... Interesting. I'm intrigued. And now, I'm stopping with the "i" words. lol.
Let's see ... it really brings the reader into this person's mind; kind of lets people know that some of us aren't satisfied with just being happy. At least, that's what it is to me. A peek into the fact that people are for the drama, are for the fact that constant happiness means boredom.
Good job. Keep writing.
~Gabby