New song

New song.

An Irish Lullaby where a Leprechaun sings a lullaby to a fading recipient. Rated K in both subject and language. Composed and Copyrighted by Caleb Ryan.

New song I wrote

New song.

New song. This is probably my most personal song I ever wrote

New song

New song I wrote. This one's quite personal

New song. Hope you like it.

New song.

And I know I'll never be in a girl in your stories./ And I know you'll transition from my life to my memories./ So I try to memorize every word you say,/ To save your stories for when you go away. *Acoustic*

I'm stranded on the land/ Of the demon and the sand./ No rest, no reprieve, no mercy, no peace./ I'm cornered and alone,/ For my sins I now atone,/ Hurt me, shatter me, kill me won't you please? *Symphonic metal*

What if what became of her/ Is what is to become of me?/ What if I'm a failure at life and love?/ I'm terrified, can't you see?

Star crossed and never meant to be./ Why are you talking about her with me?/ Star crossed and not my destiny./ Why are you up at 3 trading secrets with me? *Acoustic*

Use twisted logic/ To explain war, disease and death./ Never get a thing,/ Blame it on your own lack of faith./There seems to be an answer/ For everything that's wrong./ Well, I don't wanna hear it,/ I'm done playing along. *Symphonic metal*

Oh what I didn't give/ To hold your hand in mine/ For eternity./ And you simply let go/ The very first chance you got,/ It's such a pity. *Nu metal*

I'll just take my time,/ And I'll just take a shot./ I'll keep you in my mind,/ And I'll keep you in my thoughts./ Hatred and anger, love and longing./ I can't escape one damn thing./ But I can now finally see/ For you it's never gonna be me,/ Never me. *Acoustic*

I wonder if we'll ever get the timing right./ I wonder if we'll ever get a chance at love./ I wonder why you talk to me late at night./ I wonder why you never ever open up./ I wonder if it's already way too late./ I wonder if it's just not meant to be./ I wonder if it's not what's in my fate./ I wonder if you're not the one for me. *Pop*

But at least I can live out the rest of my life,/ Knowing that I tried, I tried, I tried./ And at least I now know you're a shell of a man,/ Through it all you lied, you lied, you lied. *Country*

And I know better than/ To chase after another man/ Who I know isn't here to stay./ And I've been fooled before/ But I won't be anymore./ Now you can watch me walk away. *Pop*

You'd think five years/ Is a long enough time to erase/ All the pain, all the tears,/ Your voice, your smile, your face./ But time has left my heart untouched./ And I am here thinking about us.

So we talk about our lives/ And the mistakes in our past./ We're up till two, or three, or five,/ And we sleep only cause we must./ We're pals and we're flirting,/ And my friends tell me to run./ But when you speak I stop hurting,/ My world stops coming undone.

Nobody cares,/ Nobody ever will./ Dream if you dare,/ But it'll soon be killed./ The only truth in this world of lies/ Is that there's no empathy in their eyes. *Nu metal*

Outside the crowds pray/ To their God on their holy day./ Inside my abode loses its light./ I can't justify it, this isn't right.

Knocked down the walls around my heart/ To give this world another chance./ It tore me down, caught me off my guard,/ And made me do the same old dance.