i've asked my self the same nearly a dozen times now...but i guess nobody has an answer to this.
but that's what dying is good for...when you're death,you're soo much more than a human being,and then you'll find answers to all your questions...

no i don't know why but i do now that its awesome and is a good topic to pic for a poem because its about the things we ask our selfs all the time. or at least i do then again i'm not like other people and don't know if thats a goodthing either.