Beautiful..It reminds me of one that I wrote once. Yet you describe the feeling much better...

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depressed, are you? im sorry...at least you express it well. although maybe this one would have worked better with rhyme. i dunno. that's my opinion...your poem, your interpretations...
its really sad. i wish you'd cheer up every once in a while, reading your work is always so depressing!