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Author has written 227 stories for Life, Love, Family, Friendship, General, Essay, Biography, Romance, Humor, General, Young Adult, and Song. I rarely ever get to update on here, as I don't always have internet, so I'll make this brief. I don't want to bore y'all when I have SO much said right down below: My name is Anna. I'm 22 literally, 35 physically, and my mental age varies between 5 and a hundred depending on how much sleep I get and what subject I'm talking with people about. I'm passionate (too much, really), I smoke too much, and I fall in love very easily (as can be proved by the multiple subjects of my poetry and prose). I've had this account for years. If you like you can check me out on myspace, too, at www.myspace.com/screamo_angel or on twitter as "lovenotegestapo," but if you're going to friend me please let me know you're from this site and what your pen name is, otherwise I'll just say no on the grounds that I don't know you. To all my reviewers, both steady and one-time, I have this to say: Whether you rant or rave about my writing, I still love you. You took the time to tell me your opinion. You boost my confidence in my ability to affect others with my words, and that's all I really want to do with this site. "Writing's easy. You just sit down at a typewriter and open a vein." -Walt Whitman | |||||||||||
1. Days Of LoveInspired by my ex and the movie CandyComplete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 397 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-21-09 - Published: 12-21-092. Modern Day Tragedy Chris's SongTitle is from my friend Chris, who had the honor of being first to read it.Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-21-09 - Published: 12-21-093. Big City Fairy TalePhilly wasn't very good to me.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 450 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-21-09 - Published: 12-21-094. 65 MPHAn old one I found. Probably needs some work, but it's about a pretty big turning point in my life.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 485 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-21-09 - Published: 12-21-095. The land where the Jumblies live reviewsI feel like a nursery rhymeComplete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 648 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-30-09 - Published: 10-30-096. Night Drive reviewsEver get one of those slow subtle inner revolutions?Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 630 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-22-09 - Published: 10-22-097. This Is What Summer Feels Like reviewsBeen in my head for a few days. I'm in a good mood :Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-13-09 - Published: 8-13-098. Tentative TightropeI'm a little bit rusty, you're a little bit intriguedComplete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 368 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-20-09 - Published: 7-20-099. The Danger Boy Detour reviewsWritten after a 3 week drinking binge. I just yesterday discovered that the subject of this prose is also the father of my 6-week-old embryo, so forgive the drama. It was an adorably passionate little love affair that has to enter reality now.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-28-09 - Published: 1-28-0910. Reasons Why He Didn't Call reviewsA look into self-doubt and fear in the form of a list. Much better than this sounds, I swear :pComplete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-5-09 - Published: 1-5-0911. Cruising SongKind of M-goats inspired. About a very recent change in my life. I'm pleased with it.Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-18-08 - Published: 9-18-0812. Flowergirl reviewsremembering a life I don't have any moreComplete - Essay - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-29-08 - Published: 8-29-0813. How We Deal With Boys Like You reviewsWritten at the spur of the moment while he was asleep.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 531 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-27-08 - Published: 8-27-0814. Rain MakerJust something that came bubbling out of me last week when I was storm-dancing. Hope y'all like it. Lemme know whatcha think.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,023 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-22-08 - Published: 8-22-0815. Grey Morning reviewsIt was raining this morning, so I went for a walk. This ended up on the back of the paper place mat I got at the diner I ended up in.Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 8-10-07 - Published: 8-10-0716. Rapunzel reviewsRated for language and violence. This one just kinda came out.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,414 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-27-07 - Published: 6-27-0717. HO & CH reviewsThe world's got me dizzy again. You'd think after 22 years I'd be used to the spin, kind of sums up the feeling of this one. Thanks Conner!Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-26-07 - Published: 2-26-0718. Poured reviewsAnother latenight caffinedriven ramble. Seem to be my specialty, really.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-26-07 - Published: 2-26-0719. And Queen Ann's Lace » reviewsPurple clover, Queen Anne lace, Crimson hair across your face, You could make me cry if you don't know. Can't remember what I was thinkin' of. You might be spoilin' me too much, love, Yer gonna make me lonesome when you go.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,859 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-22-06 - Published: 1-3-0620. Lather, Rinse, Repeat reviewsI don't know... it kind of has a country feel to it for some reason, which isn't what I was going for, but it works anyway.Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-21-06 - Published: 12-21-0621. Nero Fiddled reviewsWritten because a couple people decided I was being a horrible person and betraying them because I decided to fall in love. I don't understand it either.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-7-06 - Published: 12-7-0622. Inkblots reviewsWritten while my lover was describing how he felt when he found out the one that got away was moving to AZ. And no, I don't hate either of them.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-7-06 - Published: 12-7-0623. Driving Fast In Stolen Cars reviewsA song that kind of kicked itself out my head and onto the paper. I was in a car crash over the summer, and apparently I never got over it.Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-7-06 - Published: 12-7-0624. A Simple Message reviewsOy vey. Exes vex me sometimes.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-7-06 - Published: 12-7-0625. I Remember Everything reviewsWhat happened to me over a year ago. I hope someone else will be able to relate and maybe learn that it's possible to move on. Kind of sharing my grief, I guess.Complete - Biography - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,088 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-7-06 - Published: 12-7-0626. Prettyface reviewsA late night, It's-8:30am-and-I'm-STILL-awake ramble that turned out all purty and such. Read, review, you know the drill :)General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 750 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-26-06 - Published: 7-26-0627. Free Fall reviewsA little stream-of-thought type of piece I did the other day while watching my boyfriend play his guitar in our apartment after work. Thrilling, no?General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 366 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-18-06 - Published: 7-18-0628. The First Woman reviewsWritten while I was in the psych ward this past winter. Based on 2 people I met. Sorta.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 7-12-06 - Published: 7-12-0629. Demons, Days, and Pills reviewsA song written about one of my exes. It was not a good relationship, but this piece is :)Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 7-9-06 - Published: 7-9-0630. Wow, Someone Thinks Highly Of Herself reviewsFor the first time in a while. Wow. Wrote it cuz someone I know has a xanga that I just found, and it's full of prose-like junk that just makes her sound shallow and, well, pretentious.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-9-06 - Published: 7-9-0631. Center reviewsI'm an in-between kind of girl, bay-bay.General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3-13-06 - Published: 3-13-0632. Mood Ring Eyes and Cocaine reviewsRated for language and some minor violence. About love. The kind that last, despite insanity.General - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,522 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-13-06 - Published: 3-13-0633. Paper Cruise reviewsNot even I know, man.General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 2-19-06 - Published: 2-19-0634. it's time to say goodbye reviewsFor mom.Family - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-19-06 - Published: 2-19-0635. Rails reviewsEscapeLife - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-13-06 - Published: 1-13-0636. Remember My Eyes reviewsAbout a friend of mine who used to be more than a friend... and if choosing to forget me.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-13-06 - Published: 1-13-0637. Late Last Night reviewsMountain Dew and Marlboros and insomnia are a beautiful thing on paper. Especially when you haven't slept and your mind wanders across the page.Essay - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 317 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-27-05 - Published: 12-27-0538. APD reviewsMusings written on the back of a blank diner orderGeneral - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-6-05 - Published: 12-6-0539. online journal reviewsWritten in a mood.. not sure what kind, though.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 11-29-05 - Published: 11-29-0540. Amber reviewsAbout my old co-worker, Amber.Essay - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 438 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-19-05 - Published: 11-19-0541. Arsenic reviewsMeh. I was listening to Manson. "This is the New Shit" is the ultimate psych-out song. Heck yeah.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 11-1-05 - Published: 11-1-0542. You Made Me Smile reviewsLast night I didn't want him, I just... want to be his.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 10-30-05 - Published: 10-30-0543. The OW Syndrome reviewsWritten while in an emotionally charged and inspired mood. God bless Frappuccino and forbidden love.Essay - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 483 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 10-21-05 - Published: 10-21-0544. You Lost Pandora's Box reviewsWith every word and every dream and every single time you breathe a memory, I think of your eyes in the back of my head, and wish you were thinking of me...Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 350 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 10-18-05 - Published: 10-18-0545. Bright Eyed reviewsI feel untalented right now.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 10-18-05 - Published: 10-18-0546. Kiss and Tell Flowers reviewsHmmm...Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 9-28-05 - Published: 9-28-0547. Delete reviewsI was inspired by a review commenting on how much I've published on here, and how that person doesn't feel inspired very often. That, and by my e-mail account's buttons. (The last two lines are true, by the way)Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0548. So Many Possiblities reviewsA break up, a flirt, a new guy, a jerk. This is what happens when you let your subcoscious and your keyboard intersect.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0549. Ophelia Rose Goes to the Movies reviewsWent to see "The Exorcism of Emily Rose" and ended up writing about self-destructive romance in the back row of the cinema..Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0550. Love Letter reviewsto you... remember me? Please don't.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0551. Pink and Black Stripes reviewsA kind of Jack's Mannequin-style song. Another day, another dollar. Another break up that I claim doens't matter. You know what I mean, or is that to complex for a summary?Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 449 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 9-16-05 - Published: 9-16-0552. I Loved Him to this Music reviewsWonderwall is playing, and it brings to mind summer tan lines, awkward lines at the top of the twisty slide, confused nights set to music, lies, love, adolescence slipping away so forecfully...General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-12-05 - Published: 9-12-0553. Over Thinking reviewsI hate it when guys read too much intot hings and think everything's about them. LET GO OF YOUR EGO!Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-12-05 - Published: 9-12-0554. Opposite Faces reviewsThe strangest thing happened the other day...Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 9-11-05 - Published: 9-11-0555. Jacob Ender reviewsI hope he has your eyes...General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 9-8-05 - Published: 9-8-0556. Biggest Fan reviewsInspired by and written for Katelyn. She rocks my socks, and I love her. I hope all works out...General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 9-6-05 - Published: 9-6-0557. Sinking Beauty reviewsFor the victims of Katrina. Always remembered.General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 9-2-05 - Published: 9-2-0558. Anna Rose, Baby Girl reviewsA bit of an unconventional "welcome to the world" poem for my friend's new baby, Anna Rose.General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-31-05 - Published: 8-31-0559. SplitBottom Soul reviewsSee what happens when I listen to a garage band practice? Maybe I should do it more often...General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 8-30-05 - Published: 8-30-0560. Fighting on the Floor reviewsScreamo, emo, and just plain friggin' AWESOME! Read it. Now. I promise, it doesn't suck at all.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 8-24-05 - Published: 8-24-0561. Morning Sickness and OneTime Beauty reviews"One for sorrow, two for joy. Three for girls and four for boys..." Counting off crows in the sky doesn't help cover the fact of what you did last night.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 8-22-05 - Published: 8-22-0562. Empty and Pure reviewsStick figures are my role modelGeneral - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 8-16-05 - Published: 8-16-0563. Brillo reviewsHopes and plans go wrong so so easily, and I keep on forgetting that. It's always a smack in the face when someone denies me a dream.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-16-05 - Published: 8-16-0564. Love Me reviewsWritten in the ER today after calling my S.O. and having him calm me down. He doesn't realize how much he helps me.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 8-12-05 - Published: 8-12-0565. Victim Cobain reviewsDid you orchestrate your own hospital report?General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 8-11-05 - Published: 8-11-0566. On the Pill? reviewsThose three little words do not guarantee safety. It's only 66% affective w/ protection, anyway.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-9-05 - Published: 8-9-0567. Unsuccessful reviewsDammit! I was doing so well! I was so happy tonight, what went wrong? What's WRONG with me!Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-3-05 - Published: 8-3-0568. Endless Page reviewsIt's our 3-month mark, and I wanted to make a list of top-ten, but why confine it that way? So I wrote about writing what I ended up making him, and what it brought up.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-2-05 - Published: 8-2-0569. All in your eyes reviewsI could curve into you and melt.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 8-1-05 - Published: 8-1-0570. Fakefrayed Denim Day Dreams reviewsTonight is a night for practical prose and smiles on the phone.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 365 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-1-05 - Published: 8-1-0571. Ides of March Invading reviewsCan you figure out the hidden meaning? If you do, I'll give you a ravingly nice review, I promise!Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 7-29-05 - Published: 7-29-0572. Baby I'm Amazed reviews"The way you love me all the time"Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 902 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-28-05 - Published: 7-28-0573. When I get surrounded reviews... I just can't stop. Call it impulsive, call it compulsive, call it insane.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 385 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-27-05 - Published: 7-27-0574. Caught but Not reviewsHey that rhymes! I wish I could do that all the time!General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-24-05 - Published: 7-24-0575. Impressions reviewsLast night's images in my mind. No flash photography, people, it might scare the cutter!General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-22-05 - Published: 7-22-0576. Cutting in front of the keyboard and reflecting reviews"Let's compare battle scars. I'll show you mind if you show me yours"Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-22-05 - Published: 7-22-0577. Email Confessions reviewsAlmost word-for-word from an e-mail I sent to a friend of mine, and then asked for it back, because it just expressed so well how I was feeling.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-22-05 - Published: 7-22-0578. Didn't even think, let alone try reviewsI said I'd try to stop doing it so much. So what did I do tonight? Made myself jewelry with pretty red droplet beads on my wrist.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 7-21-05 - Published: 7-21-0579. White Noise Walls reviewsOk, this is wierd. This song was inspired by my ex, for some reason. I'm not even sure why i thought of him, I haven't in such a long time. But I wondered what would happen in someone's head in a situation like that who wasn't me. You know? Let me know whSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-20-05 - Published: 7-20-0580. Hate Crying reviewsI hate crying in front of you. I'm so unpretty...General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-20-05 - Published: 7-20-0581. When You're Still Here reviewsYou're not gone yet, another month or so is left. I miss you.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-19-05 - Published: 7-19-0582. As far as I can throw me reviewsListening to songs that all deal with going just a little too far. Reminded me of things I'd rather not, and wrote about soemthing suggested tonight...Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 476 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-19-05 - Published: 7-19-0583. It's a Lie reviewsA kiss with opened eyes. And she's not breathing back anything but bother me. (It takes my pain away)Romance - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 329 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-18-05 - Published: 7-18-0584. Better Than Nicotine reviewsYou're better than a cigarette snuck on the far side of the house...Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-18-05 - Published: 7-18-0585. Your Babe in a Black Dress reviewsThere's a picture on myspace of me in my raver dress. It's currently hidden in my closet, becaue my mom's a nun, but I can't wait for the day I wear it for you.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-18-05 - Published: 7-18-0586. Broken in blue jean dreams reviewsCutting, dreaming, cleaning, screaming. It only happens when it's needed, only happens when I'm bleeding.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-18-05 - Published: 7-18-0587. Primal Scream reviewsInspired by screamo. Rated for language. "Scream, let it out, LET IT OUT! Primal rage, before you make the first page in shame and regret. Let it out! Shred your voice in your inner scream."General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-17-05 - Published: 7-17-0588. Car Ride Monologue reviewsThis is almost word-for-word what I said tonight on the way home to my boyfriend. Not a declaration of love, more of an affirmation.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-16-05 - Published: 7-16-0589. Basement Triangle reviewsMy best friend, my love, and I were lying in her basement tonight to escape the heat. I've never been so at peace and in love with both of them. Fits under friendship, too, but love pervades both of them from me. Love you two. Jackie and Dave.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 324 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-16-05 - Published: 7-16-0590. Cigarette Scent reviewsBlow the smoke into my hair, I want to remember you tonight.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-16-05 - Published: 7-16-0591. Cassi reviewsAnother of my "favorite reviewers" poems. This one is for "My Paper Kisses" Go read her stuff, it makes me cry when I read it at night...General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-16-05 - Published: 7-16-0592. 2 reviewsA lustful gleam in his eye was all it took for me to fall. How long it's taken me to get back up.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 17 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-16-05 - Published: 7-16-0593. Midnight Wanderings reviewsLate at night the ghost of my regrets comes and sits on the side of my bed. It clouds my dreams and taints my writings and leads me down a circular path.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-16-05 - Published: 7-16-0594. Intense reviewsI've been called that before, but differently. I like it better when you say it...Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-15-05 - Published: 7-15-0595. Highway Conversations and Heading Up The Stairs reviewsThanks for giving me the information and options after everything's locked up for the night.Family - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-15-05 - Published: 7-15-0596. Any Day reviewsI'd take instant reactions to all my memories any day.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-15-05 - Published: 7-15-0597. Silent Freshly Fallen Scars reviewsAt night I hear the tempations even louder. When I'm not allowed to turn on the radio to drown them out. How can a blade have such a strong voice?General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-15-05 - Published: 7-15-0598. Soundtrack Life reviewsI always have music around me, no matter what. Silence... it's not my thing.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-15-05 - Published: 7-15-0599. Memory Heading Up North reviewsToday on the highway I thought of you...Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-15-05 - Published: 7-15-05100. Shellshocked from your Smile reviewsI didn't expect you to just take me in so easily.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-15-05 - Published: 7-15-05101. Mascara Tracks reviewsEver wash your face, only to be left with the emo-goth smudges of your eyeliner and mascara on your cheeks? Why do I love that look?Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-14-05 - Published: 7-14-05102. Smoking Allusions reviewsNot connected to "Smoking Conclusions" by queenofthebritons. Not even smiliar, really, but go read hers anyway. This piece came to me when I was reading what I'd posted a little while ago, and how much of my private life I display on this site.General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-14-05 - Published: 7-14-05103. Enlightenment From a Ten O'Clock Drunk reviewsThis actually happened to me today. None of it's made up, I just wrote it down the best I could. True stories are the wierdest, right?General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 948 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-14-05 - Published: 7-14-05104. Better On Paper reviewsNo, I do not glamorize myself in my poetry. I tend to tear myself down, actually. But I seem to come across as... more... anyway. I'm really not this creative or wonderful or at ease with myself.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 7-14-05 - Published: 7-14-05105. I Can Do That reviewsI love you I love you I love you I love you. It doesn't matter to me. (For JackOfSpades)Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-13-05 - Published: 7-13-05106. The Last Night Series » reviewsThree poems I wrote last night that kind of fit together, but are seperate nonetheless. Chapters in order of when they were written. I like the concept, but let me know what you, ok?Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-13-05 - Published: 7-13-05107. Picture Me Sleeping reviewsJust me thinking about how it must look to someone when they walk in on my bedroom... dunno why I was thinking this. If it's happened, they've left with no trace. I like the idea of midnight visitors, though...General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-13-05 - Published: 7-13-05108. I Used To Be goldenone reviewsA quick announcement for any of my readers out there about my changed pen name.General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-12-05 - Published: 7-12-05109. Being Blind reviewsTonight was awesome. Second hand smoke has never been so good, and riding home the music was better than ever. Funny how things are more defined when you're around...Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-12-05 - Published: 7-12-05110. Late at night the phone rang reviewsI know I've felt like this before. We all can relate to the insecurity and reassurances craved.Romance - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 527 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-12-05 - Published: 7-12-05111. Hipbones reviewsDamn, babe, can't you see you make me shiver with a simple brush of your fingertips on my shoulder?Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 7-11-05 - Published: 7-11-05112. Seeing Red reviewsJust an outpouring of anger. Actally a bit shaken afrer reading this over, but it needed to be let out.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-10-05 - Published: 7-10-05113. Critics reviewsAn short, angry poem about... well, critics, but probably not the kind you think.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-10-05 - Published: 7-10-05114. Peppermint Shampoo, Wearing No Shoes, and You reviewsAlliteration across the baseball field, and not kissing you. Many many times I've covered for awkwardness with physical affection. No need for that, I'm comfortable with you sitting next to me on the grass, silent.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-10-05 - Published: 7-10-05115. Emo Toes and Placemat Poems reviewsA really cute, kinda emo love poem for the ninja. Inspired because I finally went over the cliff today and drew on my shoes cuz I was bored. I'm sorry!Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 7-8-05 - Published: 7-8-05116. Burn Out reviewsI don't do many songs, but this one poured out of me today. Inspired by Jimmy Eat World, moving away, cigarettes and bonfires, and the desire to prove everybody wrong.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-8-05 - Published: 7-8-05117. Write of My Thoughts reviewsThis one's a rather personal message to one particulat girl. She'll know it when she sees it.Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 345 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-8-05 - Published: 7-8-05118. What did you prove? reviewsANY KID EVER CAUGHT DOING ANYTHING "WRONG" BY THEIR PARENTS SHOULD READ THIS. That's enough caps for me today, thanks.Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-7-05 - Published: 7-7-05119. I'm So Sorry or Failed Attempts at Freedom reviews"I held you close as we both shook, for the last time. Take a good hard look"General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-7-05 - Published: 7-7-05120. What I'd Give reviewsI need something so badly right now. Something addictive and harmful and such a release. Sad that a pool party means more caution than your face when you see what I've done...General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 7-4-05 - Published: 7-4-05121. Fireworks Two Night In A Row reviewsOne month, can you believe it? I meant everything I said, with every pull on the cigarette and every kiss, I meant it all. I always will.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 349 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-3-05 - Published: 7-3-05122. One the Flight Home reviewsGermany Series Part 12. Anticipating my coming home, and seeing the people (and person) I love.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-30-05 - Published: 6-30-05123. Mesh Armor reviewsGermany Series part 11. Another reason why I stopped the habit. Let's hope it's permanent this time.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-30-05 - Published: 6-30-05124. Maggy reviewsGermany Series part 10. Written for my host in Euskirchen.Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-30-05 - Published: 6-30-05125. Guilt Covered Up reviewsGermany Series part 9. About what freaked me out and made me stop my renewed old habit. It just got kind of out of hand for just long enough.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-30-05 - Published: 6-30-05126. Red Paint Lines reviewsGermany Series part 8. Written from what I thought my bf's point of view was, and my view seems to have bleed in a bit much, too.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-30-05 - Published: 6-30-05127. Techno Music in the Air reviewsGermany Series part 7. A song I wrote while I was listening to the dance music from the party nearby my hotel.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-30-05 - Published: 6-30-05128. Electric Kool Aid Kiss reviewsGermany Series part 6. I read "The Electric Kool Aid Acid Test" by Tom Woolf on my trip, and was inspired in a way.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-30-05 - Published: 6-30-05129. Cathedral Souvenier Stand reviewsGermany Series part 5. There was a beaitiful cathedral we visited, and there was a souvenier stand. It really stuck in my head and made me mad, and the porm kind of morphed on me.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-30-05 - Published: 6-30-05130. Poem For Mike reviewsGermany Series part 4. A friend of mine told me to write something. Here is the result.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-30-05 - Published: 6-30-05131. Freshly Cut Tourist reviewsGermany Series part 3. An old habit came back on the trip. It's gone again now, but for a while I was really depressed and distant because of it.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-30-05 - Published: 6-30-05132. Two By Two reviewsGermany Series part 2. About how everyone but me seemed to be pairing off.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-30-05 - Published: 6-30-05133. Missing You reviewsFirst of the many I wrote while in Germany for two weeks. Written in Heidelberg when I got hit by a wave of loneliness.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-30-05 - Published: 6-30-05134. Champagne Girl reviewsWelcome back to the handcuff home life, babe, I'm sorry, but at least I have longer nails for you to feel now. Every time I thought of cutting them I thought of your words...Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-30-05 - Published: 6-30-05135. Sugar Pill reviewsA girl that wants to live life fast meets a guy at a party... That's just the background story. Rated for drug references, slight sex and death. You know, all the good stuff.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 621 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-13-05 - Published: 6-13-05136. You're Like Woah reviewsA letter/poem to the ninja. (You knwo who you are, BABE) because, even if you say you won't, I know you'll miss me. Pussy with an umlaut, my dear, that's all I have to say.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 270 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-13-05 - Published: 6-13-05137. Effing Trend Cutter reviewsHow sick is it when a girl copies her friend's cutting JUST BECAUSE SHE WANTS TO FIT IN!General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-13-05 - Published: 6-13-05138. You Kiss So Hard reviewsSomething someone commented to me taken up a notch. "I know when I kiss you I may make you bleed, but don't you wonder who did this to me"Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 346 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-11-05 - Published: 6-11-05139. Leave Reality at the Door reviewsKind of alludes to rape in a hazy way. When a girl meets a guy at a party and flirts all night, what is he surpposed to think when she takes him upstairs?Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-11-05 - Published: 6-11-05140. Seatbelt reviews"you can be my seatbelt for tongiht, but if I die I'll kill you"Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 266 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-9-05 - Published: 6-9-05141. Look At Me reviews"Who's that girl I see" Written a half hour before graduation.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 413 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-9-05 - Published: 6-9-05142. Pain is Better than Nothing reviewsWhat do you tell someone when they discover that you cut?Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-8-05 - Published: 6-8-05143. I'll Dance For You reviewsWhat goes through your mind when you're dancing for a guy to notice, what's the message you're trying to get across?General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 438 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-6-05 - Published: 6-6-05144. Under the Porch reviewsWe both have new bad habits that are actually old ones, but not like in my old poem, I promise. You're worth more than that.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-3-05 - Published: 6-3-05145. You Always Said reviewsPeople wonder how I got this way. How I somehow concluded it's better to break it that take it. Do you really want the answer?Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 331 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-1-05 - Published: 6-1-05146. I snapped when you said I was the wrong one reviewsA kind of universal rant at everyone lately that's been treating me like crap. I'm tired of them telling me how I'm acting when they don't even look at me.Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 360 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-1-05 - Published: 6-1-05147. Bubblebox reviewsFor smiling face (aka: Bri), about how much I love her:)Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-31-05 - Published: 5-31-05148. Photogenic reviewsI am not. A picture is worth a thousand words, but I am every feeling and unspoken glance you're ever going to not quite catch.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-31-05 - Published: 5-31-05149. Drug filled death wish reviewsSometimes you need more than one to stop destruction.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-31-05 - Published: 5-31-05150. Would you believe me? reviewsFor my friend, Jackie.Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 362 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-31-05 - Published: 5-31-05151. No one reviews"no one" she saysLove - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-31-05 - Published: 5-31-05152. You're trying too hard reviewsAbout stereotypesLife - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 368 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 5-31-05 - Published: 5-31-05153. For My Seperated Sister reviewsI'm not even sure if she'll read this, but I hope she does, because frankly all of this crap isn't worth losing her.Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-27-05 - Published: 5-27-05154. You Break It You Buy It reviewsI deleted your e-mails and ended whatever you apparently thought we had.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 5-27-05 - Published: 5-27-05155. Apathetic goodbye said through a haze reviewsWhy today, of all days, am I feeling blank and nothing?Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-27-05 - Published: 5-27-05156. Leaving in Silence reviewsTomorrow's the last day of high school, and I can't say goodbye today, the words won't come out.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-26-05 - Published: 5-26-05157. Screaming Her Heart Out reviewsFor anyone that thought chicks couldn't do screamo, and anyone that thought men can't relate to heartbreak.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 953 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-26-05 - Published: 5-26-05158. Painting My World Blindfolded reviewsColors and lines blend together and form designs and details I've never seen before. I closed my eyes and painted my life.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 5-26-05 - Published: 5-26-05159. Glass Ceilings and Marbles reviewsJust got hit by a wave of depressing lines, so here they are. It's a bit more of a longing for the past kind of thing, maybe? Helpless?Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-25-05 - Published: 5-25-05160. Get Out of My Head reviewsYou were in my dream last night. I almost woke up crying.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-25-05 - Published: 5-25-05161. Summer Romance reviewsAbout the guy I wish would show up for summer and then not have a problem w/ breaking up when I go to college. Should probably be under fantasy.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 5-25-05 - Published: 5-25-05162. Art Room Tableau reviewsJust me wondering what I look like right now. Inside and out.Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 432 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 5-24-05 - Published: 5-24-05163. Detention reviewsWhat to do when you're incarcerated (and I can't spell. Sorry)Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-23-05 - Published: 5-23-05164. The Game Plan reviewsThe last poem I'm writing about this.Family - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-23-05 - Published: 5-23-05165. Idol Statue reviewsAbout what happens when you worship a beautiful woman.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-23-05 - Published: 5-23-05166. Don't do this reviewsPlease let me go and stop forcing me to watch you kill and torture. Untie me and let me run until I die, I can't take this any more.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-20-05 - Published: 5-20-05167. Beyond the Poetry reviewsJust a short poem about a friend that leaves.Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-20-05 - Published: 5-20-05168. I will not scream reviewsIt doesn't matter how great the pain or how crippling the fear, I will not let them hear me scream. (Not about torture. I just realized it sounds like it in my summary. It's not)General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 759 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-19-05 - Published: 5-19-05169. High School Romance reviewsShe passed you a note declaring her love for you on neatly lined paper.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-18-05 - Published: 5-18-05170. Posted signs reviewsThe large yellow signs lining the road should have warned you.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 583 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-18-05 - Published: 5-18-05171. Mommy Dearest reviewsGuess what I can do, mommy! I'll bet you'll never know.Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 450 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-18-05 - Published: 5-18-05172. One More Song reviewsWe're both dressed up in our finery anyway. Dancer-girl, may I have this dance? You claim I'm waltzing away. I always thought it was a funeral march.Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-17-05 - Published: 5-17-05173. Kill my own Reflection reviewsIf your own image mocks you from behind your own eyes, how can you strike back?General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 536 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-17-05 - Published: 5-17-05174. Sister, do you know my name? reviewsYou know this is about you, don't you? Dont write me back, you already have.Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 408 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 5-16-05 - Published: 5-16-05175. Confessions to the Grass reviewsIf only I couldn't see what would happen.Young Adult - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 5-16-05 - Published: 5-16-05176. Some muchneeded color reviewsYou always said I looked good in blue.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-16-05 - Published: 5-16-05177. Night Brings On Strange Thoughts Three Days Before reviewsTitle kind of says it all. More introspective than anything, I guess. Whatever, it's good. Read it.General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-11-05 - Published: 5-11-05178. Jezebel reviewsInspired by a girl who lied.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 473 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 5-11-05 - Published: 5-11-05179. It was so easy to say reviewsThe L Word means somehow more, somehow less, now that it's over.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 459 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-11-05 - Published: 5-11-05180. Diary in Prose reviewsI'm so much braver in my poems than when I'm face-to-face with you...Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 5-10-05 - Published: 5-10-05181. Impulse Scars reviewsI jump at every idea I have impulsively, but too often I fall and leave scars on my knees.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 5-9-05 - Published: 5-9-05182. Designer Dreams reviewsI'll wear your words braided in my hair...Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-9-05 - Published: 5-9-05183. Gray and Torn and Beautiful Forgetfullness reviewsIt's so hard to categorize this piece. It's not poetry, it's not fiction, it's not really any genre. Just this flow-of visions I had...General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 784 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-4-05 - Published: 5-4-05184. Baby's Black Balloon reviewsA songfic I wrote last night about a man and the woman he tried to save. Better than you think, I just suck at summaries right now.Romance - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,235 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-3-05 - Published: 5-3-05185. Dream or Vision or Deja Vu Yet to Be? reviewsI had a really wierd dream the other night. At least, I THINK that's what it was...General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,023 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-2-05 - Published: 5-2-05186. Sorry I Missed You reviewsAhhh, imagery and irony and poetic beauty. How I love talent. Shout out to TSBS for helping me write this!Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-25-05 - Published: 4-25-05187. And So We Are Here reviewsI was asked to write a poem for our Bachelarette ceremony. Tell me what you think, cuz I don't have to read it for like 2 weeks, so I have time to edit and improve. Thanks!Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-22-05 - Published: 4-22-05188. The Life and Times of a Trich Chick reviewsThis is the story about my struggle with trichotillomania. Don't know what that is? Read it. Know what that is? Read it. Have it? Read it. Did you read it? Review it!Biography - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,573 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 4-22-05 - Published: 4-22-05189. Hope Dies reviewsAs I put out the last flame of hope and watch the smoke drift up away from me, I say good bye with tears in my eyes.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-18-05 - Published: 4-18-05190. Perfect Little Schoolgirl reviewsAbout my mother. And yes, I AM bitter. Very bitter.Family - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 4-14-05 - Published: 4-14-05191. You're Never Perfect reviewsYou're never perfect (But I'm trying so hard)Family - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 4-13-05 - Published: 4-13-05192. Absence of Creativity reviewsOne word says it all.Humor - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 4-11-05 - Published: 4-11-05193. Existentialism on Prom Night reviewsAbout two friends after prom, and the beautiful event that takes place. Sucky Summary, but you should read it anyway. It's really good, I promise.Romance - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,206 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 4-11-05 - Published: 4-11-05194. Saints and Sailors reviewsAn old songfic I wrote when I was cutting. It's interesting to see how I was thinking about stuff back then.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,135 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-11-05 - Published: 4-11-05195. Andy You're a Star reviewsHero worship taken too far, but on which side?Romance - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 846 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 4-11-05 - Published: 4-11-05196. Can't You? reviewsCan't you make yourself, even if you don't love me anymore?Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-11-05 - Published: 4-11-05197. Shining from the Smoke reviewsDescribing what my friend says when she's floating...Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-8-05 - Published: 4-8-05198. Mrs Watt reviewsI saw an old day-care teacher of mine at the farmers market last weekend.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-8-05 - Published: 4-8-05199. This Poem Was Written While Eating Cheerios reviewsCereal keeps me sane sometimes.Family - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 4-7-05 - Published: 4-7-05200. Cover her face reviewsMy eyes dazzle; she died young.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 4-4-05 - Published: 4-4-05201. Pain of Love, Love of Pain reviewsWow. Even I find this one disturbing. I'm not sure where it came from, either.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 4-4-05 - Published: 4-4-05202. Identifying with Dandelions reviewsI long for summer, especially when it rains in my head.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-4-05 - Published: 4-4-05203. Blankface reviewsThis is what you wanted, what you worked for. You're alone and unharmed, so why are you crying?Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-1-05 - Published: 4-1-05204. I know I'll meet you reviewsA poem I wrote for my future husband, whoever he may be.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 403 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-31-05 - Published: 3-31-05205. Promises, Promises reviewsA note pinned to the door. Some of your last words: Love you, never hurt you.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 3-31-05 - Published: 3-31-05206. Waiting to Lose it All reviewsArranged marriages disturb me.Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3-31-05 - Published: 3-31-05207. Come Home Happy reviewsMy homelife sucks. So I wrote about it. See what being artistic does?Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 3-30-05 - Published: 3-30-05208. What Others Call Twisted reviewsAbout self-destructive addictions and how people see them when they do them. Props to ArtyChick for inspiring this one!Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-30-05 - Published: 3-30-05209. aurelia reviewsAbout Trichotillomania, and what it's like to have it.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-29-05 - Published: 3-29-05210. Shattered Glass Completeness reviewsA song/poem I wrote a while ago, but I fixed it up and I think I like it. What about you?Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-17-05 - Published: 3-17-05211. Witch Hunt reviewsBurn the witch, burn her out! (cut and scar and bleed her out)General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3-15-05 - Published: 3-15-05212. Old alarm reviewsYour hand brushed my arm, it set off the old alarm...Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-14-05 - Published: 3-14-05213. Thank you to ArtyChick reviewsA short poem I wrote for one of my best reviewers:)General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-14-05 - Published: 3-14-05214. Morning Tears reviewsthree small poems I wrote this morning. The grieving process.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-10-05 - Published: 3-10-05215. Lifeline reviewsMe being all emo and depressing. Don't take it seriously, just felt like writing it.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-9-05 - Published: 3-9-05216. Billy reviewsHe died last night, and no one knows why or how.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-8-05 - Published: 3-8-05217. He Said He Loved Me » reviewsA true story. Just read it!Biography - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 8 - Words: 4,405 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 3-4-05 - Published: 3-4-05218. Break up, break down reviewsThe big questions running through my mind of late. Thanks in part to the break up.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-1-05 - Published: 3-1-05219. Naked but covered reviewsDon't look at me, I love youLove - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 2-14-05 - Published: 2-14-05220. Vampire Beauty reviewsA description of immortality.Essay - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 562 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-11-05 - Published: 2-11-05221. You don't know me, do you? reviewsDid you know I have bedroom eyes? That I can knock you down with a kiss?General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 463 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-7-05 - Published: 2-7-05222. Fighting the Dark Inside Me reviewsMy subconscious revealed itself yesterday in my writing. This is only a segment of what came out, but it's the best part. Enjoy.Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-4-05 - Published: 2-4-05223. Ryan reviewsA poem about my friend Ryan, who I met this summer but have known all my life.Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-26-05 - Published: 1-26-05224. Date my brother reviewsA song I wrote in an emo mood. Too many songs are about parents and gf/bf, what about brothers?Family - Fiction Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-25-05 - Published: 1-25-05225. Slide, Cry, Love and Doubt reviewsA reviewer of mine, Mike Smale, writes sonnets, and I thought I'd try my hand at it. It looked fun. UPDATED!Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 333 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-7-05 - Published: 1-7-05226. Contradictions in Human Form reviewsJust a self-describing thingy I wrote in English class today.Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-4-05 - Published: 1-4-05