| living.breathing.unoriginality |
Author has written 124 stories for Love, Friendship, Life, Humor, and General. hey i'm emily, and i'm 17. (that's right, 17 bitches!) i lead a fairly pointless life in borningsville, illinois. if you care to know more than that you can check out my website. i love music, especially ani difranco, so a lot of my poems are actually wannabe songs, which sucks because i can't sing, or write music... i classify most of my poems under "love" and "poetry" which is ridiculous because they're not either of those. if anybody can tell me what the hell they think poetry or love really is, i'd appreciate it. i have a habit of preaching at brick walls, and i've grown used to the disappointment, so i won't resort to begging for reviews. if you do, hey that's awesome. even if it's a bad review, i'd still appreciate the time you took to flame me. thanks, peace. "i do it for the joy it brings / cuz i'm a joyful girl / cuz the world ows me nothing / and we owe each other / the world / i do it cuz it's the least / the least i can do / i do it cuz i learned it / from you / i do it just because i want to / i do it just because i / want to" -ani difranco enjoy. ;-) | |||||
1. Not Another Teen Couch Scene reviewsjan 2005. outtakes, filler scenes, with no screen credit.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-30-052. Poet Harlot reviewsjanuary 2005. "i live for my art / i will not die for it"Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-30-053. venge reviewsdec 2004. nothing like revenge fantasies on the beach, eh? the last hoorah of 2004.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-8-054. Waiting To Be Told reviewsdec 2004. a december poem for my december lover,Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-18-045. The Unsettled Subject reviewsdec 2004. "as a subject / you are perfect"Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-18-046. This Is Why I Can't Have Nice Things reviewsnov 2004. and this is why i should know better.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-15-047. You've Everything I'm Not reviewsoct 2004. i want to be with you.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-30-048. Trip Odometer reviewsoct 2004. missing you/hating mePoetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-30-049. Prelude to a Dream reviewssept 2004. where the mind ventures before sleep...Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 808 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-24-0410. The ABC's of FU'saugust 2004. a b c 1 2 3, here is where you ruined me...Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Published: 8-14-0411. Embers To Ashesaugust 2004. ashes have their purpose. and fire's a beautiful sound.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Published: 8-14-0412. The Post Of Ice reviewsjuly 2004. a poetic retelling of an unfortunate situation told backward and with substantial attempt at humor, despite the lack thereof. IT'S ABOUT DRUGS, OK?Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 324 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-22-0413. Conor Oberst Needs a Hug The Emo Boys Part Twojuly 2004. cheer up, emo kid!Poetry: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Published: 7-15-0414. The Long Walk Back Back Back reviewsjune 2004. a bit different from most of my work...about wanting the power to go back to what once was and can never again be.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-17-0415. Teenage Lstarstarstar reviewsjune 2004. more than two, still less than three.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-9-0416. Day XIjune 2004. i want more than just one day.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Published: 6-9-0417. The Endmay 2004. the rules of conversation are simple.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Published: 6-9-0418. Re: Forgivenessmay 2004. two poems pretty much about the same thing...Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 359 - Published: 6-9-0419. The Emo Boys reviewsmay 2004. gawd...the emo boys. kind of a rough piece about the boys that make me CrazyPoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-10-0420. Elation reviewsapril 2004. a poem about things good girls don't do.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-28-0421. How Nothing Feels reviewsapril 2004. reference to an album by the band 'the promise ringPoetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-6-0422. Speed Limit reviewsapril 2004. nothing moves too fast in the suburbs...Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-6-0423. Not Made of Glassmarch 2004. it's amazing what they'll promise when they know i'd give them everything...and how fast they'll run when they realize they don't want anything at all.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 301 - Published: 3-23-0424. Over It reviewsmarch 2004. i feel alright / yes, i feel okay / yes, i feel / and that's the problem...Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-23-0425. Requiem For a New Mourning reviewsmarch 2004. a new mourning dawns and she prepares to begin again...Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-8-0426. Critiquefeb 2004. interesting to think that the same things wrong with my poetry are what's wrong with my life.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Published: 2-24-0427. Familiarity Takes Controlfeb 2004. and she fights it with every fiber in her being...but without her lifeline it's a losing battlePoetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Published: 2-21-0428. Alternative Uses for Poetry reviewsfeb 2004. poetry: inspriation, thought-provoker, therapy, window to the soul, friend, lover, ...paperweight?Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-18-0429. Cat Fight reviewsfeb 2004. not so sure about this one either...one of those things that probably should be a short story, but i'm lazy. sometimes a conversation is just a blind sort of dance around the subject...Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-18-0430. Passive Aggression Wears a Pink Hat reviewsFeb 2004. hmm...i'm not quite sure if this poem works the way it does in my mind. maybe you'd have to be here to understand...but in case i didn't describe it well enough, the hat is really freakin ugly.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-18-0431. A Thousand Shades of Red reviewsFeb 2003. dedicated to the one who taught me pain is beautiful. now i love it like i loved you...Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-13-0432. First Kiss Leads To reviews...last bliss leads to sore wrists leads to... oh great, now i'm quoting old poems to title my new ones. i really am in a title slump. anyway, the point is nothing's ever the same as a first kiss...Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-7-0433. Insert Title Here reviewsjan 2004. wrote this one a couple weeks ago & forgot to post it. prob because i couldn't think of a title then either. feels like forever since i wrote it, but the ironic thing is nothing's really changed.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-5-0434. A CellPhone Call is Not a Kiss reviewsjan 2004. my shortest work to date, so there's an accomplishment. a short piece deserves a long title. and also a long summary. just read the damn thing.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-30-0435. Consider The Alternative reviewsjan 2004. unoffical new year's resolution...when i feel like doing something bad i'll just write about it, and not do it. so far so good.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-30-0436. The Tao of You reviewsJan 2004. kind of a short story in poem form...go figure.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-24-0437. Secret Soul reviewsJan 2004. i guess we all have a secret soul...Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-17-0438. It Is reviewsJan 2004. it is what it is, and sometimes it's good just to leave it at that.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-17-0439. Six Teen reviewsJan 2004. best years of our lives? yes, i'll take the next number, please...Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-10-0440. WideEyed and Crimson reviewsJan 2004. writing in the second person was previously uncharted territory, so bear with me...Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-2-0441. Wrong At Every Turn reviewsJanuary 2004. first poem of the new year...didn't mean to combine drinking metaphors with driving ones. coinsidence, i assure you. i just couldn't think of anything more stressful than the left turn lane not counting merging on the expressway .Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-1-0442. Giving In reviewsDecember 2003. giving in to myself. " 'cuz it's the feeling, baby / and i'm so tired of thinking "Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-28-0343. All Dressed Up, No Place To Go reviewsDecember 2003. ain't that the way? what a waste of makeup. :-PPoetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-28-0344. Detoxic Shock reviewsDec 2003. "x marks the spot / but no one spots the mark..." detoxing again...Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-20-0345. Sneaking Suspicions reviewsDec 2003. don't you just hate when those suspicions just sorta sneak up on you? ok, kinda a week piece considering the circumstances...i sort of had a jazz tune playing in my head while i was writing it, so yeah, try and dig it.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-20-0346. One More Round reviewsDecember 2003. "i just don't think anyone can ever love you / the way that i Love d you / ha, what's one lie on top of the rest "Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-11-0347. The Buddhist Cure reviewsNov 2003. "i've been practicing a Buddhist sense / of detachment on you / and let me just say that it isn't working..."Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-24-0348. Empowered Acquiesence reviewsNov 2003. i'm not one of those feminist girl-y girls, i swear...it's just...eh i dunno. :-/ emotions are complicated.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-16-0349. Buying Into Love reviewsNov 2003. while each of the three stanzas could be poems of their own, i 'spose, it takes the three together to kinda get my point across. plus it's my poem and i'll do what i want, heh. :-P hohoho, i'm in the holiday spirit...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-8-0350. Deliberate Spontaneity reviewsNov 2003. love is not an afterthought; it is deliberate spontaneity. in my opinion, anyway...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-8-0351. The Condensation Propositon reviewsNovember 2003. there's a lot more behind fogged windows than one might expect...Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-4-0352. This Is Just To Tell You reviewsOct. 2003. "this is just to tell you / this isn't the first letter i've written / where i've closed my eyes, concentrating words..."Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 449 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-29-0353. Skepticism and Melted FrostOct 2003. October 2003. "some say the world will end in fire / some say in ice / from what i've tasted of desire / i hold with those who favor fire..." a poem inspired by this one by mr.frost.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Published: 10-26-0354. Where I Want To BeOct 2003. coming home on a friday night train from the best city in the world and just feeling...warm. yes, this is where i want to be.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Published: 10-18-0355. Irrelevant Shades of GrayOct 2003. poetry...the black and white mixed to gray of a soul on a page. and also sometimes irrelevant.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Published: 10-18-0356. My Favorite Song reviewsOct. 2003. well, folks, here it is. poem #69, and it's a friggin' love poem! grrr...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-13-0357. Every Time is the Last Time reviewsOct. 2003. ok ok, this is the last time...i promise. ;Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-3-0358. As We Remain UndefinedOct 2003. as we remain undefined...my poetry remains crappyPoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Published: 10-3-0359. The Pressing Weight of New Meaning reviewsSept 2003. everyone i care about ends up teaching me a new meaning to the words "i miss you"...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-14-0360. Running Into You Again reviewsSept. 2003. running into the ex...always a pleasure.Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-0361. For The Best reviewsJanuary 2003. yeah this is an old one that's a lil' out of place because well...it got deleted...my bad. 1000 apologies. :-/Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 475 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-5-0362. A Pick Up And She Loses Faith In Love reviewsAugust 2003. and i thought i was easy...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-24-0363. Single Row Of Regret reviewsAugust 2003. one two three four the dominos fall...and i'm numb.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-23-0364. And She Puts Out, Too reviewsAugust 2003. me in a redundent nutshell. good ish.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 371 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-12-0365. Infatuation PunctuationAugust 2003. quote so right here i'm spelling it out for you unquotePoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Published: 8-8-0366. SurrealityAugust 2003. living in a state of surreal ity and the mirror holds no answersPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Published: 8-8-0367. All She Can DoAugust 2003. what a teenager.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Published: 8-8-0368. Flooded Gutters in the Windy CityAugust 2003. why's it always gotta rain outside on the same days it rains inside ?Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 302 - Published: 8-8-0369. A Fatal Kiss and She Remembers the StrangersAugust 2003. or ,more specifically, the stranger...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Published: 8-8-0370. Gone With The StarsAugust 2003. i expect to wake each morning and find you gone with the stars...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Published: 8-2-0371. Even GroundAugust 2003. half awake and he called me...sound familar? *sigh* new people, old situations.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Published: 8-2-0372. NicklePlated ConfessionsJuly 2003. inspiried by my Target earings that appear to be turning my ears an odd shade of green...*sigh* i guess i should spring for some real jewery one of these days...Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Published: 7-24-0373. Deja Vu and Shotglass DistortionsJuly 2003. when people you care about exibit behavior that worries you...or is it only because you're playing off old memories? :-/Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Published: 7-24-0374. Blue Sky Finale reviewsJuly 2003. the joy in acceptance, and truth...and acceptance of the truth. hoo-boy.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-16-0375. Come Here reviewsJuly 2003. finding joy in simple words.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-16-0376. Goodnight Kiss, No SurprisesJuly 2003. um...pretty self-explanitory. mmm..guys who walk you home...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Published: 7-1-0377. Bored Girl Stalks Convenience Store Employee reviewsJune 2003. For future reference, two dollars and eighty-nine cents will buy you a Sprite Remix and some mints, but not the cutie behind the counter…especially if he's not working when you go there. Stalking takes PLANNING, people! *sips Sprite RemiPoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-26-0378. Half Awake And You Called Me reviewsJune 2003. when the phone rings at one am, it's hardly ever GOOD news...Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-20-0379. Random Channel Surfing reviewsJune 2003. don't you hate it when random things remind you of random people? people you wish you didn't have to think about because you KNOW they aren't thinking about you? *sigh*Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-15-0380. Fourth Straight Month of March reviewsJune 2003. ok i don't know how it's been where you are, but where i live the weather has been extreamly crappy and depressing, and i can't help but feel a little responsible for it. don't ask me for my reasoning behind that...you don't want to know.Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-10-0381. Cheap Little Whore reviewsJune 2003. Um...if you're perverted like me you might think of sex, but really it's about taking another look at things and deciding whether or not they had to be so serious.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-10-0382. Here's WhereJune 2003. about attraction...under unfortunate circumstances. :-/Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Published: 6-10-0383. Realm of Distraction reviewsJune 2003. have you ever met someone who can make you forget about everything...just for a few minutes at least? sometimes a distraction is the best thing you can get from a person.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-7-0384. Why?May 2003. this one's about something that happened to me a couple months ago involving a friend of mine.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Published: 6-7-0385. Skyline reviewsJune 2003. well this poem kinda connects relationship problems, which suck, with going to the city, which rocks. inspired by chicago, the best city in...illinois. lolPoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-7-0386. Cliché reviewsMay 2003. Clichés suck and should never be written about. Especially by me. This one's about someone who's become a human cliché.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-7-0387. Loser's ResignationMay 2003. just when you think you have the courage to confront someone...you don't.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Published: 6-7-0388. Tired reviewsMay 2003. so tired of relationship crap that you just can't take any more? then leave, right? unfortunatly this is easier said then done. maybe one day...Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-7-0389. Late BreakingMay 2003. sometimes it's like your life is being fed to you through the media...and it's all a bunch of tabloid bullcrap. maybe we just can't handle the truth.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Published: 6-7-0390. Who I Am In It reviewsMay 2003. sometimes i wish i was anywhere but here...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-7-0391. Karmic ComaMay 2003. i love it when people try to screw you over...and there's nothing you can do...except have faith that what goes around comes around. unfortunatly, my karma ran over my dogma.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Published: 6-7-0392. Talk Small reviewsMay 2003. does it ever just surprise you how easily you can slip into the role of the happy, well-adjusted person? does it ever scare you how easily people fall for it?Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-7-0393. Medicated Poetry reviewsMay 2003. this is what happens when you mix nyquil with anti-biotics, allergy pills, boredom, and depression. it's...whoa.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-7-0394. Abandon Ship reviewsMay 2003. sometimes you gotta look around at all the drama...and decide whether or not you really belong. i don't belong anywhere so... yeah nautical metaphors suck but shush.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-7-0395. In My Own Words reviewsMay 2003. a raw little piece of me...in my own words.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-7-0396. Beyond Color reviewsMay 2003. sometimes you're just not good enough to measure up to someone else. that's life, i guess.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-7-0397. Awake to a DreamMay 2003. as opposed to waking FROM a dream... this is never going to happen, but it's a nice thought anyway.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Published: 6-7-0398. OutMay 2003. this is my self-depreciation poem. illudes to self injury...just venting, though.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 464 - Published: 6-7-0399. Hypersomnatic InsomniaApril 2003. waiting out of habit for something that's never going to come. pathetic. oh, and hypersomnatic isn't a word, but hypersomnia is.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Published: 6-7-03100. Choices and ChancesApril 2003. about blinding yourself to reality...love is blinding i guess.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 309 - Published: 6-7-03101. What's Her Name?April 2003. absense leads to speculation...which leads nowhere, ultimately.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Published: 6-7-03102. Little Blue BoxApril 2003. mostly about trying one last time to reach out to someone... p.s. it failed.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 360 - Published: 6-7-03103. Trust? reviewsApril 2003. questioning relationships...yadda, yadda. what IS trust anyhow?Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-7-03104. Dear John it's not you it's me! reviewsApril 2003. if anyone's ever gotten a dear john letter, maybe you can relate. or maybe not.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Parody/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 839 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-7-03105. Another Stupid Farewell SceneDon't Ask QuestionsMar. 2003. see title.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Published: 6-7-03106. Short and Winged FlightMar. 2003. sap sap sappy crap crap crappy. it's all good, though.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Published: 6-7-03107. If You Only KnewMar. 2003. when you wonder if people who have disappared from your life actually still give a crap about you. usually they dont.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Published: 6-7-03108. Suburban WastelandMar. 2003. how it feels to grow up in boringsville, usa. also has a little to do with relationships. aka 'wasted in suburbia'Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 326 - Published: 6-7-03109. ExitFeb. 2003. this is one of my favorites...it's about how it feels to be under the power of somebody else.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Published: 6-7-03110. Something To HideFeb. 2003. it's about...eh just read it.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Published: 6-7-03111. QuestionDec. 2002. goddamnit this one got out of order...it belongs with the rest of the decembers...same old crap.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Published: 6-7-03112. UnderOver reviewsJan. 2003. about starting a friendship on a clean page...kinda. mostly wishful thinking.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-7-03113. In Love Or SomethingJan. 2003. about being a dork in a thing so-called 'love'Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Published: 6-7-03114. Pages and PagesJan. 2003. meh...confusion. plenty of metaphoric goodness.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 462 - Published: 6-7-03115. Not That GirlJan. 2003. self-righteous kinda poem. i figure you might as well tell people who you AREN'T before they figure out who you ARE.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 604 - Published: 6-7-03116. Silent Graffiti reviewsDec. 2002. relationship junk...another weird metaphor.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-7-03117. My InspirationDec. 2002. more relationship angst. i kinda like this one, though.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Published: 6-7-03118. Come and Get Me Falling Without MovingDec. 2002. relationship frustration...yeah.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Published: 6-7-03119. Outsider's DeclarationNov. 2002. Kinda anti-pop culture/weird relationship poem. it's good times.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Published: 6-7-03120. Your TurnNov. 2002. This one's alright...relationship frustration...yadda yaddaPoetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Published: 6-7-03121. Tin Can CommunicationNov. 2002. this one i actually like. i just like the whole idea of the metaphor...who hasn't felt like they've been communicating through a damn tin can? or maybe it's just me...Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 333 - Published: 6-7-03122. MaybeNov. 2002. sappy, i suppose, but it serves its purpose.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Published: 6-7-03123. Mixed MetaphorsOct. 2002. this poem has severe disorders...and compulsive rhyming. ugh. it's raw emotion, though, so i like it. it's really long as well...:-/Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 861 - Published: 6-7-03124. Dreams of Day and Night reviewsSept. 2002. it's crap and i don't like it, but it was my first kinda real poem so here ya go.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 325 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-7-03