I get angry too, especially when they run out of happy meal toys at Macdonalds. Those bastards.

My friend did the same thing to me. It sucks yeah, but trust me, it will be better. I hope things get better for you, and any friends taht would do that to you, knowing it would hurt you, are no friends at all.

Wow! Again I am impressed with your talent at capturing such vivid emotions. Please keep writing! Especially if it helps you cope.

Can we say, 'wow'? This is a really great poem. And you make your reader really feel your pain. What you write about is something true that we have all felt. I'm sure most of these readers can relate. I really love the usage of the title of the poem,'I lose it..' You go girly!

The feels, the emotions were excellent, although I kept hoping for something more dramatic to happen. :)