Tried to read through this but it keep getting worse. All angst and violence. Not much romance at all really, defeats the purpose of me finding slash romance.

So I'm brought back to my 20 yr old self and how lost and just different I was then. I still think it was a crush, oh and what made me think of this story is that for the first time in a long time I had a dream and a couple of people where in it along with the older guy(yeah that's been going on for a couple yrs,, and unfortunately I still live with my parents and my brother lives in the deep south now,seriously ehh. and his best friend who used to like me but never made a move has been married now for around 3 yrs-but he was way to conservative to me and somehow so is my brother,which I blame the town we grew up in-my parents are basically Libertarian to Liberal on social issues,except they are . anyway I've been dating,who would just love it-the perv. to see me hook up with a chick3-way stit. obviously?*rolls eyes* but yeah in some ways I feel just as wow-as in I've changed a lot in the past 7 yrs and I'm over it but it would be so shit embarassment of not doing much yet in my life if I ran into people from HS. my bff is the same way), at almost age 25,which you are already right? also I did move-to where I spent my summers and my family is from and where I first went off to college which yeah-shit-still getting that together between leaving to work and then going back to school while working. Hope you see this, like ever, Love Tearing Me Through always though. Oh and the ironic thing is that She's now doing the career that HE thought that I would do but I don't have the coordination for-medicine related. and as far as I know He's still single, but he prob. won't be once the HS reunion comes around. Oh and wtf is up with this craziness in the US and the economy still overall sucking-everywhere, oh and yeah I love Edward Snowden-fyi bc we all know you want an american's take on that, and yeah I love how ya'll actually care what parliament does yet here people don't even know how congress works. Oh and I'm so like Rich in a lot of ways, yet I exuded Gavin's isolated-ness in HS and I never fit into a clique like that-seriously that was partially bc of the now diagnosed social anxiety and my dyspraxia-yes the british genes in me-being serious on that-prevalence in Britain is there .
yours truly and now in her early to midtwenties though still looking quite younger-unfortunately?
-Someone

The story has a really interesting plot. It makes me want to keep reading onand on.

Wow... just WOW! This is great! Worthy of a publisher, if I do say so myself!

really incestous ?

KEEP GOING!

WELL WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU EXPECT FROM RICH. GOD. YOUR LUCKY YOU EVEN GOT A THANKS GAVIN. : YOUR LUCKY YOU EVEN GOT TO TOUCH RICH'S DICK. GOODNESS GRACIOUS. UNGRATEFUL LITTLE PRICK. ... lol. gavin's such a cutie

aww. he sounds like such a sweetie and then he cant communicate for shit. D: sounds like my brother

Ok 1. I'm an idiot for it taking me so long to find something related to your profile picture and then I stumbled across something but I wanted you to confirm it. Yeah that sounds so ominious. And shit I convinced my (ex no, for a different reason) college roomate that the "person" from highschool was my "stalker" without intending to, can someone say wtf holy my best friend moves to a whole different part of the country and is still there. And then one of my best friends is ditching me for new college buddies, and now I'm back in town after going to college a couple hours away, but that was months ago, no I go to a more local college but in 2 years or so I'll be moving again. Also I'm still contemplating who I'm actually in love/like/lust with. I've been avoiding one of my, used to be, best friends for a couple of years with no explanation when really I just want to get passed the whole maybe/maybe not having feelings for them and go back to being good friends but how the fuck do you do that, when the last time you talked to them they didn't call you back and they usesd to date someone of the same sex for a little bit, were cheated on and feel like that whole part of their life was just a mistake and are now vehemently against homosexuality, bisexuality for religious reasons, and their somehow under the impression that you feel the same way because publically you kind of come off as supporting that view because you don't(as I haven't) voice your (my) opinion one way or the other so you kind of hesitate when they say something about you and then dating one of their lifelong bestfriends of the opposite sex before ya'll knew each other and everyone thinks ya'll were perfect together and you like them at the time but your the one who broke it off. Also so apparently now I've been to 3rd base with the opposite sex, twice, and I didn't fucking feel anything it was like a game, and I was so confused the first time that I called up that friend who for some strange reason has been occupying my thoughts BEFORE they EVEN went out with that first person of their(both of our) same sex around 3-4 years ago,...and this person ISN't even the person I was alluding to in all my other reviews.

Not sure if you'll read this, or even if you'll update this story which you definitely need to but I just had to get this out because all those thoughts just came to me reading the last chapter of this story again. Also the person who I've basically been alluding to(actually there was two people on of the same sex and one of the opposite) but the main one is the one of the same sex who my former college roomate referred to(around a year ago) as my stalker, which in actuality there was no stalking on either side, I don't think so at least. Also I'm almost fucking 20 which isn't even the drinking age here, although that's never stopped me(but on a personal note my social anxiety meds do, hence the other reason I've been "purposely avoiding" one of my friends off and on, shit I need to get this together because this whole situation of avoidance has been going on for as long as this story has been around. Damn I feel so useless and pathetic now, so thus ends my rant. Also do you have your own website/live journal and have you written some other stuff fanfic or original, before? Anyway Tearing Me Through is one of the best fanfics I've read, and definitely relatable, ;) .

Ugh. This would happen to me. I come across a nice story for a change then when it's getting somewhere, it stops updating itself...oh, wait, haha. It's updated by someone, isn't it? So why exactly hasn't it been updated since 23-06-08?...Oh my god. I feel like a strict mom telling off a naughty little child. The thought is disturbing and amusing at the same time. Don't mean to sound like a nag but...I like the story...it got left on a major cliffhanger and the author hasn't updated in ages...if you didn't get the fact that I was using by best whiney voice there considering it was in writing, I was. Wait, there is a way that I can express this. And NO, not in capitals, capitals are for anger or astonishment. We need a pure whiney voice here. So 'In her best whiney-voice, Leah pleaded the author: "Why hasn't it ben updated? I wannt it to be." Then proceeded to give the author evils.' I'm an awesome writer. Haha. Just kidding. But I want an update. I swear if you come back I will review every chapter you put up of this and I'll be your crazy-stalker fan! Deal? Good. Then update. NOW! See? Capitals are more forceful. You reduced me to a whiney child so I think I deserve to read it. Haha. I'm kidding. It's your story and everything but I want more! It was really good and I really want to read on.

Rich gets the award for King of Mixed Signals.

Urg! Brenda is a terrible name. It reminds me of Brandy/Brandi.

But, fantastic story. : D

Hi!

I know it's been at least 2-3 years since you updated this story, but PLEASE do so. You are truly a writer and this story made me get more interested in ready more fan fics. Anyways, keep it up and I really hope that this story gets finished one day.

Amy :)

This story is fucking amazing. D:

But...I'm afraid that you've died...since it hasn't updated in over 6 months...soo...

It made for great reading though. :D

Rich isnt very good with expressing his feelings.. he probably didnt know what to say..

Poor Gavin..i know i write that alot...he just wants some sort of recognision that maybe rich sees him as somethiing else...

and he's still going anorexic and bulimic for rich? poor guy. such trama. Hopefully he inadvertedly mentions something about that and Rich says he thinks Gavin's body is perfect or sexily alluring.