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since: 03-06-04, id: 400689
country: UK
Author has written 73 stories for Life, Love, Family, Friendship, General, and Nature.
A little about me hm...not much...cause well...I'm not that important.

I'm not that new to writing my own stuff...a lot of it is poems, couple of stories not posted yet, writing a fanfic about Hyde and Gackt (sexy Jrock gods!) XD

My poems tend to be...ramble...I usually write them when I'm not thinking properly, many times when I've just about had it/annoyed/pissed off/about to just give up.

Now for things that don't have anything to do with writing. I like anime, drawing, reading, loud music aka 'noise', drinking is a definite favourite because I can stop being me...just get wasted because I don't want to be in my head, and I like having a laugh if things decide not to go wrong or start stressing me out.

If my poems are kind of down or depressing or whatever...its how I'm feeling at the time...I'm not changing for anyone...

'Angsty' Gundam Wing fanfic at www.fanfiction.net/~sheepgirl

Fanart and other art at www.sheepgirl.deviantart.com/

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1. Loveless Lover
A voice speaking to a person that needs it, craves it even. The voice seems to know that's its not real more than the person does.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Published: 6-25-07 - Complete
2. I'm Fine I Promise reviews
Drinking. What I'm best at, what I'm doing just now. Telling people they don't need to worry about me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-5-05
3. Escape This World reviews
Escaping from this world, about cutting, bit of self destruction thrown in on the side along with feelings governed by other people.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-5-05
4. Turn Away reviews
Old poem I finished recently. How what you felt for someone is what ends up turning you away from them, sorta like closure in a way.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-22-05
5. Sober Is A Stranger
About drinking as the title suggests, how it changes me but also makes things that little bit more bearable.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Published: 11-20-05
6. Not Always Smiling reviews
Basic truth, I'm not always smiling, how I cope in a different way.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-20-05
7. Diminishing reviews
Inside a troubled mind, possibly talking to myself or so some unknown entity that seems to make me feel this way.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-17-05
8. Drunken Squad
Written after a night out I had, my take on why I was drinking. Self destructive in a way I guess.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Published: 11-14-05
9. Nothing
Scene for the ending of someones life? Who really knows? I sure don't, I just live it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 289 - Published: 11-1-05
10. My Confession To You reviews
Telling someone what you feel about them as they play with your heart without knowing.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-7-04
11. Hells Gate
I'm not sure how this came about, it's mainly meaning we are at hells gate here now.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Published: 10-24-04
12. Break All The Ties
I guess it's kinda about two people running away from their lives. Please R/R.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Published: 10-24-04
13. Confusion reviews
Another poem about how someone can just mess me up.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-31-04
14. Tears Once Again reviews
A girl crying over what never was and what is probably going to happen all her life, being alone.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-24-04
15. One Person
About a girl who just can't be bothered anymore.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Published: 8-24-04
16. Killing Me Inside reviews
About how someone can make you feel just crap.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-24-04
17. Unshackle the Demons reviews
About cutting, I'm in a bad mood so that's to blame.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-6-04
18. Storms and Peace
In the Life category but more about death, suicide to be more accurate. Also about weather in a strange way, how I got that in I don't have a clue.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Published: 6-30-04
19. Silent Screaming
About a girl, kind of depressed I guess and either wanting to be like other people or not be here at all.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Published: 6-30-04
20. Not My World Out There reviews
Make of it what you will, but my take is that there is a world just for myself and a world outside that I have no control over.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-29-04
21. Behind the Mask reviews
I don't know how to summarise this, I just know that its angst.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-27-04
22. Ending reviews
May be in the life section but it's about ending life. Definite references to cutting. please r&r.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-21-04
23. You Don't Know reviews
To people who know me, at least I think that was what I was intending, I don't really know. Please r&r.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-18-04
24. Crime?
About a friend and myself not being me even round them. They will probably know who they are if they read this.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Published: 6-5-04
25. Left Hanging
Weird poem I wrote. Started of as a feeling bad and upset poem then into a twisted, blame it on him poem. Enjoy!
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Published: 6-4-04
26. Sky's Life
I guess it's about the sky in some weird way, how, I'm not sure. Don't blame me, blame my tiredness. Please r&r.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Published: 5-29-04
27. Voices of the Lonely
Just came to me one night when I was really tired and upset. Please r&r.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Published: 5-29-04
28. Stop My Pain
Title says it all, for that person to stop what I feel for them. Please r&r.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Published: 5-29-04
29. You Don't Even Try
Not really sure what this is about. Please r&r.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Published: 5-14-04
30. Something I Am Not reviews
Guess it's about me not being who I am, please r&r.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-14-04
31. The World and People reviews
Not quite sure why I wrote it, bored sitting in philosophy I guess. Please r&r.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-5-04
32. Your Possession
Me, a guy and uh, my heart I guess. Please r&r.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Published: 5-3-04
33. Death for Love
Not sure how this came about but please r&r, tell me what you think.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Published: 5-3-04
34. Seventeen Is All It Takes reviews
About self harming and parts of life in a weird way. Please r&r.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-12-04
35. I'd Die Happy reviews
Me, guy, not together, result of that at night.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-12-04
36. Dark Place reviews
Being stuck in the Dark Place that leads to the end, could be suicide.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-11-04
37. Drifting and Sinking reviews
Me, life, people who, well, people I can't have or get closer too, simple as that.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-11-04
38. Life and Art
Weird poem about me, a story I wrote for English and what I think it means. Not very good but please r&r.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Published: 4-8-04
39. Alone and Feeling reviews
No comment on this one.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-3-04
40. Derelict Place reviews
A look at a graveyard, not quite sure what about though. It just sprang to life, r&r please.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-3-04
41. I'm Sorry reviews
About someone, you know who you are, I can't say much more.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-29-04
42. Them reviews
Feelings towards people, those who shall never be named untill the day they or I die. Quite short, please r&r
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-29-04
43. Ignored and Forgotten
Title says it all, please r&r.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Published: 3-28-04
44. Personification reviews
The title says it all, please r&r.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-25-04
45. Poems reviews
A poem about poems! How original, not! Please r&r.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-25-04
46. Nature's Storm
Uh, about thunder, lightning, rain and wind. Please R&R
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Published: 3-24-04
47. Whiteness
About the colour white, I don't know what possessed me to write this so I can't really summarise it that well. Please R&R.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Published: 3-24-04
48. Drowning Forever reviews
Basically some of what I feel, I think. Please R&R.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-23-04
49. Reliving the Lie reviews
Main meaning is that if I were to go back in time and relive what has happened I'll still end up the way I am now. Please R&R.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-23-04
50. Too Deep reviews
In a strange way its about tears and not being who I used to be. Please R&R.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-23-04
51. Chaos reviews
Nature has basically gone crazy. Please R&R.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-23-04
52. The Storm Within Me
Not sure what to write, I know it is not very good and doesn't flow right, please r&r.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Published: 3-22-04
53. Too Much to Ask For reviews
About how in my life I feel people ask to much of me. Please r&r.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-20-04
54. Dead to the World
Title sort of explains it. Please r&r.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Published: 3-20-04
55. Dreams
I'm not sude what category or genre this should go under so its general for the both of them. Please r&r.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Published: 3-19-04
56. What I Wish For reviews
As the title says it's about what I wish for. Please r&r, thanks.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-15-04
57. Too Lost reviews
My life, my feelings. Think thats it, please r&r.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-14-04
58. Faded and Distant reviews
I don't know how to summarise this but if you've read other stuff I have written its kind of along the same lines. Please r&r.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-13-04
59. Last Moments reviews
Last thoughts racing through my head, simple as that, at least I think this is what its about. Please r&r.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-13-04
60. Ride of Emotions reviews
Again it's another poem about how I feel. Please r&r.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-12-04
61. For You reviews
Not much to say except I wrote it while listening to Evanescence and thinking about him.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-12-04
62. Dancing with Death reviews
Comparing life to dancing with death and the abyss. I'm not sure how this came about so don't ask, also it might not make much sense.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-12-04
63. Worlds and Friends
About comparing lives and friends. Amended after today's fiasco, no offence to anyone I know reading it, also not sure it goes in this category but please R&R.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Published: 3-10-04
64. You Say Nothing reviews
About me and my parents...a bit short but it was spur of the moment.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-9-04
65. On the Way Down
About how a guy can drive me to such extremes and make me feel so helpless.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Published: 3-9-04
66. My Life
Doesn't rhyme, I don't think its well structured but it was written after I had had enough of people one day, that's why it's a bit hectic. Please R&R I'd like to hear what people thought of it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Published: 3-9-04
67. Unconnected reviews
How a girl can feel like she doesn't belong and how no one is their to help her. Please read and review any suggestions welcome.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-8-04
68. Secret Life reviews
About how someone can feel like they don't belong, their life is one big mess, how they basically feel. Please read and review and have a look at my other poems if you like this.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-8-04
69. Feelings of Desperation reviews
I guess it goes in this category. It's about someone, end of discussion. Please read and review, thanks.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-8-04
70. Raindrops of Life reviews
Comparing raindrops to life and people, if that makes sense, please read and review.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-8-04
71. Soulless reviews
Summaries are hard so I won't bother cept to say it was done after a bad day, read and review, all help welcome.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-7-04
72. You reviews
I think it goes in this category but I'm not sure, but please tell me what you think of it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-7-04
73. Blank Page reviews
I can't think of a summary for this but I hpoe you'll review and tell me what you think.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-6-04
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