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since: 02-22-04, id: 399326, Profile Updated: 02-04-10
country: Germany
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Author has written 200 stories for Life, Mythology, Friendship, Religion, Love, Song, Haiku, Nature, Work, War, Fantasy, General, Supernatural, Humor, Fantasy, Romance, and Spiritual.

"May it be a light to you in dark places, when all other lights go out." (Galadriel to Frodo in Lord of the Rings I)

The poems on this account deal with friendship and love, life, nature and literature. Many of my poems are angsty; still, in the whole of my work elements of sadness, despair, loss and anguish are counterpoised by expressions of hope, compassion, empathy and solace.

Have a look at my "Lord of the Rings"-fanfiction on fanfiction.net under the name of Ethuil.

Also, I have three other accounts on FP, among them one under the name of Edraith, containing religious poetry.

My pen-name: "Eirien" is the Elvish word for daisy.
Avatar image: "Lady Clair" by J.W. Waterhouse.

My favourite authors:
J.R.R. Tolkien, C.S. Lewis, George Macdonald, John Donne and most of the other Metaphysical Poets, Christina Rossetti, Alfred Tennyson, S.T. Coleridge, John Keats and many other poets of the Romantic period, T.S. Eliot, Susanna Kearsley, Mary Stewart and others

Favourite music:
Virgin Black, Iona, Evanescence, Loreena McKennitt, Flyleaf, Spoken, Alabasterbox, Kevin Prosch, Wedding Party, Fountain of Tears, Undish, Kutless, Echelon, Phosphonic, Day of Fire, Skillet and others

What I like:
Reading, writing, painting; nature, flowers, spring, autumn, rabbits, lambs, dormice, squirrels; children's books by Beatrix Potter, the Brambly Hedge, Foxwood Tales, Winnie the Pooh and Flower Fairies series; Scotland, Ireland and Wales, Celtic cultures past and present (Tha Gàidhlig agam cuideachd.); Pre-Raphaelite paintings (especially J.W. Waterhouse); light shining through stained glass windows, the smell and sound of the sea, forests; going for long walks; good, profound talks with friends; spending time with my best friend in whatever way; and so much more ...

What I dislike:
Evil in its various forms and devious subtleties, and the suffering it inflicts on us all; so-called Christians being judgmental, narrow-minded, unloving, intimidating, pressurizing etc., and thus perverting the image of God; my own short-comings, especially if they hurt others; I’m still working on trying to like myself …

Favourite book: Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson

Though here at journey's end I lie
In darkness buried deep,
beyond all towers strong and high,
beyond all mountains steep,
above all shadows rides the Sun
and Stars for ever dwell:
I will not say the Day is done
nor bid the Stars farewell.
(J.R.R. Tolkien, The Return of the King)

"And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love." (1 Cor. 13:13)

~ "Wir wollen das Licht sehen, dürfen den Schatten aber nicht leugnen." (Antonio Sagardoy) ~

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1. Der Weiher der verlorenen Liebe » reviews
Seit Eliane einen Zugang zu einer anderen Welt gefunden hat, flieht sie immer häufiger vor den Härten ihres Lebens dorthin. Sie verstrickt sich in ein Labyrinth aus Gefühlen und Beziehungen, aus dem herauszufinden sie alles kosten wird.
Complete - Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - German - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 23,168 - Reviews: 18 - Updated: 11-14-09 - Published: 11-11-09
2. Das Einhorn reviews
Ein junge Frau allein im Wald, auf der Suche nach etwas, von dem sie nicht einmal weiß, ob sie selbst daran glaubt... Eine Übersetzung meiner englischen Geschichte "The Unicorn".
Complete - Mythology - Fiction Rated: T - German - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,572 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-1-09 - Published: 11-1-09
3. Die Graue Dame reviews
Eine Übersetzung meiner englischen Geistergeschichte "The Grey Lady".
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - German - Fantasy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,061 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-23-09 - Published: 10-23-09
4. Lovesick » reviews
Two mystic poems written years ago, one is modern in style, the other a sonnet.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 2 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 10-19-09 - Published: 6-19-04
5. Prufrock Junior Preparing for the Stage reviews
A kind of variation on T.S.Eliot's "The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock". Written many years ago as a creative writing assignment. Personally speaking, this poem isn't very close to my heart, but there are people who seem to like it.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 418 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-19-09 - Published: 10-19-09
6. Erblüht reviews
Es ist schwierig, für ein Liebesgedicht neue Vergleiche zu finden...
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - German - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-7-09 - Published: 9-7-09
7. Die Rose von Scharon reviews
Ihr Leben lang hatte Francesca Blumen geliebt... Ähnlich wie meine "Burgruine", aber mit einer message komplementär zu dem "Weißen Reh".
Complete - Spiritual - Fiction Rated: T - German - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,709 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-14-09 - Published: 6-14-09
8. Das Weiße Reh » reviews
Der Rechtsanwalt und Hobbyjäger David verliebt sich in seine neue Gehilfin. Doch Alyssa ist von vielen Geheimnissen umgeben. Eine Mischung aus Liebesgeschichte und "tale of mystery and imagination" à la Poe.
Complete - Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - German - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 12,316 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 5-26-09 - Published: 5-22-09
9. Die Hochzeit zu Reinheim reviews
Was ist besser, Wasser oder Wein? Ein modernes Märchen.
Complete - Romance - Fiction Rated: T - German - Spiritual/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,869 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-10-09 - Published: 5-10-09
10. Sommerhimmel, Abendsonne » reviews
Eine Sammlung meiner deutschen Haikus und Tankas.
Haiku - Fiction Rated: K - German - Poetry - Chapters: 41 - Words: 688 - Reviews: 75 - Updated: 2-26-09 - Published: 4-5-04
11. Die Stadt der Diebe reviews
Eine Fantasygeschichte, entstanden aus einem Alptraum, den ich fortgeführt habe.
Complete - Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - German - Supernatural/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,156 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-11-09 - Published: 1-11-09
12. Heiligabend auf Burg Hohenfels reviews
Eine Weihnachtsgeschichte im Gothic style.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - German - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,606 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 12-26-08 - Published: 12-26-08
13. The Shadows of the Night reviews
Nightmares and memories. A villanelle.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 12-14-08 - Published: 12-14-08
14. Drei kleine Kaninchen » reviews
Fünf Gedichte, entstanden aus der Herausforderung, ein Reimgedicht auf "Kaninchen" zu erfinden - nicht wirklich ernstzunehmen.
Complete - Humor - Fiction Rated: T - German - Humor/Horror - Chapters: 5 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 10-17-08 - Published: 10-13-08
15. Schönheit reviews
Mit Worten nicht zu beschreiben.
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K - German - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 9-30-08 - Published: 9-30-08
16. Aqua » reviews
A collection of tankas connected to water.
Haiku - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 20 - Updated: 7-5-08 - Published: 7-10-06
17. Beauty » reviews
Ten futile attempts at portraying a delicate beauty defying description.
Haiku - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 11 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 89 - Updated: 5-15-08 - Published: 4-5-04
18. Was zählt reviews
... im Leben.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - German - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-8-08 - Published: 4-8-08
19. Nature's Mirror » reviews
Four haikus that show how our own thoughts and feelings are mirrored in nature, and how we interact and are interconnected with nature.
Haiku - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 4 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 2-17-08 - Published: 4-5-04
20. Die höchste Kunst reviews
Kreativ ist relativ.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - German - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-15-08 - Published: 2-15-08
21. Einst und Jetzt reviews
Erinnerungen...
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - German - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-11-08 - Published: 2-11-08
22. Dasein reviews
Wirklich da sein.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - German - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-2-08 - Published: 2-2-08
23. True Love reviews
Only true love can let go of the beloved.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-2-08 - Published: 2-2-08
24. Im Farblos reviews
Immer bin ich zu spät.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - German - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-13-08 - Published: 1-13-08
25. Constantia reviews
Deine Liebe fängt mich auf.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - German - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-12-08 - Published: 1-12-08
26. One more time reviews
Touch me ...
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-12-08 - Published: 1-12-08
27. Schneckenhaus reviews
Ihr könnt meinen Körper haben, aber nicht meine Seele.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - German - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-22-07 - Published: 12-22-07
28. Kraniche reviews
Winter. Schönheit. Endlichkeit.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - German - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-14-07 - Published: 11-14-07
29. Kinderlos » reviews
Zwei kurze Gedichte.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - German - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 2 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-14-07 - Published: 11-14-07
30. Mantel aus Rosen reviews
Möchtest du, dass ich ihn dir umlege?
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - German - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-6-07 - Published: 11-6-07
31. Nur ein Mensch reviews
Ein skurriles kleines Gedicht über den Wert eines Menschenlebens, über das Sterben. Es war mitten in der Nacht in meinem Kopf, als ich aufwachte.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - German - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-23-07 - Published: 4-23-07
32. Blutrot reviews
Mein bestes und wichtigstes Gedicht. [reposted]
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: T - German - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 3-30-07 - Published: 3-30-07
33. Schrei reviews
Ein Schrei aus der Tiefe. [reposted]
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - German - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-30-07 - Published: 3-30-07
34. Forgotten? reviews
You are not forgotten.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 12-30-06 - Published: 12-30-06
35. Sorrow » reviews
A collection of haikus on sorrow, regret and grief.
Haiku - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 317 - Reviews: 92 - Updated: 12-21-06 - Published: 4-5-04
36. Keep silent reviews
... for you.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 12-21-06 - Published: 12-21-06
37. Blood » reviews
55 haikus and tankas dealing with selfinjury.
Haiku - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 45 - Words: 1,481 - Reviews: 217 - Updated: 12-18-06 - Published: 4-5-04
38. Broken trust » reviews
A series of haikus and tankas on broken trust.
Complete - Haiku - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 26 - Updated: 12-18-06 - Published: 11-28-06
39. Speak » reviews
Seven haikus and tankas more or less loosely connected to Laurie Halse Anderson's novel Speak. [Topics of rape, self harm, speaking or not speaking.]
Complete - Haiku - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 34 - Updated: 12-18-06 - Published: 1-13-06
40. Rose in the snow reviews
It was my everything and now it is dead.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-17-06 - Published: 12-17-06
41. Rose im Schnee reviews
Sie war mein Alles und nun ist sie tot.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - German - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-17-06 - Published: 12-17-06
42. The bottom of the stairs reviews
There comes a moment when you stop fighting, or hoping.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-7-06 - Published: 12-7-06
43. Ghost love reviews
Our relationship.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-3-06 - Published: 12-3-06
44. Careless words reviews
... can do so much damage.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 11-21-06 - Published: 11-21-06
45. Fallen lassen reviews
Hmm ... ziemlich erotisch ... und ziemlich traurig. Ein modernes Sonett.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - German - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 11-19-06 - Published: 11-19-06
46. November reviews
A sonnet which I hope need never come true.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 11-13-06 - Published: 11-13-06
47. Who laughs last reviews
Suspicions and anger. The way some things might have been though I can never prove it.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 10-21-06 - Published: 10-21-06
48. The Grey Lady reviews
A fictitious encounter with a ghost, based on the legend of the Grey Lady of Inveraray.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,030 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-11-06 - Published: 8-11-06
49. Bed of broken dreams reviews
No rose without a thorn ...
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 7-23-06 - Published: 7-23-06
50. Der Dichter reviews
Könnte Byron sein ... könnte Lenau sein ... könnten viele sein ...
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - German - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 7-1-06 - Published: 7-1-06
51. Safety » reviews
There isn't really an exact English word for German “Geborgenheit” ... Seven tiny haikus and a tanka on dormice and the like, with a deeper message behind them.
Haiku - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Spiritual - Chapters: 9 - Words: 282 - Reviews: 43 - Updated: 6-28-06 - Published: 11-27-04
52. Friendship » reviews
29 haikus exploring the essence of friendship. This collection in its entirety is dedicated to my best friend.
Haiku - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 29 - Words: 682 - Reviews: 125 - Updated: 4-15-06 - Published: 6-20-04
53. Zerrissen reviews
“I can't live with or without you” [U2]. Anklänge an Catull carmen 85.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - German - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 4-6-06 - Published: 4-6-06
54. Black rose of death reviews
“Black rose of death, In my fist I clutch, Thorns shred my finger tips, And drips toxic blood” [Green Day]. This takes Green Day's song “Rotting” as a starting point and model but changes its message.
Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 3-31-06 - Published: 3-31-06
55. Everything changes » reviews
Accepting the inevitable. Translations of three older German poems of mine that were written at a crucial point in my life.
Complete - Nature - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 3 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 3-6-06 - Published: 3-4-06
56. Lifeline reviews
Please save me from myself! [SI]
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 2-10-06 - Published: 2-10-06
57. Volcano reviews
After the volcano eruptions of life, when nothing seems to be left but death and destruction, there are some tender green sprouts beneath the surface, waiting to come forth.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-10-06 - Published: 2-9-06
58. Hollow reviews
Empty inside.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 2-10-06 - Published: 2-9-06
59. Definition reviews
Eine kleine Geschichte, die ich in der Weihnachtsnacht träumte.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - German - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 1-28-06 - Published: 12-25-05
60. Sie reviews
Ich kann ihnen nicht entkommen.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - German - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-28-06 - Published: 11-23-05
61. Hoffnung reviews
“Ónen iEstel Edain, úchebin estel anim.” [“Ich gab den Menschen Hoffnung. Ich behielt keine Hoffnung für mich.”]
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - German - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-28-06 - Published: 11-22-05
62. Cuncta fluunt » reviews
Alles verändert sich. Drei Gedichte über die heilende Akzeptanz des Unvermeidlichen.
Complete - Nature - Fiction Rated: K - German - Spiritual - Chapters: 4 - Words: 336 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 1-28-06 - Published: 11-18-05
63. Earendil reviews
Licht in tiefster Dunkelheit.
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - German - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-12-05 - Published: 11-12-05
64. Engel reviews
Bitte an einen Schutzengel
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - German - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-12-05 - Published: 11-10-05
65. Angel reviews
Show her God's love – better than I did.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 11-12-05 - Published: 11-10-05
66. Blessed reviews
Farewell, my friend – and thank you.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 11-12-05 - Published: 11-9-05
67. Kampf reviews
Es ist so schwer zu kämpfen ...
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - German - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-12-05 - Published: 11-12-05
68. Sonnenstrahl reviews
Wie ein Sonnenstrahl kamst du in mein Leben. Wie ein Sonnenstrahl bist du wieder gegangen.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - German - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 10-15-05 - Published: 10-15-05
69. Flüssige Diamanten reviews
Die Momente mit dir.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - German - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 10-15-05 - Published: 10-15-05
70. The real thing reviews
“Beauty for ashes”, joy instead of depression.
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 8-29-05 - Published: 8-29-05
71. See through reviews
Know me.
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 7-15-05 - Published: 7-15-05
72. Vorwärts reviews
Schau nicht zurück. Geh nicht zurück.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - German - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-14-05 - Published: 7-14-05
73. Unter den schattigen Zweigen der Weide reviews
Der Moment ist zu schön, um ihn alleine zu genießen.
Complete - Nature - Fiction Rated: K - German - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-24-05 - Published: 6-24-05
74. Wieder einmal reviews
... dachte ich, du magst mich nicht mehr ... Ein Gedicht über Trost.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - German - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-23-05 - Published: 6-23-05
75. Counteraction » reviews
I want to undo their mocking stares, and counteract all rejection. Three separate poems.
Complete - Haiku - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 33 - Updated: 6-20-05 - Published: 5-27-05
76. Question reviews
?
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 6-17-05 - Published: 6-17-05
77. Meterhohe Erde reviews
Fiktives Gedicht über den Tod einer geliebten Person.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - German - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-9-05 - Published: 6-9-05
78. Photographs reviews
Memories rise like gall ... memories of hated people ... memories of the girl I used to be.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 6-9-05 - Published: 6-9-05
79. Cryptic reviews
I wish I could just speak directly. I wish I could just speak.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 5-19-05
80. Relentless » reviews
“Love always perseveres.” [1 Cor. 13:7]. A Love that never gives up, hurling itself towards pain. Two separate poems. [The first one was originally written for a certain satanist band, but it might apply to anyone.]
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 20 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 5-26-04
81. Siehst du? reviews
Was siehst du in mir? Was siehst du von mir?
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - German - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 5-14-05
82. Rabendämmerung reviews
Ein Villanelle über den Tod.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - German - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 5-14-05
83. Kirschblüten » reviews
Todessehnsucht und gleichzeitig Trauer um die Vergänglichkeit alles Schönen.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - German - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 4-25-05
84. When the mirror lashes out reviews
Where can you turn when you hate yourself?
Complete - Haiku - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 4-24-05
85. Veilchen reviews
Vergänglichkeit ... Vergeblichkeit ...
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - German - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 4-8-05
86. Unkrautsblumen reviews
Gedanken über die Liebe.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - German - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 4-8-05
87. A Tear reviews
Compassion ...
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 4-8-05
88. Vogel und Baum reviews
Wahre Liebe heißt loslassen können ...
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - German - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 4-8-05
89. Seerose reviews
Ich habe Angst, dich zu verlieren ...
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - German - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 3-17-05
90. Immer wenn reviews
... es dir schlecht geht, möchte ich bei dir sein.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - German - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 3-12-05
91. Scherben reviews
Aus Zerbrochenheit Neubeginn.
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K - German - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 3-8-05
92. Footprints in the snow reviews
The tiny footprints of a squirrel ... it's about the strength of friendship, how love proves stronger than hurt feelings, and about the beginning of trust.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 3-6-05
93. Safety net of love reviews
Unwittingly, we hurt each other – yet underneath will always be this safety net of love.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 3-6-05
94. See me reviews
A man killed himself out of love for a woman, and now his ghost haunts her place in order to seek forgiveness and acceptance so he can find rest.
Complete - Fantasy - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 3-6-05
95. Lüge reviews
Ein altes Gedicht, dessen Ende ich neulich umgearbeitet habe. SVV Thematik.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - German - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 3-6-05
96. Reasons reviews
“My feelings are roses, hidden beneath the surface of a dark and lonely pool.” Our rational faculties can analyze our emotions and inner urges only up to a certain point.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 2-26-05
97. Schneegedanken reviews
Ich habe den Schnee beobachtet und meine Fantasie fliegen lassen, wohin sie wollte ...
Complete - Nature - Fiction Rated: K - German - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 2-19-05
98. Your name » reviews
Some people tattoo names into their skin. Others have similar ideas ...
Complete - Haiku - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 381 - Reviews: 77 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 12-9-04
99. Hedgehog reviews
No more pain to fall on me – but it doesn't work.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 1-31-05
100. Säureküsse reviews
Traurig. Und morbid.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - German - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 1-31-05
101. Dwarf and Lady » reviews
After all he did, he doesn't deserve to lick the dirt off your shoes. How he can still hold you spellbound – that unravels my heart! [Two separate poems.]
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 18 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 1-15-05
102. The things that really matter reviews
A short simple poemlet, about realizing what really matters to me.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 1-12-05
103. When the pictures come reviews
Sexual abuse and the consequences. I'm sorry for the details, but time has come to strip the memories of their power by bringing them to the light and subjecting them to the written word.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 12-30-04
104. Feathers reviews
Whenever I think of you, I think of feathers ...
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 12-29-04
105. Roses and Snow » reviews
White and red, pain and beauty, suffering and solace. A collection of five haikus.
Complete - Haiku - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 5 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 48 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 12-28-04
106. Gutenachtgebet reviews
Kurzes depressives Gedicht übers Einschlafen, der Titel ist im Verhältnis zum Inhalt fast ironisch. Vielleicht fühlt sich jeder manchmal so.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - German - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 12-27-04
107. Vampire reviews
A crazy piece, sparked by a weird nightmare which in turn was prompted by Subway to Sally’s CD “Herzblut”.
Complete - Haiku - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 12-27-04
108. Answering Screams reviews
A translation of my German poem “Antwortschreie”. It's a reply to one of the most haunting SI poems I have ever read.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 12-23-04
109. Antwortschreie reviews
- - -
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - German - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 12-23-04
110. Delicate beauty reviews
“Tenderness washes over me, your delicate beauty's so plain to see.” A Kiwinelle. I'll explain inside what that is.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 12-21-04
111. If death was here reviews
Just a short and rather simple song about feeling useless and unwanted.
Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 12-19-04
112. So Weak reviews
I wish I was stronger, for you.
Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 12-19-04
113. Angel hair and clotted blood reviews
In a way, it's very similar to my poem “Pastel Birds and Dark Red Cuts”. Just read it, I cannot summarize this.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 12-18-04
114. Ferocious reviews
Don't you dare use her ... don't you dare hurt her ... don't you dare break her heart! Um ... yeah ... some fears I had to vent.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 12-15-04
115. Federn reviews
Du schläfst ...
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - German - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 12-11-04
116. Die Rose im Eis reviews
Ich kann sie nicht befreien ...
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K - German - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 12-4-04
117. Wäre die Hoffnung ein Stern reviews
... ich wollte ihn dir zu Füßen legen, wenn ich es könnte.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - German - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 12-3-04
118. Pastel birds and dark red cuts reviews
Hmm ... let the title and the poem speak for themselves.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 12-2-04
119. Asche im Wind reviews
Ich fühle mich so leicht ...
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - German - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 11-25-04
120. Libido reviews
“Sexual desire”. Why sex can be a very depressing topic for some people ...
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 11-25-04
121. Solace reviews
“Let me drink your tears ...” Solace – one of my favourite words. An acrostic.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 6-5-05 - Published: 11-17-04
122. Crossroads reviews
My journey through a metaphorical November landscape. One of my best as far as imagery and atmosphere are concerned. Positive ending, but partly SI content – though the metaphors might be too encoded for anyone to grasp it's about cutting or not cutting.
Complete - Nature - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 6-4-05 - Published: 11-17-04
123. Nebel reviews
Novembergedanken ...
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - German - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-4-05 - Published: 11-16-04
124. Paradox reviews
Hilflos ...
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - German - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-4-05 - Published: 11-8-04
125. Du schaust hin reviews
Endlich mal wieder ein positives Gedicht von mir. Heilender Trost ...
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - German - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-4-05 - Published: 10-18-04
126. Behind the cloudy veil reviews
I wish the sun could reach me, and penetrate this veil of pain ...
Complete - Nature - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 6-4-05 - Published: 10-15-04
127. I could reviews
I cannot sum up this one. If agony is one of your favourite words, just go and read it.
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 6-4-05 - Published: 10-7-04
128. Hope reviews
An acrostic on hope. It could be seen as an answer to my poem “Rebel Child”.
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 26 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 6-4-05 - Published: 10-7-04
129. Rebel Child reviews
“Am I too lost to be saved?” [Evanescence, Tourniquet]
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 6-4-05 - Published: 10-7-04
130. Verwundeter Vogel reviews
Liebst du mich auch, wenn ich schwach bin?
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - German - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-4-05 - Published: 10-6-04
131. Just a dream? reviews
A dream I had last night ...
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 6-4-05 - Published: 10-6-04
132. Wie ein Kristall reviews
Sehnsucht ist wie ein Kristall ...
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - German - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-4-05 - Published: 10-5-04
133. The dark side reviews
Selfhate, selfreproach, a deep sense of loneliness and rejection – and a yearning to be understood, accepted and loved with all the dark sides. Some explanations for SI.
Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 6-4-05 - Published: 10-1-04
134. With me when I die reviews
Will you be with me when I die? A villanelle.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-4-05 - Published: 10-1-04
135. How slow I have been reviews
Appearances are not always what they seem. “Silence can be the opposite of nothing.” And I have been much too slow to discover that ...
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 6-4-05 - Published: 9-28-04
136. Jealousy » reviews
A monster I sometimes still have to battle. I hate it when I feel that way, and I never want to let it get the upper hand. Two separate poems.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 6-4-05 - Published: 5-25-04
137. Today reviews
Today ... let me say that I need you.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 6-4-05 - Published: 9-23-04
138. Beyond the void reviews
Sometimes, the bleak familiarity of the void can be a comfort. But Love is loth to leave us there … An acrostic for a fellow poetess and friend.
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-4-05 - Published: 9-20-04
139. The scars on your legs » reviews
“I can no longer share it, your living poetry of pain.”
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 477 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 6-4-05 - Published: 9-10-04
140. Thorns reviews
As much a praise of friendship as a lamentation over my tendency to spoil everything.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 6-4-05 - Published: 9-12-04
141. The wounded girl inside of me reviews
In the dark of the night they find me – memories of abuse.
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 6-4-05 - Published: 9-11-04
142. Glass reviews
Butterfly against my windowpane – glass can be so cruel. [Rated T for topic of cutting.]
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 6-4-05 - Published: 9-9-04
143. Illiterate reviews
Someone called my friend's SI scars ugly. I better won't repeat the exact words. That someone is – a therapist! Need I say more?
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 6-4-05 - Published: 9-7-04
144. Rest Your Head » reviews
The beauty of a moment, magnified by recollection. A modern poem and a villanelle.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 336 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 6-4-05 - Published: 8-24-04
145. You stood at my door reviews
Is it a ballad?
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 8-10-04 - Published: 8-10-04
146. Mantle » reviews
If I could shapeshift, I'd be a cloak of protection around you, to shelter you from all harm.
Complete - Haiku - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 3 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 18 - Updated: 7-28-04 - Published: 7-27-04
147. Razor Touch » reviews
A cutter's prayer, though some may find it weird ... Chapter 2 is a different poem on the same topic.
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 34 - Updated: 7-27-04 - Published: 7-14-04
148. Loyalty reviews
An acrostic. [If you don't know what that is, have a look at the first letter of each line.]
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 7-24-04 - Published: 7-24-04
149. See the Eyes reviews
Reflections on a picture of Amy Lee [Evanescence] drawn for me by my friend from a poster.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 7-24-04 - Published: 7-24-04
150. Treue reviews
Ein Akrostichon. [Wer nicht weiß, was das ist: Man beachte die Anfangsbuchstaben jeder Zeile.]
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - German - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 7-24-04 - Published: 7-24-04
151. Unicorn reviews
The medieval legend of the unicorn, that lays its head in the lap of a pure woman, taken onto a metaphorical level. Deals with the loss of innocence, sexual abuse implied. Shouldn't be too hard to figure out who the speaker is ...
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 7-23-04 - Published: 7-23-04
152. Unsichtbar reviews
Du fühlst dich unbeachtet und keiner scheint dich zu sehen – doch für Einen bist du niemals unsichtbar.
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - German - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 7-18-04 - Published: 7-18-04
153. Great Words reviews
My best friend's socalled best friend suddenly had another best friend ... complicated? At bottom this poem is an offer and pledge of loyal friendship.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-18-04 - Published: 7-18-04
154. A cut for each mistake reviews
Title says it. Rated T for use of the fword and content, obviously.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 7-9-04 - Published: 7-9-04
155. Fehler reviews
Warum mache ich sie immer wieder?
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - German - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 7-7-04 - Published: 7-7-04
156. Burst of Colour reviews
... that is your smile ... The first poem I wrote for my best friend.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-25-04 - Published: 6-25-04
157. Abschied » reviews
Zwei kurze Gedichte über Abschied.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - German - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-20-04 - Published: 6-20-04
158. Ars Poetica reviews
This should go under the category of Literature if there was one ... Why do I write poetry? What do I want to achieve with my poems, what should they be like? What is my Ars Poetica, my credo for writing?
Complete - Work - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 307 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-19-04 - Published: 6-19-04
159. STC » reviews
A tribute to the Romantic poet Samuel Taylor Coleridge. Ch. 1 is a short version dealing only with his “Rime of the Ancient Mariner”. Ch. 2 additionally explores his life of suffering and addiction, which shaped him into the compassionate person he was.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 2 - Words: 720 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-19-04 - Published: 6-19-04
160. My soul Magdalene reviews
My whoring soul returns once more ...
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-19-04 - Published: 6-19-04
161. Celtic longing » reviews
Three older poems. “The Irish Hermits”: the impossibility to go back in time. “Eirinn”: A declaration of love to Ireland, personified as a woman. “When I walk ...”: My fascination with the ancient Celts, especially strong in autumn, the season of longing.
Complete - Fantasy - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 3 - Words: 357 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 6-19-04 - Published: 6-19-04
162. Imagist pieces » reviews
Two short imagist poems. One is a sonnet on lichen, the other a snapshot of the landscape of Vermont.
Complete - Nature - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 2 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-19-04 - Published: 6-17-04
163. Daybreak reviews
Trying to get over a broken relationship. In a broader sense, leaving behind the sickly illusions of the past and moving on into life. A sonnet written some years ago.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-19-04 - Published: 6-19-04
164. Virgilius reviews
A tribute to the Latin poet Virgil. At core, his Aeneid and his other works were a plea for peace.
Complete - War - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 506 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-19-04 - Published: 6-19-04
165. Crop Failure reviews
A poem about my brother. I could also say, a poem about unemployment.
Complete - Work - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 6-17-04 - Published: 6-17-04
166. Dun Laoghaire reviews
An Irish affair ... Another older poem of mine.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 294 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 6-16-04 - Published: 6-16-04
167. Veiled Mists reviews
Driven by an indefinable yearning, you search and seek, and don't even know what you are longing for. A very old poem of mine. And my only song that has actually been played by a band so far.
Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 6-15-04 - Published: 6-15-04
168. Meant Forever reviews
I cannot sum this up. Suffice it to say that I mean it from the bottom of my heart. Oh, and it's supposed to be a song.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 6-12-04 - Published: 6-12-04
169. Balrog reviews
Der dunkle Feuerdämon aus Tolkiens Herr der Ringe, mit dem Gandalf in den Tiefen der Erde kämpft. Für mich ist er zum Symbol für Depression geworden.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - German - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-12-04 - Published: 6-12-04
170. Mehr als Worte sagen können reviews
Dein zarter Trost.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - German - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-5-04 - Published: 6-5-04
171. Questions reviews
“They sting my mind, they burn my soul” ... A translation of my German poem “Fragen”.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 6-5-04 - Published: 6-5-04
172. Fragen reviews
Sie brennen mir auf der Seele, doch ich wage es nicht sie zu äußern ... aus Angst, dich zu verlieren.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - German - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-5-04 - Published: 6-5-04
173. Namenloser Schmerz reviews
Ein Villanelle, das versucht, die namenlose Trauer zu fassen, die man so mit Depression bezeichnet.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - German - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 6-1-04 - Published: 6-1-04
174. Red Cloak reviews
After selfinjury, feeling small, fragile, vulnerable, exposed – till Someone comes and covers me.
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 5-20-04 - Published: 5-20-04
175. Emotional MakeUp reviews
Before I go out to meet the world, must I put on my emotional makeup?
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 5-11-04 - Published: 5-11-04
176. That tender tone in your voice reviews
Unexpected kindness from someone who means so much. One of my rare efforts at writing an imagist poem. [And one of my rare 'happy' poems.]
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 5-7-04 - Published: 5-7-04
177. Butterfly reviews
How I wish I could ... unfold my wings ... dare to trust ...
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 5-7-04 - Published: 5-7-04
178. Flagellated reviews
My dreams a heap of broken ashes at my feet. My mistakes the spikes and splinters on this scourge of selfhate. My heart is flagellated ...
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 4-29-04 - Published: 4-29-04
179. Shards reviews
Selfhate, selfhate, selfhate. [Rated for use of the fword and other reasons, I guess.]
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 4-18-04 - Published: 4-18-04
180. Fear of Loss reviews
A villanelle. Once again afraid of having lost my most important friendship, through mistakes I have made.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 4-17-04 - Published: 4-17-04
181. Need reviews
I want to love unconditionally, without expecting anything in return. But sometimes I am so weak, and need screams within me ...
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 4-17-04 - Published: 4-17-04
182. Crimson lines » reviews
Lines as in poetry. Lines as in skin. More than anything, this is an expression of unwavering, unconditional, devoted friendship. The second version is an attempt at visual poetry.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 21 - Updated: 4-12-04 - Published: 4-12-04
183. Demons of the Deep reviews
Think of them as a mixture between Tolkien's Balrogs and Black Riders. For me, they have become a symbol of depression.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 4-1-04 - Published: 4-1-04
184. Missing reviews
How can a heart be stabbed by three little words that are missing?
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 4-1-04 - Published: 4-1-04
185. Nicht Ungehört reviews
Deine Wunden ... deine Narben ... deine stummen Hilfeschreie – sie verklingen nicht ungehört.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - German - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-30-04 - Published: 3-30-04
186. October Cloaked the Rose in Ashes reviews
Mourning. Afraid of having lost the friendship that means most to me. And hating myself for the mistakes I have made.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 3-27-04 - Published: 3-27-04
187. Love reviews
How can true love reach someone who has been abused under the semblance of love?
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3-27-04 - Published: 3-27-04
188. This White Cloth reviews
It holds her blood. It holds my tears. Wish both were mine, if hers my hope.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-26-04 - Published: 3-26-04
189. Scarmarked heart reviews
How painful experiences have shaped me and given me a passionate heart for others with the same wounds. Good out of evil, purpose out of pain.
Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 3-24-04 - Published: 3-24-04
190. The rage burns on inside my soul reviews
A villanelle. I haven’t felt real, fierce, lasting hatred for a long time, since I’ve been able to forgive all those who’ve abused me. But – he hurt YOU!
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 3-23-04 - Published: 3-23-04
191. Doubts » reviews
Please do not leave me, for what would remain? A series of four interrelated sonnets.
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 4 - Words: 472 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 3-22-04 - Published: 3-22-04
192. Crimson reviews
To me, this is the most important poem I have ever written. Ah, and the speaker is supposed to be Someone other than myself ...
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 3-17-04 - Published: 3-17-04
193. Libera Voluntas reviews
The helplessness of having to watch someone you love “poised between heaven and hell” – and watch is all you can do, because the choices are not yours to make.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-12-04 - Published: 3-12-04
194. No Tear Unheeded reviews
In a moment of extreme despair, I had a vision of Jesus with his legs covered in cuts – the same cuts that I had seen on my friend's legs, haunting me with her pain.
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 3-12-04 - Published: 3-12-04
195. My fault reviews
How do you feel when your hopes have crumbled to dust – and you are the one to blame?
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 3-12-04 - Published: 3-12-04
196. Sombre Romantic reviews
Inspired by Virgin Black's CD with the same title, and especially the last two lines of their song “Lamenting Kiss” : “My God of darkness, my sombre romantic” .
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 3-12-04 - Published: 3-12-04
197. Caress your arm reviews
Scarred but beautiful ... well, this is about the arms I care for most in this world, and this poem means too much to me to say anything else about it by way of introduction.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 3-11-04 - Published: 3-11-04
198. Not Unheard reviews
Your silent cries, carved red in white – they do not go unheard.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 3-10-04 - Published: 3-10-04
199. The Unicorn reviews
A young woman alone in a forest, on a quest she does not even believe in herself. Will there be a wonder for her or only a life of crimson tears? It is difficult to categorize this, but lets call it a kind of parable on hope in the midst of pain.
Complete - Mythology - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,382 - Reviews: 46 - Updated: 3-4-04 - Published: 3-4-04
200. Snow reviews
White – in some cultures the colour of mourning ... A poem about depression, death – and snow.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 3-2-04 - Published: 3-2-04
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