-3-08 - Published: 7-3-0817. Nobody Likes a Weepy Drunka morbid little love song for the fucked up stoners and drunkies/ it makes me want to smack a bitchComplete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-25-08 - Published: 5-25-0818. Vodka Smoothie DepressionSomehow the depression tastes better with a vodka smoothie, you're a fool for ruining this and retarding your mind.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-7-08 - Published: 4-7-0819. Keep Going, Girl reviewsThose dead weights won't keep your wings bound because you're much stronger than that.Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-25-08 - Published: 3-25-0820. Good Vibes reviewsWhen your on your ON, slowly removing yourself from that high school taint. Nothing compares to this.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-25-08 - Published: 3-25-0821. Yeah, We'll All Float On reviewsAs you lay on your floor with that pallat beneath you, and colors flowing across your fingers your feeling free.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-25-08 - Published: 3-25-0822. Deeper Cuts reviewsHow much do you think about those pills everyday, girl?Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-25-08 - Published: 3-25-0823. Deep Ambitions reviewsCorny love fests only force you deeper into your art, working on charcoal drawings till your fingers are stained black.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-25-08 - Published: 3-25-0824. So Leave Yourself Intact reviewsAnother page in my novel is written; only this time longer and less angst filled.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-25-08 - Published: 3-25-0825. Awabi Shikagakyouseijutsu DesuAnd she will grasp those who love her pure for they are few but preciousComplete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-13-08 - Published: 2-13-0826. Move OnShe’s ready to embrace the future now, though one eye will forever be caught gazing into her past at the mistakes, she’ll learn from them teach herself to except them because they are apart of who she is now... and she'll move on.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-20-08 - Published: 1-20-0827. Liar, LiarI feel as though I deserve the resentment in your eyes, this distain is something I'm familiar with, it's a comfort.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-20-07 - Published: 12-20-0728. RecessionThose 'good times' so to speak are scarce and hard to comprehend... it's a lagging comfort, a lie.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-20-07 - Published: 11-20-0729. I Won't Be Home TonightI want to learn your god so I may find your heaven.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-19-07 - Published: 11-19-0730. D' Lenge Boarding School » reviewsMagdalene Dupree is sent to a boarding school for deviant behavior and drug abuse. She meets a boy and falls in lust, but the addictions she lives with arent so easily forgotten.Young Adult - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 24,758 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 11-12-07 - Published: 3-23-0731. Everything ChangesToday I caught myself staring blankly at my wrists, reminiscing upon a time where they were bleeding.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-30-07 - Published: 10-30-0732. LetdownA shard of glass has two smooth sides, if I learn to pick you up correctly surely my fingers will not bleed.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-19-07 - Published: 10-19-0733. StagnationFor the first time in ages, I dragged that blade across my skin. It was the crappiest thing ever. I hated it.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-3-07 - Published: 10-3-0734. ComplancencyThe bruises will fade soon, you tell yourself. Yes, soon.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 270 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-22-07 - Published: 8-22-0735. Still AloneI'll be the hand that saves you, though you'll never know that it is me.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-22-07 - Published: 8-22-0736. MantraThere is a huge wall between the way that I feel and the way that she feels, this will never be something that unites us or makes up equal.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-22-07 - Published: 8-22-0737. Druggie Blood and Bloodshot EyesI am my own person with my own dreams and one day I won't need to do this anymore.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-22-07 - Published: 8-22-0738. VanishYou sit in your bed feeling small, trying to ignore the throb in your arms from the self infilicted mutilation that makes you happier than human contact.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-2-07 - Published: 7-2-0739. Razorblade RejectsIt started out as fucking and it ended fucked up... mutilation is my salvationComplete - Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-2-07 - Published: 7-2-0740. Graduation reviewsThe truth took a week to set in now it's overwhelming, I made it, I survived, these prim suffering years known as high school.I'll never have be going back, and I can't wait to start my life.Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 397 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-5-07 - Published: 6-5-0741. Lapis LazuliHe had not bought her a wedding ring made of rubies or diamonds. No, he has gotten her lapis lazuli.Complete - Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,440 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-9-07 - Published: 5-9-0742. Iridescent reviewsAs things crumble all around, you wonder how things got this bad.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-9-07 - Published: 5-9-0743. FrailI am a fool but you are an asshole.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-17-07 - Published: 4-17-0744. Verge reviewsNow she sits on the verge of her future , she will accelerate and never look back.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-16-07 - Published: 4-16-0745. You Got PlayedYou thought you knew better but in the end you were fooled. Don't you feel like a jackass now.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-16-07 - Published: 4-16-0746. Depression reviewsShe will always spend a lot of the time doubting herself...Complete - Essay - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,043 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-9-07 - Published: 4-9-0747. Chord D, Chord C, Fifth Fret, Fourth reviewsSome people will sacrifice their happiness to not feel the pain.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-21-07 - Published: 3-21-0748. Wish reviewsYou were once my true wish... where you wishing too?Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-21-07 - Published: 3-21-0749. The Rave reviewsStunned by talent you never knew was there, these people throw themselves into the music... it's intense and brilliant.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-21-07 - Published: 3-21-0750. The Alice Door reviewsI believe in ghosts... this is why.Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: K - English - Humor/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,081 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-27-07 - Published: 2-27-0751. Playing PretendSometimes I like to play that you were never there, but it's a dirty lie.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-7-07 - Published: 2-7-0752. Forgive You, FoolYou lied and you are stupid.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-22-07 - Published: 1-22-0753. My Bloody Princess » reviewsShe rolled onto her back and kissed him. They were both too intoxicated with the drug and the sensations. Her world had little butterfly's fluttering across the walls of punk band posters and old clothing. [Drugs][Complete]Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 17 - Words: 35,789 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 1-16-07 - Published: 12-6-0654. StandstillYou're the color in my black and white world. You blind me with brilliance.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-1-07 - Published: 1-1-0755. Perhaps NotIf nothing lasts forever, can I be your nothing?Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-25-06 - Published: 12-25-0656. Aperte CommissiumSo many lies I’ve had to tell myself to make it so I can fall asleep.Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,710 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-11-06 - Published: 12-11-0657. Crazy Girl on Crack Cocaine reviewsjust another ramble for the insane... don't try to understand the revolution cause i won't eitherComplete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-8-06 - Published: 12-8-0658. NarcissismIts all for the decadence! The languid slither of your tongue across my lips... no, not the one's on my face...Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-28-06 - Published: 11-28-0659. Decadent Fools reviewsShe looked at me with her cat like eyes and took a drag of her cigarette, then motioned with her hand around the room. 'This is as good as it gets baby.'Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,157 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-28-06 - Published: 11-28-0660. Schnapps and The Booby BoySo theres this boy and he kinda has my heart...Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-23-06 - Published: 11-23-0661. NostalgiaThe nipples tighten like little pearls and the blurred senses are a sign of his forgetfulness. I want him so badly it hurts, but he won't look at me that way. No, never.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-9-06 - Published: 11-9-0662. Waiting reviewsThe situation of a drug abuser never changes, so all she can do is sit back and wait for a future she isnt quite sure she deserves.Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,662 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-27-06 - Published: 9-27-0663. The Shirt Debacle reviewsThree girls, one debate.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 760 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-31-06 - Published: 7-31-0664. Foolish Girl reviewsYou're like Alice, who in wonderland drank the bottle even if she knew it may contain poison.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-24-06 - Published: 6-24-0665. Will You Won't You NO I Can'tYou clawed your way into my heart where now you rest but what will happen when you want to be set free?Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-24-06 - Published: 6-24-0666. Oh, Sweet Romance reviewsNow I wish to bash your head with a chainsaw till your dead.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-24-06 - Published: 6-24-0667. Please DO NOT Change This LetdownYou’re not ever scared ever because you couldn’t care less about what happens to you.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-24-06 - Published: 6-24-0668. The WardIt’s weird how everyone smiles and shares their stories like it doesn’t hurt real bad to think about it, cause I know it does.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-24-06 - Published: 6-24-0669. Macabe Love reviewsShe clutches her black eyeliner and wears her hospital bracelets with a sick pride, telling all who look at her that she just recently survived a drug overdose.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 611 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-24-06 - Published: 6-24-0670. Whisper reviewsI knew that you wouldnt amount to anything, prude.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 915 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-30-06 - Published: 5-30-0671. Lifeline reviewsAnd little girls grow up, I think.Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 784 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-30-06 - Published: 5-30-0672. TherRAPEme reviewsTherapy has never helped me accomplish anything, how about you?Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-30-06 - Published: 5-30-0673. The Carousel reviewsLife is nothing but a cheap imatation. Love is nothing but a mad bull on crack.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 771 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-30-06 - Published: 5-30-0674. Standing In A Legal Court Case reviewsApparently I just wasnt perfect enough for you.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 325 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-25-06 - Published: 5-25-0675. Drug World reviewsIt's a drug world for a fucked up girl.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 497 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-25-06 - Published: 5-25-0676. Hemophilia reviewsMy heart is like a hamloaf.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 861 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-19-06 - Published: 5-19-0677. Lover We Fail like Christmas Lights reviewsA twosided semi schizophrenic fractured monologue where my thoughts are pitted with my cynical, critial, sarcastic voices of my depression.Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,385 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-12-06 - Published: 5-12-0678. Drab Queers and Blood Stained Girls reviewsOh, lets see how this relationship fares.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-21-06 - Published: 4-21-0679. Prom Queen reviewsShe blonde and pretty and popular and she shoots heroin. Ah, vote for Prom Queen!Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-12-06 - Published: 4-12-0680. Lucky Numbers FourEver reviewsShh! It's a secret...Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-11-06 - Published: 4-11-0681. Love and Lust reviewsPunish me you bastard.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-16-06 - Published: 3-16-0682. Gossamer Wings reviewsA dream that I had last night. I can't get it out of my head.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 370 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-9-06 - Published: 3-9-0683. Bastardized Broadway reviewsbut in the end there is no end and when you look in the mirror you will never recognize yourself or be something more than a horrible singe on the end of a stick of lavender incense and your nothing but a bastardized form of a lost dreamComplete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,010 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-9-06 - Published: 3-9-0684. Echo reviewsLove. Surfing. Hawaii.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,015 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-2-06 - Published: 3-2-0685. Yucky Poetics reviewsIt's really pathetic how I try to keep holding on to something that's not coming back.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-2-06 - Published: 3-2-0686. bereft reviewsshe is the center of her universe, that bitchComplete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,349 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-2-06 - Published: 3-2-0687. Memoir of Utopia reviewsShe cuts herself because her body is a canvas and she has always been an artist.Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 773 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-28-06 - Published: 2-28-0688. Remember reviewsI will gnaw my heart out before I cry, I will forever lie about what happened.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-25-06 - Published: 2-25-0689. Let Down reviewsDon't trust me or put faith in me, I'll let you down every time.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-22-06 - Published: 2-22-0690. Forget September reviewsCynical teenagers should know not to be hypocritical. Basic student X teacher relationship.Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,748 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-18-06 - Published: 2-18-0691. Knickers and Saggy Breasts reviewsDrugs and Sex and Cutting and Distain.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-17-06 - Published: 2-17-0692. The Art of Depressing Authors reviewsWhen I'm happy, I can't tell if its just the medication starting to kick in.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-14-06 - Published: 2-14-0693. Example A reviewsShows that this sort of penetration just isnt morally correct.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-14-06 - Published: 2-14-0694. Product Placement reviewsI'm filled with lubricant, why won't you play with me now?Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-14-06 - Published: 2-14-0695. The Dramatic Breakup reviewsA spoonful of sugar will help the cyanide go down.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-13-06 - Published: 2-13-0696. Lover We Fall so Far we Fail reviewsI poke little thumbtacs into my arms . Oh my lover, save me from the beauty.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 468 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-26-06 - Published: 1-26-0697. Pink Elephants and Monoploy Dice reviewsThe prozac only serves to help me fake it better. I can play my pretend game forever now.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 371 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-24-06 - Published: 1-24-0698. Flawless In LoveWhy did he have to die, when I love him more than I love myself?Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-24-06 - Published: 1-24-0699. oxmoron or oxycotin reviewsIn a land far far away, over the river and through the woods lives a person who nobody even gives a shit about anyway.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-23-06 - Published: 1-23-06100. Copy and Paste reviewsThe medication always fucks things up.Complete - Humor - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 296 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-18-06 - Published: 1-18-06101. Paperclips and Paper Cuts and Paper Rock and SMASH reviewsThe tape wraps round and round, a dice rolls across glass. This is what pain is.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-18-06 - Published: 1-18-06102. Wall of Shame reviewsThe poetry doesnt help but the drugs make it worse.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 398 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-18-06 - Published: 1-18-06103. Tried and Died reviewsShe gave up. Again.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-10-06 - Published: 1-10-06104. Some Stupid Love Song reviewsAll I can hear is you telling me what a shitty person I am, and all I can see is the drugs and the fat on my flesh, and all I can do is agree with you..Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-5-06 - Published: 1-5-06105. Honestly, I'm Lying reviewsAssignment for my math teacher when he caught me cheating on a test.Complete - Essay - Fiction Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 375 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-20-05 - Published: 12-20-05106. Snow Block and Sex reviewsIt finally hit me that you didnt care when you walked away and never looked back.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-19-05 - Published: 12-19-05107. How To Hate Yourself 101 reviewsClass is now in session.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-19-05 - Published: 12-19-05108. Trampled reviewsWho would listen to you as you scream out, 'Stay away from those dirty people, you can grow up to be something much better.'Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-19-05 - Published: 12-19-05109. Lo and Behold reviewsAnother reason why I do not care about you.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-19-05 - Published: 12-19-05110. Eye Luv U 4Evur reviewsLyke, I cut and I'm depressed! Oh, gawd! [Rolls Eyes.]Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-19-05 - Published: 12-19-05111. Improbable Outcome reviewsHave you ever wished on a paper cut?Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-19-05 - Published: 12-19-05112. Orange reviewsShe never loved in red, she loved in orange.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-5-05 - Published: 12-5-05113. Special reviewsClick. Click. Bang.Complete - Humor - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-5-05 - Published: 12-5-05114. Inject reviewsAnother example of PRODUCT PLACEMENT. [Drink Mountain Dew.]Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-5-05 - Published: 12-5-05115. Flawed reviewsIt's a facade of nothing... beautiful and flawless.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-5-05 - Published: 12-5-05116. Illusion reviewsShe feel's sorry for them because she would have loved them if they had given her a chance.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-5-05 - Published: 12-5-05117. Jingle Bell Rock reviewsAnother dramatic tale of a shitty relationship.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-10-05 - Published: 11-10-05118. Stupid Trees reviewsThis infliction burns with salt, I excel at reliquishing nothing.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-10-05 - Published: 11-10-05119. With The Angels reviewsIf I end this will the pain stop?Complete - Family - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-10-05 - Published: 11-10-05120. Noise Between Voices reviewsJust a stoner party crashed by the fuzz.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-23-05 - Published: 10-23-05121. Teacher reviewsShe is bruised and all her teacher can do is stare like a stupid idiot.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-23-05 - Published: 10-23-05122. Strawberry Sweet Infliction reviewsSmile while your soul is bleeding you dry, from within.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-23-05 - Published: 10-23-05123. Magazine Perfection reviewsPerfection is an indulgence it's being lovely, no lonely.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-23-05 - Published: 10-23-05124. Disclaimer of a Illness reviewsI'm scared. I don't want to die.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-23-05 - Published: 10-23-05125. Sniffing Glitter reviewsDrugs and the insanity of early morning insomnia.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-13-05 - Published: 10-13-05126. Burn Out reviewsYour so messed up, you burn out.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-10-05 - Published: 10-10-05127. Heartsick reviewsIt's when I throw up just to make sure my stomach is empty, even though I havent eaten in days...Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-10-05 - Published: 10-10-05128. Ryhme reviewsI'm a little tea cup, short and stout.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-10-05 - Published: 10-10-05129. Well, That's Downright Shitty reviewsAh, the pleasent memories of reminiscing under the glow of paltry flames.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-10-05 - Published: 10-10-05130. Once Upon a Dream reviewsI don't want a happily ever after. I want a 'the end.'Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-10-05 - Published: 10-10-05131. Pills reviewsThey just make the stupidity stop... for a little while.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-10-05 - Published: 10-10-05132. Rock, Paper, Scissors reviewsI understand that scissors can beat paper, and I get how a rock can beat scissors, but there's no WAY that paper can beat rock.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-5-05 - Published: 10-5-05133. Fallatio reviewsBecause everything is so much better when your hurting.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-5-05 - Published: 10-5-05134. Home reviewsWhat should she do when she hits rock bottom?Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-5-05 - Published: 10-5-05135. Fix Herself reviewsPut the bandages on the wrists, close the caps to the pills, put the blade in the dresser, and paste on that flawless smile.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-5-05 - Published: 10-5-05136. Family Portrait reviewsMommy, mommy, won't you beat me just a little more?Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-5-05 - Published: 10-5-05137. Drugs and Diets reviewsRehab is for quitters but I'm too stoned to care...Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-5-05 - Published: 10-5-05138. Merry Go Round reviewsStill she spins around in her MerryGoRound imagination... because nothing ever hurts when your wearing the love you never had.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-27-05 - Published: 7-27-05139. Run from Forever reviewsSilence is a virture, to those who choose to understand it. The darkness is never taken in by those who wish to run from it.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-31-05 - Published: 3-31-05140. empty baggage reviewsyou find it so hard to smile as if you're working at mcdonalds, but you always manage because it fends off the hurtComplete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 731 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-31-05 - Published: 3-31-05141. Weight: 105 reviewsDamn you cellulite!Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-15-04 - Published: 10-15-04142. Infinity reviewsAnd your dreams come crashing down, just like they've always done, only this time you have no one to blame but yourself.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-29-04 - Published: 8-29-04143. Meeting the End reviewsIt scares me that as I rise above the destruction, all I can do is smile.Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-29-04 - Published: 1-29-04144. New Days reviewsWicca. Written during Yule. Blessed Be.Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 12-11-03 - Published: 12-11-03145. Compes reviewsI'll never be as talented as her, never be as kind... I'll never be as quiet as her, never as refined.Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 11-14-03 - Published: 11-14-03146. Hit and Miss reviewsDrugs. Suicide. Rape. Anorexia. Incest. Deprivation. In god we trust.Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 10-20-03 - Published: 10-20-03