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since: 09-12-09, id: 688902, Profile Updated: 09-17-09
country: United States
Author has written 8 stories for Life, Fantasy, Religion, Horror, and Fantasy.

Pen Name: Ayden Silverflame

Gender: Male.

Birthdate: January 18th, 1991. yeh I'm 18...wooot? (18 going on 15... i feel younger than i am.)

E-mail: silverflame_designs777@yahoo.com

Favorite Anime/Manga: too many. last count like 30 or more. heres some, Vampire Knight, Record of a Fallen Vampire, Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles, Witch Hunter, -6mm no Taboo (yaoi smut), xxxHolic, Magic Knight Rayearth I and II, X-1999, D Gray-man, Fairy Tail, Claymore, Chobits, Code Geas, Loveless, and Faerie's Landing. thats just a taste i got lots more.

Favorite Movie: Final Fantasy: Advent Children, Prom Night, the Strangers, LOTR's, Harry Potter's, Twilight (even though it sucked), Blood and Chocolate and alot of others.

Favorite T.V. Shows: Supernatural, Charmed, Smallville, and a lot of others i have a pretty broad range. Internet shows you ask? I heart Vampires, Adam Chambers BTS, Buffy, Reba ( o.O ), Anything Chris Crocker, umm Danny Noriega (lolz), and others. I LUV Youtube.

Favorite Author: Garth Nix, Mercedes Lackey, Steph. Meyer, Rachelle Mead, P.C. Cast, Rachel Caine, L.J. Smith, Margaret Weiss and Tracy Hickman (Go DragonLance!!), and a whole lot more.

Quote: "I'd rather join the stars at night than stay in the shadows of day...I want to shine bright for a little while and then burn out and die than stay locked in the shadows forever...after shining i really don't care what happens to me."

Idols: Amy Lee, Gerard anf Mikey Way, my cyber-bro Brady Taylor, Voltaire (the gothic singer/animator/comic artist nto the old dead guy) CLAMP (biiiiig manga authors), and a few other people.

Music: Evanescence(all time fave!!), Three Days Grace, Escape the Fate, From First to Last (with Sonny), Utada Hikaru, Cascada, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Breaking Benjamin, Skillet, and less but definately not least, MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!! (they tie with Evanescence for first -glomps Gee-) Pierce the Veil, All Time Low, A Day to Remember, May-Day Parade, Blood on the Dance Floor, and a helluva lot more :D

About Me: Ok, my name is Joel, but i have friends that call me Joel-sama and You Dumb Emo. I'm crazy, emo and i hate myself. Thats about it really. I like to write and draw, i read alot of manga and i watch lots of movies. I have a lot of friends, which i am very grateful for. If it wasn't for them i probably would have committed suicide a long time ago. I LURVE Kingdom Hearts, and alot of the characters. I'm a bit insane, and should probably be on some kind of pill but -shh- don't tell mah doctor i told you!! I'm alone most of the time, sad all of the time, and strangely codependent yet independent...i took one of those quizzes that tells you your personality, and i came out even of two...and the two that i am (Chloric-Phlegmatic, jic you wanted to knooow) are at odds with each other and generally don't get along. So hahaha...i'm naturally screwed.

Me Emo-ness: Okay so i say that i'm emo, and alot of people who know me don't understand it, which is simple. I'm not all hardcore cut myself, but... I'm alone all the time. Even hanging out, i feel alone. I act like a dumbass fucktard around my friends to make them happy. I'm broken inside, and i don't think i'll ever get fixed, cuz there's no one to help me fix myself. I don't cut...yet. I'm not going to cut until i'm ready to end it...maybe i'll be like Roxas in my story and carve "Alone" into my arm? I don't know...it would fit though.

My Works: I've written a lot of stuff, and i hope my books will be published by the end of the year, i mgiht try to publish some poetry too idk. I like to write poetry, and i LUV writing these fanfics, it's so much fun to have a fun project...writing is like my job, i take it very seriously, so everything i'm working on feels like work...except my fanfics. my fanfiction account is : http://www.fanfiction.net/~aydensilverflame WARNING!! Yaoi fanfics on there so beware!

My name is Tiffany

I am three,

My eyes are swollen

I cannot see,

I must be stupid

I must be bad,

What else could have made

My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better

I wish I weren’t ugly,

Then maybe my mommy

Would still want to hug me.

I can’t do a wrong

I can’t speak at all

Or else im locked up

All day long.

When im awake im all alone

The house is dark

My folks aren’t home

When my mommy does come home

I'll try and be nice,

So maybe ill just get

One whipping tonight.

I just heard a car

My daddy is back

From Charlie’s bar.

I hear him curse

My name is called

I press myself

Against the wall

I try to hide

From his evil eyes

I’m so afraid now

I’m starting to cry

He finds me weeping

Calls me ugly words,

He says its my fault

He suffers at work.

He slaps and hits me

And yells at me more,

I finally get free

And run to the door

He’s already locked it

And i start to bawl,

He takes me and throws me

Against the hard wall

I fall to the floor

With my bones nearly broken,

And my daddy continues

With more bad words spoken,

"I’m sorry!", I scream

But its now much to late

His face has been twisted

Into a unimaginable shape

The hurt and the pain

Again and again

O please God, have mercy!

O please let it end!

And he finally stops

And heads for the door

While i lay there motionless

Brawled on the floor

My name is tiffany

I am three,

Tonight my daddy

Murdered me

And you can help

Sickens me top the soul,

And if you read this

and don’t pass it on

I pray for your forgiveness

Because you would have to be

One heartless person

To not be effected

By this Poem

And because you are effected,

Do something about it!

So all I ask you to do

Is pass this on!

IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE

Notice: To all those who think Homophobia is wrong and want to fight for a better future for our gay and lesbian and Bi friends, please repost this into your profile:

This is the boy, Matthew Shepard. On October 7, 1998 Aaron McKinney and
Russell Henderson lead him to a remote area east of Laramie where they
demonstrated unimaginable acts of hate. Matthew was tied to a split-rail
fence where he was beaten and left to die in the cold of the night. Almost
18 hours later he was found by a cyclist who initially mistook him for a
scarecrow. Matthew died on October 12 at 12:53 am at a hospital in Fort
Collins, Colorado. KILLED BECAUSE HE WAS GAY!

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1. Blood of Everlasting
Drake is a 17 year old boy, living with his scientist father. His powers are strong, and his father is using his blood to make the Elixir of Youth. Salem is a lab assistant, with dark secrets and a strange ability to be there for Drake. GAY ROMANCE
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,543 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-27-09 - Published: 10-27-09
2. Marionette
Kalea and her family have just moved to a small town in the middle of nowhere. What they don't know, is that their family has a long, and dark history there. As Kalea is being attacked by supernatural forces, can she take control of her power and win?
Horror - Fiction Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,244 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-2-09 - Published: 10-2-09
3. Lover's Spat reviews
So this was a quick poem that popped into my head out of nowhere. Did it for a recital alot of ppl there too! o.O and they liked it so i decided to load it here. it's had some revising, but i still like it.
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-17-09 - Published: 9-17-09
4. The Night Mare
About nightmares.
Complete - Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-14-09 - Published: 9-14-09
5. Mother Goddess
About the Wiccan Goddess.
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-14-09 - Published: 9-14-09
6. Shadows and Thorny Roses
A dark poem.
Complete - Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-14-09 - Published: 9-14-09
7. Halloween Mockery
the way i felt about Halloween
Complete - Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-14-09 - Published: 9-14-09
8. Heart of Stone
Dark poem.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-14-09 - Published: 9-14-09
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