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Author has written 246 stories for Life, Love, Friendship, Family, General, Haiku, Religion, and Nature. I've basically made this account to repost my poetry. I had an issue with plagirism that made me delete it all, but I've decided...fuck it. I'm reposting it all. But seriously, people, don't take other people's work without permission. ESPECIALLY MINE. :ahem: Some of it is quite old, which means it's shitty. I wrote the oldest poems I've posted here when I was twleve. Cut me some slack on that stuff. Some of it is newer, which means that it is slightly better. I haven't written poetry in a long time, so it'll probably take me awhile to get back in the swing of things. Sorry for my crappy old poetry. Don't preach to me, and don't ask me to read your stories/poetry when you review. I find that incredibly irritating. If I want to read anything you wrote, I will, but if you ask me, you just come across sounding desperate and irritating. I'm not suicidal, but I used to have issues with it, and a lot of my old poetry is centered around it. Don't go around telling me I shouldn't kill myself. I'm sick of hearing it, and for godsakes, it's just poetry. My username for my fiction is Chantrea Johari. Look to there for any links to my other sites and for my original fiction. Thanks bunches. -Chantrea Johari My Other Profile: http://www.fictionpress.com/~chantreajohari | |||||||||||
1. Bed of RosesEveryone will tell you roses have thorns.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-29-09 - Published: 3-29-092. Pretty Girl reviewsThe pretty ones are always ugly inside.Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-23-08 - Published: 6-23-083. Edge of SalvationWhat is more beautiful Than fighting, searching so determinedly For salvation across a chasm— —on broken wings?Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-11-07 - Published: 9-11-074. The Far ReachesAll our actions have consequences.Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-11-07 - Published: 9-11-075. Suicide Club...in a city with many faces...Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-11-07 - Published: 9-11-076. Perfection...You’re hungry she’ll feed you misery and obsession...Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-29-06 - Published: 11-29-067. My Darling reviews//...Your words are like knives / Cutting away at my consciousness / ‘Till I doubt I’m alive...//Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-19-06 - Published: 4-19-068. By the Angry Sea reviews//...At the edge of a cliff that dives down to the deep / Evil, wicked whispered of torturous love / Call out through the wind, roaring while I weep;...//General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-19-06 - Published: 4-19-069. A Banshee's Scream reviewsI've ceased being human because of you...Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-4-06 - Published: 2-4-0610. RebornIt's an interesting feeling, to suddenly be free after being tied down to a person for so long...Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-4-06 - Published: 2-4-0611. I'll Always Remember reviewsDon't make me mend these scars and take away the memories of all that we've shared. [A messed up, disjointed poem that probably had no right being written, but oh well.]Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-19-05 - Published: 12-19-0512. Third Heart//...This third heart I hear beating / Drowining out all my screaming...//General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-16-05 - Published: 11-16-0513. Icy DeityEveryone seems to think I'm cold and unfeeling.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-8-05 - Published: 11-8-0514. Maudlin DaydreamHow selfish of me to want you like this.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-8-05 - Published: 11-8-0515. Hold MeI'm in your arms and bleeding...Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-8-05 - Published: 11-8-0516. Dark of Night reviewsEmbracing when I bleed for you...General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-8-05 - Published: 11-8-0517. Distant DesireLonging.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-2-05 - Published: 11-2-0518. SolitudeAt least alone, there's no one to hurt you but yourself.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-2-05 - Published: 11-2-0519. Lose Myself reviewsI don't want to lose myself to this jealousy.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-2-05 - Published: 11-2-0520. Whisper reviewsTo feel for someone who isn't yours.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-2-05 - Published: 11-2-0521. Teenage Romance reviewsIt's irritating that so many people my age think they're in 'love' with every single person they date. Written in angry rant mode, i.e. without any sense of poetic style. Choppy and harsh. If you're a teenager in love, this probably isn't for you.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-22-05 - Published: 10-22-0522. Sick reviewsI can't look at you and not feel sick!General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-21-05 - Published: 10-21-0523. Were I Not So Scared reviewsI'd live my life, were I not so scared.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-21-05 - Published: 10-21-0524. Where Nothingness BeginsThis ends where nothingness begins.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-10-05 - Published: 10-10-0525. Bleed for Me reviewsAll this pain is wrought from love. Oh darling, bleed for me...General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-6-05 - Published: 10-6-0526. Ensnaring TimeI thought I saw, but I was blind.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-6-05 - Published: 10-6-0527. Crimson Addiction reviewsThere's no such thing as a "recovered" cutter.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-6-05 - Published: 10-6-0528. Paradoxical reviewsThe pain's so hot, it's almost cold...Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-6-05 - Published: 10-6-0529. To Overcome ThisIs life worth the pain?Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-28-05 - Published: 9-28-0530. No Strength reviewsI'm too exhausted to resist this contradiction.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-28-05 - Published: 9-28-0531. My Nothing reviewsI shouldn't crave for this romance!Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0532. I've Never Lived reviewsI cannot die; I've never lived.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0533. What Desperation!What desperation fills your soul?General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0534. So Blind reviewsIt would be different, were you mine!General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0535. Small ScrapsA romance that wasn't.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0536. AbandonmentBeing abandoned is the worst sort of tortureLove - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0537. Irrelevant reviewsNothing I do is enough for you.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0538. My ValentineOh what a shame! For such a kiss to bring such pain!Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0539. ThawFrom my pain you got your bliss!Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0540. Pretty Lies reviewsWhat pretty lies; what velvet words!Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0541. It Was the PainIt was the pain that made you care!Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0542. Eventual ValueI’ll one day be worth something!General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0543. Nostalgia »Can't lose myself to nostalgia!General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 268 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0544. Alchemist's EyeThe inanimate now comes alive.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0545. Sado Masochist reviews//...I may be a masochist, but I / Come back each time you make me cry; / I may be a sadist, it's true / I enjoy inflicting pain on you; //Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0546. Fallacy reviewsHow cruel a fate bequeathed to me!General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0547. Carpe Noctem reviewsSeize the night.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0548. Unknown reviewsI miss the past.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0549. Complacent Apathy reviews//...I said "see" and so you saw— / You said "forget" and you forgot! //Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0550. Blame reviewsDon't blame me for crying.Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0551. HollowRaindrops wash away what I couldn't forget.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0552. Pieces reviewsThe wind whispers its song to me.Nature - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0553. No LongerIn the darkest of the nights were tears...Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0554. Would You? reviewsIf I died, would you one day grieve?Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0555. NepentheI've cried a thousand tears for what you've said.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0556. Empty Promise reviews//...You told me you'd never be like him / You'd be the friend he'd never been...//Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0557. WindYou're no more constant than the wind.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0558. No Requiem reviewsNo one will remember me!Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0559. Broken Savior reviewsI can't save you when I can't even save myself.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0560. Ignored My CriesNothing like a poem about murder to make your anger dissipate.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0561. Never AgainNever will I let myself feel that way for someone else.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0562. Frayed TiesI wish I had never met you!Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0563. The King's Garden reviews//...He said the heavens wept when we kissed / For true intensity they then knew...//General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0564. Misunderstood reviewsYou couldn't help me even if you wanted to.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0565. IdentityWhen a friendship becomes stifling, and someone tries to be you instead of be your friend, what do you do?Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0566. Pathetic Little Girl"Together forever." That's what you said.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-25-05 - Published: 9-25-0567. AbyssNever was there a darker day.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-25-05 - Published: 9-25-0568. Faked Tenderness//...The blinding hatred burning red / The bodies lay so bloody—dead...//General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-25-05 - Published: 9-25-0569. DisassociationSomehow, no matter how much you proclaim your love, it never amounts to much.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-25-05 - Published: 9-25-0570. China Doll//...You may think that I don't feel, / That I'm a china doll / You may think that I'm not real / And don't feel pain at all...//General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-25-05 - Published: 9-25-0571. The ImpossibleI won't shed another tear for you.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-25-05 - Published: 9-25-0572. Only So Much reviewsThere's only so much I can do; it still isn't enough!Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-25-05 - Published: 9-25-0573. What Shall I See? reviewsWhat shall I see past the lies that you told?Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-25-05 - Published: 9-25-0574. Mirror, Mirror//...Mirror, mirror, let me see / Surely this person isn't me? / I'm not the girl with tear-stained cheeks / I'm not this girl who looks so weak! //Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-25-05 - Published: 9-25-0575. The Circle reviewsSometimes, religion can help you through the most terrible times in life. [about Wicca]Religion - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-25-05 - Published: 9-25-0576. Save MeHelp me; I can't bear this weight!General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-25-05 - Published: 9-25-0577. NeedWhy don't you see I need you?General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-25-05 - Published: 9-25-0578. No Indication//...No sound, no tears, no blood, no indication / No hint from inside to know I'm lying ...//General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-25-05 - Published: 9-25-0579. BurdenedMy soul is burdened by the pain.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-25-05 - Published: 9-25-0580. Let Me SeePlease let me in once again.Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-25-05 - Published: 9-25-0581. Every DayEvery day it gets much worse.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-25-05 - Published: 9-25-0582. Not QuiteThe way that you treated me wasn't quite fairFriendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-25-05 - Published: 9-25-0583. Enough reviews//...Please don't make her run / She's already hurt enough / Please don't make her cry again / She already wishes she was dead...//Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-25-05 - Published: 9-25-0584. Kept Your Silence reviewsA romance that never happened.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-25-05 - Published: 9-25-0585. These StonesA dumb little metaphor.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-25-05 - Published: 9-25-0586. Emptily Remembering//...It was just a cold day in December / How was I to know it would change my life? //General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 573 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-25-05 - Published: 9-25-0587. Falsified reviewsCan you see behind the mask?Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-25-05 - Published: 9-25-0588. Drown reviews//...Your words cut deeper than this knife ever could / ANd you rlies burn far worse than flames...//General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-25-05 - Published: 9-25-0589. Overwhelming PainAn almost-sonnet.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-25-05 - Published: 9-25-0590. Reveal Truths//...The spilling blood betrays the fact / My happiness is all and act...//Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-0591. Burn Away reviewsI'll let the flames take these words into oblivion.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-0592. Put Back the Pieces reviews//...I'll put back the pieces / I'll tape up the shards / I'll make you release me / I'll break free from these bars...//General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-0593. Unbreakable Jewel reviewsI will not fall apart because of you.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-0594. Not Worth ItI will learn to go on without you.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-0595. What Was a Lie?Did you lie when you said that you love me, or now when you say that you don't?Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-0596. I Still reviewsI am drowinging in these memories.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-0597. Close My EyesWhen I close my eyes, I can pretend none of this ever happened.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-0598. Each Scar Is a MemoryEach scar is a memory of a day you brought me pain.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-0599. You'll Be At Fault reviewsAn angry, irrational momentGeneral - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05100. Aid the UnwillingA bad poemGeneral - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05101. Impossible ExpectationsI'm sorry I wasn't perfect. I can't help but have these flaws.Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05102. Waking NightmareMy whole life seems like one unending nightmare.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05103. No Forgiveness//...There is no forgiveness / For anyone but you / How can you be so selfish / After all I did for you? //Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05104. I Didn't Think reviewsI really thought you cared for me more than this.Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05105. Like ThisMy fate was in your hands.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05106. Affect Me This Way reviews//...You hurt my body, broke my mind / You made me hate being alive...//General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 341 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05107. The OnlyYou're the only one who can dry my eyes, and the only one who can make me cry.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05108. Not AnymoreI've never cut this deep before...Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05109. Who You Once WereI only love who you once were.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05110. The Death of MeLoving you was the death of me.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05111. Was It Worth It?Was all the pain you caused me worth it for you?Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05112. Not My LoveYou're not the person I love anymore.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05113. Like a Phoenix reviews//...Like a phoenix, I'll be reborn / From the ashes, from the flame / No matter how I'm ripped and torn / I will rise again...//Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 373 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05114. One DayCan't you forgive just one mistake?General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05115. Kiss Those Lips//...Though our love was never true / I see your eyes in oceans blue / I see your lips in roses red / Oh how I'd kiss them, were you not dead...//Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05116. Take It Back//...I wish I could take back that day / I wish I didn't leave / I wish I'd had the strength to stay / And not to be decieved...//Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05117. Years of Regret reviewsI bleed for all these wasted years.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05118. Let Me PretendJust let me indulge in this self-deception.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05119. Ghosts RemainDespite your death, you're everywhere.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05120. Cannot Betray YouDespite everything you've done, how can I betray you?Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05121. It Stays Inside//...I'd think my skin would be bleeding / Or burning and peeling / From all that I'm feeling / But no one can see...//General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05122. Her Eyes Are ScreamingShe's screaming for help with her eyes.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05123. She is CryingI'm not even sure what this is.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05124. Crying and Dying InsideAn experiment in incremental variation.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05125. Just Die reviewsA group of words pretending to be a poem.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05126. Ebony Tears//...Then scarlet the tears became / My eyes bled crimson shame...//Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05127. Crimson Covered Shining BladeAnd I'll turn to this yet again.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05128. Breaking All AlongYou think I'm perfect? You're so wrong.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05129. Aren't You Human?Aren't you human? Don't you feel?Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05130. Erase These Scars reviews//...Even though I thought I loved you / I never knew who you really are...//General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05131. Did You Hear Me Crying? reviewsDid you hear me crying when you betrayed me?Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05132. WaitingIt's hard to wait for something you know may never come.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05133. New BeginningEveryone wants to start over every once in awhile.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05134. Save Me First, Then Kill Me reviews//...Save me first, then kill me / Make me smile then seal my lips / Tell me that you love me / Then say you're faking this...//General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05135. You're the ReasonI thought that you could save me...Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05136. Why?It's that question you should never askLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 368 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05137. I'd Still Die For You reviewsThis absurd dedication!Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05138. Nothing in This World//..There are no good words in this world spoken / Because all promises were meant to be broken / And all secrets were meant to be released / For the lies will never, ever cease...//Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 424 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05139. Run If You MustYou can run if you must, for I know you'll come back.Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05140. I Don't Love You reviewsThe struggle of loving someone you also kind of hate.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05141. To ForgetI want to forget our time togetherGeneral - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05142. Recurring Loss reviewsI feel like I've done this before.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05143. Assisted Suicide reviewsA nonsensical ramble to end all nonsensical rambles.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05144. Beaten DownI must pay for all your evil, though it's no fault of mine.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05145. Believe the LiesWhat did I ever do to deserve your apathy and all the hurt?Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05146. Ghostly Memory reviews//...Your face is a ghostly memory / Of smiles of yesterday / Your laugh is a tinkle of broken bells / Whose tone shall never stay...//General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05147. There Should Have Been Four reviewsYou've removed yourself from our memories.Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05148. Dared to Believe//...But my eyes were closed / And I thought you would stay...//Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05149. VirusI hurt everyone who cares.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05150. My Fault reviewsI am at fault for this.Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05151. I Should Have Known//...You pretended that you loved me / But when it got too hard / You ran to her instead, you see / And you have left me scarred...//Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05152. Taken My Place reviewsYou just let me be replaced.Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05153. Together For NeverWhat does forever mean, really?Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05154. Wicked Love//...My spiteful love / I never smiled / A true smile after we met...//General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05155. Burn Me Alive//...I burn for you betrayal / I burn for all your lies...//General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-05 - Published: 9-24-05156. Words Are Whips reviews//...The cuts, the bruises, the scars and the welts / The pain and the tears; nothing ever helps...//Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-23-05 - Published: 9-23-05157. Stole Everything//...Through all the pain / I told myself / "He's not to blame, / He tries to help." //Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 301 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-23-05 - Published: 9-23-05158. The Mirror reviews//...I look in the mirror and I cry / For I hate what I see / I sit alone and wonder why / This face has to be me...//Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 324 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-23-05 - Published: 9-23-05159. TrappedLife is just a series of cages we put ourselves in.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-23-05 - Published: 9-23-05160. Without FeelingNarcissistic apathy.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-23-05 - Published: 9-23-05161. Bloody Slits Make Beautiful Scarssee title.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-23-05 - Published: 9-23-05162. Figure in Black//...Hands around your throat / You should have run! / You should have known / After what you've done...// Pretty explicitly homicidal.General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Poetry/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-23-05 - Published: 9-23-05163. Broken TrustTrust is a vicious cycle.Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 339 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-23-05 - Published: 9-23-05164. You Saved MeBefore I met you, I was never happy, and I didn't want to live.Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-23-05 - Published: 9-23-05165. Nothing in Return//...I cannot stand your apathy, the fact that you don't care...//Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-23-05 - Published: 9-23-05166. I Give Up reviewsI sat down to write a poem, but in lieu of that, I wrote an angry rant in a poem's clothing.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-23-05 - Published: 9-23-05167. Go to SleepI'm tired everything I've ever felt...Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-23-05 - Published: 9-23-05168. She Ruined Us reviewsProbably a waste of paper, truly.Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-23-05 - Published: 9-23-05169. Perfect EnoughThe struggle of trying to convince someone who has always hated themself that they are worthwhile.Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-23-05 - Published: 9-23-05170. One Fallen Stone reviewsA thinly-veiled metaphor that's actually not too bad, if you squint.Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-23-05 - Published: 9-23-05171. Love and Suicide"I love you, but you made me die."Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-23-05 - Published: 9-23-05172. Cry For YouA terrible old poem with the tiny merit of being terribly sincere.Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-23-05 - Published: 9-23-05173. Loveless reviews//...She should learn to love you for what you are / Not hate you for what you're not...//Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 355 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-7-05 - Published: 9-7-05174. You Said That You Love MeYou said that you love me, but that was a lie...General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-7-05 - Published: 9-7-05175. Path to Suicide reviewsI never meant for it to go this far.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-7-05 - Published: 9-7-05176. Lies Kill MeHow can we keep this friendship alive if all you ever do is lie?Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-7-05 - Published: 9-7-05177. Hide reviews//..I hide my secrets from everyone / Secrets so dark, you would scream...//Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-7-05 - Published: 9-7-05178. Written in Blood reviews//...“You made me die” / Is written in blood; / “And you made me cry, / You stole all my love”...//Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-6-05 - Published: 9-6-05179. Two VoicesAbout being torn between two choices; something that will change your life forever.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-6-05 - Published: 9-6-05180. Gone Tomorrow//...You never loved me / We both know that / You didn't trust me / Take those words back...//Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-6-05 - Published: 9-6-05181. From My Veins//...From my veins / The blood will flow / I'll end the pain / My life will go...//Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-6-05 - Published: 9-6-05182. Bear the Tears in Silence//...I must bear the tears in silence / To spare you all the pain...//Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-6-05 - Published: 9-6-05183. RedI put my trust in you, but you broke it.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-6-05 - Published: 9-6-05184. Unperfect reviewsIn your eyes, I can do nothing right.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-6-05 - Published: 9-6-05185. Emotionally NumbIt's difficult sometimes to see the fine line between strictness and abuse.Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 384 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-6-05 - Published: 9-6-05186. Slits, Scratches, and Cuts reviewsAbout being labeled a "cutter" and all people's stupid phrases for it.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-6-05 - Published: 9-6-05187. MourningRemember the night...Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-6-05 - Published: 9-6-05188. Just ChooseHow can a betrayal by one friend threaten another friendship that is so good?Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 297 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-5-05 - Published: 9-5-05189. DestinyWhen you feel like you're just watching your life pass you by.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-5-05 - Published: 9-5-05190. Realized Too LateIt was only after you died that I realized what I really felt.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-5-05 - Published: 9-5-05191. Never LovedI'm afraid of what your mother's cruelty could one day lead you to.Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-5-05 - Published: 9-5-05192. Death Can Claim Anyone reviewsYou always learn too late how fragile life is...Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-5-05 - Published: 9-5-05193. Please Don't PretendThese lies are bad for both of us.Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-5-05 - Published: 9-5-05194. Never Meant To Be Born//...Please Mommy, don't hate me / I can't help who I am / Please Mommy, don't hurt me / I try to be better than them...//Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-5-05 - Published: 9-5-05195. Emotional AbuseYou turn to me for the love you never got from your family.Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 329 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-5-05 - Published: 9-5-05196. Crying Under the MoonWhat it feels like to watch an abusive relationship without any ability to help.Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-5-05 - Published: 9-5-05197. Your Eyes reviewsSome homicidal urges.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 294 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-5-05 - Published: 9-5-05198. Die in PeacePlease just let me die in peace.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-5-05 - Published: 9-5-05199. The Blood Bleeds Red reviewsAn extremely juvenile rhyme written when I was thirteen.Haiku - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-5-05 - Published: 9-5-05200. Silent Screams and Invisible Tears//...Am I screaming silent screams / Or do they not want to hear? //Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-5-05 - Published: 9-5-05201. Stolen Happiness//...But you were such a coward / For still you hide your face / What gives you the power / To bring me such disgrace? //Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-5-05 - Published: 9-5-05202. Every Tear Burns reviewsThose who you love are also the ones who can hurt you the mostFriendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-5-05 - Published: 9-5-05203. Blood Red RosesA story/poem/something-or-other I wrote on Valentine's two years ago. Completely fictional, and admittedly a bit riciculous.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-4-05 - Published: 9-4-05204. Broken by MistrustAfter having your trust broken so many times, it's hard to learn to trust again...Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-4-05 - Published: 9-4-05205. Darkness Reigns//...Each time the razor drew across / I said ‘never again’ / But I was hurting; I was lost / This blade my only friend...//Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-4-05 - Published: 9-4-05206. Healing by Cuts reviewsSomething that is meant to be slightly humorous, if a bit dark. Kind of a crack at modern medicine, and the way they prescribe pills for everything. And then again, kind of not about that at all.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-4-05 - Published: 9-4-05207. No More Tears reviews//...I can smile thorugh all my tears / Through all my pain and all my fears / I know that it will disappear / Because I know the end is near...//Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-4-05 - Published: 9-4-05208. Make You DieHomicidal urges answered,General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-4-05 - Published: 9-4-05209. Let Me Drown//...Water so hot it makes me shout / Makes the blood flow faster out...//Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-4-05 - Published: 9-4-05210. Blood Upon the FloorI wish this didn't make you see me differently.Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-4-05 - Published: 9-4-05211. A Knife's Kiss reviews//...Each cut I make upon my wrist / Is like the knife gives me a kiss...//Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-4-05 - Published: 9-4-05212. Because of You reviews//...You hurt me worse than I could bear / You never loved me, never cared...//Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 275 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-4-05 - Published: 9-4-05213. Never There for Me reviews"I'll be there if you need me" is an easy promise to make, but apparently, not an easy one to keep.Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-4-05 - Published: 9-4-05214. Control the Pain reviewsPeople cut because they feel as if that is the only pain they can control. At least, that's what my therapist said. Actually, they say the same thing about anorexia. Perhaps they should come up with new explanations for things.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-4-05 - Published: 9-4-05215. Tear Stained, Blood StainedA poem. Sort of.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-4-05 - Published: 9-4-05216. Never Broken Rules reviews//...I never meant to break your rules / I didn't know th game / I know you meant to be so cruel / These days are all the same...//Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-4-05 - Published: 9-4-05217. Final Goodbye reviewsWhat a stupid challenge to myself.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-4-05 - Published: 9-4-05218. Pain's EndGuess.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-4-05 - Published: 9-4-05219. Cuts of the Betrayed reviews//...If my pain is a rose, then you bloomed this bud...//Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 441 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-4-05 - Published: 9-4-05220. Ending Friendship reviewsWhen you want to make a friend choose between you and another; it never quite turns out how you'd hoped.Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-4-05 - Published: 9-4-05221. Significant Pain reviewsThe warning, from a thirteen year old me, against narcissism. As you can imagine, quite juvenileFriendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-4-05 - Published: 9-4-05222. Uncaring reviewsA poem about nothing, barely worth the time I wrote it.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-4-05 - Published: 9-4-05223. Changes Marked by BloodSomething very old, that wishes it were a poem, but kind of is not.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-4-05 - Published: 9-4-05224. Can't Escape//...I can't escape these iron bars / Can't escape this cage...//Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-4-05 - Published: 9-4-05225. Speaker of Secrets reviewsFinding out that your friend is a merciless gossip just a day too late.Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-2-05 - Published: 9-2-05226. Tainted AngelAnother little cliché.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-2-05 - Published: 9-2-05227. Shadow KissesNot every story has a happy ending.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-2-05 - Published: 9-2-05228. Suicide Note K i s s e s G o o d b y e reviewsSometimes, it pays off to look beyond the apparent.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-2-05 - Published: 9-2-05229. Mimicked My PainA melodramatic piece of garbage I wrote a long time ago to get my way. It makes a terrible poem, but it did serve my selfishness.Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-2-05 - Published: 9-2-05230. Heart Bruised, Body BrokenAn almost-poem. I guess.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-2-05 - Published: 9-2-05231. If Anyone Bothered to CareA little thing called selfish narcissism.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-2-05 - Published: 9-2-05232. Kiss of FireGuilt is an interesting and terrible thing.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-2-05 - Published: 9-2-05233. Bloody Tears reviewsA twist on a common cliché. What else is there?Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 9-2-05 - Published: 9-2-05234. Stabbed Through the Heart//...Your love is like a virus / Each kiss you give can kill / I wish this could be the end of us / Wish I could work my will...//Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 270 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-2-05 - Published: 9-2-05235. It Started with Just One KnifeA semi-coherent rambling. Why? Well, why not?Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-2-05 - Published: 9-2-05236. Tears Won't Fall reviewsA craving for the cathartic experience of crying.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 296 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-2-05 - Published: 9-2-05237. My Shelter from the BloodErm...yeah. Not one of my better poems.Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-2-05 - Published: 9-2-05238. The Darkness Inside reviewsAnother crappy waste of hard drive space. Go figure.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-2-05 - Published: 9-2-05239. Blood Lust reviewsNot for the faint of heart.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-2-05 - Published: 9-2-05240. I Hate You » reviewsA series of barely-controlled rants to friends who have hurt me.Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 1,600 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-2-05 - Published: 9-2-05241. Pain and Anger reviewsA crappy old poem. Most likely not worth your time.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-2-05 - Published: 9-2-05242. You Left Me reviews//...I see you outside in the rain / You say my words will forever haunt you / Begging me to ease the pain, / Begging me to want you...//Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 346 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-2-05 - Published: 9-2-05243. Death is the Only Way Out reviewsSometimes we all feel that way.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-2-05 - Published: 9-2-05244. My Soulmate is this Knife reviewsMy morbid little romance with a sharp object.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 9-2-05 - Published: 9-2-05245. Alone in the Dark reviewsA predictable poem with an unpredictable ending. Oh my.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-2-05 - Published: 9-2-05246. Death's Kiss reviewsTake a wild guess. A poem I wrote a long time ago.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 344 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-2-05 - Published: 9-2-05
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