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| Shadafakup |
Author has written 38 stories for General, General, Life, Religion, Song, and Haiku. Yesterday my name was Dead Souls. Tomorrow my name will be Lively Spirits. My friends think my name is Fire. The police think my name is Burden. And teachers think my name is Problem. My parents think my name is Unfinished Symphony. 20.05.2005: After awhile, you find you run out of things to say. And you're too tired to write them down either. I am a female teenager from Singapore. There are a random assortment of instruments I can play: the piano, flute, trumpet, harmonica, etc; but I have mastered none. However, if you still think I'm interesting enough, I can be contacted via livejournal, or through both my emails. Criticism, that's all I ask for; and I will return the favour. I do write Harry Potter slash fanfiction of the AngstRomance genre which can be found in The Pit of Voles or my sorry excuse for a website, together with fanart drawn to a couple of the fics. Thank yous: Special appreciation goes to Lux's Confusion, Dark Ink, Moonwinges, candifiedxnonsense, Imoen, Shelila, Krikoris, Myra Kilgore, Angerona, VampiricSacrifice, Asmodeus Sanity, endless040, Canada, Sugar On The Asphalt, KayWest, Shattered Snow, Ravyne Black, hypersensitive, the cereal killer, whyt forest, insanewhisper, Razor Sharp Kisses, yOuCaNtToUcHmE, Grendel, Masha Baitman, unjaundiced, Jennu, Imaan-Z-gr8, fall3n ang3l, firehoney, rd-kittykat, sheza, Magisknight, Lil Lalita, H. M. Banson, Bite the Wax Tadpole, Nancy Rotten, Andaren, ladymaverick, S.N. Mather and Martinet Of the Order. Thank you for putting me on your favourite authors list. To the rest of the reviewers and those who have put my stories onto their favourite lists, thank you for the wonderful and encouraging reviews you have penned. ~Shadafakup I won't be forgotten. No one remembered me anyway. | |||||||
1. Opacity reviewsShow me your horizon; that never was and maybe I can taste the transparency. Otherwise opaque, please read between the lines.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 7-15-042. The Show Must Go On reviewsEdited: The show never waits for you, raping your sanity even if you were trying to write your catharsis with one last breath.Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 362 - Reviews: 34 - Updated: 7-15-04 - Published: 9-18-033. Remembering Art reviewsPOEM. If you have something against poems, go away. And I'll do you a favour and not come back to fictionpress either.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 3-8-044. To Breathe Those Words reviews(I) thought you (M)ight l(I)ke to (S)ee this little (S)omething that I wrote while (Y)ou were (O)ff in Cambodia while (U)nlucky me was here. Oh just read it.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 352 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 1-29-045. Happy Birthday reviews(Happy) Birthday. Consider it a belated birthday present if you review this piece for me. My sardonic views on birthdays, if you never enjoyed celebrating them, have fun. You'll like it.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 12-19-036. Angst Feast » reviewsIts a FEAST! Eat your heart out if you want to be poisoned by anguish and fill your mind with such thoughts. Courses included: Bleeding For Me, My Identity, Running. I do not like this.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 661 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 12-15-03 - Published: 12-9-037. Sky's Tears reviewsAh, the irony of rain. Don't you wish the sky will just cheer up for once? This is not your typical 'I am lonely the sky is crying for me' poem, so sue me.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 11-29-03 - Published: 11-28-038. Passion's Edge reviewsLove? No, this is not about love. Its not about passion. Its about lust, and how love is all bullshit nowadays. We've reached the edge anyhow.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 23 - Published: 10-26-039. Breaking Free reviewsIn shunning the taboo that is self-harm, you try to break free. I hope I managed to express myself well. Its painfully personal.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 35 - Published: 8-31-0310. Misunderstood reviewsSilence. Tension. And silence all over again.Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 8-30-0311. Crumbling Foundations reviewsCheers to you if you get the undertones, sexual or non-sexual. On the surface, its just a poem, with lots of images, about a building falling into ruins.Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 18 - Updated: 8-26-03 - Published: 8-24-0312. Grasp reviewsOnce again, if you don't like sad or unresolved endings, Stay Away. Holding on, or letting go to certain memories. Sensory details need improvement, any ideas?Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 37 - Published: 8-7-0313. Hold My Hand reviewsThis is -not- a love poem asking for my boyfriend to hold my hand.There's a little drop of irony. If you don't like sad or unresolved endings, then Go Away.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 8-6-0314. Paper Plane reviewsAww.. Isn't it so sad? This paper plane is too full of creases and too broken to fly again. Pity my heart.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 27 - Published: 8-5-0315. Nothing reviewsPersonally I liked this piece although it was one I had to grapple with for a bit. Nothingness, if you please - the empty hollow feeling that eats us all sometimes.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 27 - Published: 7-6-0316. Voice Of a Rebel reviewsThis, as the title says, is the voice of a rebel (In general). A new format I experimented with. Its rather interesting, but you decide if its good.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Parody/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 479 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 7-4-0317. I Can't Always reviewsThis poem/song is pretty hard to summarise. Compromising was never my forte, and hence, this limit.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 366 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 7-3-0318. I Can't Write » reviewsA three line rhyming haiku about my current writing situation. Fellow writers can probably relate.Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 23 - Updated: 6-30-03 - Published: 6-1-0319. Open Your Eyes, Bitch reviewsWith just a tinge of self-mockery, this poem yells at those who wallow in self centeredness and can't see outside their own boundaries.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 344 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 5-29-0320. Sick reviewsSo, what actually happens when you're sick of the tension, sick of the hunger and you start playing with fire? A subconcious Linkin Park fan movement I should think.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 5-24-0321. Guess You Have Forgotten reviewsA song about how time passes us by as the people we once knew forgets us and leaves. Well, too bad.Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 434 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 5-20-0322. Smoke reviewsOn smoke, quite obviously. It can be perceived as any sort of smoke. If what I chose as the ending bothers you, ignore it.Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 5-12-0323. 5Six7Six5 3Two1 reviewsMore of a cross between a countdown and farewell, this poem has nothing to do with numbers.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 4-30-0324. Destroy Me reviewsDestroyed, for being the person I am, for being who I believe I am. None of us deserve this.. Do we?Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 26 - Published: 4-29-0325. Last Breath reviewsShort and sweet - like a dying breath. Despite its own simplicity, I quite liked it.Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 21 - Published: 4-22-0326. Your Words reviewsSticks and Stones may break my bones but words can never hurt me? Perhaps you might reconsider.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 26 - Published: 4-6-0327. An Island reviewsNo man is an island, but alone, here we are. Solitude can be comforting, but not always.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 3-29-0328. I Once Had Dreams reviewsWe once had dreams, till some of us lost the will to continue believing in things that were meant for faeries. The don't exist by the way.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 502 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 3-27-0329. Was It God's Plan? reviewsIts not anti-Christ but neither is it pro-Satan. It is a sort of questionably cynical view of the world. Odd? I'd say.Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 466 - Reviews: 27 - Published: 3-19-0330. Blood Stained Knife reviewsOld piece. Not recommended reading.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 2-9-0331. One Day reviewsIts positive, its futuristic, and its me still dreaming. One day - which might come, and which might not.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 1-28-0332. Needing You reviewsI am not normally emotionally attached, it was rushed out and modified from someone else's piece for school.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 1-28-0333. Alcohol reviewsDizzy whitness that never fades, except to manifest in a sort of headache-induced stupor. Two parts to the piece, alcoholism being the main theme.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 1-28-0334. I Don't Care reviewsNo, I reallly don't.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 1-27-0335. Addicted reviewsLife is full of temptations that cause addictions. Unfortunately I seem to have gotten addicted to the wrong thing; like playing with a certain silver blade. (The self mockery should be evident.)Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 1-27-0336. Hate You reviewsPerhaps blatant self-mockery, can sometimes be good for purging the bad words, that clog up better works.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 1-27-0337. Geylang reviewsDescriptive piece for an assignment. Some suggestive meanings. Placed here for fun. Actually just for Najiah to be reminded.Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 947 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-27-0338. Dictated Tiredness reviewsEssentially an almost total rhyming poem. Tiredness, as the title says, reiterated in a 'monotonous' form.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 1-27-03
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