Shit. Exactly the way i've been feeling these days. sometimes a kind of suffocation eats at me when i think i'll never be able to get there-those novelists, poets, creative people. That the thoughts in my head aren't good enough. i love this and love you for writing this so well.

you're one of the most creative person i know.

I have nights like that too and this poem is just exquisite.

something hard and soft and deep

and escalating into fear.

:)