it is obvious you have done a lot of growing up over the past few months.

And, sweetie, I couldn't be more proud of you.

Sometimes, it takes a lot of suffering and pain to see what we truly have,

to feel the love around us.

I'm so glad that, through all the suffering you've been through,

you were able to see God.

Many of us never could see that light, myself included.

We had to fight our way blindly through the darkness.

I can relate to this really well.

I have felt the same way, I have put that same mask on so many times in my life.

It's a hard thing to go through,

but you always have people who understand and can emphasize.

~Black and White Dreams~

wow, its sad u really good. i liked it all but my favorite parts were your opening lines and the was good. keep it up )